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progress ๐Ÿพ

hey everyone, I hope you're doing fine ๐Ÿ’•! My week started nice, and then I got sick and spent the past days asleep OTL I'm starting to feel a bit better though, and also I rewarded myself with Pokemon Violet on Friday! I literally just gamed and slept the whole weekend (it helped I think~ also I love Violet so far, even though I had my doubts before getting it, but it's so much fun and give me cute creatures to pet and I'm already satisfied!)

For update day I'm currently finishing u...

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comic progress ๐ŸฆŒ

here's a small Noah for you~ This scene is really fun to draw so far and showing him with a little "w" mouth and his spirit ears makes me so happy every time!

I wish you all a nice start into the new week ๐Ÿ’™ ily

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comic progress ๐ŸŒท

hey everyone, how are you? I'm doing fine currently, a little tired overall and the dizziness is changing intensity on a daily basis, but I've been spending quality time with friends, organizing and redecorating my room, playing FF14, and I also had some new ideas for scenes for Ghost Lights that solved some storytelling issues for later volumes! I'm in big writing mood currently, so I will totally use that to make as much progress with the script as I can ๐ŸŒป

I'm working on scene 62 (...

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scene 61 (391 - 397)

update time! I think this is one of my favorite scenes, just because of the context. It was nice to redraw two more panels and finally Mimi had a bit of "screentime" again, too ๐Ÿ’• With this the transition to present is done, and Volume 04 has begun ๐ŸŒป I'm so excited to show you everything that's going to happen next!

Iโ€™m currently also preparing a timeline to fill in the gaps of the plot~ and Iโ€™ll post it as soon as itโ€™s done!

Thank you for being so pati...

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scene 61 (391 - 397) HIGH RES

update time! I think this is one of my favorite scenes, just because of the context. It was nice to redraw two more panels and finally Mimi had a bit of "screentime" again, too ๐Ÿ’• With this the transition to present is done, and Volume 04 has begun ๐ŸŒป I'm so excited to show you everything that's going to happen next!

Iโ€™m currently also preparing a timeline to fill in the gaps of the plot~ and Iโ€™ll post it as soon as itโ€™s done!

Thank you for being so pati...

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sketch collection - part 03

hey everyone, as I thought I wasn't able to finish scene 61 until today, but I'm almost done and I will definitely be able to update next week instead ๐ŸŒป!!

To make up for it, I thought it'd be fun to prepare a sketch collection for you (tier $5+). Whenever I do these, I notice how many sketches I haven't shown yet, so i already collected more for the next collection ๐Ÿ’™ There are some spoilers, and hints, and foreshadowing, and a liittle bit of spice~ I hope you have fun going throu...

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comic progress โญ

hey everyone, I hope you have a nice day today ๐ŸŒป here's a happy Robin for you~

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wip of scene 61 ๐Ÿ’™ Mimi is such a gremlin (Noah is, too)

To be honest, I'm a bit behind with my comic schedule right now, and that's also the reason why I wasn't able to post a lot this month so far; but I've been able to catch up over the weekend and I'm really happy with the panels!!

I continue to have times where I can't do much in general (body says no), but I also know better days will come, too, and so I trust that things fall into place. And usually I get a lot of comic...

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comic progress & info ๐Ÿช

hey everyone, maybe some of you remember this cute chicken nugget panel? The sketch is from quiet a while ago, but I have reached the point in the plot where it happens and I get to include it~ It's really rewarding for me to come back to older sketches that have been sitting in my drafts and were just waiting for me to catch up with the actual story!

I'm currently working on scene 61, and also on the script and storyboard for Volume 04! Some of you asked if I will offer Volume 01-03 ...

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scene 60.3 (386 - 390) - flashback end

update time! FLASHBACK END ๐Ÿ’œ!! Iโ€™m so happy ;; I have been working towards this for so so long and itโ€™s an important step for me. I think I want to talk about this in a separate post someday soon. Looping right back to the start of the comic, transitioning into the colors at the beginning, redrawing that scene at the door, re...

