Gonna start updating you guys with previews posted here! Sounds like a cool extra perk to throw in for bein' a Patron so here ya go!!
In life, nothing shines quite as bright as flowers dyed in colorful lies
The petals never fade, they're all fake, plastic makes the perfect face
Antipathy world
I stand in the rain of my pain, puddles remain on all of my shame
But can not clean my name
On my hair, in my heart, it's pouring hard
Washing over my scars
Befor...
2022-05-27 03:36:14 +0000 UTC
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In life, nothing shines quite as bright as flowers dyed in colorful lies
The petals never fade, they're all fake, plastic makes the perfect face
Antipathy world
I stand in the rain of my pain, puddles remain on all of my shame
But can not clean my name
On my hair, in my heart, it's pouring hard
Washing over my scars
Before my eyes, the words inside had withered away in my life
But now I bare a fruit that has grown in disguise
A mirrored me is what they ...
2022-05-26 20:32:04 +0000 UTC
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Today I woke up
An unaware drunk
Our love's an old song,
Fighting til the night is sober
I'm just so worn out,
My makeup's run down
They say you're no count-
Thousands warned me of this lover
Just let me dream I'm happy,
You see, it's too late for me
You can be my nicotine,
I need the loving you're whispering
Intoxicate me, baby
Overthrow my mind and take me
Color me in any shade
So sing it,
Hey, hey, it's paradise to me
H...
2022-05-22 02:51:40 +0000 UTC
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*Updated the audio, made some changes ^^
Today I woke up
An unaware drunk
Our love's an old song,
Fighting til the night is sober
I'm just so worn out,
My makeup's run down
They say you're no count-
Thousands warned me of this lover
Just let me dream I'm happy,
You see, it's too late for me
You can be my nicotine,
I need the loving you're whispering
Intoxicate me, baby
Overthrow my mind and take me
Color me in any shade
<...
2022-05-21 04:08:35 +0000 UTC
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Here is an early mix preview for you guys!
Not gonna show off the full thing because people are paying more for full early lyric access! I hope you enjoy, this is gonna SLAPP when I'm finished!!
Today I woke up
An unaware drunk
Our love's an old song,
Fighting til the night is sober
I'm just so worn out,
My makeup's run down
They say you're no count-
Thousands warned me of this lover
Just let me dream I'm happy,
You see, it's too late...
2022-05-17 17:55:37 +0000 UTC
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Today I woke up
An unaware drunk
Our love's an old song,
Fighting til the night is sober
I'm just so worn out,
My makeup's run down
They say you're no count-
Thousands warned me of this lover
Just let me dream I'm happy,
You see, it's too late for me
You can be my nicotine,
I need the loving you're whispering
Intoxicate me, baby
Overthrow my mind and take me
Color me in any shade
So sing it,
Hey, hey, it's paradise to m...
2022-05-16 01:18:54 +0000 UTC
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Guess who just finished school ;)
Trickle's Journey to Full-Time YouTuber BEGINS!!
This month's Patreon Payout just went through for me, as well, so I want to say thank you again to all of you who are supporting me in such a huge way!! YOU are the reason I'm going to make it on YouTube 💙
New videos coming sooooonnnn!!!!
2022-05-05 20:24:34 +0000 UTC
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I apologize for the lack of uploads... I am in my last ever week of University and that has demanded all of my time and energy. After this week, BIG things are coming 💙
最近アップロードしてなくてすみません 。。。
大学生活最後の週です。
新しい動画はもうすぐです!💙
2022-04-26 03:47:58 +0000 UTC
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The second Top Secret Livestream exclusive to Patrons will be TOMORROW, Friday (04/22/2022) at 3:00 PM CST!! Be sure to join for a chill hour of fun and bring some questions („• ֊ •„)
I will update this with a link and send a notification out tomorrow !
We're LIVE!!
https://youtu.be/vvZbgGjl9Xo
2022-04-22 00:12:20 +0000 UTC
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There's a hunger inside of the backpacker,
Once again eaten up with anger
Starving just for the chance to see your face
Is nothing more than a waste, an empty plate
Bibbidi Bobbide Bou-
I'll repeat again with no end
A waste of breath, I can't escape the monster that I hide
Yet again I run away from all that's inside
This is the wrong dish,
Nothing is in this,
Chasing a real meal is making me restless
I've been so cold, just wanted a hand to hold mine...
