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Meghan Hughes

Meghan Hughes

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My Screen Time

Hey farties! Just wanted to chat today about screen time since we get those summaries sent to our phones every Sunday. I've been thinking about taking a managed break away from my phone soon & wanted to chat about that today as well as just get a gauge on if you guys have taken a break away from your phones ever? If you feel comfortable, comment your screen time below! xo

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Up In The Air // A Poem

The dry spring air sweeps pollen through the wind

My shirt as a pillow under my head

I let the sun soak its gold rays into my cold dull bones

Naked on the porch

Breathing myself into the day

Please oh please can it last forever?

Each moment a reminder

Of the worth I hold

The only question is

Will I get up & go?

Or will I fold?


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Caption this?

I’m putting different pics on IG & wanted to share these here, but I can’t figure out a caption for the LIFE OF ME... I have to a acknowledge the dirty truck 😂 Cuz people will comment... I’m thinking “it’s almost dirty truck girl summer”???? idk man everything I come up with sounds weird LOL. Can you help me? Comment below!

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What would you watch?

I'm kind of living for doing content polls on here for the occasional weekly writing post because y'all have impeccable taste & help me so much! I need your opinions. I'm working with Native deodorant again soon & am back & forth between concepts for how I want to integrate them. I haven't done an "I Love This Stuff" in a while & they flow organically in the format of those vids, so I'm leaning towards filming that... BUT! I'm working with them for Earth Month! Earth Day is on...

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HEY BESTIE! Leaving you a little voicemail!

Giving you a weekend vibe check! Chatting about what I'm up to today & this weekend. What's on your agenda? Comment below!

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A Note on Determination

Hello my patreon peeps! For my writing post this week, I wanted to talk a bit about determination because it's been such a theme in both Finley & I's lives recently. For me, I'm determined to heal my trauma & for him, he is determined to heal his depression. We have been showing so much strength & persistence over the past month with making appointments to speak to professionals, showing up for the work, working continually together, etc. & I'm just SO!!! PROUD!!! This work is...

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Next main channel video?

Hey farties! For my writing post this week, I wanted to do a lil poll where you guys can choose what you want to see next on my main channel! I'll do both eventually, but I just want to know what you'd prefer to see first :-)

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Unseen Vacation Pics

HELLO MY PATREON PEEPS! I wanted to share some photos from our skiing trip that I didn’t post on IG. Fin’s parents took some cutie pics of us that I wanted to show & I also took some absurd ones that have funny tales to go along with them. I got sunburned on my chest as you can see in the 2nd pic! Fin’s parents told the waiter we were still celebrating my birthday so I got a little sweetie treatie & song! As you can see in pic 3, I was off the wine every night, but would literal...

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Hey Bae! How’s Your Day?

I’m on vacation at the moment, but wanted to pop on here just to say HEY! I started to learn to ski today & am VERY BAD, but Finley & his mom have been very patient with teaching me. Comment below if you have any ~beginners tips~ for skiing! I hope tomorrow my friggin knee is okay because I fell on it weird in my pizza stance today & it hurts real bad 🥺 But I will SURVIVE! I will THRIVE! 😂 I’m currently one beer in lying in bed in our hotel procrastinating reading becau...

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Birthday Party Pics

I had 4 close friends over yesterday for an early birthday party (my real b-day is on the 24th!) & I wanted to share some pics on here that I didn’t put on my IG story 🤪 Along with some pics that were so cute they needed to be shared twice! 😂 I was so scared we’d get rained out, but we were able to play our yard games (I’m obsessed with badminton) & have a bonfire like I had planned! It was such a nice day filled with giggles, reebs, & sweet gifts! I’m so fucking hap...

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Future Postings/My Vacation

HEY BAE! HOW YA DOIN' TODAY? For my writing post this week, I just wanted to give a work update because a lot is going to be happening in the coming weeks & I want to ~spell it all out~ for you as well as me! LOL. So! I'm filming a haul for my main channel today & that will hopefully go up tomorrow or by this weekend. I'll be streaming on Twitch tomorrow night at 6 PM PST as usual. Ideally, I'd also love to upload a sesh this week on here for my $5 & $10 tiers, so be looking for t...

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Would You Let Me Save Your Life? Be Honest!

I worked as a lifeguard when I was 15 & found my old work suit in my memory box at home in GA over the holidays. I took it home with me but didn’t try it on until today & I am SHOCKED it still fits! I took a bunch of pics in it feeling myself lmfaooooo so here is one for my patreon peeps just cuz I feel spicy! Happy Wednesday!

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Revisiting Ladylike for International Women's Day

In 2016, I wrote a poem titled "Ladylike" to premiere at a film festival in Toronto. It's still one of my favorite pieces I've ever written. I wrote it to explore the feminine side that lies in us all, femme-identifying or not. I wanted to revisit this piece today for International Women's Day. I hope you enjoy this reminder of the divine feminine in you & me. I love you!

The first time I felt feminine was in dance class

My mom tied my hair up in pretty bows

I wore leota...

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Next main channel video?

