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[TIER 10] IATL: Chapter 6

Chase walks back to his room with what he knows is his goofy smile on his face. The one he got when Sam did something particularly adorable. Like fart and be crazy embarrassed about it. Or when he had an apple pie and it felt like a mini orgasm in his mouth. Now though, it seems like just talking to Gabriel gets him all stupid and googly eyes.

God, he had it bad. But he couldn't bring himself to give a single fuck. Yes, he crushing hard on Gabriel and damn everything to hell, but he's g...

[TIER 10] IATL: Chapter 5

Lucas splashes cold water on his face, eyes closed as he scrubs his hands over the rough scruff lining his jaw. He opens his eyes and rests his palms on the sink, looking up into the cracked glass above it. Cold blue eyes stare back at him. Droplet of water rolled off his eyelashes. A steady drip echoes in the bathroom. His reflection is calm and quiet, staring back at him like he's an interesting specimen. A polite, professional curiosity.

How could he look so calm when inside he is a ...

[TIER 10] IATL: Chapter 4

Glacial blue eyes flashes. The sound of a gunshot rings in the still air. And then he is falling. It feels like he is falling a long time before he hits the surface.

Cold sharp pain blooms all over his body. Like thousand needles pricking into him all at once. Sharp and relentless. He couldn't breathe. His body is screaming in agony as he is dragged further down into darkness. Water floods his lungs, and every breath feels like he's swallowing fire. Every inhale and exhale burn. The las...

[TIER 2] Banana Milkshake: Coming Out, Ru

I know a lot of friends who are gay or lesbian whose parent just pretend like that aspect of their life doesn't exists and have same relationship with their son and daughters just like before. Fake ignorance is still bliss I guess.

[TIER 2] Banana Milkshake: Curse Words

Can any Malaysian take a guess what that curse word was? XD Also, what do you usually use as a curse word in your language?

[TIER 2] Banana Milkshake: Drenched

Rain in Malaysia is like gallons of water pouring down on you, loud rain soundtracks on your roof and thunder booming everywhere whereas rain in the Netherlands, even if it's 1/8 the heaviness of Malaysia's downpour, it'll already be flooded XD

[PREVIEW] MWR up!

Recognize this art style? Guess who is writing again? XD

[TIER 2] MWR: The Now

This is Angel's POV and definitely isn't the true 'POV' cause everyone has their own situations and personalities. This is how she has managed to live life so far and her outlook are more confident and brighter because of the experiences she has had. So I don't think we should compare at all about how one should or should not make their choices because everyone has a different take on everything. Still, I like that she jumped in both feet with Drew <3 Sure and steady.

[TIER 2] Banana Milkshake: White Sneakers

When the store person doesn't tell you that it's part of a school uniform and you proudly wears it around XD

[TIER 2] Banana Milkshake: Monkey Business

When the monkey looks super adorable and people friendly but they're nasty creatures XD

[TIER 2] Banana Milkshake: Stereotype

When you're regarded as small fry in your home country but became a hunk in another. That will let anyone overcome their height complex XD unless your bf towers over you XD

[MOBILE WALLPAPER] Happy Easter!

Are you all excited for Easter already? Hahah my mother in law already got us so much easter eggs lol also some for Shinji XD He's a bit more than 1 and a half year old ^^ Hope he gets the concept of searching for eggs XD probably we will just 'hide' it in sight so he can spot it and pick them up XD

These will also be the stickers for this month!

[TIER 10] IATL: Chapter 3

Chapter 3

"Hey Gabriel, wake up..."

Gabriel blinks groggily as strong arms wrapped themselves around his back and under his knees. He startles awake when he's being lifted up and grabs onto the first thing his hands come across.

There's a small huff of laughter and an amused voice tease good-naturedly. "It's okay, Gabriel. It's alright. It's only me. You're grabbing my nipples pretty hard there."

Gabriel stares up at the face smiling down at him. "Luca...

[TIER 10] IATL: Chapter 2 (part 3)

Gabriel is almost catatonic by the end of it. Everything hurts. His jaw hurts, his throat hurts, and he just knows that when he does speak, his voice will be gruff like sandpaper. He wonders if he should skip dinner, sure that he won't be able to swallow around solid food anytime soon. Around his wrists and ankles, rope burns marred the delicate skin there.

The familiar ache between his legs causes him to groan unhappily. He doesn't even want to think about his anus. Alastair had decide...

