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Heinrix

Another Heinrix piece, this time a proper painting!

I enjoyed playing around with the lineart look this past month or so, but I have to say that I find it easier to paint more subtle pieces, especially when it comes to expressions, linelessly. It can be really restrictive to stick with lineart, especially if it's not flowing well. I was originally going to line this piece, but I realized I'd made some anatomical mistakes with Heinrix's left arm in the initial sketch that had the piece l...

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more Rogue Trader brainrot and update for print club

Hey guys! Here's a doodle I did based on a scene I've had swimming around in my head from Rogue Trader. Heinrix's romance is absolutely... chef's kiss and I just did not expect it haha. More people have got to check this game out, the companion writing is just stellar.

This month's print club pack is going to be another fairy prince... quite a popular one, I was inspired to revisit a favorite book of mine after so many people drew comparisons with last month's Astarion pie...

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mermay Astarion (I managed it!)

apparently my new thing is turning Astarion into as many mythical creatures as possible.

centaur next, anyone?

notice: print club orders are being packed this very moment (by the time you see this I've dashed off to the adjacent room to furiously press wax seals). if you don't get a tracking email by Monday let me know!

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Fey King Astarion (May's monthly print)

hey guys!! the May print is here! (and shipping out ASAP so keep an eye out for tracking soon!)

I ended up going in a different direction with this piece. I originally was going with that little purple fey Astarion, but oh my gosh guys this thing would NOT print well. Purple is the devil for print. I tested it for printing in the WIP stage and it was just not going to happen. I finished it up quickly so I can share it with you guys at least. ;;

Also, I really got inspired to go w...

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Halsin portrait

absolutely having a blast with this experimental style- I really missed the expressiveness of lineart and I'm enjoying returning to it a bit. The newest Astarion piece (the fey one) will follow the same style as I'm ALMOST finished with it.

Lineart is rougher on my hand which is why I shelved doing it last year, but the siren call... (I'm testing out different brush hardnesses as well as pressure sensitivity in order to dial this in a little better.

Also it's fun because I can sh...

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Olive (experimental piece)

Hey everyone, something a little experimental as I goof around more with adding texture to my pieces. I really would like to push a more organic look to my paintings, and I think this might be a step in the right direction.

It's a bit of a combo of my newer stuff with my older stuff, I do miss doing scratchy lineart which I was really into for quite a while.

This is Olive, she is my human OC who is entangled with Maksim, Yuya, and my other grungy vampires.

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Marazhai

oops. I love him, your honor.

two things I can't resist:

1. painting horrible men with blood all over their faces

2. an excuse to give them sl*tty waist tattoos.

play rogue trader so I can justify painting Marazhai as much as I have Astarion. he's just another flavor of murderous stabby elf. you'll love him. I love him. sobbing

imagine him with his hair down...
I have to go lie down.

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Moonlight Pixie

hey guys, a pixie lad for you all in this spring season. This is also the postcard piece for this month's print club. Fey Astarion is in the works and I hope to have him posted in the next few days!! I'm really excited for it.

Apologies for the less stuff going on this month than usual, I've been dealing with some burnout and been honestly trashing a great deal of paintings...

The creative cycle is at times unending torment lol. I did enjoy painting this little dude for you all. ...

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dark fey Astarion WIP

oh I am so excited!!!!

sharing a patreon exclusive WIP because it's going to be a little bit before I have time to finish this up. I've decided this is going to be the main exclusive 8"x10" print for this month because I am so excited about it. ;A;

he nakey, and also the kind of fairy that probably pokes people in the eyes and bites. of course. twisted Feywild Astarion, essentially haha.

a bit of an ode to some of my favorite art growing up. Brian Froud's pressed fairie...

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Halsin sketch

Hey there! I have been a little artblocky lately so I thought I'd doodle our favorite bear...

I didn't really feel like going for a full painting, so I suppose you could say this is a good look at a significantly more polished version of an earlier stage of what one of my paintings might look like. I don't love sharing WIPs as they feel very personal to me, but for some reason the psychology of planning to do something more unfinished in the first place makes me less nervous lol.

