margaritamama

"love me"

from the upcoming chapter 15. i can't wait to dig into this bitch, i've been drafting and organizing and i'm almost ready and i finally have a title 

heels

just a wind-down doodle, i had to get it outta my brain before i snoozed 😴  goodnight and hello to the new people here 🥰 

Fascination (Finished)

gosh sorry for all the images that came with this one, but again- behold my erratic process. i really wanted to show nick's blind eye in this au and i also didn't release before how creepily close he was to her face in the original sketch 🥲 i'm really digging flats and neutrals rn, they're my comfort 🤌🏼

also, i still can't think of a title for this au. like in any language i know nothing is coming to mind but nick here has quite some thoughts bouncin around in his noggin 👀�...

mermay

the finished product was posted publicly, but its cuz sidlink won't be a constant thing i'd draw so i didn't wanna mislead anyone if i only posted it to patreon 😎 so heres full res and my ridiculous process bahahaha 

fascination

he's deathly curious when they start foolin' around cuz he's never touched a human before just like she's never touched an orc 👀

another wip. i have a solid idea for this one tho hehe 

castle walls

"Take only what you need, my King,"

"But I want all of you, sweet Calista." 

  It's coming along ✨💕 i can't stop drawing her in gold, it's so pretty 😭

referenced from a "movie" i saw baha 

hot summer nights

mid julyyy

when you and iii were forever wiiild~

these two are my therapy

a meal fit for a king

aha i know it's cliche, but to not take advantage of such an oppurtunity would've been a waste 😤 i'm extremely excited to start writing this EEEEE 

im oddly proud of how her dress came out? golds are sooooo intimidating to work with but i think it's literally impossible to fuck them up 😩 

god i wish i could animate hahaha 

uhh

post workout, pre work quickie. leo's a lil thicker- imagine sleepin on them beefy pecks 

i've been so busy lately i wanna explode. have some leo and zeke until i can bang out the drawings i have planned c: 💛

cover art wip

i'm going for autumn vibes, eventually wintery, but i think this captured the angst and longing i'm going for in this au. this one is def gonna be a challenge buuuuuuut i really need to start incorporating backgrounds more, they add so much 

still can't decide on a title! i've been scrolling my thesaurus for days but no luck 🥲 i'll cry about it and hope something comes to me weeeeeeee 

btw they're not flying, they're laying down- i had a hard time grounding them i nee...

"wedding" night

not me already having half the story outlined and deciding i'm gonna write it after i finish Milagro 😭😭

they still hate each other here (hence the dagger) but they're also getting bad at hiding how much they're starting to like one another, even on their wedding day that's technically all a sham 👀✨👑 all in hopes to get her knocked 🆙 

now to think of a title UGH 

honestly tho things have been stressful lately with work and moving etc so thi...

a gamble (wip)

A young prince and princess of opposing kingdoms devise a fragile plan to ensure the safety of the lands and people- human and Orc alike- their parents have left in ruin, but it'll only work if they can... concentrate. 👀

i have a WHOLE STORY MADE UP IN MY HEAD, THIS AU IS TAKING OVER HELP. but let it be know they still hate each other here, HATE. 

when kingdoms collide

this was posted publicly, but here's the high def 🥰

an au i like to mess around with when i'm feeling dreamy or in between work, and i REALLY wanna draw the smut i have planned for this but that's for another night 💕 

in my head, they rule rival kingdoms but have to be married or something to resolve impending war- idk, the thought of them having a bloody fight and then fucking in the woods is 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

Tutorials & Process Videos

hello again- i'm an idiot. i made a poll with 2 questions but you can only vote once UGH 

okay let's try this again- 

tutorials! i've narrowed it down to either a 'basics' of anatomy or the straight up 'nsfw' one. 'basics' would entail how to layout a basic structure, diff body types, etc, whereas 'NSFW' would be the basics but now having them interact with other forms. please, let me know in the comments, 'basic' or 'NSFW' 🥰

process videos! would this be someth...

an attempt was made

this 👏🏼 was 👏🏼 so 👏🏼 hard 👏🏼

it has some essence of manga style (obviously not as good) but i found myself getting frustrated trying to mimic a style that takes years of mastering, so i just gave it a little mama twist haha 

i also haven't lined like that in... years? there's a reason i went to sketchy rough lines and it's cuz of the patience fine lining takes 🥲 regardless, this was a lesson well learned and i'm happy with the results 🥰 now that ...

switch

is what he is

okay i need help- i'm both terribly tempted to give this a full ass render but i'm also tempted to do a full render but like... manga style shading and everything. what do y'all think? 👀 

i have a slight obsession

this is all i'm going to draw of them for a while because i have an actual story and couple i still need to finish, this is ridiculous. i just... they're so neat ✨

also, i decided on Ezekiel cuz Zeke just suits him 😭😭 you will come to understand this if any of y'all read BP/Milagro/the next one coming 

ANYWAYS, i bought a reeaaally cool brush pack and i've always wanted to try my hand at a "manga" panel and this is the best that i could do but good god i'm gonna do it...

