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scene 37 (243 - 251) HIGH RES

update time! in high res 🌈🌸🦌 this scene is the last one of volume 2 and i'm glad i could end it like this. i hope you like it and i'd love to hear your thoughts about it 🌻 thank you so much for your support and have fun reading!! ily

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artist talk + plans for June! 🦌

hey guys, i hope you're well 🌻🌈 summer suddenly happened?? and it's very hot, but i'm still (or because of it?) in a real good mood! 

scene 37 is almost done! i'm working on the background coloration now, which is the last step before lettering, so i will update scene 37 tomorrow for $5+ patrons! πŸ’™ and i promise you it will be extra nice this time~ 

usually i would've panicked at the end of the month, trying to finish it even though so much was ...

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dropbox link for scene 37!! (please read)

hey guys 😭 i won't be able to upload scene 37 this month. this is the first time i have to do this πŸ‘» but no worries! here is a dropbox link for scene 37 !!! please please bookmark it if you have to delete, lower, or pause your pledge for next month / June. 

SCENE 37 DROPBOX LINK

i honestly simply miscalculated how long it would take to get ...

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scene 37 - wip

i'm working on the last pages of this scene!! i'm super excited to show you the finished thing. tapas+webtoons update (scene 35) will be on the 30th, and patreon update (scene 37) will be either on the 30th or the 31st, depending on how i manage. but i will update very soon πŸ’™

about the wips, i just reeeally love to draw close-ups of their eyes. and the second one with Mimi, i think i've channeled all my drawing energy into the hand?? and then when i...

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Noah spirit sketch/wip

Noah 🦌🌸 sometimes i think his antlers look a bit like a crown? i want to finish this 100% and i want to draw a companion piece with Robin, too! the urge to draw them in their spirit outfits is real

a few days ago i started to do warm-ups again before i go in and line and color, and man i feel like i collected a ton of ideas that need to get out. i must confess i kind of neglected sketching and doodling this year, but i noticed this is not the way to go. i won't get to practice or ...

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scene 37 wip + extra episode

heyy, maybe you have seen it already but i posted the extra episode on tapas and on webtoons a bit ago!! please excuse me, i need to push my sap button....... honestly can't put into words what i've been feeling all day because the feedback to i...

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🦌✨

guess who is a bday boy!! (behind the scene kisses from Robin not included) πŸŽ‚ i really wanted to draw something for him even though i was short on time, but it wouldn't feel right otherwise. and i want to draw him smiling more often. also as a little bonus, i found another bday drawing of him waiting to blow out the candle!! i did this in 2017 omg time flies

i'm really looking forward to Noah's birthday in the comic timeline. he'll turn 20 then and currently it's still April, but Rob...

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me / extra episode wip

i'm almost done preparing everything for the extra episode! I wanted to explain what led to Ghost Lights, show some first drafts, and i will tell a little bit about myself in general. i think i will post it either tomorrow or on the weekend

drawing myself was fun and now i wish i could really carry them as tiny spirits around in my pocket!! i also really want to do some plushie versions of them one day. a while ago i checked some companies and it might be possible.... i definitely will...

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scene 37 progress

this scene will have 9 pages, and i already did the layout, too 🌻 lines are next. i will keep most panels of them to myself until it's done πŸ’™ but i want to show you what i usually don't show - my beautifully crafted backgrounds (like i usually just pass the responsibility to my future self sjdh)

this one is easy. clouds and trees...

a house maybe and potatoes on sticks:

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scene 37 - wip

i'm making nice progress on scene 37 so far! 6 pages of the storyboard and sketches are done and ready. i think this scene will have like 8 or 9 pages in the end. i'm super glad i decided to split it from scene 36! now i have much more space for all the feelings that still need to be shown ;; 

i think it's gonna be an exciting scene.... and very gay 🌈 can't wait to show to you!

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things i'm working on / plans for May

hey babies πŸ’™ thank you for being so patient with me last month, it really wasn't the best one i had, but luckily some good things happened, too. 

first: bunny grandpa Mickey is doing fine!!! yesterday and today was so much better and he's been eating a lot, and he's very active again. he had problems with his tummy, but after 5 days of taking care of him and being worried and checking on him every few minutes to hours i think i can say that now ;; i'm so relieved

then, in ...

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INFO !! about add-on reward for $10 tier (full blossom)!

general info about the request add-on for patrons who have reached $160+ pledge amount. i'm putting this here for all patrons, because it could be that you have changed tiers in the meantime and i don't want anyone to miss this info.

i have to cancel this reward! this month (May 2019) is the last time i'm offering it.

i'm sorry about this but it had to ...

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scene 36 (237 - 242)

update time! 🌸 very very late this time, but i did it somehow πŸ¦ŒπŸ’• i hope you'll like it!!

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scene 36 (237 - 242) HIGH RES

update time! in HIGH RES. 🌸 very very late this time, but i did it somehow πŸ¦ŒπŸ’• i hope you'll like it!!

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short update info

just wanted to tell you that i will update for public later today (scene 34), and that i actually planned to update for patreon, too, but didn't finish on time. only a little bit is left, so i hope to post scene 36 tomorrow instead! i think you'll like it πŸ’™

but i will just say it in case i disappear for a few days more, because i don't know how many other things i will have to take care of... i'm worried sick because of Mickey (my bunny grandpa), he'...

