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TY-Zombie

You know, there's no monster quite like the zombie. The mindless creature, never-ending in it's hunt for something to stop their hunger, never knowing there will never be an end...

..do you see where I'm going with this? No? Start touching yourself, and maybe I can convince you how easy it would be to become a mindless little thing...

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Thirst: Bite

For Halloween I am going to describe a spooky fantasy. And you're going to get caught up in it. So, settle back, and enjoy a tale of a vampire coming into your room at night....

..and yes this ends with him biting your neck so FYI...

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Friday Music and Check-in!

Today involves hopefully a lot of voices coming together, hence why I'm coming back to Chumbawumba this week (yes, that Chumbawumba, the Tubthumping people. They are a way more interesting and varied band than folks give them credit...)

Anyway, seems like a lot of you woke up on the wrong side of the bed this week (Muahahahahah) so how is the weekend going to be for you all? And what are you listening to?

As always, take care and see you Monday...

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Patreon Audio: Evil Good Morning MIYM

Remember, October has a lot of different ways to be evil. This is one of them.
Remember "Good morning"? Full of nice praise and helping you drift back to sleep but being nice?

This is the opposite. I degrade you. Make fun of you. Make you edge. And make you twist in agony as I demonstrate you are a toy, and I am in control. And yes, I make you drift back to sleep after.

Why you'd listen to this is beyond me, but I have a feeling I know why...

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Patreon Audio: Evil Good Morning

Remember, October has a lot of different ways to be evil. This is one of them.
Remember "Good morning"? Full of nice praise and helping you drift back to sleep but being nice?

This is the opposite. I degrade you. Make fun of you. Make you edge. And make you twist in agony as I demonstrate you are a toy, and I am in control. And yes, I make you drift back to sleep after.

Why you'd listen to this is beyond me, but I have a feeling I know why...

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Friday Music and Catch-up!

If you haven't seen these brilliant outtakes (he wasn't actually drunk, just had a sleeping pill) you need to: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VFevH5vP32s

Then you can jam out to this remix and AHHHH THE FRENCH like the Master himself.

Anyway, another week down. Next week you get more evil with a good morning file that will have you punching your pillow in frustration. Seeing your r...

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Public Audio-Brat Taming in a Parking Lot

So, you decided to act up, did you? You decided to really push my buttons did you? Well, I'm not waiting to get you home to punish you. Oh no. You're trapped in this car and I will have my pound of flesh.

Includes degradation, humiliation, exhibitionism, spanking between your legs, breast play, edging, and a lot of delicious threats....

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Friday Music and Check-In!

So, I was looking to see what happened to that band the Correspondents and lo and behold, one of them released this cover in the last year! It's....interesting. I do like a good noise song, and the video is...very interesting. It's age-restricted so heck it out here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QOANyv_idNo

Anyway, you all may feel like burning down the house (or mine) after next week's fil...

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Monday Music and Next Month!

Friends, don't let friends take a 3 day vacation and then spend it all painting so you forget basic things like "grocery shopping" and "putting up the community post for the week"

Sorry y'all.

Also, I'm the whitest white man to ever white, because here I am listening (again) and loving (again) a Sting album. Sue me. This is a slow burner that just has emotion in it.

Okay claps hands

Next month. I promised evil. No, wait, I meant E V I L. So, let's ...

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TY: Checkup

This month has world sexuality health day, so let's make sure you're healthy. Let's make sure your arousal, submission and fantasies are all healthy. Come along and let's make sure your obedience is healthy as well...

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Friday Music and Check-In!

I mean, you can't touch Curtis Mayfield, still this cover is just a nice little bop. And it's a timeless song for feeling good, which is what a Friday is for. What are you all listening to/doing this weekend?

Monday brings the last audio of the month, unless you're in the premium section in which case you get two audio's. And then next week I get to reveal October's offerings and let me say, while there may be monsters and ghouls this year, every file is pure E V I L. Muhahah...

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Thirst: Homework

Grab a dildo or some phallic object, and come get your homework assignment. Worshiping, loving, only thinking of...well, I think you can imagine.

And if you can't, that's what the homework is for. To remind you of your purpose, of what you crave, what you need. And, if you're good, you get to orgasm thinking of just that.

Now, that's the kind of homework I expect good girls to want to do!

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Friday Music and Check-In!

I've been digging through this short-lived band and at least for me, when they were on, they were on.

Anyway, sorry for the late response, it was a heavy day at the gym, followed by a haircut so I needed to rest. I'll be trying my hand at some homemade pizza sauce soon and homemade pizza. Then it's a weekend of work and painting. It seems Monday's audio really tickled your fancies again hmm? Oh boy when I was making that one I thought perhaps I had gone too far. Nice to kn...

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Patreon Audio-Green Light, Red Light 2

.....I'm not going to lie. This is going to take you right to the breaking point. This may do you in. Try your best. Try your best against the red light/green light game. Try against possessive and degrading language. Edging. And look at that time. Make sure you're ready. Make sure you have water. Make sure you have time afterward to self-care yourself. And no matter what, go along with the file. Even if it seems like it's repeating....

Good luck. I wish I was there for this one....

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MIYM Audio: Red Light, Green Light 2

.....I'm not going to lie. This is going to take you right to the breaking point. This may do you in. Try your best. Try your best against the red light/green light game. Try against possessive and degrading language. Edging. And look at that time. Make sure you're ready. Make sure you have water. Make sure you have time afterward to self-care yourself. And no matter what, go along with the file. Even if it seems like it's repeating....

Good luck. I wish I was there for this one....

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Friday Music and Check-In

Before you all hate me next Monday innocent whistle let's see what you've all been up to/listening!

