JeannieEliseMai

outtake from my most recent shoot & I wrote a petty poem hehe

(please forgive the huge pile of laundry i need to fold in the back lmao)

Wrote a petty poem about my so called "friends" cutting me out.. 

Thank you friend

for cutting me off.

Thank you friend,

for putting us to an

end.

If it weren't for you,

I'd be misled.

I wouldn't know who

to give my love to

instead.

Thank you for 

showing your true 

colors.

With you in my life,

it would've been...

it's october !! my favorite month (◠‿◠✿)

IT'S MY FAVORITE MONTH SO I WILL BE POSTING MORE THAN USUAL HEHE ^o^

My movie countdown is coming to theaters on the 25th and i'm so0o0o0o0o excited ahh !! holy shit, my very first studio film in theaters... i can't believe I FINALLY get to see myself on the big screen. I've been working towards this goal since I was 13 years old.. 9 years later and it's happening !!! 

I am filming some special spooky react episodes today & tomorrow! I will be doing a private walk through...

MY TRAILER IS PLAYING IN THEATERS NOW!! (✪‿✪)ノ

AHHHHH things have been so exciting lately!! I am officially releasing my first recorded & produced track this coming Friday and my Countdown trailer has been playing in theaters before IT Chapter 2 and Hustlers!! Countdown is coming to theaters October 25!!! WOOOo0o00ooo. I have been non stop auditioning for some big projects lately. I signed an NDA so I can't name certain films, but I did go in for a role on the new American Pie movie!! I got called back for a bigger role, but they ende...

full resolution uncropped version of the photo i posted on instagram today :)

Hello to my new patrons! Thank you for all the kindness and support. Much love to you all xoxo I was hoping to upload another audition tape as my next post! Or maybe a secret cover.. most likely will upload both! If audition tape, do you want to see my first attempt ever at doing an Asian accent for one of those long time running crime investigation TV shows? It's not very accurate but I tried my best lol. OR do you want to see an audition tape that got me a callback for a film?

I enjoy...

only patreon gets to see more from my latest photo shoot ~

thank you so much for your support ♥ I have so many ideas to level up my patreon content & I will be way more active on here now. Instagram bores me to be honest.. i'd rather have enriching conversations with my patrons who genuinely support me. I am truly grateful for you all !! scheduling more skype sessions & following people on social media right now :') can't wait to personally catch up with those who are a part of the skype tier!!

September news & updates // new photo set just for u ♥

First off, last week I got my laptop stolen from my own apartment floor :( I was so thankful for my patreon that y'all actually helped me a lot in this case. Now I have a new, better laptop but all my life's work in three hard drives are gone forever.. which means this is a completely new clean slate for me. Luckily all my new work is in the hands of my collaborators so I didn't lose any new work. Blessing in disguise? I hope so. I was so angered by this that it energetically fueled me to do ...

unmastered lil snippet of my first recorded music / live stream schedule

This is the collaboration my fellow reactor Austin & I have been working on for a couple months.  He did all the musical production and we both sing on the track. This is my full on solo. I am so nervous and excited to share the full version in a month or so. For now, only my special patrons get this early preview ♥

Schedule for saturday & sunday live stream via patreon

Live stream will be on the patreon site!!

Saturday depending on traffic when I get back fro...

~ exclusive sneak peak of my first recorded song & two live streams this weekend!! ~ (no bs lmao)

to make up for not posting on patreon last month, I will be previewing my first ever recorded song exclusively for my patreon members !! i will also be doing TWO live streams this weekend because I want to personally interact with YOU  ♡ ♡ ♡ I will live stream for and hour and a half saturday evening and for another hour and a half sunday afternoon. i understand everyone has different time zones so I am personally dedicating time to make sure I get personal time with as many patreo...

~ Full disclosure ~

If you're still here, thank you. I apologize for not writing on here. I completely understand from your point of view if you deem me unworthy of your support and cancel being a patreon. I have no idea what I'm doing to be honest. I want to be the best me to everyone in my life, and sometimes I invest my time into people and things that aren't good for me. I get distracted easily. I can be immature and think stupid thoughts. If anyone thinks I have it all together has completely no idea who I ...

June // life & creative updates ~

Wow, I've made some really important realizations this month. My destructive habits / thinking patterns have been blown up in my face & pretty much forced me to recognize I was living in a way that wasn't  helping me become a better person. I am so thankful I am surrounded by genuinely, humbling people that always keep it real with me & truly want to help me evolve into a stronger, kinder person. I gotta be honest, this month, even though it was my birthday, I was feeling rather ...