2022-03-31 16:10:15 +0000 UTC
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Here are the raw vocals for God-ish!
Lyrics:
Oh my god
At the start, love falls apart, looking 「heartbreak」-ish
And what a twist, life, too, will end tasting 「Death」-ish
Isn't that so eloquent? How all things end...
I dance with these philosophies;
my -ish wordlist,
Pardon
Tu-turu-tu-tu-tu-tu-fuu
Tu-turu-tu-tu-tu-tu-fuu
Tu-turu-tu-tu-tu-tu-fu...
2022-03-09 23:58:29 +0000 UTC
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I MADE IT TO 100 PATRONS!!!!! THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH, THANK YOU!!!! You guys have literally changed my life, thank you!!
I can fund SO many projects now including a Live2D VTuber model and future plans for merch!! Thanks to all of your help, I'm going to make it as a YouTuber 🥰🥰🥰
I won't stop working hard for all of you, thank you for believing in me 💙
Also, Patreon counts how much I'm making based on the tier rather than the actual donation amount... it says 500, but...
2022-03-09 23:41:48 +0000 UTC
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Heya! So you guys are getting this WAY early! I am waiting on the custom instrumental to be finished (there has been a delay unfortunately) but it will sound just like this one anyway so no big deal!
* The use of "god" in this song is NOT particularly religious, the word "Kami" (god) is used to describe something that is cool! That's so cool/god-like! So "god-ish" is really more like "god-like", but ironic. The singer is being sarcastic throughout the song. The usage of "god" works as ...
2022-03-09 03:00:44 +0000 UTC
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Here is the link to the livestream!! Come join :D
2022-03-07 23:15:51 +0000 UTC
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Hello everyone,
I hope that this message finds you well!!
I just wanted to write to let you in on big news~
I just received my payout for this month from Patreon... and you guys brought me to tears. I can not express to you all how much of a difference you have made in my life. God has blessed me with every single one of you and your donations are more than I could ever deserve!! We are so very close to a goal I never thought I'd see and my heart aches with joy!!! I'M ALMOST...
2022-03-05 17:48:13 +0000 UTC
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The use of "god" in this song is NOT particularly religious, the word "Kami" (god) is used to describe something that is cool! That's so cool/god-like! So "god-ish" is really more like "god-like", but ironic. The singer is being sarcastic throughout the song. The usage of "god" works as a double entendre, though, as it can also be used to describe the way that arrogant people try to be like God with their self-righteous, center-of-the-universe mindsets.
Oh my god
<...
2022-03-03 18:01:42 +0000 UTC
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Here is the Spotify version of Lower One's Eyes- available for you to download :D
It has been remixed and remastered, so it sounds better than ever!!
Thank you so much for all of you for your continued support. You are a real blessing in my life :)
Much love,
Trickle
2022-02-05 01:19:12 +0000 UTC
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I've stepped up my mixing game yet again!! I worked really hard to get this one to the clarity I wanted and I think it paid off nicely ^^
It calls to the mind- the darkness of the night
It crawls deep inside, a thirst for wicked life
Let go, by all means, of any decency
Follow your heart while singing, LuLaLuLa
NIGHTMARE, don't tempt me to fall into your dreams
Dry words are empty, yet lay a trap so sweet
NIGHTMARE, enticing, I'm prey that's come to sleep
I'm n...
2022-01-30 22:09:01 +0000 UTC
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It calls to the mind- the darkness of the night
It crawls deep inside, a thirst for wicked life
Let go, by all means, of any decency
Follow your heart while singing, LuLaLuLa
NIGHTMARE, don't tempt me to fall into your dreams
Dry words are empty, yet lay a trap so sweet
NIGHTMARE, enticing, I'm prey that's come to sleep
I'm not finished twisting your mind, I'm
RULER ! RULER !
NIGHTMARE, come lie here, let your desires feast
Higher, it takes you through smok...
