Tenteraten

2022/06/02 patreon Kamidana

I'm thinking about Patreon's services.

This will act like a kickstarter for the person who launched the project. And for those who continue to manga and serialize, it may be like a salary.

I'm still sick and haven't fixed way of working. I want to think about what this service looks like to me. For example, as long as you look here, you can be sure that I am alive. Perhaps I will write some diaries for those who are looking here. It isconfirmation of survival of individ...

2022/06/01Lazy loaf

If I done all past commissions I hope i can open more loafs.

2022/05/29 personal

For Keroleud

2022/05/28d daily sketch

Daily sketch

Ehael biology

Just body

2022/05/26 about partnership

So If you lose a role-playing relationship, you lose your character's relationship at the same time. Nonetheless, people cannot forget with the inspiration for co-creation. Looking for what we need to do to get independent satisfaction.

2022/05/24 daily sketch and eldenring

Oni

2022/05/22 I’m okay

So

The picture is for Sai who bought a game to me (APICO the bee breeding game from steam) and i draw FFT avatar for him as thanks.

Finally I back to internet. Today I return from welfare facility and spend the last week with Mick and Romi until my moving.

I will start again my life in Tokyo. Japan will soon begin accepting travel by overseas. Online and money help me a little. Art and art friends save me better. But most my help belong to real person, I noticed. when you ...

2022/05/20 daily sketch

All traditional

2022/05/19 About a love

I want to explain but English is a bit hard to it.

2022/05/18 daily sketch

2022/05/16 daily 2

Nnn

2022/05/16 daily

Some of dogsled. I ready to move at month end. So I hope TMS therapy will help me.

2022/05/07 Doodle on month

Some blue

2022/05/07 diary

So no one have no responsibility about someone birth and death. We will be kicked out of our childhood in no time.

2022/05/05 about a busy

The lack of time, money and skills of people means that they have no chance of resolving guilt in their lives. Life without a chance to resolve guilt is one of soul poverty.

2022/05/02 about patreon

Recent situation. I am preparing to move and am moving to a dormitory for people with a public welfare handicap to avoid stress. This is currently my only place of self-expression online. Now big patron is gone and one-dollar patrons coming. It's difficult for me to draw as I want, so this is now a only place of my survival note to people. Thank you to all who remained.

Well, I'm thinking about what I can do in this format right now. If you share your thoughts on philosophical thin...

2022/05/02 horse

Daily

The first pic’s pattern helped by another person

2022/05/02 diary

Painting - I can draw randomly. So thank you paying me still. I have no every job now and it helping me a lot.

2022/04/23

Cannot sleep. I angry to every my memory.

2022/04/22 diary

Situation is slow but serious. I'm trying to start moving. I try to leave from living dead life. So my part is dead, And hope going to alive as new part.

2022/04/15 OCs

Am I really myself in the old days? They have a history of 22 years. I will have to leave the old way. I feel just very lonely.

2022/04/01 part of Vilous lore

Now, here's the part I recently completed sharing with Mick. It contains a big theme about our real world. The Sieg people are unified into the country of Shigu, but they have made a big mistake. I had an unlimited number of children, despite the lack of education and supplies. They didn't even understand pregnancy correctly. It was like a kingdom of children only. Shermans and Agudners could be educators, but their numbers were not enough for the ever-growing number of aspiring soldier...

2022/04/01 partner and creation

Living alone is detrimental to my health. But living with the wrong people also damages my health. I don't hate my current partner, but I feel we shouldn't live together anymore. Vilous too. people want to Vilous , but it is not my stuff after all. And I'm looking for another partner with my own creation. My parents' failure in 20 years, and my failure in 20 years, kept me away from interacting with people. My parents are getting older. And I don't feel any peace of mind in the world. ...

2022/03/31 parents and doctors

They loved each other under the promise. My body was born. But why? I still know that people and God love me. Only my body is dried up by the gapped and laggied love of the world. But stilI writing it to people…. for listener. it is my expression. maybe for alive once, or for last abyss. hey, the way is correct? or not? correct listener? correct place and price? I’ll fault again? or it will be next step? Where are the doctors who have time? I need interest from people to me. how mu...

2022/03/31 - personality?

I feel it is unnecessary for me. But what makes me me? I don't think genes and birthdays are so important on their own. Personality and thinking tendencies, as well as communities and languages ​​are major factors, but they are changing. I have to destroy my previous purpose and mindset. But my body is about to perish together. It's a bit like Poo's training in Earthbound.

I'll at least have to keep my body tied up, so I'll be leaving Mick's house and returning to my parents...

2022/03/31 - supplement

The reason I did this was simply because my parents were "forced by my grandmother" and "busy non-interference from work" i think. I wanted to give other people what I didn't get, mainly "interest in personality". And I wanted them to live without spoiling their unique abilities. By doing so, I also thought that I could exert my strength. But I don't think I should have imposed my expectations on them. It was, after all, the same as what my parents did, and I think I was only doubly hurt...

2022/03/31 close to death

My body refuses to move and forgets how I had hope. Walking is difficult for me.

Well, I'm thinking about death, but you should be relieved about it as it's not a suicide plan. I set end of myself to 4/10. It was the day my grandmother died last year. All the calamities I carried died with her who afflicted my mother. I thought about my role. And I came to the conclusion that "I done all " and its purpose are no longer necessary for me who current period. That fact is...

Patreon slowing

I'm suffering from health problems again and can't get out of bed. We apologize to all the supporters, but please wait for the recovery.

2022/02/21 daily sketch

Dogs