Special birthday post for you (✿◠‿◠)

I took this photo almost 4 years ago when I was turning 20.. now I am 24. I probably look the same to most people, but I KNOW I LOOK A LITTLE MORE MATURE than I used to!! :D 

Thank you my special patrons, for your continued support. This community gives so much peace and spiritual grounding in such a superficial industry I'm navigating through. It feels amazing to know you actually support me and care about me. I hate being a commodity. For the most part, working as a social media ...

BIRTHDAY LIVE STREAM UPDATE

Get ready to celebrate my birthday with me!! Wo0o0o0o party time :D There is still time to vote on the horror game to be played on Sunday, June 2!! It will start around 2pm PST and I'll be playing until however long everyone wants to watch :) I will be posting the private twitch link to my patreon saturday night / sunday morning so be on the look out!! WHO'S ALL COMING TO MY PARTY ?!?! LET ME KNOW IN THE COMMENTS!!!

The top voted games as of right now are :  Friday the 13th,  ...

TWO WEEKS TIL MY BIRTHDAY!! LETS PARTY (✿◠‿◠)

I've decided I want to celebrate with my birthday with my patrons with our long awaited horror game live stream!! I'm planning to set aside Saturday evening June 1 to live stream, spend the night with you playing a scary game, & interacting with y'all!! Not gonna lie, I might even be a lil tipsy during the live stream for my birthday month hehe. I will post details when the date is near!! It should be a very private live stream only for my patrons :)

OKAY V...

Finally wrapped up 2 feature films!! (ps it's my birthday next month)

April was such a busy month.. Callbacks for HBO's Room 104 & booked roles in two feature films!! I know I've been a bit slow replying lately, and that's because I was sooo swamped with acting jobs.. I now have time to focus on myself and my patrons. I will be sending out hand-written letters and skyping you very soon, i promise :)

I booked the horror film for STX Entertainment to be released THIS October starring Elizabeth Lail from Netflix's You & Once Upon a Time, and Peter Fa...

callback for HBO + booked another role in a movie :)

Last week I auditioned for the casting director of HBO's anthology series "Room 104" created by the Duplass Brothers !! Two days later, they called me back to meet the executive team (director and producer) of the episode I'm in.. I was told by my manager than I did well so now I'm waiting to hear back whether I got the part or not.. if I do get it, THIS WILL BE HUGE FOR ME!! Fingers crossed!!

I also booked another role...

Getting ready to film my new movie!

This week I had a table read with the writer/director and the whole cast! Wow, being in this room humbled me.. The lead actress who I have a huge admiration and respect for, was there!! She was fantastic!! I wanted to say hi to her, but I chickened out.. I definitely felt impostor syndrome. All the lead actors and major supporting characters were PHENOMENAL .. and there I was with my one scene. I honestly don't think I'm on their level of professionalism yet, but the table read was such a rew...

an oldie but a goodie.. + FIRST EVER LIVE STREAM

First of all: an update! Lots of castings lately!! This week I auditioned for a new series regular role on the IFC comedy show Brockmire!! I also had my fitting at universal studios for the horror film I'm shooting in a couple of weeks. ahh my outfits are sooo cute :) oh and I'm on two episodes of the show "Solve" on both their official instagram @solve_hq and their snapchat show Solve !! One episode is on their story "Who murdered the mascot" and the snapchat app when you search for the show...

YOU'RE THE FIRST TO HEAR THIS BIG NEWS ✧⁺⸜(●′▾‵●)⸝⁺✧

THEY OFFICIALLY OFFERED ME THE ROLE !!! MY FIRST BIG STUDIO HORROR FILM SET TO PREMIERE IN THEATERS EVERYWHERE :D 

I literally cried when my manager told me the news!! It's not a starring role, but the lead actress is someone I've looked up to so it is an honor to be a part of this production!! When the film starts, I'll be in the very first scene you see ⌒°(ᴖ◡ᴖ)°⌒

This is a BIG SECRET!! Technically I'm not supposed to announce anything publicly yet, that's why i ...

made it the finals of a horror film + uncropped insta pic y'all asked for ;)

Been putting in a lot of work !!! So0o0o0oo many castings lately !! I just found out tonight that I am in the final selects for a role in a new horror movie starring one of my favorite actresses!! °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖° I also had an audition today for a new Fox / Amazon sci-fi show for a recurring guest star that I feel AMAZING about ! :D Now I'm working on a long monologue for another film playing a Harvard student. It has a lot of hard dialogue >.<

Any...

