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Svetlana wants to work on her popularity as Queen of Canada. She’s hoping this helps.

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Dirty Little Secret: Part 5


All this time held in place by ropes was starting to take its toll on Ethan. His arms were killing him. His back hurt from the angle. He was worried the circulation to his hands was being properly impeded with possible long term consequences.

Oh, and he had to pee.

He really hoped the rescue plan was forming, because his attempts to ask to be untied, even for a bit, had ended in verbal abuse from the Gremlin and their hired thugs.

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Armour Maiden’s Rage

A style experiment, very different from my usual.

The Armour Maiden is a suit of animated armour, in a setting where all magic centres around using spirits to animate the inanimate. These spirits glow with a green flame, and the fire grows stronger the more of their energy they burn through… and our girl is *very* determined to rescue her girlfriend.

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Captain Wrecking Ball Meme Shirt

It seemed fitting. Also, I need practice drawing beefy guys.

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A Loki Trade Cover

Simple and to the point.

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October Short: Part 4

Part 4

It had been a few more days, and Matthew was continuing to feel comfortable enough presenting firmly feminine when he went out. In fact, the work emails where he was still keeping everything under wraps and acting as a guy were starting to feel less comfortable. He wasn’t sure if it was actual discomfort with presenting masculine there or the way he had to lie to everyone. For instance, having to ask Sten to visit his apartment every so often so the landlord didn’t...

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Stream ID art - Freddy

Did a stream on Discord this morning to draw a pseudo-vtuber design for future streams: my butch demonsona Freddy. Had fun making her cute.

I’ll probably do my plantsona (Vicky) on a stream sometime this week, if I’m remember what my schedule is like properly.

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October Short Swap - Part 3

Part 3

It had been a few days, and they still didn’t seem any closer to figuring things out. Though Matthew supposed, apart from the plain weirdness of the event, it wasn’t too bad. Sure, being shorter was annoying, but he also felt so much lighter, and that was nice. And… well, he felt guilty about it, but he kind of liked getting to see a cute face when he looked in the mirror.

The fact that Saga’s mother had insisted he move in while the swap was happening wa...

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Cartridge Wants to Play

A meme outfit I saw on twitter that felt in character for her to wear.

Hopefully Geordi doesn’t cause 29 more Cartridges to spawn. That would be a handful.

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October Short Swap - Part 2

Part 2

The woman stared at Matthew as they sat across the kitchen table from one another. Neither of them seemed to quite know where to go at this point. It seemed the woman, this ‘Saga’ girl’s mother, knew some English, but was a bit rusty. Meanwhile, Matthew only really knew how to say ‘thank you’ and ‘sorry’ in Swedish, so was even worse off.

The woman muttered something to herself that he swore included a word that sounded similar to ‘psychiatrist’...

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October Swap Short - Part 1

Part 1

Gothenburg was a very European city. That’s what struck Matthew Watson as he stepped off the bus from the airport and looked around the square. Some of the architecture seemed rather French. Other buildings seemed more Russian. It did look rather less Dutch than he’d expected, based on what he’d read about the city’s history, though.

Either way, it was crisp, easily as chilly as Toronto had been when he’d left. It seemed the Scandinavian October wasn’t too dif...

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Alien Super Weapon Girlfriend - Ch. 7

Chapter 7: Confessions

Tessa and the Entity had found themselves led into a nearby basement, arriving in a windowless white room with a table and a few metal chairs to sit on. The agent who’d led them down left as soon as they were seated. He’d given no real instructions beyond that they should wait.

So they waited. Tessa had become rather used to waiting at this point, after all. She had questions she wanted to ask the Entity. To ask Garcelle. But it felt wro...

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HaProTGirl Bonus: A Full Lunar Cycle Later

Being Queen was more work than Svetlana liked. Sure, Canada was a constitutional monarchy and all she had to do (or, more accurately, was allowed to do) was give royal assent to laws she was handed, but… they also wanted her to make public appearances for things.

Lots of public appearances for things.

She’d only been monarch for, like, a week and a half, and she was feeling like a zoo exhibit or something. Sure, the various assistants she had now insisted her agenda would clea...

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Dirty Little Secret - 4

Chapter 4: Too Close To Truths

Ethan wasn’t normally at Dirty Little Secret this often. He’d just had a stressful couple of weeks, so he needed more physical comfort than usual.

Hopefully his bank account would forgive him, because it was expensive. But he wanted a treat after almost dying today. That seemed fair.

The ‘waitress’ at the front was surprised to see him again so soon, but didn’t say anything. The receptionist at the front desk was a...