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Vote for this month's Print Club/art piece theme! (And some updates)

Hey guys! I have a few ideas for what I'd like to do for the "pieces of the month" so to speak, but would love to get a vote. This will impact the monthly print club print but also be the theme in general I work with this month for pieces. ♥

For the main print/piece I'm thinking I'd like to stuck with a masculine subject, perhaps something a little conceptual and artsy.

First theme: Druidic, thinking body paint, animal fur, oak leaves. Halsin piece as the p...

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not the vampire you are expecting!

perhaps one of the most controversial vampires ever.

I was, indeed, Team Edward back in the day. What a surprise. Please put your hand up if you were also incessantly bullied for daring to be a teenage girl who had a crush on this sparkle man.

I think Robert Pattinson has an incredibly interesting face, and I have doodled him a lot years and years ago. Caught some kind of virus that made me want to take a crack at that sparkly vampire skin! I don't actually like to paint...

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"Blasphemy" Astarion fanart ♥

this was originally going to be a piece with angel wings but evil won.

trying to paint a bit more loosely, I'm constantly having to remind myself to push myself to be a bit more stylized otherwise I get too caught up in details. Lately my rule has been "no zooming in until the absolute last second" to save myself. I've also been experimenting with leaving some of my sketch lines in. I've been merging them onto my painting instead of deleting them, which is what I have done in the past. ...

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Rogue Trader fanart (Idira)

"All right, let's hear what they're whispering about you, hmm?"

Please give Rogue Trader a chance if you haven't played it yet, I have not had this much investment in every single companion in an RPG since Mass Effect! Excellent writing, and I just LOVE Idira. She's so chaotic, just love her to bits.

Have you been playing this title? I'm not even through the first chapter yet but I'm obsessed.

Hope you all are doing well, apologies for being a little less active this ...

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2 Commission slots open **VtM characters ONLY

Hey guys!! It's been ages since I've gotten to paint a Vampire the Masquerade character for anyone, so I decided to open a couple of quick slots for portraits. Player characters, Bloodlines NPCs, etc, just VtM related in some way!

I know this is a little more niche but I've just been bitten by a bug and I Gotta. Give me your delightfully insane Malkavian or your loner hacker Nosferatu...<...

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Yuya (oc portrait)

A voice like black velvet vibrates through your frame as the man on the stage sings into the microphone, more like a dirge than a melody. His face is shadowed with long, unruly hair, lost in his own meditations, dead to the dingy club around him. Bodies are packed wall to wall, swaying to the droning rhythm of the bass beating with the thrum of their own heartbeats. He steps away from the microphone for a moment, muscles in his lean bared arms flickering as he grips the stand with a str...

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Bare Your Heart - original piece (gore warning)

Original piece, actually a repaint of an old piece I painted of Maksim. If you're from back when I didn't have very much attention on my work you might remember it lol!

You might remember this portrait below I painted a few weeks ago of my dear Maksim. He's a doctor who has been through a lot for a vampire (and that's saying something lol), and is tragically eternally quite unwell. His vampirism was self-inflicted in order to cure a terminal illness back when he was human, but the bla...

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Shadowheart "Storm"

Hello everyone, I hope you are doing well!!

This piece, which I've titled "Storm" is going to be the exclusive print for the April print club. ♥

I love working in B&W from time to time, and was wanting to paint something a bit emotional. This month's print pack will be Shadowheart themed, and I think I would like to paint something botanical and colorful with orchids and incense smoke for the postcard. Been taking some notes on ideas. Perhaps a little shrine or something lik...

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13"x19" print giveaway for April!

Winner gets to choose 1 of my archival quality prints from my website which will be printed in the largest size I offer, 13”x19,” as well as receiving some extra freebies!

Almost every piece on my site is available to choose from. Cropping may vary from piece to piece, but the majority of them print quite nicely in the larger size! At this time I believe the Raphael piece, The Devil You'd Like to Know, is the only piece I can't print at that size without some serious unfortunate cr...

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March Print Club pack video!

Hey guys, back again with a video showing off this month's print club pack! You're welcome to join until the 31st! I'm quite proud of this one. Thank you so much for all of your support. ♥

~Lily

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"The Brides of Dracula" original piece

the visual of this punched me in my brain's eyeballs this morning and I had to paint it.

