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girls,,

speaking of usual formats..

that one ffxiv AU where Ren and Ian have a daughter (Dayna) and she has a bunny gf,,

I might actually color this one later because I don't have a proper color ref for any of them, but here's this version anyways

haven't drawn girls in a while, but I think it looks okay-ish?

sketchpage (#1?)

enjoy me messing up their size difference again :')

also new format, I hope it looks alright!

probably uninteresting rant as a bonus (and as a torture for my bad english and explaining my thoughts): 

I was looking through my WIPs/rough sketches a few days ago feeling very frustrated by how I sketch so much stuff but never finish like 85% of it (thanks, adhd). Plus my sick brain doesn't recognize clean sketches, linearts or fl...

happy valentine's! ♥

so glad to actually finish something after almost three weeks of not even sketching anything

feel a bit rusty, but I hope to get back to my usual workflow after current commissions,,

Valentine's pic? [lineart]

I have a lot of work to do this month, but I also need to take longer breaks because I'm still suffering from those post-surgery complications (and also sick,,,) so just in case I won't finish it in time here's at least a WIP ;_;

gods, I have so many WIPs that I need and most of all _want_ to finish... but so little time D:

back home!

Finally  ;_;

Well, technically, I'm not discharged from the hospital yet - they allowed me to go for today, but I still need to return tomorrow for a checkup and all the papers because of course one of the incisions opened *sigh* 

I'm fine though! A little sick because it was terribly cold in our ward, but other than that everything seem to be okay!

Still, I'm taking my time to recover properly plus my hands are a little rusty after a week long break, but I'll try ...

My terrible timing again [in hospital]

Heyyyyy so after almost 24hrs of trying not to d*e at home I was hospitalized yesterday with what turned out to be appendicitis. Already got the surgery and now trying my best to recover as soon as possible. I’m terribly sorry I wasn’t able to post monthly PDF on time because of this mess and I’ll do it as soon as I’m discharged from the hospital and can put the PDF together. I’m very, very sorry for this awful timing and would absolutely love to avoid this situation, but oh well. A...

First Anniversary ♥

can't believe we married our precious dorks in ffxiv a year ago already ;_;

technically this is sfw-ish, but I made it specifically for my nsfw twitter, sooo

Hythlodaeus/Hades (yes, i drew fanart)

it's so funny how out of literally anything, THIS is the only thing that made me draw (unpaid) nsfw fanart first time in... years???

anyways, embarassed bottom Hades and amused/sassy top Hyth is the best dynamic ever

The Sun and The Storm [lineart + background WIPs]

had this sketch lying around with Ren and Ian in AU based on my personal setting

decided to make it into something hot and atmospheric

now i only need to find time to render it,,

more commission WIPs

so many details uhhhhhhhh

tfw your husband is REALLY needy [color]

somehow i'm still in artblock apparently... thanks 2k22 

this mostly affects sketching new things though (not a nice development while i'm struggling with 4 commissions, tbh), so for now I'm just trying to slowly finish old stuff

but i absolutely forgot how to draw faces and how anatomy works (not that I knew it before lmao) and these are the two most scary things for me

hope to get back to normal soon,,, i have so many stuff i wanna draw, ugh

and still a few comi...

tfw your husband is REALLY needy [line]

(and in heat)

(and requires at least a few ..runs in a row to be completely satisfied because of his hot auri blood)

Dhar's favorite meal [colored final]

i'm alive, just having a bit of trouble with finishing at least something @_@

but here's A'dhar and Jesse again,,

how y'all been survivng 2022 so far?

once again, happy holidays!

aaand this is the last drawing for this year, i think

not the last post! I'm gonna drop the PDF tomorrow and maybe a sketch or two from it? I'll see what I can find on my iPad from this month. Oh and maybe commissions too!

and while (or if) you're still here... 

i'm bad with words and even worse with english words, but yeah, 

thanks again for being here and supporting me, it really means a lot ;;

hope y'all are staying safe and having a wonderful holida...

Dhar's favorite meal [lineart WIP?]

feat. A'dhar and Jesse

Not sure if I want to color this one because I know I won't be able to stop myself until it's fully rendered, but we'll see.

another commission WIPs

lined the bunnies~ 

decided it would be nice to show my commission working process, although it's nothing unusual for this type of comms, just sketch, lineart and then coloring + some effects and overlays at the very last moment 

still need to full color them, but this might be my new favourite type of sfw comms ;;

and as you may or may not see - I enjoy drawing ffxiv weapons a little too much... with major help of references, of course. I'm not a complete madman (...

Happy Holidays!

Yay! I finished it even earlier!

