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Monthly Request (September) - Emmet and Lucian (The Binding)

“Maybe I should have followed him; but somehow it went from too soon to too late, without the right moment in between.”

Request by Linda

The Binding is a beautiful book that tells the story of two your men, caught between the society that rejects them and their own memories. A story with touches of fantasy where you suffer and feel each of the decisions that Lucian and Emmet make, you cry and laugh with them, and you really wish that both of them manage to mee...

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Lightbringer Chapter 1, Part 31

Well ... we are going to start a sequence very similar to the Before the Falling's narrative: Asmodeus narrating what happened (or part of what happened) in heaven's cave. We are still on Lilith's timeline, since Asmey is going to tell that part of the story, and therefore some of the following panels will have a grayish effect.

Two timelines weren't enough, SO, how about ONE FLASHBACK of Lilith's timeline that connects to Lucifer's timeline?

ahahahahahahahahaha I'M GOING TO DIE...

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-CLOSED- Weekly Sketch Request is closed!

Hi dears!! I choose my fav(s) idea(s) for this week skecth(es)!! Please, be patience, I will need some extra time for (it)them but I hope you will like it (them)!!

As always thank you so much for you collaboration and coments, you all are the BEST!

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- Sneak Peek - Lightbringer Chapter 1, Part 31

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-OPEN- Weekly Sketch Request is open!!

Hi dears!
Did you miss the sketch requests? They are officially open, and also these are the first where the Morning Star Angels can participate! We are all together this time, yay! 🎉
Remember that you can ask what you want for the request and I will choose the idea (or ideas) that I like the most for a sketch.

I'll be waiting for your ideas!! 🍿

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Lightbringer Chapter 1, Part 30

"I asked to fall for him ... but he didn't want me by his side anymore"

Normally I don't like to put so much text on the panels, but this time it was inevitable... Asmodeus needs to talk. Get ready to know the story of the demon of lust.

I have rewritten these scenes more than three times, trying to put the all the info well, so that it remains natural and not a big and dense exposure. I hope you like it :)

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- Sneak Peek - Lightbringer Chapter 1, Part 30

"What did you do to get banned from the place that should be your home, Asmodeus... what did you do to Him"

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Lightbringer Chapter 1, Part 29

We return to Lilith and Asmodeus ...
This chapter with the two of them will be long, there are many things to tell ... and it will also be a connection with Lucifer's timeline.


I hope you like it, and I ask for your patience, there are many concepts to clarify and a lot of ANGST to tell ...

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- Sneak Peek - Lightbringer Chapter 1, Part 29

Do you miss them...? 

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September Physical Reward: Innefable Lust Mirror Sticker

And this is the September Physical reward for all my Eden Survivors! You can see the mirror effect here: https://twitter.com/Nixarim/status/1302959043057770497?s=19

This sticker will be sent in October, with the October physical reward (it will be a NSFW print 👀)

Hope you will like it!

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Lightbringer Chapter 1, Part 28

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And in the next part we will return with Lilith and Asmodeus!

(I really DON'T LIKE the wing's effect in the last panel... maybe I'll remove them later u_u)

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Lightbringer Chapter 1, Part 27

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( Mixing details in digital with the traditional style, here ... the rosebush is a clip studio paint brush.)

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Lightbringer Chapter 1, Part 26

Kesebiel: According to mythology, she is the second follower of Lucifer, being the first to encourage the other angels to maintain relationships with humans.  In Lightbringer's lore, Kesebiel is also the first unfortunate to suffer the first coitus interruptus in History...  🤣

This scene was going to be eliminated, but in the end I decided to keep it because it shows how Lucifer has sex with more angels, it explicitly shows his bisexuality (although he prefers the company o...

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Lightbringer Chapter 1, Part 25

Oh, dear...


note:  please, if you can, use English for the comments, I think it's nice that we can all understand each other and discuss ideas and theories ^_^

But,  if you are very uncomfortable using English and prefer Spanish, no problem!) 

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- Sneak Peek - Lightbringer Chapter 1, Part 25

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Lightbringer Chapter 1, Part 24

In the end, Lucifer succeeded ...

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- Sneak Peek - Lightbringer Chapter 1, Part 24

What happened with Hanael and Lucifer in heaven's cave?

You will see it very soon...

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*Week off*

Thanks for your understanding!! :_D

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Lightbringer Chapter 1, Part 23

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Lightbringer Chapter 1, Part 22

Here comes THE ANGST, OH YEAH 

I think, of all the parts of Lightbringer and Before the Falling, this is one of the most difficult ones to draw. I realized my limitations when drawing more complex camera angles ... but I am giving my best to improve it!

On the other hand, my right wrist still hurts a little and I draw slowly and taking breaks, so the updates will be further appart, thanks a lot for your patience and understanding!  

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Lightbringer Chapter 1, Part 21

I would like to comment some details about Asmodeus and Lilith here:  According to mythology (specifically the version of Lexicon Talmudicum, by the German scholar Johannes Buxtorf) Asmodeus identifies Lilith as his queen and they both breed thousands of demons (Lilith is sometimes known as the mother of all demons), and when the Archangels go after her they punished her by making her watch hundreds of her children die every day.  

I am not going to use this part of mythology ...

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- Sneak Peek - Lightbringer Chapter 1, Part 21

Part 21 is delayed a little this week ... so here's a little sneak peek... 

I hope it will be ready to post on sunday!

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Lightbringer Chapter 1, Part 20

This part is shorter than usual due to script adjustments to adapt the updates to instagram limitations, and especially because these scenes with Lilith and Asmodeus are will contain a lot of plot information ...  👀 

Anyway, the next update will be 9-10 panels, as usual.

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Lightbringer Chapter 1, Part 19

Well, we go back to Lilith and Asmodeus. This part with them will surely be a little longer than normal ... but I hope it is worth it :3

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Lightbringer Chapter 1, Part 18

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- Sneak Peek - Lightbringer Chapter 1, Part 18

Hi, my dears!
Here's a little sneak peek of the next part of Lightbringer.
Technically we should go back to Lilith's storyline, but due to script and pace issues I've decided to do one more update with Lucifer before going back to Earth with Lil and Asmy ...

On the other hand, this week I have returned to my regular job after four months on state of alarm on Spain, and I have very little time, so the update may be delayed a day or two. I hope that next week my situation will be m...

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Ineffable Inferno's Fic Contest Winner

First of all, I would like to clarify that it has been a VERY DIFFICULT decision to make, to choose only fic.... because I love ALL OF THEM, and I mean it!!.  

Finally,  I chose I will be waiting, by Janthony,  for its dark atmosphere, for the inclusion of new ideas in the "canon" that I really liked (Lucifer using his chains as a source of information ... it's GREAT) and for perfectly defining the strange attraction between Luci...

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Lightbringer Chapter 1, Part 17

Finally, Cahetel joined the party xD

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Lightbringer Chapter 1, Part 16

oh, dear...... 

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Lightbringer Chapter 1, Part 15

I have to say something here: for the system of hierarchy of spheres of angels I based on the one made by Dante in the Divine Comedy, BUT I was confused in the order: for Dante, the high spheres are the first, second, the third and consecutive, but I, in Before the Falling and also here, the upper echelons are the ninth, the eighth, the seventh... backwards xD It was a mistake I made and it is going to stay that way.

On the other hand, here we have a little time lapse!, and I have cons...

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