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frends speedpaint + small update 😭

Song credit: ARE WE STILL FRIENDS - Tyler, the Creator

Hi everyone! I'm sorry for making everyone worried yesterday 😭😭😭 It was literally just me venting and deleting but more ppl saw my blubbering than I thought, I'm sorry for worrying everyone. Frankly I did it and just turned my phone off and went to bed dfkjgndfkjgn I slept for like 14 hours yesterday and I'm uploading this before work bc I woke up in a more stable mood now..!

Thank you so much for all your sweet comm...

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7/14/2024

Hallo! Happy Sunday everynyan.. I'm sorry there's not much art this time around..

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(EARLY ACCESS) [SEASON 3] Cherry Crush Episode 81

>>Reread the last episode on the official WEBTOON HERE! <<

Hallo! Happy Cherry Crush Fridays!

As I've mentioned before, the episode length will be cut down 25% so I wouldn't have to fight WEBTOON size management anymore 😭😭😭 idk why but my episode sizes have been so freaking huge (going over to 30MB per episode when WEBTOON only allows 20MB max) and...

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July 2024 holes

Hallo everynyan! here's this month's NSFW sketches, I had a lot of fun drawing these cause the scenarios are just so funny sdkjfsdkjfns It would've been really funny if the club one wins but it's okey! I just love drawing cocky Cherie in general so that one option was really exciting!

Aside from that, I've also included a couple of nsfw sketches i drew on my ipad, i just wish i was one of those cool artists who can use procreate efficiently but I just can't.. it feels super slippery and...

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7/7/24

Hii everynyan! here's the drawings for this week, I didn't notice but i drew so much blue art this week??? Even though my favorite color is yellow I just can't stop using blues in my art haha..

I'm still not used to the new set up so there's more studies this time around.. 😭😭 the first arc of season 3 is almost joever and everyone was so scared like dfkjndsjkfnsd.. i lovehow the WORST thing that can go wrong in the webtoon (WHERE KILLING HAPPENS) is that Cherie might get mad at Cr...

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(EARLY ACCESS) [SEASON 3] Cherry Crush Episode 80

>>Reread the last episode on the official WEBTOON HERE! <<

Hallo!! It's finally update day again! Welcome back Cherry Crush fridays, all is right with the world again..!!

I drew this back before I moved so it'll be the last episode that's a 4-parter, starting next week the episodes will be 3 parts long (basically 25% shorter than before) because WEBTOON has...

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July NSFW Poll

Haiii appols!! It's already July omfg..

It's also cherry crush 2nd anniversary, it's so insane how fast it's been, I felt like I was in a timeskip dskjfdsjkn. I'm pretty much settled in now! The WIFI is up, the electricity is up, I'm still living in boxes but i'll worry abt that later hehe.. I felt like I barely did anything in June which is a shame bc it was pride month T_T;;; I still haven't had time to paint anything for them during Pride and it really sucks.. I'll get around to it ...

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femininonmenomenomenom speedpaint + life update and FANMERCH 😱😱 ?!

Hi everynyan! I finally got WIFI at the new apartment 😭😭😭😭 There's still a lot of boxes to unpack but I'm settled in somewhat.. I still have so many things to do before I can really start working again but I still wanted to give you guys an update on how things are going, and since I don't have any new art to go with this please have an old old speedpaint that I never posted bc it was too short </33

Now that I have WIFI and the tablet set up I CAN draw again but there's s...

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Hiatus notice

Hi everyone! This is a public post for all my Patreon followers to announce that Cherry Crush will go on hiatus until July 5th, 2024! 

I will try to post art updates when I can on Patreon but the next few weeks are gonna be quite busy so.. No new episodes while I get settled into my new apartment πŸ˜”

I usually yap a lot and get into my feelings all the time here bc I treat this place like a sketch blog but having people care about what I draw is a huge priv...

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[COMICπŸ”ž] Cherie getting head crazy style

Hiii, here's the NSFW prompt that won comic of the month! and yep, Cherie's having a blast in here too.. All the prompts this month has been good to him, and I love drawing Crush kissing him and holding him in general, since we haven't had the chance to really indulge in fluff in the main comic rn, I wanted to make this one extra sweet, and Cherie's butt is really cute too so that's always another CHERRY 😏 on top. Happy birthday stinky πŸ’

I would've added a couple of panels of Crus...

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Patreon requests #15

Hi everyone, I haven't done a Patreon request batch in awhile..