OMG CELEBRATING 200+ PATRONS°˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖° (and auditioning for Showtime & NBC)

Crazy to log on after my last post to see that the number of patrons have practically doubled !!! What an amazing surprise.  ** GREAT NEWS ** !!! if you don't know industry talk, it's PILOT SEASON which means SOOO many shows are now casting for new series regulars for their new pilots and episodic seasons. last week i got to audition for THE AFFAIR on Showtime!! I'm also preparing for a meeting with NBC for a new pilot as well !! I'll ke...

~OMG CELEBRATING 100+ PATRONS~ :D clickbait - topless pic lmao

Wowowoowowowww HELLOOO my wonderful patreon community!! It's incredible to see so many new faces :') my first goal was to reach 100 patrons, but y'all surpassed it!! I'm blown away at how kind you are to be here in support of my creative journey as a collective. THIS IS SO AMAZING. thank you so much for your generosity. to celebrate, here's a sorta topless photo that i never released just for u ;) it took over an hour to glue all that glitter to my skin! anyway, i would LOVE to hear more abou...

super raw & vulnerable

this photo I've debated on soo many times whether or not i wanted to post on instagram.. i love it so much, but there is a lot of controversy behind the female nipple. although female nipples are highly sexualized in society, they play a huge vital role in the circle of life of humanity. the fact that most people in the world get so disgusted when they see a female nipple, poses a huge threat not only to the treatment of women, but it perpetuates the idea that women are only seen as sexual be...

FINALLY HERE IT IS 🦋 ALL THE RAW BEHIND-THE-SCENES FOOTAGE OF MY FILM “HOLLY”

all current MAI SQUAD+ patrons are credited in this video description :') this is what we went thru to make it all happen.. 90+ hours on set & 9 different locations 🙌🏼🎬✨ I’m going to be as interactive as possible so please leave a comment & say hi in the video!! I will be responding ☺️ (say you're from patreon for a cute personal reply) THANK YOU FOR SUPPORTING ME FRIENDS ❤️ couldn't have done any of this without your positive encouragement & kind support !! 2019-01-18 21:00:14 +0000 UTC View Post

December : resolutions for 2019

Another exclusive patreon photo for y'all!! This is how December looks in LA.. full of sun! I love that it's getting chillier though!! I will be traveling to the east coast for New York & Boston in a couple of weeks to experience what real winter feels like. My project "Holly" is being rigorously edited and I am super excited for what 2019 will bring to all of us! 

Anyone have any new years resolutions to share? I would LOVE to hear!! Here are some of mine: publish Holly, publi...

new exclusive photo for only my patrons (aka the best people on earth)

here is a new never-before-seen photo for my special patrons!! thank you all so much for sticking with me & being patient for new art. editing this short film is taking forever. i hope to release next month, but i'm not sure if the special effects can be done in a short manner. i believe in the true finished product, so we will see how this month will turn out. also i am filming the cool snapchat gig next week! hope everyone is doing good.. if not, please don't hesitate to reach out &...

As promised, here is a sneak peak of a poem from my upcoming poetry book :D

The picture above isn't the whole poem so I am going to type the rest out here:

I am magic

making history

an enigma in action

an unsolved mystery

- j.e.m.

Explaining my cover photo!

This is a picture of me on camera for the "interview scene". My character "Holly" is getting interviewed and recognized as the inventor of new AI technology that are holograms of me. My holograms can interact with the world and have fast access to all information on the web. They are designed to be little happy helpers. If you are lonely, they can keep you company. If you are in a creative rut, they are there to help you bounce ideas and keep you moving forward. Think of them as AI friends to...

a throwback verizon commercial i filmed when i was 14/15

i filmed a lot of commercials for big brands when i was younger. here is the private link to a low quality video of my mom filming the verizon commercial on tv back when i was probably 14/15. it aired in china but was filmed in los angeles. enjoy this lil cheesy commercial. points to anyone who can give me their interpretation as to what the plot is :D

ahh so many new patrons this month!! :)

welcome my new patrons!! i am so grateful to have you alongside on my creative journey. i will do my best to update you as best as i can and give you lots of secrets & exclusive content only for my patreon! one of my dreams is to build a community. i would love to hear your stories, what you're going through at the moment, any hardships you'd like help with, or just any fun facts about yourself! let's make life more meaningful with connecting to each other!! MAI SQUAD! i have so much love fo...

My debut film project is now in post!!!

The film I wrote, directed, and produced is now in its final stages!! All we need to do is do some movie magic and edit this perfectly. The shots are PHENOMENAL!! It's even better than I could ever imagined :') thank you to my patrons for being here supporting me. I think of you every day and I am so grateful to know that I'm not alone in this creative pursuit. PS I will be releasing a poetry book soon!! It's all in the works. Thank you again for everything. You are sosoSO loved by me.