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11/4/23

I reallly really miss painting SO MUCH 😭😭😭😭 this entire month I barely got to paint anything bc the finale is taking up ALL of my time.. on the plus side I got really good at freehanding drawing without sketches.. on the down side I've pretty much forgotten how to pain properly........ so i'm overcompensating again... I really miss drawing Cherie and Crush in cute clothes too ...weh... 😭😭😭  This post is just me drawing super self-indulgent stuff while i stress about ...

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(EARLY ACCESS) [SEASON 2] Cherry Crush Episode 67

After years of angst.. it's finally cope season! There's still 2 episodes left for season 2, and I'm working hard to wrap everything up..

Cherie and Crush will clash a lot when they're dating, especially considering how emotional they both are, but now that they both went through their own character arcs, they can communicate better now! This new dynamic is quite fun to write for, too!

Honestly when i was writing the finale I got pretty emotional and depressed, but now that i'm DR...

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November NSFW Comic Poll

Hai Appies! It's teh first of the month!! Which mean its poll time!! ⭐⭐⭐⭐

These were the top suggestions for October but didn't get picked because of the monster fucking themes.. So I'm including them in this month's poll.. πŸ™‡β€β™‚οΈπŸ™‡β€β™‚οΈ Someone suggesting tentacles but I dont know how I can work with that idea yet so I'm shelving it for a later time.. I apologize.. 😒😒😒

As always.. the poll will run for 1 week, and then hole post,  and then NSFW ...

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10/30/23

It's the last sketch dump before halloween .. unfortunately I havent gotten time to do a halloween comic this year bc i decided to add 3 more episodes to season 2 … so i rly have to work on those instead of the specials but I hope the silly doodles can make up for it..  T_T;;; I'm showing more sneakpeaks than usual this time around, too..!!

Season 2 is slowly wrapping up and it's the last stretch.. so I really want these last episodes to look good and sew enough seeds for season ...

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Patreon requests #2

Here's another batch!! SO MANY GOOD ONES THIS TIME.. I was so happy, I figure I'd do 10 requests each batch hehe..

The doctor gave me some stuff and teh visit was so expensive.. 😭😭😭😭 and it wont even guarantee my health problem is going away so I have to go back in 2 weeks.. pls pray that my issue heals.. sobs..  being sick is so expensive.. i wish we had free healthcare 😒😒

On a brighter note, it's Halloween weekend!! YIPPEE! I hope everyone's having fun, th...

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(EARLY ACCESS) [SEASON 2] Cherry Crush Episode 66

Crush's POV is always so fickle to write.. he's very ☺ but he's also ☹ .. 

This was supposed to be the last episode for season 2 but I realized there's still SO SO SO MANY things that needs to be drawn so I think season 2 will be extended for about 2-3 more episodes, hehe.. Just to tie things up more neatly.. they've come such a long way  I think its only right that I show more of Cherie and Crush being domestic after the years of angst we just went through.. 😭😭😭<...

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10/25/23

I've been saur busy w the webtoon I dont think I can do a special episode this year, i might do a small comic (like the ones I post on here) but it wont be full colored like last year..  DW I'll definitely have time to do the christmas special, that's a given.. it just sucks cause I love Halloween.. sobs 😭😭😭😭😭😭

On a side note, I have to go to the doctor tomorrow too.. pls pray my bill is small and its nothing serious...  I have a lot of anxiety about going to...

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Patreon requests #1

I had SO many good ones and I feel so bad cause I'd luv to draw all of them if I could 😭😭😭 But dont worry, I think I'll keep working on the requests box whenever I have downtime or as warmup, it's really interesting to read everyone's ideas.. the nsfw requests will be posted seperately for my Appies to protect everynyans innocent eyes.. 

 Thank you so much for the nice words in there also T_T I really teared up reading some of it.. sniff sniff.. Have a nice week every...

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10/21/23

I haven't actually painted anything in awhile (1 week) so I really wanted to do a lot of colors this time.. 😭😭 I think it gives a more cozy vibes..  

I'm looking over the requests and some of them are really fun ideas i want to draw so I'll compile all of them into one post instead of shoving them in my doodle posts.. It's more organized that way, too I feel..
Have a nice weekend everyone! πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯

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(EARLY ACCESS) [SEASON 2] Cherry Crush Episode 65

YIPPEEE THEY'RE TOGETHER AGAIN!!! they're gonna be sooooo annoying from now on, I hope everyone is prepared, hehe..!