2022-01-27 20:44:28 +0000 UTC
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This is a special song, as it was written by a friend and arranged by Numa!! I am honored that I was chosen to make the official English version! I hope that you enjoy ^^
The title is a blend of the words "Sincere" and "Reality"
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If you can sing a song when life is hard to love
Then, there's meaning in music for you
If you can sleep at night beside a song you love
Then, there's meaning in music for you
The special place in me where the music lies,
Let me ...
2022-01-25 21:55:54 +0000 UTC
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Get up! You're slippin',
It's time to raise the stakes, oh
All-in, nothin, now what you bettin'?
Get it, win it
Ain't got no time to Hold, and I don't plan to Fold, ah-ah-ah-ey
It's time to play my game
KACHING! ante, LUCKY MONEY!
Odds are burning
Cigar, Cigar
You still goin?
We still rollin?
I'll be callin' shots
Own the game with no shame,
Bet away, Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Outta my way, play my Ace,
Table's mine, I roll away the ni...
2022-01-12 05:20:08 +0000 UTC
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I am making this one Public! So, even if you are not a Patron or a high enough tier Patron, you can have access to this post!
This is a perk that my patrons get with every upload of mine, along with early access to the final product, lyrics, and a Patron-exclusive channel here in the server!
Lyrics:
This whole world preys on division and hate,
And so being liked by everyone would feel strange,
But even then, is it a sin to want to take your hand
When the writing on ...
2022-01-11 20:25:48 +0000 UTC
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I'm suffocating...
I am very, VERY proud of this one! This is my first-ever birthday upload, and I don't think that I could have picked a better song to show off my growth over the years!
This song is about escape-goats used for blame and guilt to be pushed upon. Those who hold their breath have become the targets that allow society to continue.
I will let the words speak for themselves.
I hope that you enjoy :)
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This whole world preys on division and ha...
2022-01-06 21:27:46 +0000 UTC
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This whole world preys on division and hate,
And so being liked by everyone would feel strange,
But even then, is it a sin to want to take your hand
When the writing on the wall is screaming "HOLD IT IN"
Giving up and giving into what the masses say
With a smile on my face, I'll throw my heart away
Pucker for the post-truth,
Last act of the play-
On this stage, any love has been withered away
With selfishness, let's aim this sick bitterness and shoot its ...
2022-01-06 19:18:02 +0000 UTC
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Hello, guys, I have a Discord and an exclusive Patron channel just for YOU! If you are in my server and do not have your special role, please, let me know what you Discord name is so that I can give it to you!
Here is the server link
https://discord.gg/r3zjghdxHS
2021-12-31 01:27:19 +0000 UTC
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Raw vocals from my Casino / Azari cover!
2021-12-27 01:07:57 +0000 UTC
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This song is based on a book by popular Japanese author, Dazai Osamu. It is a dramatic retelling of the Biblical betrayal of Jesus by Judas. You can read it in English here:
https://brownricecookies.wordpress.com/2018/05/06/dazai-osamu-an-urgent-appeal/
I ran into... SO MANY technical issues trying to mix this piece, haha! Trying to find a good balance for vocals in a ...
2021-12-23 07:00:59 +0000 UTC
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This song is based on a book by popular Japanese author, Dazai Osamu. It is a dramatic retelling of the Biblical betrayal of Jesus by Judas. You can read it in English here:
https://brownricecookies.wordpress.com/2018/05/06/dazai-osamu-an-urgent-appeal/
Thy kingdom come, thy will be done to me, betrayer
Throw your stones and stab me with your hateful stares
C...
2021-12-17 20:43:31 +0000 UTC
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Original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3sEptl-psU0
This song is SOOOO cool! It is based on the story of Judas's betrayal of Jesus!
This is a really tough song, but I am giving it my all! Here is a preview since I haven't posted here in a few weeks! BUT, I AM OUT OF SCHOOL FOR WINTER BREAK HOORAY!! Many more videos...
2021-12-06 04:39:59 +0000 UTC
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EDIT: I exported the lead without all plugins enabled, OOPS! The proper vocal file is now up haha!
Man I am SO proud of my work on this one!! You guys have no idea how major an accomplishment this is for me, haha, I FINALLY have the vocal control and mixing I've wanted for YEARS!!!
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Hey, get it through your mind
Every soul is so obsessed with being bigger than you
Like a monster on collar, fighting just to get loose
And I know you...
2021-11-08 04:02:17 +0000 UTC
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