Hey there, I hope you're all doing fine! Some days ago i posted on wt and tapas announcing that the comic will return and ahhh seeing my readers excited really makes me so excited, too 💜
I've decided that I want to ease back into it, soo I will re...
hey everyone, i hope you're doing fine!
i'm making steady progress with my health and i'm very grateful i can take my time getting better. I sometimes have small set backs and they show me that i still have a long way to go, but i'm very happy with the general progress and it's much better than it was back in June (and the first half of the year).
In October I didn't draw; I focused on things that were really important for my mental well being instead. after those weeks i felt ready ...
2020-11-19 19:22:02 +0000 UTC View Post
hey everyone, i hope you're doing fine 🌻! My recovery is going well, I'm taking it one day at a time and doing baby steps and I'm happy about the progress I'm making! There are some bad days here and there, but I can see improvement to a few months ago.
I'll remain on hiatus for the time being (patreon also stays paused! I'll tell you before I come back), but I'm spending more time with my boys again and I also started to draw again!! omg I missed it a lot ; o;
Also, my o...
2020-09-29 16:22:19 +0000 UTC View Post
hey 💙
i just want to check in and say that i'm on my way to recovery. i'm still far from coming back and need a lot of rest and quiet, but i'm doing a bit better!
this sketch is from early June! i haven't drawn anything for almost 3 months tbh but I'm really excited to slowly start again in the next weeks 🌻 i also didn't work on the characters or the story at all, i wasn't able to and i only focused on my health and on getting better. i really really missed them a lot duri...
hey 🌻 i'll just get to the point right away.... this is hard for me, but i don't have much of a choice ;; i think my last posts showed already that there's something wrong with me.
Ghost Lights (on patreon and on tapas/wt/graphite) will be on hiatus for a while; and i won't be much on social media, including Discord.
my health has gotten worse, still hoping something or someone can help me and my next weeks or months will be filled with doctor's appointme...
2020-06-29 17:56:06 +0000 UTC View Post
just a few more sketches from this month (Noah is holding Robin's face here actually) 💙
2020-06-26 17:29:26 +0000 UTC View Post
some sketches from a bit ago 💙
(i'll write a longer post where i give an update about things, too. thank you for your nice messages and comments to the last post, it always helps me a lot 🌻 i love you so much)
2020-06-24 17:17:59 +0000 UTC View Post
those are panel wips from scene 47! Noah looking a little ruffled..... i could work on the storyboard (20+ pages which will be around 2 - 3 scenes) and i also started to sketch new pages! i can't guarantee for an update this month*, but i will show you more wips and sketches, i have some really cute ones and also i'm excited to show more current comic wips!
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i'm sorry that i've been so quiet this month! i'm also sorry i have to talk about this again, but the short version of it...
2020-06-14 16:48:47 +0000 UTC View Post
hey guys, just a few more comic panels / wips! i'm currently working on the storyboard of scene 47, but also on the next few scenes.
and in case you haven't seen it yet, i have posted a new update on tapas and webtoon yesterday! i like how it looks in vertical, too, i'm s...
2020-05-31 14:14:30 +0000 UTC View Post
update time! in high res. this scene gives a bit of insight on how they came out, and about Robin's insecurities in general... 🥀
(PS. there are some of my own experiences but also wishes mixed in. it all went well in the end when i came out, but still it would've saved me so many years of insecurity and fear of rejection if my parents would've been more transparent about their views when i was young, so this is just to give context for the scene from a queer POV!) 2020-05-29 20:54:54 +0000 UTC View Post
update time! this scene gives a bit of insight on how they came out, and about Robin's insecurities and doubts in general... 🥀
(PS. there are some of my own experiences but also wishes mixed in. it all went well in the end when i came out, but still it would've saved me so many years of insecurity and fear of rejection if my parents would've been more transparent about their views when i was young, so this is just to give context for the scene from a queer POV!)<...
the past week i've been working on scenes, practicing and sketching every day for a bit which is a real improvement for me right now!! (for context, nothing about my health has changed, but i'm kinda trying to learn to live with my current situation now. i'm adjusting my life around it, like i'm trying to catch moments where i feel good-ish and use some of them for drawing! seeing progress is good for my mood, so i do feel better in general)
and while doing so i had a big break th...
2020-05-24 19:12:03 +0000 UTC View Post
today is Noah's birthday! he deserves love and kisses from his (future) boyfriend. I actually don't want to show them kissing (too often) yet until they finally get their stuff sorted out, but today i break my own rule for him and make an exception. I also just wanted to draw them like this~ was really fun!
love you, stay safe 🦌💙
2020-05-17 18:51:56 +0000 UTC View Post
a comic panel wip, it's a panel from one of the next few scenes actually! they're eating dino chicken nuggets together~
status of the comic: i'm working on finishing the current pages (scene 46). i'll post the finished scene as soon as it's done 🌻 also sometimes i sketch panels for upcoming scenes and i could write a few more dialogues and fill some gaps in writing, so in general i see a bit of progress everywhere right now 💙
2020-05-14 20:47:15 +0000 UTC View Post
hey, i hope you're fine! i've had a pretty bad week last week (physically) so i apologize for not posting anything and not being active in Discord either ;; i still practiced a bit the past days and i could sketch panels for a scene that i'm looking forward to. this scene comes to mind whenever i draw currently and i have a lot of scattered panels that i hopefully can use someday soon when the scene really happens. so here are some of the sketches i can show without spoilers 🌸
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2020-05-13 00:23:54 +0000 UTC View Post
warm up from today! just a soft moment 🌸
the other day i was going through a lot of sketches to make a second part of the sketch collection (it has 30 pages and is available for $5+ patrons!), and i found some very cute ones that inspired me a bit to do this one!
i have also updated the vertical version of scene 43 on 2020-05-01 20:44:07 +0000 UTC View Post
hey, remember the first sketch collection i did a while ago? i thought now would be a good time to prepare another collection (for $5+ patrons only) and include sketches you might not know yet, or sketches I showed a long time ago etc...!
it's 30 pages long and i took my time and tried to pick some interesting and different ones, it's basically a mixture out of everything. Ther...
