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A New Questionable Gragya Shirt

I was shown the shirt and had to admit that, yes, she’d wear it.

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The Cumbrian Confusion - Part 2

“You seem happy,” Hyacinth called out from her armchair as Lily returned from the grocery store.

“I met a cute gay girl,” Lily replied, putting down her shopping bags on the kitchen counter.

“That didn’t take long,” her great aunt said, sounding a bit surprised. Happy, but surprised.

It was a reasonable response, in Lily’s opinion. She hadn’t expected to find any fellow sapphics so quickly. And, while she wasn’t sure about general opinions, she h...

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Lessons In Lesbianism - 18

Upon The Stage

The Fujikawas had been delightfully understanding hosts. Olivia really hadn’t felt worthy of their kindness, even when Eliza’s Aunt Karyna had pointed out that, to them, it was a visit from her niece with a girlfriend in tow. Sure, yes, the visit was caused by drama in Olivia’s life, the Fujikawas were happy to have Eliza visiting. Hammer City and Winnipeg were far enough apart that she didn’t do that much.

And then there was Kevin, who seemed to have lots...

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Cursed Popstar - 14

Chapter 14: Living the New Life

The feeling of the music was wonderful. It shook her to the bone as she performed on stage, a cheering crowd thrilled to get a concert from the Fire Hearts at their local music festival.

The only issue with it all was that she was having to be Romeo. On a day where her masculine body felt like she was stretched and pulled by bones that were too large for her. She did her best to drown those feelings in the music and the roar of the crowd, and did ...

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Lessons in Lesbianism - 17

Knight In Shining Armour

The days after Halloween were wonderful. Spending time with Eliza whenever she could left Olivia feeling the happiest she’d been in years. The only thing that had compared had been when she’d first understood she was a girl.

Sadly, however, she’d only had the one week before Reading Week and her flight back home. She wished she hadn’t promised to go, but she had. The silver lining was that she’d only be leaving for half of Reading Week.

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Felicity - Bunny Clown Girl

It’s apparently Clown Week and tomorrow is Bunny Day, so… why not combine two good things via my clown girl system? (The balloon boobs being blatantly borrowed from Ace Attorney, but given to better clown girls.)

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Dirty Little Secret - Bonus

I was commissioned to write a bit of material for Ilya and Echo, based on that recent picture I did. So, it seemed a good way to give Patrons some bonus content too.

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“When’s the last time you took the collar off?” Echo asked, washing her hands in the hotel room sink as Ilya brushed ‘her’ teeth.

“Before we left,” Ilya replied.

Probably. It was a bit tricky to tell around the toothbrush.

Finishing washing and starting to dry her han...

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Lessons in Lesbianism - 16

Well Earned Bliss

Heading to their separate rooms at the end of the night left Olivia understanding why Jessica had needed to be shooed away by teachers every class. Parting from Eliza’s side was simply sorrow. Nothing sweet about it.

They also had no classes together on Thursday, which made the whole process worse. Her mind was not very focused on the classes she did have, which probably wasn’t the best for her marks. Still it was only one day for the semester. She was pret...

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The Cumbrian Confusion - Part 1

A short I am writing for an itch bundle organised with some other trans authors. I’m not 100% sure what I’m doing, but I‘m trying to stick to the prompt as best I can.

It was cold and raining at the small country train station. So, probably a good introduction to her next few months in rural northern England. Months of looking after her ailing great aunt.

“Miss Leblanc?” a man called out with a soft Northern English accent.

“Y-yes?” she replied, turnin...

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Dirty Little Secret Test Meme

It’s an old meme, and I drew it instead of slapping the stock image on top of existing art, but… I remembered it existed and couldn’t resist.

(This may be roughly all I’ve figured out for the sequel… obviously I need more than this to write it.)

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Illyxa and Gragya - 18

Chapter 18: Skates and Snakes

The journey across the Waste via sand skate was much smoother than the previous legs of their expedition. Which may have not been saying much, considering how poorly the rest had gone. Still, they managed to maintain forward momentum… even if it was hot enough Illyxa wasn’t sure tossing around fireballs would have worsened things any. There was also enough sand to drive Illyxa up the wall again, while the humidity wavered from ferociously dry to unnat...

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Reaper Girl Design

Working on a design for a gal who works at a neural trawling company. The upload consciousnesses to digital immortality, but the bodies don’t survive. Thus the grim reaper theming.

(And, yes. She’s trans. The company covers transitions, which aren’t otherwise cheap in her setting… it’s not a great place.)