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Can I Crossdress My Way Out Of This Arranged Marriage? 5

Part 5:

Gardening was hard work. Especially when done for the sake of growing an actually significant amount of your own food. It had taken me days to prepare all the soil and get the seeds set up. It was going better than I’d expected, at least.

I did, however, realise that it was taking up all my time and I was getting rather distracted from the goal of making enough money to buy a ticket out of this backwater. A good week in, I headed towards town looking to find some cash....

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DLS Captain Wrecking Ball

Wanted to get a design out for him. Not used to drawing beefy guys, though.

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Dirty Little Secret Chapter 3

Chapter 3: Hints of Truth

Next Tuesday was a… day. The manager for another department had decided the meeting he’d called for an interdepartmental project had to be in person, so Ethan had to cram his way onto the overcrowded subway to get into the office, since the bridge was still out.

The meeting itself ended up being late. Oh, and it barely warranted being a video call, let alone an in person meeting.

At least the other manager had the decency to provide doughnuts ...

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Can I Crossdress My Way Out Of This Arranged Marriage Chapter 4

Part 4

I managed to talk Nekra into letting me help her with food shopping the next day. I had helped with cleaning a bit the day before, and felt I was beginning to earn her trust.

I still wasn’t going to mention any negatives about her cooking, though. I’d seen what she was like when she was angry. So I would just focus on making additive suggestions. Talk about things I liked back home. Hope it didn’t cause her to try to murder me with a dwarven oven when she realised I...

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Eggy Arrangement: Silly Meme

Anrik is trying to think about fantasy baseball. It’s not working and she’s pretty sure she’s about to be ‘found out’.

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Popcorn Chibi

For a redbubble sticker, maybe?

Not as happy with him as the other chibis, though.

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Dirty Little Secret: Chapter 2

Chapter 2: Who Else Has Secrets?

Getting to work that Monday was proving to be a headache. The traffic was crawling on the roads leading to the Secord Bridge. Ethan slumped against the steering wheel in boredom as he turned on the self driving mode. He was starting to get the impression of the wheel’s textured surface on his face when he leaned over and flicked on the radio, wanting to know if something was actually happening, or if the drivers were just particularly terrible today....

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Bunny Day Svetlana

Less butch than the others, but wanted to join the fun.

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Bunny Day Gragya

They’re all at the same club.

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Bunny Day Eliza

I should have done these once per day in preparation. Instead they’re all happening the day before.


Oops.


Well, have Svetlana’s butch cousin Eliza who I swear I’ll write about eventually.

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Bunny Vivian

Bunny day is fun and all, but butch bunnies in suits need more love than fandoms give them. So I’ll draw a few of these.

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Dirty Little Secret Ch 1

Chapter 1: Let You In On The Secret

It was rainy and dark as Ethan Quinten walked through the parking lot of a club in the rundown inner suburban ring of Northford City. The club in question was well maintained, despite the surrounding industrial and low income neighbourhoods. The lit up red sign displayed the name of the establishment: ‘Dirty Little Secret’. In years gone by they’d used a neon sign, but these days LEDs had largely taken over.

Not that Ethan paid much atte...

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Can I Crossdress My Way Out Of This Arranged Marriage - Chapter 3

Part 3

Dinner was… acceptable. A lot of meat for my tastes. And the vegetables seemed over cooked. But… fine over all.

I was thinking I might try giving some advice tomorrow, though. Especially if Nekra let me talk her into getting more fresh vegetables. I knew more than a thing or two about cooking… mostly because my mother was a disaster who often forgot to feed herself let alone me. Which had meant I’d had to learn how to feed myself. I had come to enjoy the ...

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Dirty Little Secret: ‘Julie’ and Ethan

Decided to do a bit of art for the story.

I will probably make ’Julie’ ‘s hair bigger next time I draw ‘her’. 

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Can I Crossdress My Way Out Of This Arranged Marriage Part 2


The orcish sisters were smiling at me, which was probably a good sign. I was still glad we weren’t alone in the apporting hall, however. Just to be on the safe side.

“Well, as you heard my father say, I am Y’suk,” the one who’d spoken before said. “I’m the eldest.”

It still felt odd to see someone as unfamiliar as an orcish woman dressed in a uniform I was quite familiar with from back home. The mage’s robes were still loose on her, which had clearly...

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Novella Cover: Crossdressing Out Of An Arranged Marriage

Need a cover to post it to Scribblehub. Or Amazon. Plus, what to catch the eye with the heigh and muscle difference. 

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