2020-04-28 18:44:18 +0000 UTC View Post
this is part of the Animal Crossing AU i've started a few weeks ago, and I will post this as an extra! i reallyreally need this for myself so it's going to be a very short completed story where they can have their guaranteed happy ending! the good thing about an Animal Crossing AU is that AC's plot is kinda just "we move next to each other into a cute town and become friends" so it can be enjoyed by...
2020-04-22 19:13:09 +0000 UTC View Post
hey, i hope you're doing fine!! here are some sketches i did the other day while brainstorming for a future scene. it's probably not going to look exactly like this and i do like to add or cut stuff out once i arrive at a scene but i'm so looking forward to it that i automatically move to those scenes whenever i do warm ups 😭! i try to capture the mood or the emotions and sketch them out, then when i get to draw the scene it's easier when i already have some sort of visual going on.
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2020-04-19 18:08:14 +0000 UTC View Post
update time! Where's Noah...? also, Martha has been Robin's support system from the start, so he feels safe enough to talk to her about... things. And yes ;; he does feel a bit bad about what happened with Noah. He's a good boy and I'm glad I can show Robin's POV, too! I hope you like it, and I also hope I can show the next pages soon!
quick access to all flashback scenes: 2020-04-15 22:39:40 +0000 UTC View Post
update time! in high res. Where's Noah...? also, Martha has been Robin's support system from the start, so he feels safe enough to talk to her about... things. And yes ;; he does feel a bit bad about what happened with Noah. He's a good boy and I'm glad I can show Robin's POV, too! I hope you like it, and I also hope I can show the next pages soon!
quick access to all flashback scenes: 2020-04-15 22:39:10 +0000 UTC View Post
i accidentally drew this just now while doodling random things to get back into drawing and i'm so surprised about it, it makes me really happy!
i didn't draw the past week, i kinda couldn't bring myself to it. mostly because the sads (tm) have been very prominent. they're always there, but usually i can handle them quite well because i have some sort of stability around me. but currently that's all so shaky, for everyone, and i must confess the combination of lacking stability and my h...
2020-04-08 21:11:05 +0000 UTC View Post
hey everyone, i hope you're doing well! my month unfortunately wasn't very good, a lot went wrong. bought a new laptop that arrived early March and it was broken and i still haven't gotten my money back or a replacement, unexpected tax bills, my favorite shoes snapped in half and so on, just small things piling up and driving me up the wall... and currently i also have big internet connection issues... nothing has been loading properly for over a week now and i am just a bit bummed out in gen...
2020-03-30 19:37:19 +0000 UTC View Post
the scene is slowly coming together! i will probably upload the scene in two parts again, the first 2 or 3 pages this month and the other pages early next month! public update is planned for this week, too!
i have a small tidbit for the second panel, too. Noah's surname is Süßholz. that's german and literally means "sweet wood" - but it's also the plant (with beautiful flowers and all) from which they get licorice. now i must confess i'm not the biggest fan of licorice, but i really l...
2020-03-23 23:00:45 +0000 UTC View Post
are you excited about AC?? 🌸 i am really excited and because of that i suddenly felt the need to draw them as AC villagers yesterday! today i continued and even though i have noo idea what i'm doing with the proportions yet i love this AU so much already ;; i'll add to it from time to time whenever i feel like it <3 i really want to draw Mimi as a villager too. drawing the spirits is soothing for me and translating their designs into villagers was refreshing
please imagine t...
2020-03-16 23:21:51 +0000 UTC View Post
just Robin and Noah being cute~ i can't tell anything about the context but i'm really curious about your reactions when you read the full scene!
please take care everyone 💕 i love you very much
2020-03-14 19:39:37 +0000 UTC View Post
I tend to brainstorm and plan out future scenes while warming up and i like how those turned out 💕 Robin's face sjdhf i just can't keep this to myself and have to share
update from my last post: situation hasn't changed much, but i try to make the best out of it. i'm working on the pages of scene 45 and it's slooowly coming together and i really can't wait to show you!
2020-03-11 20:28:46 +0000 UTC View Post
hey everyone 🌻🦌 some progress for scene 45! I've sketched most panels for this scene (a few weeks ago i did some of them already which is very helpful now) and even though currently I can't draw every day I'm still seeing progress with the comic which keeps my spirit up a little ;;
I've done the storyboard with mouse and it's actually pretty fun to do, I might even keep this for later because it kinda forces me to not go into much details and just focus on the base emotions ...
2020-03-05 20:37:54 +0000 UTC View Post
hey 🌻 the month is almost over and unfortunately I couldn't show a lot of wips this time because I wanted everything that happens in scene 44 to be a surprise (i posted it yesterday in case you missed it: for $5+ patrons and for $10+ in high res) thank you so much for your feedback, i...
2020-02-28 22:30:54 +0000 UTC View Post
update time! 🦌💕 i keep repeating myself but i'm very excited to show you this scene because it's a very important puzzle piece in Noah's journey so far. it's baby's first time~ first time what? you'll see!
it was fun to draw and i love to add details and parallels and foreshadowing and puzzle pieces everywhere. i hope you like it! thank you so much for your support and for your patience! i love you very much 🌻
quick access to all flashback ...
2020-02-27 22:26:17 +0000 UTC View Post