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scene 60.3 (386 - 390) HIGH RES - flashback end

update time! FLASHBACK END ๐Ÿ’œ!! Iโ€™m so happy ;; I have been working towards this for so so long and itโ€™s an important step for me. I think I want to talk about this in a separate post someday soon. Looping right back to the start of the comic, transitioning into the colors at the beginning, redrawing that scene at the door, re...

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๐Ÿ‘

two good boys....... i think i'm going to embrace their spirit features for spicier stuff much more from now on, because first of all it's way too much fun to draw, and also: so many possibilities~ Robin's tail especially ๐Ÿบ

last month i posted my first spicy drawing in a long time, here's the post in case you missed it! i hope to make this a regular thing again ๐Ÿ’•

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comic progress ๐Ÿ’ฎ

hey everyone, I hope you're doing fine! Here are some babies snuggling~

Drawing the panels for this month's scene has been going well and they're basically just clinging to each other ; -; it heals my heart to see them like this.

Also, a small health update, because I noticed I haven't really talked about how I'm doing or what I'm up to lately: My doctor said that all my stats are looking good currently ๐ŸŒป I noticed that as well, because my dizziness was getting much better for ...

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comic progress ๐Ÿฆ‹

panel wips of scene 60.3~ I keep drawing moths like bunnies somehow. extra fluffy

Ghost Lights reached 500k subs on wt this weekend, thank you so much!! I'm really grateful for all your support over the years and so happy to see new readers finding it, too ๐Ÿ’• and I just want to say that I don't take your patience for granted, and I hope I get to show you all the cute moments between them soon! 

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scene 60.2 (380 - 385)

update time! part two of scene 60, you can read part one here to refresh your memory. Drawing those pages was a treat~ Iโ€™ll let the scene speak for itself (or like, I let Robin talk)! PS. take a closer look at the moth ๐Ÿพ

thank you for your wonderful support this month ๐ŸฆŒ๐ŸŒธ

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scene 60.2 (380 - 385) HIGH RES

update time! part two of scene 60, you can read part one here to refresh your memory. Drawing those pages was a treat~ Iโ€™ll let the scene speak for itself (or like, I let Robin talk)! PS. take a closer look at the moth ๐Ÿพ

thank you for your wonderful support this month ๐ŸฆŒ๐ŸŒธ

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comic progress ๐Ÿช

panel wip of the scene i'm currently working on ๐Ÿ’•

honestly it feels so nice to work on those panels ; -; it's like a reward to draw them and also plot wise it's so satisfying, because wrapping it up feels like a big milestone for myself. Volume 03 comes to an end and then I can start with Volume 04! and now i'm really excited to share the finished pages with you soon!! 

i'm working on 11 pages, and i'll post 6 pages for patreon at the end of August (30th)! and there's goi...

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๐Ÿฑ๐Ÿ’•

quick sketch from the other day~ Noah snuggling himself into Robin's arms (like a cat.. or a fox....)

I hope you have a nice week!! ๐ŸŒป

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comic progress ๐Ÿ’™

Robin panel wip of scene 60.2

i was able to doodle a bit more the past days and i've been working on 11 pages, currently working on sketches and inking the panels! i'll see how many pages i can finish this month, but i'm really happy with how they're turning out so far ๐ŸŒป

PS. in case you missed it, the other day i posted something more spicy for $5+ tier and up~

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๐ŸŒถ

look what i have~ surprise spice!

i used to draw Ghost Lights spice before i put the reward on hold in 2018, mostly because of health issues, but i very much miss drawing things like this and i want to show them connecting on all kinds of levels. and we're getting closer to those things happening in the comic/plot, so my plan for this year was to revive the reward for those in the $5+ tier and up! 

i have no idea how frequently i'll be able to post spice, but I want to make s...

