My finished portrait!!
I sent an artist a ton of selfies of me and had her draw a portrait of me and this is what she came up with !
This is the finished product. Isn’t it pretty?
2020-11-01 03:21:43 +0000 UTC View Post
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Mystery Time with M: Episode 7- Do You Believe in Ghosts? ft. Emmafielder & Lunarhiccups
Hey y'all!
Happy Halloween! I hope you're as hype as I am because I have a special edition Mystery Time for y'all today!
I was originally supposed to have someone I know IRL on the pod this month but we had an issue with equipment and I was left scrambling. Thankfully, I have the greatest friends who were super kind to do this months pod with me! I thought it'd be fun to have it be no theme and see where it would take us and we very quickly started sharing ghost s...
2020-11-01 01:52:41 +0000 UTC View PostCan You Zip Me Up? 3rd Patreon Exclusive for October
Hey, can you do me a favor? I know you're too busy gaming online but I'm headed to a Halloween party and I need you to zip me up. Look, I know you don't really talk to me since our parents got married and made you move in here, but a small favor can't hurt, right? Do you like my costume? You like my ass? I like your cock. Maybe if you can make it worth my while, I'll skip the party and have fun with you instead!
***This audio includes: teasing...
Helping Your Favorite Rock Star Relax After Her Show by Miss Blue! Special Guest Audio for October 💕
Hey y'all!
As most of you know, last month, a few performer friends of mine and I came up with the idea to introduce y'all to each others work. This month I'm so stoked to be hosting the lovely Miss Blue! Blue is one of the kindest, most supportive people I have met in this community and I am so stoked to be able to call her a friend. I'm leaving a few words from Miss Blue herself and her links! Please check her out, give her all your love and don't forget to tell her how much I adore h...
2020-10-31 01:17:05 +0000 UTC View PostThe Heebie Jeebies with M: Ep 6- He Who Wanders
Hey y'all!
Welcome to a new Heebie Jeebie Time!
This months story is He Who Wanders.
This story really creeped me out as I have really bad death related anxiety. It also has a nice long set up so it got me really really into it, which just spooked me even more.
As always here is the transcript: https://www.creepypasta.com/he-who-wanders/
I hope you guys enjoy listening to this and...
2020-10-26 22:01:51 +0000 UTC View PostIs The Construction Finally Done? Here's a new ramble!
Hey y'all!
I know it's been a while since I caught you all up on my shenanigans and I had a bunch to talk about so here we go!
A few of the things I talked about were:
- Rebranding
- The construction
- Tenet
- How was my birthday?
- The Haunting of Hill House
- Creepy dream
- My abuelita
- I got in... 2020-10-24 03:33:22 +0000 UTC View Post
Trick or Treat!! But It's Not Candy I Want- 2nd Patreon Exclusive for Spooctober
Your daughter is in college but when she was younger, she had a best friend who was always at your house. You always suspected she had a crush on you and wondered what happened to her. Then she shows up at your door trick or treating. Isn't she a little too old to be trick or treating? Yes, but it's not candy that she wants.
***This audio includes: your daughters best friend, trick or treat, seducing you, my first crush, teasing, watch me play with myself, eat ...
2020-10-24 03:27:03 +0000 UTC View PostVote on my next Early Access Audio!!
Hey y'all!
So I know I had a late start to this months content but I still plan to have the creepypasta, the podcast, my 5-6 NSFW audios and all customs sent out by Halloween. I will also have a special bonus audio from a performer friend of mine going up within the next week!
Yesterday, I recorded a whole ass audio and didn't realize my microphone wasn't plugged in so it recorded over my computers built in mic and the fan was running on my laptop so the sound was hella muffled. I...
2020-10-23 00:20:39 +0000 UTC View PostFAIL.
Yesterday someone in my server suggested I try to record a ramble after taking some cbd and feeling toasty so I tried and couldn't focus so this is the end product.
Also, I was going to post a new audio today but I accidentally didn't plug in my fucking microphone correctly and the audio was fucked up so I'm rerecording it tomorrow.
new poll soon too pls ok bye
2020-10-22 01:47:04 +0000 UTC View PostMy portrait!!
Hey y’all! So last month I started to think about having a portrait of myself drawn by a small artist so I could use it on my online stuff. I always said I would never use a character or picture that wasn’t authentic to myself so I sent her a bunch of selfies of myself and she based this portrait on my features and my pictures!!!
