CrazySemAn

good news

I will not work alone on fapwal)
a programmer friend will help)
it will save a lot of time, but not immediately

what new can appear?
1 - the optimization will be better, since the graphics will be converted from vector to raster. ( you don't know, but the animation slows down )
2 - there will be a library of sounds, it will be possible to turn on and off sounds that you like and do not run into.
3 - there will be fewer bugs)

today i am planning to make a dra...

2.5 /5

i go sleep, tred.

2/5

 sometimes a step forward looks like a step backward, a miracle and magic happens when you move, but I want to calm down a little 

second post

it hurts to work, but ramstein drowns out my screams

sketch and references, 

I could not realize this drawing for a month

Who guesses which game the drawing is about?
your suggestions in the comments 

All and nothing

Create for content or for money? Both that and that are good. Half a year was terrible. Bcs that I have done very little during this time. Tried to defeat my illness, but this is not possible)

When I play a video game, the pain goes away, but I need to work, I need money to buy food, and the patience of my members is not eternal)

My childhood dream was to make games and I made a couple of good games, but I'm a bad game designer) However, I want to make games and combine th...

bad night...

 I'm looking for inspiration, but after the "hell talker" has passed. I Feel that my work and my skills as an artist are useless rubbish ... and I want to die ... I hate this feeling ... I have so many cool ideas that I never realized or it was another shit ...

I try to force myself to make a drawing on paper and it stops me that I will make a lot of mistakes in the drawing, it infuriates me. Trying to do something new, asking myself why? For the sake of money, or is it just an...

quick sketch

 I feel empty, all I can be inspired by is a feeling of rage.
I’m trying to find a way to use this in my work.

when I started sketching, I started to disgust him, so I drew a sketch very quickly.
it turned out fine 

today or tomorrow

difficult, but I started a drawing that was planning a month)

zombie painter (fixed scan)

 thanks for the support and comments  =)

I will have no future and I will not be disappointed
I don’t have a past and  I Regret Nothing

very slow

...

everything is bad

 This is a very depressing post, so I do not recommend reading it !!!

I hate
I don’t know why to live except how to get rid of hunger.
I don’t know how to leave, because after another small cut, I experienced wild pain from dizziness.

I’m not interested in a lot of money because whatever I buy for it, be it food, games or love. All this does not make sense when you cannot live for your own sake, like a puppet without a puppeteer ...

I used to be ...

sketch legs

я МОГУ / i CAN

new Zombie girl (fixed scan)

 You can live in fear of God or become free by accepting heresy. 

Dead island - beach

 would you fuck a zombie, if you were a zombie? 

old/new sketch

fail day # 4

 I want to fall asleep and not wake up ...
the world seemed to have lost its color ...
only sometimes hurt and hate
fills me with strength ... 

fail day # 3

 today without updates
I plan to work at night

my plans:
27 - add legs + big photo
28, 29, 30, 1, 2, 3 - add 6 new characters
4, 5, 6 - fix bugs
7- mb release fw 0.4

fail day # 2

 yesterday the day was empty
Today my computer freezes and I need to give it for diagnosis and repair.
I'm so tired ... constantly worried
stress, aggression, despondency 

Every day post # 7

 I will experiment tomorrow 

fail day # 1

dreamed of playing dbd
played 12 hours without rest and now I am very toxic.
The day wasted unfortunately.
There is no desire to run the game.
The most annoying thing is the time you spend in the game and you feel that the game did not bring fun and this feeling is like a drug ...

Evert day WILL BE BETTER # 6

 test version for patreon (download)

3 princesses and underwear that I will correct later
Buttons^: Vagina cum, Anal cum, Tits cum, Oral cum - now is FREE !

This version has a bug in the position of the ass, which you can use a special button (POSE)
I also plan to work with sound bugs. + bug with cum

Evert day WILL BE BETTER # 5

 Today I have done little - this is bad.
But today I have done more than in the last month of my life - that’s good.
I  happy )

yesterday - 0.1%
today - 0.5%
and tomorrow I will do 1.0%

my plans:
make 3 characters and release on patron (5 times)
make 3 characters from a fan (1 time)
fix bugs
make an online release to get attention.

I want to do a full screen vagina fuck with cool detail, but it's not right now. Many plans. It takes a ...

Every day post # 4

 today is a very bad day ...
and unproductive ...
but I plan to do post every day,

thanks to your support, I was able to replace my old computer. Now I can test my project without freezes, but unfortunately there are freezes and I will have to fix them somehow in the future.

- old computer: life time 2010 - 2020 (live)
Intel Core 2 Duo E6550
NVIDIA GeForce 9800 GT
RAM 3 gb

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- my new co...

Every day post # 3

 my confession
I'm fucked up, so the information can shock you

a couple of things that I realized during the silence

"Everything is decided by fate"
firstly you don't decide anything
when someone says you're weak because you are not trying
this is complete nonsense.
I have never heard of a dwarf who became a giant because he worked on himself.
"Everything is decided by fate"
your gender, skin color, muscle growth, mental abilities.
you can do a...

Every day post # 2

I have a problem with focusing attention
I was distracted a lot today and it made it difficult to work
but I realized that music no longer helps,
now I work in complete silence

in 1-2 days I will do graphics on a new computer,
which I will discuss later 

today plan

how long i

29 years

today is the worst day of my life... my birthday ... again ...

but I no longer expect anything good ...

Today I open a flash

and my hands will remember this pain again ...

unfinished sketches - 1%

Jan, feb, mar

Workshop - luckygirl

Creambee review )

nice start day)