As u guys know, I'm moving soon so its been quite busy but I still wanted to try to draw something.. the PC's always the last to go because i need to be drawing everyday or ill lose my mind or sth sdkfjnsdfkjsdn But at least until the end of this week I can still draw somewhat 😭😭

And everyone's been so supportive of me cutting the episodes a little short n that was so nice.. 😭😭😭 I'll try not to cut them...

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EARLY ACCESS) [SEASON 3] Cherry Crush Episode 79

>>Reread the last episode on the official WEBTOON HERE! <<

Hallo!! It is update time again~

{Yap warning}

We're back to Cherie and Crush, and yus everything's building up to the reveal as always, I always feel the need to spoil the entire comic just so everyone won't yell at me 😭😭😭😭 there was one comment on the official webtoon that's like...

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June 2024 holes

Hallo!! here's the june hole post.. the prompts this month have just been catering for Cherie so he's having a blast in all of these LMFAO.. happy birth month Cherie pie, enjoy torturing ur bf <3

I've been pretty sick these past few days and its killing me cause IM FALLING BEHIND ON THE WEBTOON LIKE.. it sucks so bad I really need to pick up the pace but my elbow and back just starts hurting like crazy, so I'm sorry if the sketches have been wonky T_T;; im just ill

I always fee...

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6/12/24

Hallo!! here are this week's sketch batch! I did a lot of fashion studies again as usual and I tried using a different character other than Cherie but ..... i just want to dress him up man 😭😭😭😭

The main webtoon is kind of fucked rn and it's really hard to draw fun things when I'm still in the middle of such emotionally charged episodes 😭😭😭 I'll be moving in 2 weeks so there's that to worry abt.. on top of my current landlord being a huge dick to us rn too.. pls send...

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EARLY ACCESS) [SEASON 3] Cherry Crush Episode 78

>>Reread the last episode on the official WEBTOON HERE! <<

Hallo!! It is update day everynyans.. And this week's episode is kind of a filler one but it's a really important one for me :( The American incarceration system is something that I care a lot about so I wanted to dive more into Mashiro's past as a pro bono lawyer who helps convicts fights unfair sentence...

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Worst trip sitter speedpaint

Song credit

Hallooo, long time no speedpaint! Sorry for the lack of update this week 😭😭 I'm still pretty busy with the comic and the move and I didn't want to put the WEBTOON on a sudden hiatus so I haven't been drawing anything else at all but the comic itself.. and I'm still falling behind it's so freaking cringe guys kms

I was doing some lighting studies on music vid...

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June NSFW Poll (CHERIE'S FAVORITE THINGS EDITION)

Hai apples!!

I'm sorry I didn't have time to do the polls yesterday 😭😭😭😭 I was really swarmed with work </3 BUT It's CHERIE'S BIRTHDAY TODAY.. no wonder everything is going wrong w me rn, I always have a hard time whenever his birthday comes around, and his karmic aura is especially evil rn bc I'm torturing Crush in my comic πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”

Since it's Cherie's birthday/birth month, I decided to make the Polls option this month all of Cherie's favorite things in bed, it...

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6/5/24

Hallo!! Here's the doodles for this week while I was pvping with the electrical company

I know the main WEBTOON is a little bit doomed right now but I PROMISEEEEEEEEEEE it's gonna be okay, it'll take awhile but it's gonna be okay 😭😭😭 I always feel so sad when you guys doomposted everytime things go wrong like guys LET ME COOK PLS TRUST MEEEE!!! I love microwaving my characters but I also want them to be happie ofc..

Some good news! The artblock is finally letting up and ...

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(EARLY ACCESS) [SEASON 3] Cherry Crush Episode 77

>>Reread the last episode on the official WEBTOON HERE! <<

Hii! Here's this week's episode, and yep, it turned out as exactly as everyone thought it was.. and baby Crush being silly again </3 πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜” i'm still pretty swarmed with preparing for the move and then just the stress of everything.. But I still managed to get the episode out quickly!

And i...

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[SHORT] When you forgor to do something before bed

Audio credit: Malcolm In the Middle

Hallo!! HAPPIE PRIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I actually got sick again so I really apologize for the lack of updates T_T;; I dont tink I've ever gone this long without posting something, I usually try to post updates every 2-3 days but yeah :((( I'm pretty swarmed rn bc the electrical company is giving me so much shit and I need to set up electricity...

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5/30/24

Hallo! here's the doodles this week, I'm slowly coming out of this artblock bc I'm kind of stuck on some plot points rn 😭😭😭so doing studies and drawing Gen 1 to remind me the origin of Cherry Crush always jolts me back to the ideas I used to have when I first started.

