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Dinner (NSFW)

What are we having tonight you ask? Pussy.

Might hate myself later for that joke, anyway

I really wanted to draw them all lately I couldn‘t hold myself back. I also considered just drawing them doing it in a threesome but I didn‘t have any ideas for that 😔 maybe later.

Despite all that bickering in the comic Bella and Lian actually have a lot of chemistry, from one hothead to another, yanno? We‘ll see how their relationship develops in the comic, hm? 👀

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Nakey boys

Sorry I made that title sound kinda nsfw lmao,,

No body shaming here I just wanna feed Henry some cookies. Frankly he‘s always been thin and will always be no matter how much he eats. He‘s not a person to be insecure about their body but when he stands next to someone like Lian he,, yanno,, it surely provokes some thoughts.

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Double smooches

Hey I think we‘re used to me drawing non canon ships by now aren’t we?

These three just really give me good poly vibes- though I will never actually change the ships that will be endgame so I can tell you that this might never happen :^) but hey as a former fandom artist I always enjoyed drawing non canon ships.

The problem I see here is the relationship between Henry and Lian. Not sure if they‘d be perfectly comfortable dating Bella at the same time yanno 😔 They still h...

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Phoenix redesign? Maybe??

So what if Phoenix was an actual Phoenix? Haha just kidding... unless?

I could make him part of the supernatural OC gang 🤙 Even though I liked the concept of him looking very pure and friendly but being secretly a criminal— maybe he can still be somehow bad? I might think about this some more 😤

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Sketch dump

First one is more or less concept art for,, upcoming episodes hehe (remember Oscar talked about their pool?) I‘m actually dreading those scenes because yanno,, female bodies be harder than it seems 💃

Second one was something I wanted to turn into a full illustration but lost motivation and now it will never be finished. A shame, I like Oscar‘s expression 😔

Third one is just random I was drawing some shapes and added lineart after.

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Sneak Peek

I find that scene without context and dialogue quite funny. Oscar is just questioning his decisions right now. Boy never met gay people his entire life and suddenly they‘re all around him? Must be super scary.

Anyway I might have,,, put more effort into Archie‘s picture than necessary because it‘s so small in the comic lmao,, but at least I can show it to you 😤 I just realized after finishing it that you can‘t even really see his cool neck tattoo that‘s a shame :// Someday...

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Angst and cuddles

Is it weird to say I‘m actually really anticipating the angst in the comic? I‘d say we haven‘t even see the tip of the iceberg yet haha- there‘s so much to come I gotta prepare myself as well.

You know what is even better than angst? Angst ending with cuddles. Soft, soooooft cuddles. They deserve it.

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Oliver‘s apartment

Something different today, but I really enjoy drawing layouts like that 😄 It‘s also very practical to have this for future episodes ;)

I actually imagine his apartment really messy (but the aesthetic kind of messy, yanno?) and full of random stuff lying around everywhere. For the comic it‘s gonna be impossible for me to portray it like that all the time or else I would sit years on some backgrounds oof,,

I just think it’s a very comfortable small home 🤧💕

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Hair swap

They all give completely different vibes now I don‘t know how I feel about this 🤔

Oliver looks kinda hipster, Henry looks 10 years younger and Oscar,,, could be his genderbend lmao-

Moral of the story, they look good as they are, we don‘t need to change anything 😂

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Ready? (NSFW)

Small NSFW comic for the new month!

Noticed how I never draw Oscar with black nails in scenes like this? It‘s all in the far future, not canon at all at the moment haha, but it‘s a nice indicator to show that Oscar is getting better.

After he broke up with Raquel he was (and still is) very lonely and touch-starved. He slept around here and there but that just made him feel worse. Boy is really in dire need of love. Real love. Not to spoil anything but his school time was insa...

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Summer boy

It‘s been really hot here lately so I was in the mood to draw some summery Oscar. Very refreshing to draw and render these good abs and tiddies. I also added a wet version- like he just came out of the pool 👅💦 

He might be the only human being holding their popsicle like this god help him.

Last but not least I uploaded a speedpaint in the attachments 💕 I think this is the best quality I can get out of procreate haha,, (let me know if you can‘t open it, then I‘l...

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Some Ollies

You see, when he shaves off his beard he would just look like a grown baby, that‘s why we can‘t get rid of it 😔 gotta have something to indicate his age.

Also I really forgot to draw his glasses on both pictures oh,,

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Two aesthetics

Haven‘t really thought about anything while drawing these two. Now that I look at it they give me androgynous vibes 🤧 tho gotta admit my mind leans immediately towards boys just because that‘s my art comfort zone nngh,,

Kinda really like right‘s jacket but damn do I have no idea how I drew that 😔

If you have name suggestions let me know 🤙

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Henry‘s hair

That‘s it, that‘s the post.

Sometimes I wish he knew how beautiful he is. That little colored Henry could be a potential outfit for future episodes, I‘m sometimes afraid I‘ll run out of ideas haha- good thing they can‘t have an endless wardrobe.

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Shower thoughts

Back to the shower theme because I love it sm 😔

They had some fun in there, maybe too much fun.

I really realized how weird it is now after drawing them so often (especially together like this if you know what I mean) coming back to the comic where they are basically strangers- it makes it kinda harder to write dialogue because I really gotta pay attention that it‘s accurate for their current relation/situation. But it‘s okay I did this to myself 👌

The new chapter...

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Renegade teaser

Oscar back again with his shenanigans, somebody tell him to stop being stupid.

