ellakociuba

like breath on my skin

i wanted to be grow with you

even if you tell lies

i’ll listen and go the other way.

living sensually

doesn’t mean sex.

you know that right?

stay free and wild please.

don’t let anyone dim your light

once the shift happens

move forward

it’s my birthday month.

and ima try and stay more low key than ever haha

but no really there is so much pain in the world right nowadays it’s incredibly hard to find internal peace that maintains its grace. you have to encourage it minute by minute it feels like.

i wish to give you a hug

i wish we could all feel more

maybe we would see more

maybe we would know more

if we felt more

and listened to these feelings

reaction is en...

i’ll be happy on my own

it’s hard to find the fit

left the light on for you

you vs you

responsibility

i get a little quiet

after i give myself to someone

i need to regenerate

i am not a normal lover

my eyes will take you away

don’t even get me started with what my body does

literally came out of nowhere

you know i’ve been tattooing since march of 2019. i started my apprenticeship in november. it’s been hard. rewarding. overwhelming.

there is so much stress and also so much freedom. i’m trying hard. i was thrown out to the wolves. my first mentor taught me the basics and that was about it. i was picked up to go work at my friends private shop. immediately started working my own books. i mean ever since i honestly started.

i can’t wait to keep making...

i crave

i enjoy movement a tremendous amount

i find myself in a state of stillness internally as i move about

perhaps it is due to not being able to use my body for a bit when i was younger

the physical pain i endured and still encounter

the one thing i can do to escape is to move.

even when i am in so much pain

sometimes you’re too alpha

and you gotta take a step back and relax

i don’t know why i love you still

there’s always that someone you gave everything to. loved them the way you admired love. and yet, despite being everything they ever wanted and needed, they don’t choose you.

i still love you still.

started at a young age

i was always this way.

notice

y’all down

for a horse photo shoot?

coming soon. i got lots of ideas for more and better art <3 thank you for being here

wrong model

some of you asking for straight shots of my downstairs and ima just tell you that i don’t really post photos like that, mine are very soft nude with some explicit feelings.

i model nude and show my body to resemble my battle, my pain, my ability to recreate a masterpiece that was born broken.

that is all

so many new people!

hey! thanks for being here :)

i appreciate you

press play

it feels like summer at times

playing in your house

aka your head

let the baby you out

let her shout

let her run about

be free

be wild

be silly

be the things you want

imagine them

wiggle around

sing

you are alive

conspiracy

how do you feel about them all?

digging up the fallen angels

must be the only child

you seem pretty selfish

a gift

to my loves

here is some badass mandalas to help ease any stress you might be feeling <3

love ya

dreaming

made a coloring book

y’all get it for free

i will post the link here when done <.3></.3>

the uncertainty is what gets me

i get off on being on top.

on top of my shit

i like runnin things

doin the things

waking up early

fu king working hard for myself

creating and being

it’s all an unknown

it’s about to be a long summer

i’ve been here

the demons have always been there

ya just get to hear them now

staying inside means this is my only means

i’ll ramp it up

i don’t know why i didn’t rwalize

no where near it

frames can’t catch ya when you’re movin like that

i worked hard to keep being me

live a life i loved

and brought love to others

the corners