There's a lot of scenes that are way to ambitious for me but i have to keep going..I got them this far already, i know u guys are sad about season 3 being the last one but I promise we haven't even scratched the ...

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(EARLY ACCESS) [SEASON 3] Cherry Crush Episode 76

>>Reread the last episode on the official WEBTOON HERE! <<

Crush has been microwaved so much these past few episode that I wanted this episode to be a direct contrast of that, since the moments they have together is so precious, everything slows down when he's with Cherie, and I want to show how patient Cherie is with Crush and that their compassion for each othe...

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Patreon requests #14

Hallo!! Here's this month's patreon request batch! I had a of fun drawing these as always! Thank you so much for everyone who's sent in a request, we're kicking artblock's ass with this one boysss πŸ—£πŸ—£πŸ—£πŸ—£πŸ—£

I did say there's not gonna be a lot of posts this week but I just feel sooo guilty if I don't update every 2-3 days on Patreon T_T;; you guys have been so kind to me and i love that everyone's interested in my OCs and everyday it's a priviledge to draw something people ac...

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5/22/24

Hallo!! Here's the sketches for this week, I have a pretty nasty artblock rn.. Lately I've been really unhappy with my art style T_T;; nothing I draw ever look good to me and it feels like im fishing for compliment but i wish u guys could see it thru my eyes, everything i draw looks like dookie shart so I decided to do some studies..

I'm still pretty busy this week but my wrist is feeling a lot better! Thank u for all ur wishes πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™ There's a lot of stuff that's gonna happen...

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(EARLY ACCESS) [SEASON 3] Cherry Crush Episode 75

>>Reread the last episode on the official WEBTOON HERE! <<

Here's more trouble in paradise~ I told you guys things were gonna get more and more dramatic, hehe.. I know its Monday but I’ll be super busy this week so i figured I’d give my Patreon the episode early , plus my wrist really need a break 😭😭😭 Next week it’ll be back to tuesday I promis… ...

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[COMICπŸ”ž] Giving your bro head crazy style

Hallo apples!! Here's the nsfw comic for this month based on the poll!

I recently hurt my wrist so I'm sorry if the drawings are a little choppy T_T;; I really can't draw much without pain rn but i have to keep working on the comic, which sucks a lot bc I finally JUST got used to the workpace.. I was on schedule too, it's like everytime I caught up to my deadline, something always happens and make me fall behind again. Life is so cruel 3

On a brighter note, I GOT APPROVED FOR AN A...

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5/15/24

Hallo!! Here are the doodles for this week! I did a lot of random doodles while I'm getting to the juicier part of the comic so there's not a lot of painted stuff this time T_T;; pls forgive me..

I usually listen to audio books while I draw but I just recently finished this insanely long novel and now I have nothing left to listen to.... if anyone has any suggestions or even a playlist PLSSSSS SHARE IT WITH ME T_T;;; I need background noise so bad bc I hate working in silence..

Th...

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(EARLY ACCESS) [SEASON 3] Cherry Crush Episode 74

>>Reread the last episode on the official WEBTOON HERE! <<

Hallo!! I wouldn't say the angst has started but it's gonna get real dramatic real fast soon.. We're continuing through Crush's POV bc most of his internal conflict is gonna drive season 3, besides everyone knows if everyone just leaves Crush alone then it'll be super boring right?? ^_^;; Writing for Crus...

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May 2024 holes

Hallo!! Here's the hole post for this month!! My anatomy has gone TO SHITE im sorrydsfjkdsjfkns 😒😒😒😒😒 taking a whole month off from drawing nsfw really slows me down bc i literally dont even have that much technical skills to begin with </3

I did have fun drawing this, though!! I miss coming up with funny scenarios for how they have sex.. otherwise it would just be regular boring vanilla stuff again.. I still haven't decided on Thorne's sex partner so I just had him l...

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[COMIC] The most unlucky pirate ever

Hiii!! Here's the small comic for Mermay that I was talking abt! It kinda got out of hand bc I started freaking adding sm stuff to it it turns into like a first episode of a mini series ... WHICH I DONT PLAN ON WORKING ANYTIME SOON BC I DONT HAVE TIME FOR ITTT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

In this AU, Crush is a pirate kid adopted by his pirate parents (ofc) and they lost him in a storm (where Cherie saved him the first time), and he got a head injury that made him have amnesia..! Cherie...

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