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Solar Powered Gragya

The lesbian goblin given power she maybe shouldn’t have. It’s good for fighting higher powers, though. 

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Illyxa the Solar Storm

Fully unleashed mode Illyxa. (Next up: Gragya doing the same/going super saiyan.)

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Eliza and Olivia Quick Art

Inspired by a post on tumblr https://www.tumblr.com/beedok/723485875835715584

It felt quite them, so did something quick.

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Redraw - Ilya and Echo

A bit of silliness inspired by the new Superman cartoon.

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Lessons in Lesbianism - 15

Confrontation Upon the Morn

It was a short walk from their residence building to the dance hall. With everything on her mind, Olivia was too focused on planning to notice the way the late October morning had a bit of a bite to it. She probably should have worn a jacket, but there were more important matters to worry about.

Unfortunately, however, she was going to have to wait a while to be able to put her plan in motion. Jessica wasn’t likely to arrive for another twenty minut...

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Illyxa and Gragya -17

Chapter 17: Go East!

Even after they’d gotten dressed again, in their freshly cleaned clothing, Hyi still looked slightly in shock. Illyxa decided then and there that Elves really were over dramatic as a people. She’d suspected it for some time, but acting so utterly scandalized by a good scrub down was just nonsense. Especially when N’ratha seemed quite happy with her bath, commenting cheerfully about how wonderful it was to have her scales so clean.

Illyxa also ...

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Nosu Painting

Trying to paint more. If I get good at it my covers will benefit.

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Head 2 of 100

Likenesses when painting are hard.

But, hey. That’s why I’m practicing.

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Head 1 of 100

Trying to do a 100 portrait challenge thingy to get better at painting. (And letting myself mark out some key proportions before I start, since this is training not commissions.)

This one was a fairly short study, though. Might do some longer ones sprinkled in. (Also, no idea how long it’ll take…)

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Crimson Stars - 8

VIII. Safety

Inferno System

The entrance to the compound showed no sign of having opened in some time. Condensation had frosted over the metallic door set into the concrete wall, which I knew did not develop quickly. At least not naturally. The amount of condensation in the frozen tunnels of Dis was minimal, after all. Not negligible, for the air filling those tunnels was breathable and there was always some minimal off gassing from the ice, but it took months to add up...

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Some Quick Studies

Messy painterly style studies. Still trying to get a hang of painting. (And realism again.)


Or Patreon can be really weird about the images.

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Barbie Girls: Illyxa and Gragya (finished)

The dynamic in the poster was too totally them for me to resist. Only issue is Illyxa’s hand is too small to be more obnoxious in covering Gragya’s face.

(Clearly in this case Gragya is the Barbie, though… because Illyxa is the shrimp. =P )

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Lessons in Lesbianism 14

(I just want to start by saying that this was not my plan… but Eliza surprised me. More of a disaster herbo than I expected.)

Anything Can Happen

The next morning, Olivia found herself being dragged onto a ferry by Kala and some of the other girls in their pod. Halloween was coming up, and the older students made it clear that Halloween was the holiday on Ophelia Island. Everyone was there (without a long weekend), everyone went to parties, and everyone had c...

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Some Character Designs.

For a Terminal World inspired setting I might never write. Very distant future sci-fi.

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Illyxa and Gragya - 16

Chapter 16: Actual Progress

Hyi turned to stare at Gragya, absolute shock and betrayal written across her face. She spent a moment stammering before managing to get out her statement. “Your cousin was just eaten. Devoured! In a single bite! And you insult her for it?”

The Gorcish woman shrugged. “It was her own dumb fault.”

“She is dead,” Fuan hissed. “And we are all soon to jo—”

“She’s not dead,” Gragya replied, rolling her ...

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Illyxa and Gragya’s Cabalian Cosplay

They fit the dynamic pretty well. Illyxa has Johannes utter disdain for the meddling of higher powers… and most anyone else. Gragya, like Horst, is here to look nice, flirt with cute girls, and punch things. (Though she has a slightly better idea as to what’s going on. Most of the time.)

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UY Redraw, but it’s Gragya and Squelette

This half turned into character design, because I hadn’t liked Squelette’s previous outfit. 

And, yes. They will fight in LA. But not until book 4.

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Calvin and Hobbes but Illyxa and Gragya

A silly little redraw.

I am very happy with how Gragya turned out. I guess I’ve been getting practice in for her. Need to draw Illyxa more, though.

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