I always love episodes where we go back inside Cherie's head, in season 2 I reallly really wanted to explore his psyche a lot more, and dream sequences are usually so telling of how he proccesses his trauma, I really hope I do it justice.. They're always fun to draw because I don't have to confine into borders, and I get to do those fun sparkles and colors that I'm always...

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Patreon doodle request box!

Hi everynyans!

This is the request box

I'll draw them from time to time when I get the chance..! This is just for fun, so please don't take it too seriously, I just wanted to do a fun thing for my patrons.. because I used to take requests in the comments but then Patreon revamped th...

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[COMICπŸ”ž] Succubus and Math

This was.. a lot..

But anywasy! Succubus Cherie won!! Happy Halloween!! 🍬🍬🍬🍬🍬

I'm trying to draw more horny positions so this is just one of those Cherie and Crush nsfw that's JUST sex for sex's sake, Cherie Crush nsfw are usually more loving bc they're already dating but I think one night stand AUs are funny, too.. they can have a little fun before the mushy stuff!!

I'm still learning.. if there are any mistakes I apolgize.. .. 😒😒😒 drawing porn is so...

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[SHORT] I am your husband

This audio is so dumb.. i just wanted to draw it.. 

i was working on the request box but i'm dumb about google forms so it's gonna take a little longer becuz i'm anxious.. happy Sunday everyone! 😭😭

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10/14/23

I'm trying not to draw so much of teh prince x bodyguard AU because it's gonna be one of the AUs that i'll put in the side story poll for when season 2 ends.. 😭😭😭😭😭 Let me know which AU you want to see as a side story! I'm looking forward to it!

I also stopped watermarking bc it didnt really stop reposters at all and I was just ruining my  art for no reason because they didn't gaf.. 😒  if u see reposters please just block them.. It's frustrating but there's n...

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(EARLY ACCESS) [SEASON 2] Cherry Crush Episode 64

CW: There's a couple of panels that are really bloody, it doesn't take up that much of the episode, but viewer discretion is advised!

FINALLY I get to show Chohan's scheme coming together, he's been pulling a lot of strings behind everyone's back and now that his plan finally happened I'm just SO GLAD that I don't have to draw this wedding anymore dksjnfdskjnfsd...TBH Any episodes where Cherie and Crush aren't together is agonizing to draw for me.. but I promise they won't be apart fo...

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10/11/23

More fall themed doodles..! Someone request more punk Cherie and i would never turn down a chance to draw him ... top 10 cheries of all time tbh...

Have a good day everynyan!

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October 2023 holes

Happy monsterfucking.... πŸ₯ΊπŸ™πŸ™ I'm sorry for still flopping at anatomy.. I'm doing my best but it always seems so off, porn artists are stronger than the marines i swear.. I'm sorry for everyone who was disappointed they didn't get the regular prompts but next month will go back to usual..!! Thank u sm 😭😭

I'm very embarrassed when i draw nsfw but i'm trying to embrace the cringe.. such is life.. have a good day everyone! I'll post the succubus comic next week!

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10/7/23

It's getting chilly outside again.. everyone rmbr to stay warm 😭😭😭

The patreon update makes it impossible for me to check notifications bc the UI is extremely buggy.. so I'll be late replying or i wont even see ur comments at all.. I'm so sorry 😭😭 

Have a good day everynyan!

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(EARLY ACCESS) [SEASON 2] Cherry Crush Episode 63

PATREON UPDATED THEIR SHART UI so if you want to see the pdfs you have to click on the post itself T_T;;; I'm so sorry for the inconvenience..

The development continues 😒😒😒😒😒 I'm really happy to draw so much Miss Mae this season.. season 1 actually ended with her phone call to Cherie and season 2 starts with her AGAIN so it was hinted that she was always gonna be a major character... I hope people like her! Cherie is always surrounded by big sisters and i think all the le...

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10/4/23

TEH NEW PATREON UPDATE IS SO UGLY.... 😭😭😭😭 my internet came back though thank GOD so this week's episode will go up as usual!! phew 😰😰😰

I drew some more "Prince"xGuard AU because they're so funnie... and then some more fashion doodles.. I miss doing those 😭😭

Have a good day everyone!

