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My visa plans are still failing. So I have 6-9 months of wandering around the world until I can get the visa I need. Where fate will take me I don’t know yet... but I definitely want to get to Barcelona and I hope that they will let me into Mexico)

I am periodically asked to describe my feelings before, during and after the shoot, how I choose a location, how I compose, what I pay attention to, how I then select the material. And in fact, in each shoot it happens a little differently....

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Yurii (Part 1)

I already said that in the near future I am going to move to another country. All of December was dedicated to saying goodbye to Kyiv and my loved ones, packing up, and closing important matters. And you know, I managed to do it quite easily. Much easier and faster than I expected... During this time, it turned out that I am not so attached to Kyiv, I do not have many frie...

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My muse

Today is a special day - my friend Katya's birthday. In honor of this, I want to show you our latest photoshoot from Paris.

This year is the year of my friends' and my anniversaries. We are all turning 30. And it excites everything inside. This number does not upset or scare at all, but on the contrary, it pleases.... and what is very strange for me personally is that every year I feel like a chil...

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Selfportraits

This is a small series of selfportraits on film from a summer work trip to Sicily. During the trip, I discovered that the timer on my one point shoot camera stopped working...so a big thank to Sergey because some of these shots appeared precisely thanks to his help in pressing the shutter release. It was fun, interesting and most importantly, I didn't expect anything special from the shooting. I just wanted to have fun - which I got) Some shots came out too dark and noisy - I still don't ful...

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Shooting with

Rimvydas Slavykas

Belatedly, but I want to wish you a Merry Christmas and the Happy New Year 2025. May the New Year bring a lot of joy, smiles and inspiration.

  • To those who are looking for more money, may it bring an interesting job and a few lottery tickets)

  • To those who are looking for love, may it bring mutual sincere relationships)

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My muse

due to the number of holidays, plans and meetings I simply do not have time to get to my laptop to show you a new set with a male nude….

I am writing to you now, going to Mykolaiv (my hometown) with my sister and boyfriend to visit my relatives, eat Christmas kutya, sing carols. Therefore, I will show you what I have on my phone from my last shooting. Beautiful Maria in a fur coat, who...

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Selfportraits

It seems that I no longer like working as a model with photographers. And it's not because of any negative situations .... but I just feel that I've exhausted it in myself, it no longer interests me. I'm much more interested in photographing myself or someone or just the street. I guess I'll leave the option of posing for workshops where I will receive an energetic creative exchange with participants with photographers who are burning with ideas. And sometimes with those who I feel the most a...

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Shooting with

Lolita

signed the post as "shooting with" and started laughing, because in reality it was just fooling around with a friend.

When I downloaded these photos, I was filled with such incredible warmth. I missed summer, the sea, the tan, the carefreeness, Lolita. It seems like it wasn't that long ago - in August.  And these emotions are still warm when I look at these photos. But so much has changed dur...

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My muse

Lina Tsapova

So it was supposed to be a film shoot with natural light. But the studio misunderstood us when booking, so our time started exactly when the sun was no longer in the studio.

I used to get upset, because every time I try to shoot in the studio on medium format film something happens. This time is no exception - not only was it dark and I had to shoot completely with artificial light, all th...

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Selfportraits

My one-pointshoot fun last spring (Kentmere Pan 400)/ I will never use this film once more\   By the way, when i shoot myself on film with one point shoot camera, i have super silly mood)

Do you know how to speak the truth without fear and without premature guilt?

I noticed that very often when I need to tell the truth that can offend a person, or push a person away from me, I postpone this moment. The moment of speaking the "truth". I walk, think, formulate, look for the ...

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Shooting with

Anastasia Mihaylova

I'm sitting at the airport waiting for my plane.

Time to go home. Japan is beautiful, but home is home.

Speaking of home... In the next three months, I plan to change my location for a year or two or forever. We'll see how it goes... I'll tell you where exactly I'll be based when I have all the documents in my hands. But I can say that I never thought that life would take me so...

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My muse

Kate

A couple of days ago I woke up in the morning and saw several unread new messages in my messenger .... The first thing I saw was that Nastya Myhailova was taken for surgery and she was in serious condition ... I knew that she was in the hospital and just a day ago I was chatting with her and we were joking about everyday things...

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Selfportraits

I never thought I would write this... but I gained weight and it worries me.

Even when I was little, the weight issue arose not with me, but with my relatives ... for all my grandparents, aunts and uncles, I was too thin, they rushed to feed me, make me eat more, and looked at my mom a little with condemnation, as if she feeds me badly and that's the only problem. I just listened then, but didn't react in any way, because I loved to eat, and I didn't mind at all that they poured me a se...

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Shooting with

Andrii Skorohod

This is the last summer shoot with Andrii. It turned out to be quite spontaneous and quite experimental.

We met with Andrii on one of the hills of Kyiv, where he often shoots due to the lack of people in this place. And with the calculation that the curfew starts at midnight in Kyiv, we met few hours before it - then in principle there should be no one in this part of the city. But...

