faelions

choices

it feels like im not getting feedback for designs and im not sure whats too much as a vtuber anymore 6m9;;

id love to know ur thoughts on why u like what, what u think works

wips

i actually have nothing this month bc im giga blocked and im Still tryna figure out maybe what direction vtuber should go?? i like the idea of the purrcelain/ porcelain but idk... not pink but fuck i love it

ill be doing a soft launch of spicy comms soon

designs n ideas

i had a really amazing trip to germany and its good to be home but im already feeling overwhelmed!! its ok tho, im just trying to take it easy and get back into art

Under the Sea

one more post before i go!! 

a private personal piece that my friend riley helped with

i really liked how the greyscale came out so i just kept it

i remember being able to a good job rendering in school so it was super nice coming back to it

some errors here and there now that i look back it but its ok :>

gone for a lil bit!

im outty for a social media break to hopefully re-evaluate my life and where to put my focus in next

im really excited for this because im gonna feel a lot better when i come back!

i have lots planned i just hope i have the energy to execute them

heres some doodles and the lil face to go with my announcement post

love you guys, thanks so much for the support. i know things are super omega up and down for me, but i genuinely love giving u guys the sneak peaks...

"Worship me"

only slightly spicy, as nothing is truly shown

ill be posting it publicly on a secret twitter!!

Cult of the Fae

im so happy how this turned out!!

base by superhensa on twitter

songs that go with this:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P9uGNVfZjqM 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7APVSchu30 

I'll be uploading a slightly spicier version in the $5 tier section!!

WIPs

more wips!! of stuff!!

happy to say im in vgen now and after a few more ill add a patreon discount code for it!

ill be traveling out of the country soon so next month will be scarce of art but i hope to have a piece done before i leave!!

if you have any ideas for me art wise you know im open to hearing them!

slowly but surely

im ALMOST READY FOR NORMAL COMMS AAAAAAA IM EXCITED heres the character page example!!

Limited Expieremental Comm Slots open

You guys get first dibs and a 10$ discount on the commission!

I also am including the pride icons like previous example.

please read if you'd like to get one.

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Please email me at faelions@gmail.com with the character references of your choice,  your paypal email, what option you'd like, and then make sure to type in FAEGAE10 in the email to receive the discount!

commission examples

i promise im working really hard to come up with the best examples to show off before comms but i really am at a low point still and im sick!! but heres some examples of stuff like character page, chibi and pride icons ill be offering here first and then on discord and then publicly

Testing

trying to find a style i like so i can get back to freelancing properly :)

i quit my irl job bc its causing so much pain irl and my allergies are out of control!!

i really need to get my ass in gear for what style im offering in the future T_T

Kuroijä SPEEDPAINT

i tried something new for a speedpaint and would love feedback! it'll be up on youtube in a few days

Kuroijä

speedpaint coming soon!

WIPS

just a bunch of unfinished stuff

gonna try and get the top 3 done, a lil spicy cult fae :3

PNGTubers Batch 1

slowly but surely getting these done!

here we go again

HEAVY SIGH

just a fucking dumb doodle that was funnier in my head

doki doki animation

yeah yeah here we fucking go again lmfao

at least the animation is cute!!

cha cha cha

im doing very bad mentally!! however i get one (1) seratonin boost from the eurovision song

i will be working on a fuck load of comms so just a heads up!!

Style WIP

im trying to work on my new style that ill offer for commissions soon

its tricky trying to figure it out but hopefully ill get there soon

bonus vent art

Outfit Gif

during the little free time i have, im trying to completely revamp commissions, styles, TOS and everything to offer art in the future

the job i have now, dog bathing/grooming, is leaving me really battered and bruised for 8 hours a day. I took an allergy test, u know, blood for the blood gods - and it came back "im not allergic to the 40 allergens that they test for" which um!! then why i cant i breathe thru my nose daily!! pretty sure im allergic to at least pet dander. even...

Sketches

I have been accepted to work in a real job offline from the internet which means art and any owed art will be incredibly slow. I'm already burnt out as is & only have motivation for friend projects anyway. So I will be working to the point of exhaustion and hopefully stream me speedrunning sly 1 almost everyday along side it. Even though I am seeking out help, I sadly cannot just speedrun trauma therapy. I am in indescribable emotional pain, so lets hope i can not only be too tired to fee...

Make sure to change your tier! PSA

Since I deleted the 10$, if you were part of that, make sure you change your tier or you wont have access to the discord role!

Thanks so much, will hopefully have a better more productive month in march <3

Feb Patreon Icons

Belongs to their respective users

Icon Tier will be discontinued for the time being!

Closing the 10$ tier for now

I'm a bit too overwhelmed for more work piled upon me and will be closing the tier this month

Will reopen again soon, but please make sure to switch up your tier this week!

Thanks so much and will be getting user's icons done today.

Year of the Rabbit

finally fae in a bunny suit prayge

Will release on twitter this weekend

Happy Vday!

My mental health has still been incredibly whacky and this will be my first vday in a few years alone

(every vday up until 3 years ago was pretty atrocious! like bro its my brand!! HELLO!!! >:T lol)

i just wanted to have something art wise for this day, unsure about a stream but i had a lot of fun with a lot of effects on this LOL i wanna start adding more glitter and sparkles!! >:3

icons will be worked on sometime this week, just need to get my e...

doodle WIPS + text lol

yeah yeah lots of lims...

what can i say, hes just fun to draw!! hoping to draw more for myself and friends this month

and finish some previous WIPs

2 things
1. still not better at from my last meltdown, but my heart is feeling whole with a new group of friends + discord mods n community. i know a deep connection again will take time, but i think im surrounded by some really good people this time... <3

2. patreon icons will be worked on of course, just...

more wips

dms will be sent to icon tiers soon!

Mental health plummet (vent)

Very sorry for the lack of art this month.

Didn't think i could hit more rock bottom than I could but here we are. I no longer have a supportive group of close friends as they proceeded to drop me without warning or communicating with me to fix things between us. 

Going to therapy once a week is already financially hefty, but it looks like im gonna need more. I got lucky that a few local friends made time to help me reprioritize things yesterday but that seemed to only last a...