So, my vacation is soon upon us. I will continue to write Patreon stuff despite the vacation. I'll do the short stories and probably continue working on the next update, too. But I'll do it slowly and in a relaxed state, vacation-like. Just for the heads up: I won't do the ramblings next month, at least weekly ones. Perhaps one to let you know that I haven't perished during my camping trips? I'll still do the Q&A (please send me your questions if you have any, I'm running short on those) ...
2023-06-29 19:20:31 +0000 UTC
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What each of the ROs would do in a modern AU?
Marcus would be a professor of literature at the university. He'd also write poems in his free time and lurk in his high-end apartment that his father paid for.
Camilla would be a martial arts instructor. She, too, would lurk in her (much more modest) apartment and order a lot of food online so she doesn't have to see people.
Tinsae would be one of those classy ladies who have a ton of charity work, she'd probably be lik...
2023-06-28 18:55:09 +0000 UTC
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Quinn rejecting Hati's kiss/Quinn's POV
I look at your sweet face whilst holding your chin. Your sweet, oblivious face. It makes me feel bad, at times. Looking at it. Touching it without really feeling. There’s the decomposing meat between us, hindering me from truly feeling you.
“My flesh and bones are still here,” I say to comfort your peril. They are. For the time being. And when the flesh is nothing but rotting sustenance for maggots, are you going to weep over ...
2023-06-27 17:53:00 +0000 UTC
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A little continuation of the striptease show.
Now that there are no other people around, it seems more intimate than the last time I saw him naked in the public baths.
Now, I can examine his naked body. See every scar his skin wears.
And there are so many.
He’s seen his share of battle. So much so that it’s a miracle he’s still alive. His arms are striped with scar...
2023-06-26 13:38:02 +0000 UTC
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In the progress of finishing up these scenes:
Apparently, there’s nothing else to talk about. He whips his belt off in a single, confident motion. Then, he slips off his tunic, leaving him standing in front of me with nothing but trousers on. He gives me a self-assured grin, one that I should’ve known he would give me.
Great. A strip show.
- Try not to look (but still look).
- Mockingly stare at him as ...
2023-06-26 13:37:15 +0000 UTC
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Lol sorry for spamming you with the polls. But since Marcus's smut showed me how much work it is to write both male and female Hati's scenes, I'll have to write the next one from either f or m Hati's POV. So... which one? I mean, sure, hand things or whatever would work but just in case.
Thank you for bearing with me haha.
2023-06-20 16:36:48 +0000 UTC
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The smut is here.
This scenario is a little toxic. Unfortunately, no healthy Hati is ready for any sexy times with Marcus. Even if the reader is ready to forgive him, Hati is not there yet. They hate his guts.
Yet they ended up having sex.
So, this happened.
Anyway. Thank you all for your patience!
the link: https://haleym.itch.io/defiledheartssmut
The password is: thegreat...
2023-06-19 11:42:29 +0000 UTC
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Short story poll time!
Also! Remember to send me your QnAs! Either for me or the characters. I'm a bit empty with those at the moment so anything helps 😅
There is no Marcus this time either because I think I've exhausted the dude's POV scenes for now. At least I didn't come up with any interesting scene I could write from his POV and I didn't receive any suggestions so here we are. The new update will provide more content again.
2023-06-16 16:39:54 +0000 UTC
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Quinn won! I didn't expect it, tbh, there has been a pattern where Niall wins after Marcus. So, I didn't think to specify if y'all want female or male Quinn. I mean, the amount of extra work when Hati can be either sex is laborous enough, I don't think I can handle Quinn being either male or female too.😅 So! A quick poll.
2023-06-16 11:02:00 +0000 UTC
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Hi there!
It's been a rough week. I received some new hate messages and it's difficult not to let them get to me. Mostly because I'm still recovering from the burnout and all that. Would be easier to deal with those sorts of people if I was at full strength.
I really need that vacation haha.
I will get the update out this month, however. It's going to be a dirty draft (it means that some scenes are wholly unfinished and there are placeholder words like *niall is shocked<...
2023-06-15 18:39:21 +0000 UTC
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Hi, I've been receiving some more hate messages and piracy threats, and my baby is sick so I've been struggling a little. I'm sorry the smut is taking so long. Just letting you know that I'm working on it!
2023-06-15 17:16:30 +0000 UTC
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Hey hey!
So, this month is going to be busy. I will take things really slow next month, I would almost dare to call it a vacation. Before that, however, I will have to finish up the update and write this and next month's smut.
Welp. Lot of work to do.
But, things are getting better and better in my personal life and I feel like I have more strength to write without stressing about it too much. It's getting better. And if there are nasty people on the internet (li...
2023-06-07 07:59:27 +0000 UTC
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Hi there!
Just wanted to let you all know how this new tier works. So, I used to send the SFW scenarios out via email. However, that method of handing out the game didn't work on mobile. This time I will host the smut on itch.io and give you all the password to access it. It will work on mobile, it's going to be more efficient. This month's Marcus smut is still a work in progress, unfortunately. I will do my best to get these done by the beginning of the month so you all will have enoug...
2023-06-03 08:20:27 +0000 UTC
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2023-06-02 14:24:06 +0000 UTC
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First of all: I'm sorry for not being able to push out the update this month. There's a lot to be done and being sick for a week didn't help the situation.
Some good news, though: I managed to get Twine working for me and I'll be able to host the update properly on itch.io. It even works on mobile, my number one fear was that it wouldn't.