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Robin & Noah doodle ๐Ÿ’•

hey everyone, i hope you're fine! here's a sketch from the other day~ I haven't doodled in a long time, and it felt so nice to just draw without having an actual goal. it resulted in them snuggling and being all in love ๐ŸŒป I have some more sketches that I want to share soon, and hope I can just implement some doodle time for myself now and then again!

apart from that, i've been working on something very exciting and *fluffy* behind the scenes ๐Ÿพ! I can't wait to tell you w...

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scene 60.1 (376 - 379)

update time! Is Robin just as self-destructive as Noah is? Yes, yes he is. This is part one of scene 60 ๐ŸŒธ It was so fun to draw those pages, I have been working towards the whole scene for a while and Iโ€™m so excited to work on the next part!! 

Weirdly enough, even though I have written the script a long time ago, drawing this event lined up perfectly with my private life. Just a coincidence, but it felt kinda soothing to let him say what he said. In Robinโ€™s ...

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scene 60.1 (376 - 379) HIGH RES

update time! Is Robin just as self-destructive as Noah is? Yes, yes he is. This is part one of scene 60 ๐ŸŒธ It was so fun to draw those pages, I have been working towards the whole scene for a while and Iโ€™m so excited to work on the next part!!

Weirdly enough, even though I have written the script a long time ago, drawing this event lined up perfectly with my private life. Just a coincidence, but it felt kinda soothing to let him say what he said. In Robinโ€™s words:...

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comic progress ๐ŸฆŒ

small baby boy wip for you <3 i just love to sneak in his spirit ears sometimes

i hope i'll be able to finish scene 60 (part 1) until Sunday ๐ŸŒป wish me luck

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comic progress ๐Ÿ’™

Just want to show you what I'm working on right now (scene 60)~

First one is from the storyboard, and the second wip is the sketch version. I was looking forward to this scene so much and for so long, it feels extra nice to draw those panels finally ๐ŸŒป

I'm going to cut it into two parts, because the scene has more pages than usual (need lots of space for *feelings*), and I'll try to post the first part for patreon in mid July!

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scene 59.2 (372 - 375)

update time! this scene was really fun to draw, and i'm so glad i get to show them being close to each other again~

thank you for your wonderful support this month as well ๐Ÿ’• i'm excited to share the next pages with you soon (planned for mid July)

P.S. i'm trying to use patreon's image slideshow thing again instead of adding the pages to the text post itself. in the past it didn't work, but now that they made improvements to the posting system, i hope it works! ...

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scene 59.2 (372 - 375) HIGH RES

update time! this scene was really fun to draw, and i'm so glad i get to show them being close to each other again~

thank you for your wonderful support this month as well ๐Ÿ’• i'm excited to share the next pages with you soon (planned for mid July)

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comic progress ๐ŸŒŒ

panel of scene 59.2 ๐Ÿ’™ I finished the pages yesterday and I'm really happy with how they turned out (especially the backgrounds, it's close to how I imagined the mood / scenery)

also drawing feels so nice currently, so I decided I won't take a break in July after all, and instead focus on closing the flashback! Also I'm just very excited for the next panels to happen~

P.S. Ghost Lights update tomorrow ๐ŸŒป!

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comic progress ๐Ÿ‰

hey everyone, how are you today? i'm drinking iced coffee right now and i got myself a new cute mood/neon lamp for my room, i feel very cozy right now and i think i'll go and continue watch Young Royals in a bit. i've started this show a few weeks ago and paused it at episode 4, but i enjoyed it so much so far, and the soundtrack is great; i definitely need to finish it! ๐Ÿ’™

also, thank you so much for your sweet replies to my last post! my motivation was quiet good this week so far, i...

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comic wip & info

hey everyone, how are you ๐Ÿ’™? First of all, I'm so sorry for the lack of posts in June. I unfortunately wasn't in the right headspace to work on pages. But I'm happy to tell you that I've started drawing again two days ago, because I'm starting to feel much better! The sketch is a panel of scene 59 (part 2) ๐ŸฆŒ

Also, I want to be transparent with you as much as I can, so I'll try to explain a bit what's going on. The truth is that I've been having a hard time, and it's gonna take a w...

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