Hope y'all having a wonderful time ♥ 

This one will be on twitter in a moment so I'll post it here for all tiers, but I have a high-res version without text for Guardian Angels and Spicy Adepts that I'll post a little later~

(hopefully) a holiday art [lineart WIP]

My lame Orthodox country doesn't celebrate Christmas like y'all people do, so I always forget about holiday pics or draw them only for the New Year.

I reeeeeally hope to finish this one in time for 31st, but at the very least - I think it should look okay even as a nice stand-alone group pic :з (mostly because I erased the christmas tree from it lol)

commission WIPs

I'm currently trying to finish a few older things in between commissions to show you a tiny bit later, but here are two hansome commissioned buns I'm working on rn! These are in approved sketch stage~

Idk, I've been having SO much fun with commissions lately. My clients give me such gorgeous and interesting characters to draw and they're all in my absolute comfort zone, ahhhh ;;

amidst deepest despair, light everlasting [lineart WIP]

heyyyy long time no see! posting this for all tiers because of my relatively important rant~

Very sorry for disappearing, but as it turned out, I really, REALLY needed a break from drawing. And a big one. Had to force myself into it though, but at least I was able to distract myself with Endwalker. And it really helped with my burnout actually! I feel somewhat refreshed and ready to overwork again. :'^) 

Sorry for the slowdown with comic updates as well, I'm still coloring it...

AST!Ren (finished)

Counting HOURS until Endwalker's early access!!! 

I might disappear for a few days to enjoy new expack a little, but other than that I'm working my a$$ off to finish the comic ;^;

friendly reminder

that I delete posts that are over 5 months old for the sake of old patrons and more 'exclusivity', so everything older than July (not including July content) is now gone except for high-res versions of pics that are in public access on my twitter accs. You didn't miss much except a few very old comic WIPs and PDF sketches though, but I highly recommend to check everything here once you subscribed. I'll try to remind about that from time to time and also add this info to my 'about' so to avoid...

commission WIPs

I have so much fun with commissions this month (especially with this batch), I think I finally got over my artblock/burnout and even leveled up a little?

Anyways, wonderful @Ash_AfterDark (twitter) allowed me to post a few crops from one of the current commissions and I'm very excited to show them to you because honestly, I don't remember the last time I enjoyed working on a sketchpage THIS much. 

Final and colored version of this comm should be on twitter later this week, I ...

design updates [2] (all done!)

Oookay I think I'm pretty happy with how everything looks now >:з

Had to chage tiers' pics as well so they fit the cover, but I think it's only for the best because they were super outdated as well.

Let me know what you think about new design!!! 

design updates

Hi there! Just a small fyi:

I'm FINALLY trying to do something with that ugly and incredibly outdated cover and profile photo so please bear with me and expect some design changes soon. I'll be experimenting with different drawings, crops and combinations so I hope it won't be too overwhelming. But I hope to finish with everything tomorrow or a day after! 

AST!Ren (lineart)

I got carried away a little with preparing comic linearts for coloring (mostly correcting them and exporting so my precious partner can help me fill everythig with flat colors, otherwise it'll take me a few more months lol) and working on commissions, but here's a thing to distract myself a little

Also my chair suddenly broke but the new one will arrive only on Thursday so I have to sit on an awful kitchen chair rn which is killing my back so I have to take breaks more often т_т

very important comic milestone ;;-;;

Don't wanna spoil anything important so sorry for a bad quality screenshot with half of the frames censored, BUT!

I FINALLY finished inking this bloody thing :________: all 40 pages!!!

I still need to go back to the first pages and correct a few frames that are really bothering me (because I inked them like back in spring), but that should be a very quick work and other than this I'm ready to proceed with adding dialogues and stuff. Then flat colors (I have my lovely partner to he...

Lightwarden!AU (final)

lineart 

flat color 

bonus no-text version, but I payed $30 for this ffxiv font and still had to manually correct it to resemble Shadowbringers' font more (it's different for some reason and I couldn't find this version of the font even though I spent a few hours on this) so please appreciate my struggles <D ...

sowft morning husbands (lineart WIP)

looking at the size difference of their butts makes me genuinely scared for Ren..

this is still sfw, though <D

sowft morning husbands (sketch WIP)

I’ve been trying to get over a pretty huge burnout for almost a month now. Like, inking and maaybe coloring old pics/commissions is okay-ish, because it's almost a mechanical process for me. But new personal sketches just don’t come out at all. At least not how I want them. But I'm slowly trying to shake myself up so here's... something. It's actually sfw and I'd love to finish it to a full-colored (or at least somehow colored) state, but idk. I also have a few nsfw-ish ffxiv fanart ideas...