Just Cal

june 21, 2024

guys

i’ve had some very important conversations with significant people in my life recently. i came to the conclusion that many of the decisions i’ve made in life were made for me. one of the few things i’ve ever done by myself, for myself, was this. all of you. being cal.

i feel there comes a time when people have to decide, like really decide, what they’re gonna do for the rest of their lives. so i quit my job. i can’t do that and this, and ...

this love

s on chorus and gitter

v on drums

s on bass

me on vocals and other gitter

you belong with me

for the swifties

s on gitter and vocals

v on drums

s on bass

me on the other gitter

garage sesh [5:54][MUSIC]

s on gitter

v on drums

m and z on vocals

me on bassssssss

the sleepover [WRITINGS]

go ahead, get some sleep

a little reading project

anyone know what Twine is?

untitled 01 [2:45]

some experimentations :))) i bought a little midi keyboard thanks to you guys. now i can make piano and synth sounds easier, along with other instrumentals

thank you 💟💟

[NSFW] Don't Cha Know [EXTENDED][28:30]

don't cha know i love you? don't cha know that, pretty girl?

[NSFW] Don't Cha Know [11:34][PUBLIC]

i know, baby, i know. i know it's big.

ext. version located on my page :))

same guitar with some drums [1:02]

experimenting with some drum patterns. originally i was thinking a straight blues style riff on the backing guitar (in the left ear), with a typical verse/chorus arrangement for lyrics and a space for a solo in the middle. but my sisters have been on a laufey phase lately and i can't help but appreciate her vocal melodies and song structures, as well as her musical background. so now i'm thinking something more along the lines of free form jazz drums, with that same blues guitar riff over the...

some guitar [1:06]

[warning - turn headphones down a bit]

a lil sumn sumn i'm putting together. you guys helped me buy some new recording equipment, including two longtime wishlist items of mine, a cheap little tablet (with which to record music) and a new audio interface (to record guitar and bass into said tablet)

thank you so much guys :)))) 💟💟

The Dwarf in the Mountain [WRITINGS]

[DISCLAIMER] The term dwarf refers to the fantastical race of beings found in The Silmarillion and other similar works.

Part One ~~~

Long ago, through unknown forces, all manner of evil creature and wanton malice poured forth upon the lands. The many folk of the world, who did not take kindly to such action, cast aside their differences and united against their common foe. War was waged. War was had. But after a time, the war seemed lost. Yet the many brave, brave fo...

Hopper and Cal ep. 1 [18:10][NARRATIVES]

An audiobook series

Paper in hand, butt in jeans, hair affixed just correctly because why the hell not. He wondered how he looked but wondered again why he wondered. Absolutely pointless. The man was a mechanic after all. And he was here to ask the man to fix a car which is what mechanics do.

A large tree loomed over him. It peeked just over the brick wall, laid down probably some hundred years ago, slathered and plastered in paint from years and years of nothingness. Watching the...

[NSFW] A Collaboration pt. 1 [17:01]

s t r i c t l y p r o f e s s i o n a l

games 2 [36:23]

shoutout to blasty pasty that no nipple having bastard

games 1 [1:39:39]

a longplaaaaaaaaaaaay

experimentations on guitar [1:31][MUSIC]

some musings on guitar I did over an instrumental of FUK SUMN

band-aid [4:43][MUSIC]

a cover of gauze by deftones

[SFW] it'll be alr [59:35]

I love you, do you understand? I really, really do.

[ambient][conversational][meditational]
[emotional][sappy][disgusting]
[SFW]

[NSFW] cal and hal ep. 1 [11:28]

that pussy's too fucking good. yes it is, I bet it is.

[threesome][make outs][eat outs]
[sex][affectionate][soft spoken]
[ambient][NSFW]

[NSFW] For You [24:19]

there hasn't really been much space for you, has there? so i thought maybe i'd do something for you. 

[ambient][sleep aid][head scratches]
[make outs][eat outs][hang outs]
[NSFW]