This isn’t finished but I’m so so so so excited about what the finished product will look like as she already got so many things spot on. My eyes look ...
2020-10-19 04:21:00 +0000 UTC View PostIt's Been A Few Weeks. Did You Miss Me?- 2nd Early Access Audio for October
I've been so desperate, not being able to record anything for you or do anything with you. Would you like to play along with me? You know how much I love making you cum 💖
***This audio includes: ramblefap, after the construction, did you miss me?, give me your cum, instructions, play along with me, prone bone, grinding on a pillow.
So, did you miss me?
*All the characters depicted are aged 18+ as implied in the audio and all in...
2020-10-19 04:09:12 +0000 UTC View PostThe Ghost Next Door Fucks You On Halloween- 1st Patreon Exclusive for Spooctober
The house next door has stood unoccupied for a while. Rumor has it a bunch of people have died in the house and everyone who moves in, ends up moving out after being plagued by creepy spooky things. Your parents are out for Halloween and you decide to stay in and game online when you get a knock on the door. It's a pretty girl and she just moved in next door? It's rumored spirits can roam among the living on Halloween, but that can't be true, can it?
***This audio inclu...
2020-10-19 04:01:10 +0000 UTC View PostSinging Spanish Songs on Karaoke Alone on My Birthday while Delirious From No Sleep
Okay so
Here's the thing
I stayed up on my birthday because I was going to try recording from like 4am to 7am, the thing is I was too sleepy to record so I drank an energy drink. Did that wake me up? Yes but it also made me hella jittery and I couldn't get into the recording because I was jittery AND sleepy. So I did what any other sane person would do, I recorded myself singing karaoke.
In this audio I talk about an audio going up before this one but I didn't get the chance...
2020-10-15 22:03:52 +0000 UTC View PostGOOD NEWS
I TALKED TO MY NEIGHBOR AND HIS CONSTRUCTION IS ENDING THIS WEEK BROS GET HYPED IMA BE UPLOADING AND RECORDING NORMALLY AGAIN
SUBMIT YOUR ANONYMOUS IDEAS IF YOU HAVENT ALREADY IM GOING TO PUT UP A POLL AND THEN TRY TO ROLL OUT 2 AUDIOS THIS WEEKEND FROM THE POLL AND FROM YALL SUBMISSIONS PLS AND THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATIENCE
IM HYPED AS HELL
2020-10-15 00:56:19 +0000 UTC View PostHey guys!
Thanks for sticking around. I know I haven’t really been around and I’m really sorry. I still haven’t been able to record and I’m probably going to have to record all my content for this month on the second half of this month. I’m trying to rework my sleeping schedule so I can be up at 4am so I record at least from 4am to 7am while the neighborhood is quiet.
I was going to record at my moms and while I did go over there and try and record, her house was just as noisy. My boyfr...
2020-10-13 02:13:51 +0000 UTC View PostHow Was I Supposed To Know You're Not My Boyfriend?! You're Wearing The Same Mask As Him! 1st Spooctober Early Access
You're at a Halloween party with your friends and are going through the crowd when a hot girl in a matching costume to yours starts asking you to come over. She introduces you to her friend as her boyfriend and you realize you're probably wearing the same costume he was. She's really bossy and really hot so you go along with it, waiting to see how long it'll take her to figure out the mix up but you didn't expect it to happen when she has her hand on your cock.
***This ...
2020-10-07 01:43:43 +0000 UTC View PostCONTENT ROLLING OUT TOMORROW
Hey y’all so if you haven’t been keeping up, there’s been people working next door for about the last 2 weeks and I was giving it a few days but I literally can’t wait any longer and want to have all my shit done by my birthday (which is this weekend). I got my mom to lend me her house while she’s at work so starting tomorrow I’m going to be going over there for a few hours to record. I’ll have a new audio tomorrow and customs will be rolling out within the next few days as well...
2020-10-06 20:19:57 +0000 UTC View PostSubmit Your Audio Ideas For October!
The 1st Audio for October is going up tomorrow and it'll be picked by me from your submissions!!!
What do you want to hear this month? Submit your ideas anonymously via the form!
-M
2020-10-04 02:07:08 +0000 UTC View PostHow are my neighbors ruining my life? Here's a new ramble!
Hey y'all!
I literally couldn't record a normal audio so I did this ramble explaining what's going in my life.