[TIER 2] Banana Milkshake: I See No Difference

Malaysia is a multi-cultural country. The main three ethnics are Malays, Chinese, and Indians. Maybe cause we've been together for so long, we've pretty blended in. Our cultures have intertwined so much that we integrated other cultures into our own traditions. It's nice to see our own new blend of culture XD

[TIER 2] Banana Milkshake: Eat First

When you're used to eating together and can't eat when everyone else is looking XD In Malaysia, it's first come first serve especially since we really hate food gone cold XD

[TIER 10] It's A Terrible Life novel link

For those who like to read it on PDF chapter by chapter instead of update per update, you can find the link here! Since the chapter are cut into part in the Patreon updates, for the dropbox, I'll only update the chapter's PDF when it's completed! 

[TIER 10] IATL: Chapter 2 ( part 2)

Chase's jaw is aching by the time Ramsay is done. There are tear tracks running down his face and snot too. Ramsay was rough, triggering his gag reflex. He swallows and grimaces, hating the aftertaste of semen in his mouth. Of course, he wasn't allowed to spit, and the bitter tang is still fresh at the back of his tongue. Saliva drips messily down his chin, and he wipes it clean with the back of his hand.

Ramsay zips himself up and saunters to an armchair beside Alastair and sits, cross...

[TIER 2] Banana Milkshake: Randomness

You don't need to make plans. You just call all your buddies until one of them Is free to hang out XD

[TIER 10] IATL: Chapter 2 (part 1)

"Gentlemen," Lucas addresses, standing in the middle of a large carpeted room. They're in one of the VIP rooms at a club downtown called "Casa Erotica." After being in so many of these rooms the past months, they all look almost identical to Gabriel now. Always the same designs with a variation of color and hues.

Today it's fluffy red carpeting, with a solid matte wallpaper the color of a dark rose. Large armchairs and couches littered the rooms. Always close by, a small table with a co...

[PREVIEW] MWR up!

Guess whose arc we're on right now? XD

[TIER 2] MWR: Hypochondria

This side of Drew wasn't covered in the backstory >.<lll Was more focus on his and Punk's history together and that little bit about his mom >.< Also, decided to draw this in panel form cause topless Drew heheheheh XD

[TIER 2] Banana Milkshake: Manglish

Harimau means tiger. But hari-hari mau mau  means Everyday I want want XD When we can speak fluent English but choose not to cause it's too formal for us XD

[TIER 10] It's A Terrible Life sketches wips

I actually already finished like Ep1 XD sketches but I'm not going to line it since I've already gave up the comic idea XD But I think it's nice to share XD For those of you who already read the novel, you can probably tell the subtle difference between how the novel is and how it became now in comic form. Probably you can see why I decided it's a lost cause to try to translate the full novel into comic >.< 

[TIER 3] It's a Terrible Life character sheets

In order of appearance: Gabriel Ward, Lucas Kane, Chase Reed and Michael Angelo (he only appear one third into the story XD)

[TIER 10] It's A Terrible Life: WIP comic

You know, before I decided to post the novel, I did consider turning it into a comic. As you can see from the paneling, I have to make quite big changes to make it flow in comic form >.<ll In the end, it doesn't really work cause it's just too hard to switch a novel to comic form in my opinion. I even came up with this artstyle just for this comic lmao XD I hope you'll enjoy reading it in novel form just as much XD

I feel like I can only draw comic from scratch (like it's made fro...

[TIER 2] Banana Milkshake: Humidity

When you enter the tropics, you enter condensation XD hot hot condensation XD

[TIER 2] Banana Milkshake: Want to Eat What?

Fun fact: it's wayyyy cheaper to eat out in Asia than to cook unless maybe if you cook for a family. Single and pringle, eat out, hang out, dine out XD Downside: the eternal want to eat what question lmao

[POLL] It's a Terrible Life update schedule

Since this is a novel and I know I like to read them continuously (like long updates) so I'm wondering what you all would prefer? 3x a week: Mon, Wed, Fri or you like it in one go, Fri, Sat and Sun? Let me know! ^^ At the moment, the update schedule is Fri, Sat and Sun but I can change it based on what you all prefer most ^^

[TIER 10] IATL: Chapter 1 (part 1)

Warning for prostitution, forced prostitution of minor (barely legal, almost 18), rape, violence, drug abuse and killings.

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Almost there, Lucas thinks as he throws the pen he'd been using back into its holder. It falls exactly into place. Closing his books, he smiles as he leans back into his armchair, fingers linking together in front of his mouth. The profits have almost doubled this month. He can contribute that to his recent partnership with Curtis Ramsay.

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