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What do you want to see next?

Vote for what fetish you want me to use as the central theme of the next story on this page

Note: Weight Gain has been taken out because if it were to win, you'd have four WG stories in a row.

Comment if you have any other ideas

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Update Feb / March

Hello Everyone,

I've been a bit behind on getting updates and polls up on my page but here we are going to break the monthly norm and I am going to spread it a bit longer as I am now in the last few days of Feb and we are staring at the start of March.

So I am going to set some polls to land in the coming days for you to have some votes on and see what you guys want to see next. I've got a few big ideas on my pad and I've got the intention of getting more stuff sorted behind the s...

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The Gift - Epilogue - Lauren

And finally we come to the end. 33,777 words in total.

Sneaky one of my longest stories actually! Kind of insane.

I  hope you all enjoyed the tale of Sam and Lauren, I hope that the time  it took to write this didn't take away from the vision I had from the  start, although there is no real way to tell.

What a good feeling though to have the full file all done.

Thank you everyone for the support and I hope you enjoy what is next!

-GD

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The Gift - Epilogue - Sam

Here it is, the end.

This story took a lot longer  than I was expecting for sure, I've enjoyed writing it for the most  part, I did have some struggles with a few bits but I am overall rather  happy with how it has turned out. For those of you in the Exclusive  Tier, expect another chapter dropping in the next 48 hours :D

I  am going away this weekend but I am looking to have the next story  ready to drop on Wednesday by the latest, if not on Monday 2...

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The Gift - Chapter 22 - Lauren

There are only two more chapters left, Sam's is already done and that will drop tomorrow night / Thursday Morning (Depending where you are)

Then Friday will see the last chapter of Lauren.

I hope you've enjoyed this one! It has been quite a long one but hopefully you've all been enjoying the release of it :D 

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The Gift - Chapter 21 - Sam

There is one more chapter of Sam left! 

This story has sneakily become one of my longest stories, total word count (Before I have written the Lauren pieces) is over 30k!
I am quite surprised how it has gone that far! 

Hope you all enjoyed so far :D 

-GD

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The Gift - Chapter 20 - Lauren

hot off the press, only just finished this one, I got into the  groove and I have finished Sam's chapters, I didn't want to release them  before I get Laurens story out however. So there was a slight delay.  There are 2 Sam chapters left and therefore there is likely only 2  Lauren chapters left, maybe 3 if I am feeling a bit extra.

So here we go, welcome to the endgame :D

I hope you enjoy

-GD

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The Gift - Chapter 19 - Sam

We are getting close to the end here, not sure how many left right now but I thoroughly hope you've all enjoyed the journey

Lauren is next!

I  know that I haven't been as consistent with times of releases recently,  I apologise and I hope it isn't too distruptive to you all and you are  all not as worried by it as I am

Thank you everyone for the support

-GD

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The Gift - Chapter 18 - Lauren

Here is the last premium chapter this week, a tad later than  normal, seems to be a trend lately, sorry, but I have an exciting reason  this time, I have been working on a collab with a model and I got so  into the flow of it, I was late getting this done on time, so I  apologise.

I've still got a few chapters of The Gift  left, sneaking turning into one of my longer stories for sure, I haven't  even checked the full word count yet.

The collab will re...

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DreamUp Daz

I thought this was rather neat, a few days ago I posted my rusty  attempt of rendering again. It wasn't great but Dreamup now allows for  image input, this is what it did to the render I made. Kinda rad, just a  fun one to share I thought

-GD

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The Gift - Chapter 17 - Sam

Enjoy this one :D

Lots of fun here, only more to come

Not sure how many more chapters I've got for this one so enjoy it whilst it is here :D

Just  a side note to add here for my page in general, I mentioned about  posting at 1am, I am finding a lot more use at posting around 6am the  day after, I generally have been struggling to write in the evenings so I  am doing it in the morning with a lot more success, as a result, this  was written and edited ...

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The Gift - Chapter 16 - Lauren

Another larger chapter, these Lauren ones seem to go on a bit  longer than I suspect, hence why this one was a little bit later than I  was hoping, that along with some other things happening delayed me. New  schedule, first delay :(

My apologies, but I hope you enjoy this 2400 word chapter. Things are getting a bit more heated now or they will :)

-GD

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I am very rusty...

So part of my new years resolution is to get a playable version of a game by next year. So this month I have taken my first step in ernest. A stumbling, bumbling step. I've not rendered in quite some time but I would be lying if I said I wasn't rusty.

I am going to be working on renders every now and then and the idea is that I will get pics posted each weekend I get some work done on renders. This will very much be a ugly process potentially with lots of testing but the posting is more...

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The Gift - Chapter 15 - Sam

Lauren is up next to do some catching up, I wonder what has been  going through her head whilst all of this has been happening :D

-GD

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February Update

Hello everyone,

I have only just realised that I didn’t do an update post for January! Obviously, a bit late now so I can only apologize.

January was a tough month for me as I had so much going on in my real life on top of the fact, I was sick for about half of it. Still not 100% but thankfully I seem to be past the worst of it.

So, what are we doing here?

“The Gift” will be continuing for a bit longer and I will hope to bring back some voting for you all to get ...