I have to play catch-up with posting on literotica and such, while creating some new good audio's for you all. Speaking of, if you are at the $22 tier, I expect idea's to be DM'd to me for future public audio's! I can't know what you really want unless you tell me....

Otherwise, let's have a good weekend and take care!

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Public: Anatomy Lesson

You've come over because I've asked for help in studying.

Little do you know.

It will involve you being taken by me, tied up with hypnobondage, and studied/touched to my pleasure. Warning, includes just a itty bitty little taste of having my hand on your throat. Get ready for a very hands-on study session...

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Friday Music Check-in/what's coming up next month!

Although this video takes a long time to get into, damn is there a better dream pop song about addiction?

Anyway, a housekeeping note: soon I'll have to switch over to subscription billing instead of month-to-month. Which, honestly is probably better for you all. Not so much for me but...this is a Patreon "we don't want to fight Apple so we're making you take the brunt of it" decision. So if for some reason you're one of the small amount of people that pay through an app...d...

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Thirst-B---

Oh, I know you can fill in the rest. Because you know me. You know what I like. No matter the size or shape, you have them, and I want to make you play with them. I want you to ache for touching them. So listen, obey, and get ready to squirm...

Obviously includes breast fantasies, instructions for after, and no touching as I tease you.

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(Late) Friday Music and Check-in!

Yes, I was away last week. Been through a lot, and it just made me a very tired person and I needed the weekend.

Yes, I'm on a The 1975 kick right now.

So, it seems the edging game went over pretty well hmmmm. I had a blast reading those comments. It also makes me realize if the audio I HAD made for public release this month (now your next month Patreon only audio) stayed I would have blown a few of your minds beyond repair. So I guess it's good they are separated (stay tuned ...

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TY-Soaked Sheets

Some of you really liked "Mess" from last year. Well, welcome to the spiritual successor. Grab a toy, listen to this x4, do as I say and enjoy a very wet sleep in your soaked sheets. Why? Because I said so.

Includes some light degradation, humiliation, possessiveness, and maybe I even get too excited and touch...well, you listen. And obey.

This isn't for everyone! This can be pretty intense and has real-life instructions. Remember it's a fantasy, you can just ...

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Patreon Audio: Edging Game

I have to be real. Something conked up in the audio transfer. I've been trying to fix it for weeks but I think my computer just borked the original recording. Which is unfortunate because this may be my masterpiece. I've mixed it with biaural beats (but only the $22 tier can have access to dl it off of the Google Drive) for all to cover some of the audio, but be warned: get a towel.

Because you're edging. 20 times. And I'm going to be mean about it. I'm going to taunt you. Degr...

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It pays to be a good girl...

Because it's a special month, and because this audio is a little...special (in good and bad ways, see message for tomorrow below) if you go to your 2024 patreon file download folder right now, you can get tomorrow's audio....NOW.

If there is something wrong, DM me. Otherwise I'm keeping comments closed here because I want to hear your struggles tomorrow in the main release post....the message for tomorrow is posted below:

I have to be real. Something conked up in the audi...

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Friday Check-in!

No music this week because I have a little announcement and I want folks to pay attention.

First off, the following is not for anyone who is a Patreon. I know this, don't ask me how I know this, but I know this. So, if you are having a thought this is about you, guess what. It's not. This is the only real social platform I have, so I'm using it here.

Folks, I love doing what I do. I need to reiterate, however, that this is a fantasy. I am not, nor will I ever be, your Domi...

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Public Audio-Plane Ride

You asked for it.

Nay, you demanded it.

Me, on a plane beside you. Get ready for one long induction scene as I make you crumble during your flight so I can reprogram you for my vacation.

It's really just a long teasing induction with some fractionation and no real wake up at the end so maybe prepare to just drift off for awhile (set an alarm and self care after).

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Friday Music and Check-In

Someone was talking about Carley the other week and I guess she kind of did fade away, but to us OG fans, she'd been delivering banger after ba--

Okay, I'm not like obsessed (actually I hated "Call me maybe") but I did have her first album and friggin loved it, including this song. I then went back to her when "Emotion" came out and that and Dedicated are 2 amazing albums. I'll hopefully remember to share some of those songs over the next bit. But off this album? Bucket, Tug ...

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Friday Music Check-in and what's coming up next month!

What's coming next month? Y O U

Hahaha, little joke.

Okay, I can't keep doing St. Lucia. But, I can. Because this song fucking slaps.

Also, guess what? I have all of 2024 done. That's right. Thirst traps, Patreon Audio's, heck, even Touch Yourselves in case you don't give me ideas (glares You WILL give me ideas). So, no matter what, you're getting those audio's. They are waiting on Patreon here, loaded and ready to go (how's that for a tease?)

Publ...

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Thirst-Vacation Tasks

Let's say you're on vacation. Slip this audio on and follow what I say.

Let's say you're not on vacation. Slip this audio on, pretend you're on vacation and follow what I say.

Either way, get ready for public humiliation, arousal, the opportunity to find a place to publicly touch yourself OR better yet, get back to the hotel room...

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Friday Music and Check-In!

Larkin Poe is one of those bands I really want to like more because they have it and just need to really embrace who they are. They need to be louder and grittier. Like this song is so close to being an all-time banger but it's just a little too..soft. Still, it's damn good.

Anyway! Seems you all wanted to take an airplane ride with me. I'm happy to report your plane takes off next month. Be careful what you wish for...

So, what are you all listening to? Up to?

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TY-Long Flight

This is a fantasy to listen to and let yourself imagine it. It's a long flight. You're starting to get tired. And the man next to you notices, and starts to whisper to you...

Get ready for cnc, forced submission, brainwashing and a lot of unanswered questions as to what he's going to do...

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