(For those of you who don't know: I have to code the rest of the game in Twine because CS cannot be used in Patreon content unless it's released...
2023-05-31 17:34:07 +0000 UTC
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Hati recounting a dream that they saw is something that almost made its way to the next chapter. However, I felt like it was too early for that. So, this is both a sneak peek and a blooper. How efficient!
“Someone was ripped apart.”
It didn't feel like a mere dream. The vividness of the mental image still shoots a violent shudder through me. It’s as if I was there, it's as if I still am. The shrieks still fill my mind. The smell of violent...
2023-05-28 10:52:18 +0000 UTC
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The aftermath of the killing/Niall's POV
“Could I borrow Robus for a while?” I think I need a hug. No, I’m certain I need a hug. However, it’s a shame that Marcus was at home. I’d preferred to grab Robus and leave without seeing him. He always smells when something is wrong.
He’ll poke me till he gets the answer.
And this time, I can’t give it to him. I’m sure he’d understand but–
Marcus squints his eyes at me. “You look like shit.”
...
2023-05-28 10:31:00 +0000 UTC
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Hati crying/Quinn's POV
Well, that didn’t go as planned. No matter, I suppose. New plans, new me.
A sob draws my attention.
Are you… crying? “Hey?” You look like you’re crying.
You look away. Alright. You definitely are crying.
“There’s a tear running down your cheek,” I say and show you, fighting the urge to lick it. I don’t think I’ve seen others lick their loved ones’ tears, perhaps that’s weird. But they’re salty and i...
2023-05-27 08:27:58 +0000 UTC
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Below a sneak peek of Niall smut (NSFW!).
“What–” His voice is low and husky. His gaze shifts to his growing dick before quickly turning away.
#Take hold of his cock.
Without a warning and with a harsh touch, I take his semi-hard cock in my hand.
The action makes Niall groan loudly and bend over, he gasps for air as he looks at me, his messy hair shielding his heated gaze.
2023-05-24 17:17:48 +0000 UTC
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So, I've been a little sick. I've got flu that keeps boomeranging: I think I'm fine and then it comes back like lol no. It's been a week already and now I have a fever again. It's highly annoying and I try to write as best as I can but try to also rest so I'm not prolonging it. Welp, anyway.
When the flu-boomerang left me alone for a while, I wrote my first proper smut scene! I tried to tackle Marcus and Camilla but they wouldn't budge. Then, I had a divine inspiration for Niall's smut ...
2023-05-24 16:46:51 +0000 UTC
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I wonder who's going to win...
2023-05-18 16:59:14 +0000 UTC
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2023-05-18 16:30:49 +0000 UTC
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So, smut's been on my mind. I've written some smut, researched some smut, and thought about the new smut tier. (I can't get over the fact that my job is researching smut now.)
Also, been thinking about the other tiers and the changes that take place in next month.
Here are the price changes to the tiers:
Frog: 5.50€
Penguin: 9.50€
Fox: 19.50€
I'm going to create new tiers altogether and delete the old o...
2023-05-16 12:05:15 +0000 UTC
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These are the hard-hitting questions you folks had this month.
Which ROs would still love Hati if they were a worm?
- Tinsae would build you a wonderful worm palace and leave you to live your best worm life. She’d think about you and love you from afar.
- Niall would build you a portable worm home and keep you with him forever and ever.
- Camilla would hire someone to take care of you. She’d love you but wouldn’t touch you. She’d sing to you and ...
2023-04-28 08:34:08 +0000 UTC
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I didn't come up with an interesting blooper, so here's another sneak peek. Bathing fun times with Marcus:
"So, you don't mind bathing with me, huh?"
I sigh.
"I knew it. You want to soak in the same water I've blessed with my bodily fluids."
"…Your what now?"
"What do you think I do in this pool when you're not here?"
I look at the water in horror. Is ...
2023-04-28 07:49:42 +0000 UTC
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Quinn offers their clothes to Hati/Niall's POV
“That won’t fit,” I say as your friend offers you the clothes from their back. They’re a small fellow, they remind me of those little dogs who yap at you despite their size. Your friend ignores me, as they’ve done many times before tonight. They don’t even spare me a glance of disdain this time. Instead, they start taking off their tunic with the conviction of a flamen.
I shake my head and turn away to give you pr...
2023-04-26 08:34:40 +0000 UTC
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A snippet from Camilla's bath scene 👀
"Do you want company?" A sneaky smile rings through her words. It’s difficult to know if her aim is to rattle me, or if she’s seriously asking. The question makes me shift my position to better cover the tattoo/my breasts. She couldn’t possibly see anything: she's looking at my back, but if she were to come closer…
“What are you doing here?” I ask. My voice is tight and wary.
...
2023-04-24 09:27:44 +0000 UTC
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Also, if you have any, please send me your Q&A questions!
2023-04-17 10:10:07 +0000 UTC
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possibly feat. Niall
2023-04-17 09:54:37 +0000 UTC
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There's an interesting meeting taking place in the next chapter 👀
A person is sitting cross-legged underneath an ancient oak. Their head is shaped like the skull of a deer, but, instead of bone, it's oak bark. The horns on their head are made of thick branches. The golden torque on their neck gleams underneath the many stars illuminating the forest with their dim light. Their skin is striped with black tattoos, they circle their slender body like snakes.
2023-03-29 11:04:12 +0000 UTC
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