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The Gift - Chapter 14 - Sam

Hello everyone,

I hope you all enjoy this chapter of Sam,  I've got another Sam to post this week and then we are looking at  Lauren next week. I must admit I didn't think this story would go on for  quite so long but I am happy with it all so far, it has progressed a  bit slower than my other stories but I think it still has that extra  something with the Lauren chapters. Let me know what you all think :)

I  still estimate we are a good few chapters ...

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The Gift - Chapter 13 - Lauren

I must admit, right now for me and my real life commitments, this  later release is seemingly working a bit better. I write these and  release within minutes of finishing right now, that part isn't great,  but the morning (UK time) write and release is working a bit better.  Ideally, once I get ontop of the schedule I will release more  consistently at a set time again but actually, this blend of deadline  pressure and early morning writing is working quite well ...

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The Gift - Chapter 12 - Sam

Another rough week for me, I have been so run down with whatever I have got so this is a day late. My apologies.

I hope you enjoy it all the same, Lauren is up next :)

Until then, Enjoy and thank you for supporting me :)

-GD

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The Gift - Chapter 11 - Lauren

Another one a little bit later than normal, I am still sick so the  evenings are nonexistent thanks to me needing to sleep. However, just  finished this so instantly posted it. I hope you are all enjoying and  despite my still lingering flu I intend to finish the next chapter for  Friday (Or early Saturday) my time like I have been so far this week.

Let me know what you think and until next time, take care :D

Sam's chapter is next :)

-GD

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The Gift - Chapter 10 - Sam

Hello Everyone,

My apologies once again, I  have been super sick the last few days and I have been struggling to be  vertical for the most part and writing laying down isn't really good  for productivity for me, I just fall asleep.

I hope to get  Chapter 11 out tomorrow but truth be told, with how I am feeling right  now, that might be a bit delayed. I am very sorry, I obviously don't  wish to be late on deadlines, I pride myself on the consistency I ...

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The Gift - Chapter 9 - Lauren

Again, my apologies, but I wasn't quite happy with the first draft  on top of IRL things keeping me away from my PC to write this one. First  draft was 1100 words but I felt this one needed the full 2500! So hope  you enjoy this chapter

As I said on X, my hope is to still get  around to releasing another chapter tomorrow, however there is a chance  I am delayed again. Seems like that one big delay has really put me  behind this week, if that happens, then l...

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The Gift - Chapter 8 - Sam

Sorry for the delay, a few things didn't quite go my way yesterday  and I didn't get this one over the line and I wasn't able to get on my  PC last night so firstly, sorry for the radio silence and delay

Secondly, you might notice that this is in the lower tier, very much intentional.

Going forward, Sam Chapters will land in the preview category but the Lauren Chapters will be in the higher tier.

Just trying something a bit different for some fun.

To make up ...

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The Gift - Chapter 7 - Lauren

So her is another chapter of Lauren, sorry it took so many chapters to get back to her.

Monday's chapter will be Both the girls together!

Wednesday back to one of them and Friday will be the opposite (I am thinking right now)

Anyway, have a wonderful weekend all :D

-GD

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The Gift - Chapter 6 - Sam

Another Sam Chapter, again, kinda didn't expect Sam's part to last so long here

Lauren tomorrow :D 

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The Gift - Chapter 5 - Sam

Hello everyone, 

Another chapter, I must admit, I did think I was going back to Lauren here but I had to cover a few more bits for Sam before I did so the next chapter will also be Sam 

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Miss Divine Temptation - BE

You fire up your PC, load your favourite site.

Today is the day.

You have been waiting for this for a long time. Your favourite model has been hyping something big for a while. She promised to show you something that nobody has ever seen happen in real life.

You messaged her, like you always did and discussed with her, and she was rather open to tell you a few things but nothing to give it away.

“Your growing desires will be fulfilled.”

The last mess...

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The Gift - Chapter 4 - Sam

Hello Everyone,

I hope you are all enjoying it so far, I've got another Sam chapter before we head back to see Lauren again :D

This story will continue to go back and forth, so let me know if you don't like it and I can obviously stop, I am writing this between days currently so I can pivot if we don't like it.

-GD

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The Gift - Chapter 3 - Lauren

Howdy and Happy Wednesday,

Here is where things get a bit different compared to my normal stories. I hope you enjoy this one, let me know if you do or dont. I hope it is rather interesting, I always try to get something else done in my stories that make them stand out and for this one, I am going down the route of dual povs but a bit different than what I have done before.

So enjoy and let me know what you think :D 

-GD

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The Gift - Chapter 2 - Sam

Hello All,

Busy with the New year festivities but I managed to get some work done on this one. Quite happy with the idea where I am going with this one. Hope you all agree :D 

-GD

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Growing Desires - A year in review

Year in review for me:

17 Full stories, at least 170k words there, more likely 200k

Lots of little bits that I can't tally up properly but a guess would be 5 collab posts, 2 2k shorts and behind the scenes 5 scripts given out (only one has turned into something as far as I can tell)

A very productive year and 2024 I aim to beat that. My aim is to hit another 200k year but also have a working demo / playable build of a VN

There are more things that I want to do this yea...

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