Loverrr

i don't have a name for the dude that absolutely sweeps our Leo off his feet but he does have a face 🙃 

i reaaaally really enjoyed drawing this, not only because i've been excited to draw Leo with mysteryman but the whole homemade, personal, this is something we like to do at home in private thing i think is cute, and i'm a sucker for soft lighting ✨ 

Belle & Beast | The Library

i know it's probably just me but i always thought them fucking in the library he gave her would be romantic that's all 

also, in regards to the poll about the tutorials- i'm working on it! i'm trying to narrow down where to start and how to still make it cohesive but at the same time flexible? so it's a wip but def coming, most i kelly after i finish this batch of commissions 👏🏼 anywho, i hope you enjoy this tender moment 💕

Fluer and Bright Eyes

Bright Eyes is my secret fanfic in the works and lawd do i 👏🏼 love 👏🏼 YAUTJA'S👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

he won't tell anyone his real name and was given the nickname by the humans he works with and he's a fuckin' dick but he absolutely adores Fluer even if he only shows it in weird acts of service instead of idk saying "i love you" but he blames it on his speech. he's a liar. he's just shy af 

they met when she was transported to a game pl...

Tease WIP 3

something happened to the drawing when i closed procreate and everything merged and most layers were just clipping masks so 🥲🥲 here we are, rushing to lineart and crying ahahahahaha 

so now i need y'all's opinion- should this stay a grayscale drawing or add color? 👀 also, here's to attempting a very vague background, i'm terrified 

in addition, i'm changing the big guys name. maybe Gabriel 🤔💕

Quickie WIP Completed!

i really wish i wouldn't have drawn her wearing gloves acting like i was gonna draw a whole ass sink and shit behind them, now this looks dramatic and it's like Bam, Barnacle Boy gloves 😭

either way, this one was fun and i learned a new lighting technique! 🥰 first patreon wip completed! 💕 

Belle and Beast

listen i think we can all agree- or at least a lot of us- that our first step into the monster fucker life was through Beauty and the Beast and now that i'm an adult with resources and a mom who won't go snooping through my drawings i can draw them 😍

i def wanna draw more smutty stuff between them but this is just to test the waters, see how/if people like it 👀

Quickie WIP 3

it's freezing and rainy here today, so i put them in cozy clothes, or at least whats left (hehe) and i gave Nick his glasses since this is supposed to be them aged up a bit. i'm not sure if i'll stick with the lining once i start it, i always anticipate disliking that stage cuz i just don't like how my own lining looks all the time, so this might turned into a polished sketch 

Commission WIP

this is a Bloodborne, full render, NSFW wip! and the first commission wip i'm posting ever cuz usually people like their work really private (totally understandable) but this person was gracious enough to grant me permission to bring y'all along the ride 🥰

what we have here is the starting pose from the basic idea of the pose they wanted, and even though i have a lot of detailing to go in that room and couch (it's a victorian setting), we've got the position and angle down, ...

Tutorials

Hey everyone! 🥰 I've decided to try something i've been asked about quite a number of times in the past and a lot recently- tutorials. i've never made or been inclined to make one up until now, but seeing as i feel like i have some decent experience under my belt and some new tricks to offer, i'd like to know what people would be interested in! 

if you don't see an option you like, please leave any suggestions in the comments! i'd love to know what you'd guys would like...

🤭 finished

🤭🤭🤭 this one got out of hand but i'm leaving it as is cuz i just know as soon as i try to line this it's gonna look awful 😂 i'm still shaping his tattoos but theyre starting to come together. also, shoutout to a very specific person whom i'm not sure is okay with me saying their name here BUT, thank you for the placement of his other arm 🥰🥰🥰

also! posts might start slowing down soon 💛 i originally planned to have my patreon packed with goodies before lau...

🤭

this might be cleaned up later, but it started as a cool down and leo always seems to find his way into those. what do guys do with their other hand while they ✊🏼 ? do they just let it lay there beside them? 😭 

also, if y'all ever have any suggestions whether it be positions, couples, monsters, ANYTHING- drop those comments or message me, i always love the feedback!! 🥰

Tease WIP

i post a lot, i'm sorry 😭😭

i love the idea of a modern werewolf bf, i think i'm gonna put tailor made clothes and glasses on him 💦 It's Olivia and Rowan again 💕

"Calamity" re-work

so i've slowly, slowly been organizing some new material for Bell Peppers and i've started a series of illustrations to include in the small digital novel of Bell Peppers and Milagro that i'm gonna publish on Amazon as those little like $2 downloadable, and this chapter was one of the first i illustrated even back then, so it felt right to be the first one to redo 🥰 i included the original too