And not against you...
This is something I am fully aware of now.
The more I am present, the more I accept, the more I improve.
I kept on saying that 2017 was going to be the year that everything would change for the better. That it would be MY year.
Looking back, I definitely see the dots connecting. I see the bigger picture of it all. I understand why I had to go through things, that weren't always so nice, to get to the point where I am at now.
All my exp...
2017-10-20 18:00:02 +0000 UTC
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I said things are changing this fall. Things had to change. Somewhere I am glad they did, but it the change didn't come without a scratch.
Unfortunately I won't be going to Vietnam anymore..
I will be moving out today. Packing my stuff, returning the key and leaving...
Things are a little too fresh to explain in details here. Maybe I won't ever explain it in detail, but I will be updating about some of the highlights in future videos.
Even though I don't owe anyon...
2017-10-04 11:59:00 +0000 UTC
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Many things are happening in my life. I haven't been consistent with my content and will soon update you guys about it. Hope to get back on track again.

One thing I wanted to share is the time I spend at the Pasar Raya. An Indonesian Festival in The Netherlands.
Some of you might know that the Dutch had colonies in Indonesia. There is a big Indonesian community in the Netherlands, so we have...
2017-09-30 06:44:19 +0000 UTC
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It isn't even autumn yet, but look at us wearing warm clothes. It has started pouring so much in The Netherlands. Not a week goes by that I am not drenched by the rain.
Yet I started to grow fond of it over the months. I used to not even want to go outside when I rained. I didn't want to get wet or cold.
Nowadays I don't mind it at all, I started to love it. I already loved rain fall when sitting warm at home, but now I want the raindrops to touch my skin, I want to smell the...
2017-09-19 05:26:31 +0000 UTC
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Last two weeks were tough. I felt lost. I felt like I had no clue what I was doing with my life. Had to set some priorities straight and clear my mind.
But I got through it. Like most people always do.
I feel wonderful now. I went for a run. It has been more than a month.
I have a bunch of videos in the pipeline. More videos about NoFap, recipes, healthy eating and living and vlogs are coming up soon. First I am trying to finish a blog post I have been working on ...
2017-08-09 21:13:40 +0000 UTC
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