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10/2/23


I LOST MY INTERNET TODAY 😭😭😭 Im literally drawing and uploading files using mcdonald’s wifi bc i know u guys r waiting for an update but i was panicking so bad bc CSP wouldnt open iwthout verifying the license (which needs wifi for) i had to hotspot it and it took literally 4 hours to gather all th files from pc to my phone bc my data is horrendous😭😭😭😭 Im praying we get it fixed by thursday so I can get the episode up.. pls pray for me guys… it’s like im ...

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October NSFW Comic Poll

Hai apples...!! It's the first of the month.. u know wat that means! 😈😈😈😈😈

In honour of October being Halloween month.. I think it's only fitting if this Month's NSFW comic has monster fucking themes... Pls follow ur heart! As always, the winning choice will get a comic! and the losing ones will be posted in the monthly hole posts, so all of these will get drawn no matter wat, there is no losers here of course! ^_^!! I might do a nsfw pinup for the winning choice too but ...

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[COMIC] Good Job Star

Teh contrast between these silly comics and the webtoon is so funny sometimes ..  πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­

Happy weekend everyone.. I can't belieb September is over 😒😒😒 My neck's been hurting a lot because I've been drawing so much, but I have to push thru bc I'm drawing the last few episodes of season 2 and I want them to be good...

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(EARLY ACCESS) [SEASON 2] Cherry Crush Episode 62

Wahhhh.. okay.. this is a heavy episode.. but like I did PROMISE, season 2 will end in fluff ^_^ the worst is probably over.. everybody can breathe now LOL! Crush was really brave here 😒.. Cherie cries a lot in the webtoon but you actually never see Crush cries (when he does cries he always covers his face) so i wanted the first time you see Crush cries to be really impactful.. so I hope it works ;__;; 

All in all I've rewritten this episode like 3 times, but I'm really happy wi...

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[SHORT] Olives

I miss doing these dumb videos tbh 😭😭😭 Crush tries to serenade Cherie once in a while and Cherie contemplates his life choices..

Audio credit 

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9/25/23

i love drawing them in clothes they'll never wear .. like canonly neither of them are gonna dress up like this unless Yao make them or something.. 😭😭 I know ppl make fun of me for drawing grown men in cute stuff but i think cherie and crush deserves to look cute once in awhile idk.. let's embrace cringe..... i'm not hurting anyone 😒😒

anyways my cold is almost gone now!! YIPPEEE!! Have a good day everyone!

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9/23/23

Lately I've been putting off writing the finale for season 2 becuz... it feels so surreal... this time last year I was also finishing up season 1 with barely any readers LMAO.. I don't think Cherry Crush rly gained any traction until november 22 at least! I had like 20 bucks in my bank and was having sleep for dinner LOL I was in the trenches 😭😭😭😭.. I know there’s still season 3 but.. it rly does feel so final when I know there’s a hiatus coming 😒😒

It feels cr...

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(EARLY ACCESS) [SEASON 2] Cherry Crush Episode 61

I hope everyone enjoys this episode..!! I was really nervous about this and it took a long time to plan the layout for this episode... Thank u for reading and as always I apologize if anything is lacking T_T;;

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9/20/23

I feel like I'm getting an art block AGAIN.. not bc i dont have ideas my art skills just aren't good enough......... T_T;;; I wasn't careful yesterday so I caught a fever but luckily it's not COVID, i did get my shots though.. Time to drink nyquil and pray everything is okey.. ALSO I  HATE THE NEW PATREON LAYOUT SO BAD EVERYTHING LOOKS SO SCUFFED KMS

Have a good day everynyans

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[COMICπŸ”ž] Mirror Sex

SORRY THIS KIND OF GOT AWAY FROM ME... I JUST WANTED TO DRAW THEM HAVING A QUICKIE BUT.... I couldn't resist praise kink for Crush... this took so freaking long im so sorry for being late... T_T;;

Cherie really doesn't have body image issues, he knows he's cute.. but Crush hates his scars just a little, it doesn't really bother him THAT much, but he'd rather not look at them when he's changing.. poor puppy.. 😒

I hope everyone enjoys this cringe comic.. pls don't repost it anywh...

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