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My muse

Sasha

I received a visa to Japan)

And I have been here for almost a week. Due to the long flight and the difficult getting used to another time zone, I am only now coming to my senses to share my thoughts and emotions with you.

I was in Tokyo once in the spring of 2019 for the cherry blossoms. And it was the most unforgettable trip in my life, considering that before that I had only been abroad three t...

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Selfportraits

Hello everyone!

You all probably know that I recently had a birthday. I turned 29 . I didn't make my post here just because I didn't feel inspired to write my thoughts at all, and posting just photos seemed too "empty" for such a day. So I'm writing now

I don't know at what point I stopped loving my birthday... though "loving" is too strong a word... more like I'm a little annoyed with the day. And do you know why? It's simple - the constantly vibrating phone in my pocket annoys m...

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Shooting with

Olena Pereiaslavets

Did I say that I got a Hasselblad medium format camera with Instax back?

 The last month I have been very excited about filming on film and Polaroid. I have already forgotten the last time I took my digital camera (I'm lying, it was today, haha? just because i had only one hour shoot in very dark room). But more and more often I shoot the basis of shooting o...

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My muse

This post is a test of your perception of the male body. I know that most of you my patrons are men.

I will immediately ask a question - are you interested in seeing my attempts to shoot male nudes?

This is probably the first such conscious shooting of a man. I already filmed Alex once. We took self-portraits together in the pool. But then it was something more spontaneous, more aimed at self-portraits and I did not focus on the male body at all.

This time in Berlin - I did ...

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Selfportraits

I'll start by saying that this spring self-portrait shoot was completely accidental. But seeing the dark cloudy sky and these purple wildflowers, I couldn't help myself. I didn't have much time to get at least a couple of shots. And as you can see, I ended up converting more than half of the frames into black and white. I left it in color so that you could see this beauty of colors .... but black and white captured my heart for a long time. And most of my photos are now monochrome. But it is ...

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Shooting with

This is a shoot with amazing Alyona Panevina. She is one of the successful female photographers in the nude portrait genre in Ukraine. At least I think so)

We have been following each other for a long time, but we never planned a shoot because Alyona lives in Dnipro and she is v...

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My muse

Mari

a long time ago I wrote here that I have a state of "reluctance to share my life in social networks" (and in live communication as well), as if I am stingy. At that time, a lot of things happened to me, both good and bad, I constantly photographed everything, filmed it on video and periodically rewatched it to feel those emotions again. This state was not so long ... few weeks maybe.

I feel almos...

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Selfportraits

Sometimes Im just curious how can I keep my works on my laptop and not showing anyone for more then one year.

I apologize to those who come here to read what I write under the posts... but I will start sharing my thoughts from next month. I hug everyone)

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Shooting with

Winter shoot on Tenerife with Sergey )

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My muse

a little more spring with Sasha Atman, I would like to add here and raise the question of "something more".

At what point in your life, at what age, or in what condition, and did you ever desire "something more"? Something bigger than what you do or who you are now?

When you are satisfied with your life, when you realize your wishes very quickly, when you feel that you already have everything in your life th...

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Selfportrsits

I haven't had a full rest in such a long time. Just don't have a plan for the coming days or weeks, just wake up when I wake up, eat when I want, go to bed for a siesta at least at midday or at 5 in the evening, and if I want make siesta twice ot three times a day , just don't pick up the phone every couple of minutes. ... It is very difficult, especially when I know that there are open projects that should be finished as soon as possible. But I put in the maximum amount of effort not to thi...

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Shooting with

Lolita  and Kodak Gold 200

There is a prejudice that relationships are about two halves, about some kind of dependence (at least minimal), about injuries, about emotional maintenance, about working on interaction... And people often go into relationships to cover some of their needs that they cannot cover on their own . And this is actually normal, although rather common. "Halfs" go into a relationsh...

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My muse

Alina

I haven't had the pleasure of shooting with muses for a long time. Losing interest in shooting with them... I always thought that with other models I could get some more interesting result than when I shoot self-portraits. That they can help me see what I cannot see until I observe it. But it was all a delusion. In fact, there is no search for something new or delving into...

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Selfportraits

How often do you listen to music, podcasts, put series or movies on in the background? Do you do it by mood, or by necessity, or do you spend your time in silence?

I am so used to turning on music in the morning when I prepare breakfast, when I clean the apartment, when I work, I am used to turning on headphones when I travel in transport or walk around the city. Even when I drink tea in the morning and write a diary, I turn on some meditative music, although this is the same moment whe...

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Selfportraits

many of you have asked about expired film and what underexposed photos look like on it. I am adding shots in which at least something is visible)))

I already went to the laboratory and asked how to find out whether the film is expired or not - the answer is "no way". Only if you store the film in a paper package... but the date is not written on the roll.

I have a few old films left in the refrigerator - I will finish them and will already buy film specifically before I shoot.

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Shooting with

Marti Andinach

I want to show you footage from a recent shoot with a wet plate master. This is a very old type of photography that was before film. I won't be able to tell you all the details, because I don't understand the process itself enough... but I can just say that it's magic) It's quite painstaking and time-consuming shoot, but it's magic. We spent 2 hours on these 3 photos....

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