Hello my patreon peeps! I live for a poll & always want to give you guys first priority for content I'm working on even if it's off of patreon! I've been going back & forth between picking out a video idea for my main youtube video this week & I need your help! Vote below! :')

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HAPPY MARCH Y'ALL!

Hello my patreon peeps! Happy March! It's my birthday month! Yeehaw! I'm celebrating my ~golden birthday~ this year! I'm turning 24 on March 24th, so I'm VERY excited about that! Also, March is just the best month in my opinion! Spring starts creepin on in, it starts to warm up a bit, flowers start bloomin, my seasonal depression fades into a faint haze rather than a roaring fog, & I GET TO GARDEN PLAN! I would love to do some more gardening centered content on here & on YouTube this ...

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PICK MY THUMBNAIL!

Which would you click? Comment #1 or #2 below!

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Evergreen // A Poem

(Been a while since I posted a poem on here so here I go!)


Evergreen trees keep me sane

In winter months when seasonal depression calls my name

The deciduous descendents stand grey

And they all look the same

Skeletal forests are beautiful in their own way

But there's something about trees never losing their color

That makes me want to be that way

Through days of gloom & never-ending doom

They stand tall & are a model for...

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What book changed your life?

Hello my fellow bookworms! For this week's writing post, I wanted to ask a question that you guys can answer in the comments. What book changed your life? For me, at least most recently, it was probably "Braiding Sweetgrass" by Robin Wall Kimmerer. I feel like it really shaped my relationship with nature to be more like an art lover admiring paintings in a museum... I just want to admire everything outside with our hand lense now! I want to identify all the species with our ID books! It was a...

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Which pic for a thumbnail?

Comment below 1, 2, 3, or 4! It's for a self love vid so that's why I posed for the heart ones, but I also feel like they look awkward??? Idk

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A Mental Health Update

Hi peanuts! For my writing post this week, I just wanted to give an honest mental health update because I'm going through it LOL. I just have been dealing with a lot of change in my life & am having a hard time adjusting. I'm obviously chatting about all of this with my therapist as well, but I think it's helpful to be transparent with you guys because it may help some of you to know that you're not alone. Also, if you're not struggling, then it may be insightful to know that everything i...

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(7 PM PST) 500 PATRON CELEBRATION/SUPERBOWL SNACK PREP! WOO!

BEEP BEEP BOOP BOOP! LET'S MAKE SNACKS AS A GROUP!

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LIVESTREAM TONIGHT AT 7 PM PST!

Hello farties. After some deliberation, I decided just to do the livestream tonight because that's what won in the poll I posted this week! We will be celebrating 500 patrons! WOO! We will also be ~manifesting 600 for the end of this month~ because that would be iconic! My patron & twitch viewer Carle expressed that it would be cool to see me stream while prepping some Superbowl snacks for tomorrow/she wants to see how I make seitan & I think that sounds FUN so I'm gonna be doing a li...

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600 Patron Celebration? But we only have 523 Patrons? HELP ME DECIDE! LOL

Chatting about how Patreon frigged up my patron count & now I'm reconsidering doing the livestream for hitting 600? Idk! Lmk what you guys think below!

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What day works best for a 600 patron livestream celebration?

Vote below!

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My Spirituality

HELLO FARTIES! I've been reflecting a lot lately about my spiritual... Journey I guess you could call it? So I wanted to talk about that in my writing post this week. I also filmed a video/sesh for my top tier all about that/leaving the Church today, but I wanted to chat about it in writing here too so I can ask you guys questions. For background I was raised Catholic, but I don't really subscribe to those beliefs anymore & only go to Catholic church with my family on Christmas (occasiona...

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600 Patron Celebration?!

HELLO STINKIES! For my writing post this week, I wanted to ask you guys for some input on what we should do for our 600 patron celebration?! I can't believe we hit 600... That's insane. For our last celebration, we did a livestream, but I feel like we should do something different this time! IDK! What do you guys think? I will leave a couple options down below to vote on, but feel free to comment whatever ideas you may have down below! WOO! THANK YOU FOR 600 PATRONS!

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Left You a Voicemail! Love You Dahling!

You've got mail! Well... Updates on my life in the form of a voicemail!

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YouTube Age-Restricting Content

HI GUYS! For my writing post this week, I wanted to update you on something I discovered yesterday & I also wanted to vent... LOL. SO! Yesterday I uploaded a foggy fort sesh to my $5 & $10 tiers. I use YouTube as a host platform to distribute content to you guys on here by uploading unlisted videos to my vlog channel then just putting the links here. I do this because the other option is using Vimeo & I'm pretty sure I have to pay to upload there (LAME)! I've never had issues with...

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What I'm Filming + How I'm Feeling :P

BEEP BEEP TOOT TOOT! SO WHAT IF I LOVE YOU?!

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New Moon New ME!

Hi cuties! For this week's writing post, I want to be able to lift up your intentions/manifestations that you need extra thoughts behind. If you'd like to, comment below something that you would like me or all of us to hold space for on this new moon! I'll be doing a little intention setting ritual of my own this evening for the first new moon of the new year & I'd love to be able to speak all of your intentions into existence as well. I used to do this just by writing them down in my jou...

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