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scene 36 - wip

3 pages are mostly done now 🌻 and i think i can update in a few days!

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scene 36 - wip

i've started doing lines for scene 36! this scene is going to have 6 pages, so not that short actually, and i hope i can finish it until the end of the month after all. i'll try at least! 

i feel better now, thank you so much for your words to my last post. you're really the best πŸ’• 

it's been a week that it's happened and it feels super surreal. Luna was there right after i injured my hand in 2013, she was only 4 or 5 months old back then! she was right there when eve...

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something personal

the past few days have been really hard for me and i still haven't really realized what happened. my bunny Luna fell sick on Saturday and passed away on Monday, and it was a horrible weekend. you don't need to read the full thing. just want to tell you that i might not be able to update this month, or if, then it will be pretty short! please don't expect me to be around too much the next days (especially Discord) ;; i will definitely work on pages because i noticed how comforting it is to get...

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Kai and Jasper + scene 36 wip + progress

here's what the finished (cropped version) guest art for kan's first volume of #muted looks like! it was super fun to draw them πŸ’• they're so soft (for each other)!! and i love them very much ; _;

scene 36 is in work, too, but it's not going as smoothly as i wanted, to be honest. i've been shuffling panels around and keep changing the monologue, and got stuck at one point. there are certain things i want t...

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Noah's journal - new pages

i'm on and off doing journal entries, i usually collect some before i show you! they're all pretty dark this time 🌸

animals have started to follow me, scene 10

bloody paw prints and the red sun from 2019-04-09 21:57:57 +0000 UTC View Post

sketches 🌸🐰

just two sketches i want to share <3! i just needed to draw Robin and Noah being happy together. i love them so damn much ;; way too much, and the amount of tears i shed because of them already should not be allowed but here we are,

btw i can't fully control it yet but i noticed that my sketching and lining changed a lot the past few months, and my skills did, too. I think before volume 3 starts i need to test around with my sketch and lineart brushes to give them a slightly differe...

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scene 35 (228 - 236)

update time!  i hope you'll like this scene! thank you so so much for your support, you're the best πŸ˜­πŸ’™ 

2019-03-31 00:43:37 +0000 UTC View Post

scene 35 (228 - 236) HIGH RES

update time! in HIGH RES. i hope you'll like this scene! thank you so so much for your support, you're the best πŸ˜­πŸ’™

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Robin and Noah... a bit different? 🌿

actually completely different! a bit ago i showed Robin's apartment and how I've built it in sketch up. when i first got sketch up there was a free version with limited options, but unfortunately they completely changed it and is now very expensive. i'm still running on the 2016 version, it has started to lag a lot and i'm afraid i won't be able to use it forever so i've started to look for alterna...

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scene 35 - wip (Mimi)

just a simple progress step thing πŸ¦‹ i love to draw her tiny paws and her fuzzy fur, when she grows up it's gonna be a bit longer, especially on her tail. sneakingly only showing Mimi to you so i can keep the spoilers to myself. you can see the rest in a few days though, i'll update scene 33 for public and scene 35 for $5+ patrons! my birthday is on Sunday, that's why i don't want to update on that day, and i hope i get it done on Friday. but it's looking good so far πŸŒπŸ’•

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2 new Ghost Lights characters πŸ¦‹

it's time to introduce these two babies to you! they will appear very soon in the comic so i'm glad i finally got my thing together and could properly design them. to be honest! they gave me quite the headache while designing and i changed their designs a few times until i was satisfied ;  _; i had certain types for them in my mind, their relationship with Noah was very clear to me and how they act in Noah's friend group is, too, BUT i haven't had final appearances and names for them, if...

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scene 35 wip + fanta talks a lot

Mimi and eyesss. it's so fun to draw close-ups. i've started to line scene 35 and i'm making nice progress. i'm not promising anything, but it could be that i'm done a little earlier than usual with this scene. i'll keep you updated on that πŸ’™

and i'm not sure how to say it, but... maybe you have read my 2019-03-15 02:02:41 +0000 UTC View Post

scene 35 + 36 wip

all sketches for scene 35 are done (9 pages!) and i'm working on scene 36 already. i think it's going to have around 10 pages, too? maybe a bit more, we'll see. i want to give the emotions a lot of room in those last scenes so it will make for a good end of volume 2 πŸ’™ 

also i finallyyy have found fitting names for Noah's friends (two boys)! choosing names is so hard, especially because i have so many in use already..... still need to fix their designs a little, but then i can in...

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scene 35 wip + plans

started to work on scene 35 and the storyboard is progressing well so far! my plan for this week is to finish the storyboard for this scene, but then don't stop, and instead completely progress it until the end. until the end of what you ask? volume 2!!! πŸ”₯ if everything works out like i planned, it'll be done with scene 35 and 36.

when the volume ends we'll be even deeper in the mess! and there's a certain thing i want to show, a movement between Robin and Noah of so...

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scene 34 (221 - 227)

update time! 🌞 not angry, just worried. thank you for your support and i hope you'll like this update!

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