Sometimes I forget that I never talked about Oscar‘s past in detail and that you technically know nothing about him. I want to tell you so badly but then I have nothing to reveal in the comic :‘D

Just like Henry he didn‘t have a fun childhood. Even though they experienced complete different things, they might be more similar than you think. Another similarity is actually Oscar doing drugs/drinkin...

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Onesies

Do you call them that? I‘m sure there‘s another term for that but I can‘t think of it-

Anyway, soft Oscar (+Oliver) for the weekend! ❤️

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"Thank you"

If you listen closely you can still hear me sob about them.

I‘m sorry I never let them have their well deserved hug 🤧 Hope this will make up for it.

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Small art dump

Taking a day off doesn’t mean I don’t have anything to post haha ;) Hope you enjoy these small doodles!

Still can’t believe I’m really done with Counting The Days, it’s only been five chapters but it felt like an eternity. Now the sneak peeks here will be of new episodes for Renegade ;)

So anyway Oliver spooning Oscar always makes me soft,, Oliver is literally THE perfect person for cuddles and everyone deserves such a person in their life (or just be the cuddle person y...

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Final sneak peek

I can‘t wait to finally finish this aaah it‘s been a few long weeks haha,, honestly even if I don‘t win any price I had so much fun drawing a little story for Henry and I will miss small Henry SO MUCH so I don‘t regret anything! Also I feel like it helped me improve with art and writing 🤧

I could probably draw the last episode over and over again and would never be satisfied aaah but I need to end it smh

Funfact Henry‘s dad‘s eyebrows are inspired by a goomba (plea...

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Play date

No sexual tension in here nuh uh ...but Henry‘s hand is making me nervous

I really love his hair like this it looks so cool somebody tell him he should wear it like that more often 😤

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Art dump

Today we are serving... meals.

To the first one: I watched a youtuber drawing some peacocks and was really inspired! I just had this idea for a suit like that in my head and it admittedly didn‘t turn out EXACTLY how I thought it would but it still looks very good on Henry 😔 He can wear these kinds of things like no one else honestly

Furthermore we have crouching Oscars and Roscoe from Animal crossing I‘m sorry I had to he radiates extreme dad vibes-

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Sleepy boys in the morning

All their beds look so comfortable I just wanna- sneak in there 😔 obviously just because of the beds yes

Oliver is actually quite a morning person, when he woke up he can‘t go back to sleep no matter how tired he is. He is barely tired though because he goes to bed pretty early. What a loser.

Henry might contemplate hiding under the covers again even though he knows he really should get up because the longer he stays in bed the harder it will be getting out of it.

Oscar...

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Kyle (AC)

Mature men with beard and long hair just hit different you know,,

I really like Kyle because for me his character and design have a little more depth and interest to them- also he just gives off massive dad energy and I‘d love to get a hug from him 🥺

I also drew him with Katt just chilling! I really underestimated her at first (she was one of my first two villagers) but she really grew on me over time and now she‘s my baby too 😤

They kinda have this gay and lesbia...

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They‘re celebrating pride too I guess (NSFW)

You know, pretty sure Oscar had no idea something like a pride month even exists but that‘s okay he‘s dumb.

Sometimes these two just enjoy to touch each other instead of having anal sex (it‘s especially way more comfortable for Oscar lmao), well maybe someday he can convince Ollie to switch positions 👀

I‘ve actually been thinking about drawing a different couple next for nsfw art (not that I‘m getting tired of these boys but I feel like I neglect everyone else HAHA) a...

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Happy Pride Month 2020! 🏳️‍🌈

Last year I posted a little doodle of Oliver and Oscar so I thought this year is lesbian time 🤙 At first I drew Wanda with Robin but then I thought I haven‘t revealed her design yet and I kinda want to keep it a secret until she appears in Renegade for the first time :‘))) but that‘s okay because Wanda is rocking it anyway!

I will be mainly busy with Counting The Days for the rest of the month because I‘d like to finish it as soon as possible so I can focus on other things ag...

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GoT AU

Okay wait hear me out- I know I have like a million AUs but they‘re always fun

I‘ve just recently started waching Game of thrones but I like the set-up with all the houses and regions and all. Now they aren‘t supposed to resemble any specific characters so if you haven‘t watched the show that‘s totally fine. I also don‘t mean to follow the plot I just wanna make things up myself and have fun with dressing them in fancy fantasy-ish clothes.

Oscar‘s doing his best as...

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Painting practice

I feel like the anatomy is a bit wonky here and there but that’s okay I focused on the colors 😤 I used a reference for the color palettes!

I spent the last few days on these and I still have an episode to finish wish me luck 😤 Might post a sneak peek later too 👌❤️

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Small art dump

Here we have Dad Oliver (it‘s not his child, could be Bella’s now that I look at it- but he‘s good with kids in general), Henry keeping a kitty dry and two idiots.

Oliver would love to adopt a child but isn’t sure if it would actually work out, maybe he’ll just bring ten dogs home and calls it a family.

Oscar isn’t good with kids he’s a disaster.

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Gerudo Oscar (+process pics)

I told myself to draw alot of stuff today but seem to have gotten,, distracted,, with this 🤷‍♀️ It does make a good wallpaper tho!

I actually think Oscar would quite fit in with the Gerudo even tho they are only women. I haven‘t played any other Zelda game besides BOTW (I know shame) but isn‘t Ganondorf a Gerudo, too? I believe there can be male Gerudo haha! Anyway,,,,

Had a lot of fun shading these abs,, I missed shading some good abs 🥺

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