The things I talk about are:
- my neighbor is ruining my life
- my plumbing is ruining my life
- painting my house is ruining my life
- my birthday
- my fellow performer friends are the best
- The Last Dance
- NBA Finals
- Mystery Time for October
- getting new recording stuff
- hate mail on reddit 2020-10-04 01:56:39 +0000 UTC View Post
Guys it’s my birthday this month!!
Hey y’all so it’s my birthday on.....
.......
...... October 11th.
Should I do an audio this month where (Mariah Carey voice) all I want for my birthday is you ???
2020-10-02 06:06:32 +0000 UTC View PostI Know You're On a Zoom Call With Your Boss But I Need Your Cock... 3rd Patreon Exclusive for September
You've been working from home since quarantine started and while your girlfriend has been incredibly understanding about having you at home, today she's feeling super turned on and wants you right here, right now. You have to be on a conference call with your boss in a few minutes but you don't know how bratty she's feeling and what she has in mind.
***This audio includes: working from home, on zoom with your boss, conference call,bratty girlfriend, te...
2020-09-30 01:41:34 +0000 UTC View PostMystery Time with M: Episode 6- The Slender Man Stabbing ft Emma Fielder
On May 31, 2014, in Waukesha, Wisconsin, 12-year-olds Morgan Geyser and Anissa Weier lured their best friend Payton Leutner into the woods and stabbed her 19 times in an attempt to prove their loyalty to Slender Man. The age of the assailants coupled with a silly creepypasta from the internet being the motivation behind their crime began a conversation about younger generations who find themselves susceptible to what's on the internet. Listen to me and one of my favorite people in the ent...
2020-09-29 03:15:38 +0000 UTC View PostI AM LOSING MY GODDAMN MIND
So if you’re not in my server, you probably didn’t hear about this but I had a few audios to knock out before the 30th and stupid me, I thought I was FINALLY thriving again and back on top of my recording schedule. So I told everyone I’d post today and I’d send out audios by the 30th and then life was like “Not TODAY BITCH”
I woke up at 8am today super ready to kill a full day of work and MY GODDAMN NEIGHBOR IS BUILDING A GARDEN FOR HIS FUCKING WIFE and their construction pe...
2020-09-29 02:10:36 +0000 UTC View PostAnswering All Your Questions! AMA
Hey y'all!
So I finally got around to recording the AMA. I'm so so so so so so sorry it's so long but there were a lot of good questions so I went in.
Below are the questions for anyone who wants to skim them as I answer them and I hope y'all enjoy this!
-M
OH ALSO,
The last time I did an AMA, it was with my bf and we answered questions about our relationship and how we met (he patroned me for a custom audio). If you're interested in listening to that, ...
2020-09-24 03:26:20 +0000 UTC View PostQuarantine & Working From Home is Making Me Miss You So Badly. 2nd Early Access for September
I was trying to work from home and I couldn't stop thinking about you and how hard this quarantine has been because I haven't been able to fuck you. I can't take it anymore and I want you to know how badly I need you...
***This audio includes: ramblefap, quarantined, missing you, thinking of you, your dirty little slut, fingering myself, dirty talk, heavy breathing, begging, grinding against my pillow, edging, have your way with me, spit in my mouth, I cant wai...
2020-09-23 03:44:23 +0000 UTC View PostPls don’t forget!!
Pls don’t forget to send in any questions you might have for me. I’ll probably record the AMA a little later today.
Also all customs are going out within the next week so if you still haven’t submitted your September requests, please get that sent to me!!
I also have a new audio going up tomorrow 💗💗💗
I hope you are all having a hella nice Sunday!
-M
2020-09-20 20:18:14 +0000 UTC View PostASK ME ANYTHING! Send me ur questions!
hey y'all!
a few of you said in my server you'd be down for an AMA since I haven't done one in a long time so I made a form for y'all to send me ur questions. I'll prob leave it open through the weekend and record it next week.
it is anonymous but i do ask you remember i'm human and try to be kind pls. besides that, feel free to ask whatever u want.
thanks!
-m
The Heebie Jeebies with M: Ep 5- Double Feature!
Hey y'all!
Welcome to a new Heebie Jeebie Time! This month I'm bringing you two stories that creeped me out a bunch. The first one was, once again, sent to me by the lovely Blacktread. It was a little too short for a full episode so I ended up doing Eyeless Jack along with it. As always, I'll leave the transcripts down below for y'all to follow.
Did these creep you out at all? Let me know!
-M