I have always found those eyeshadow/foundation swatch photos on makeup websites so aesthetically pleasing. Is that just me???

I've been desperate to try out some techniques for pushing a more 90s magazine look in my pieces, particularly for when I paint my vampire characters since they are set in the mid 90s.

This was a LOT of messing with levels/blending settings/etc in Photoshop...

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Whispers- Kar'niss Fanart

ooooh spider boy how I would commit crimes to make you a companion

I remember seeing Kar'niss in the trailer for the game and I do believe I stood up and shrieked. I love Driders- any time they show up in a game I have a Moment.

I'm sorry I didn't paint him sooner, he's literally gorgeous. My favorite non-playable NPC by FAR, and if I had modding capabilities I would make him recruitable so he can snuggle up in a little nest in camp and maybe he can bring us things every day like ...

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The Queen's Consort (March's print of the month)

Couldn't get my desire for a male Drow companion in BG3 out of my head. I wish we'd gotten some sorrowful lad, perhaps someone a bit like Xan if you'd played the first game (my beloved). I imagine he's the consort to a powerful Drow mistress, desperate to get back to the Underdark because he's never known anything else. 

Going with a Drow theme for March's print club! This is the main print, and I am working on a Kar'niss painting for the postcard!! I love the Drow...

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Maksim (portrait of my OC)

Finally got around to painting my lovely Doctor Maksim Shaw, a vampire who is a bit of a freak of nature even among vampire-kind.

He's a complicated character, and I am incredibly embarrassed about sharing my writing with you all but I hope to work up the courage at some point if that's something people are interested in.  A lot of it is smutty, poor Maksim lol.

He performs medical procedures on vampires, which in my own vampire-universe are a little more alive than the typic...

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First month of the exclusive print club!!

Hey guys!! This is my official announcement post for my new exclusive print club!

You can join until the last day of the month to get that month's print pack!

Every month, I will be shipping out an exclusive signed and numbered archival grade 8"x10" print to all members of the Antediluvian tier! I have both US and non-US options options, so please be sure to choose the right one for your location.

Also included is a matte coated 4"x6" postcard of one of the ...

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Rhapsody

oh this dagger is just so freakin badass, I had to paint it in Astarion's precious little clutches. 

I swear that thing is some kind of brain puzzle, I can't imagine forging something like it in real life.

I'm so glad I got to finish this piece in time to have it as the postcard for this month's print club! I do also have it up on my shop (or shortly after this posts) as a regular print. ♥

Still plenty of time to hop in before the end of the month! I'll have a post so...

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Astarion: Memento Mori (announcing my monthly print tier!)

Hello everyone, I hope you've been well! With this latest Astarion piece, titled Memento Mori, I  am announcing that this is the first exclusive "print of the month" for my Antediluvian print club tier! I have both US and international tiers available, and they will include a signed an numbered 8"x10" print of this piece as well as a postcard of one of my previous pieces. Not decided on which one yet, but leaning toward choosing "Reflection."

I'll be posting a proper announcement a...

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The Urge For Love (yes, another Baldur's Gate clinch cover)

The Urge for Love, brought to you by a lovely sponsor by the username plethomacademia, who came up with the incredible name and concept for this fantastical clinch novel.

I really wanted to push that 80's cover look a bit harder than I did for the Hellsbound Hearts piece. I studied a lot of backgrounds and the painting techniques for them to try and capture that a bit more. I also noticed that a lot of these old clinch covers use teal/blue and pale yellows quite a bit.

I'm quite p...

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Seafoam (yes, another Love in Deepspace fanart lol)

hey guys! been having fun just doing something in a totally different vibe lately.


It's Rafayel from Love and Deepspace!


Please leave a comment with what you've been playing/reading/watching lately!! I'm very curious. I want to revisit the Thief games again soon. 


I've had some artblock the past several weeks and usually I need to do something else for a bit to get back into a groove. 


Probably back...

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Permafrost

Ahh, a little fanart between work projects of my latest obsession. Zayne from Love and Deepspace. I definitely recommend it- I don't play a lot of mobile games but this one is so gorgeous. ;A;


I know there is crossover bc there are two people on my friends list with the last names "Ancunin" and "Dekarios" lol. 


Hope you all are well!!!!


~Lily

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