fuck raisins
milk always before cereal
and sorry guys no more human x furry content (even tho patreon changed it policy back to allowing it i like dedicated character way better even tho im still having trouble drawing interactions right now)
my eye is way better thats why im drawing more already
still gonna visit more doctor stuff on Saturday but im very sorry that it all affected the productivity
its was the worst disease that i ever had that affected what i do...
2024-10-31 20:54:50 +0000 UTC
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im trying to get back on track but nothing is over
medicine didnt work and im going to doctors again next week (i fucking hate it) so im very sorry about that
i hate living on painkillers and always feeling pressure in my eye but i trying to draw something
im still appreciating your support but if its gonna take even more ill stop the pledges for next month or something (probably december tho)
even tho i cant really afford it... but its not your problem
you subbed for content...
2024-10-27 21:27:47 +0000 UTC
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my left eye is so much pain that i cant do anything at all
idk wtf was doctor saying but it doesnt feel right or better at all
next week im probably going back because i cant work like this and im tired consuming ibuprofen like candy...
im sorry about this but im extremely upset myself
idk what is going on but pain is literally unbearable
2024-10-20 18:57:56 +0000 UTC
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so i think im getting close to what i was doing in clip studio
its still questionable
so as you probably remember i had problems with my eyes and it became so bad that i was not able to keep my left eye open for long periods of times
well i have blepharitis apparently
i got a bunch of medicine for my eyes and it could take some time to bring them back into shape (i hope they will at least)
meanwhile there is a terrible quality speedpaint
i promise to do more and better...
2024-10-16 20:51:50 +0000 UTC
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tablet is actually pretty good but relearning stuff in procreate is torturing me
but i need to do it for mobility purposes
and you can probably see the jitters... its been 2 days apparently
so sorry about that again
i hope i can get back to regular stuff soon
2024-10-13 20:24:18 +0000 UTC
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so im sorry im just drawing Apogee non stop (with hidden Cotton because im an ass)
but i thought the tablet would ve been here already so i kinda took like mental break for my head
thats why there are so many Apogee art... thats how i relax okay?
ill still gonna be reopening comms
first need to mop up some stuff
2024-10-10 21:46:55 +0000 UTC
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normal content
2024-10-08 21:42:50 +0000 UTC
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Still waiting for my tablet so had some time to draw some old debts
Next week i reopen comms (i need to rest my eyes a little bit i fucked them up immensely)
But
I will do an experiment because friend asked me
i will do like 2 yches on twitter to see how bad it could get
its not a normal thing just an experiment - i still doing content for patreon as priority
so something like that
2024-10-05 21:23:35 +0000 UTC
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Sorry for limited content - i had very strong migraine for 2 days so thats that
(also im pretty sure i fucked up my eyes because i still have problem focusing on distant objects)
fun
but i ordered new drawing tablet
its gonna arrive this week i hope and i will have to adjust my stupid ass to eat so more delays could come
thats why im gonna bump the commission enlistment post a little bit later
maybe will have the time to adjust myself (frankly im a little bit fucked up...
2024-10-01 16:29:03 +0000 UTC
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i did not do a good job this month at all...
still one commission left until i bump the commission enlistment
im pretty sure tick bite didnt help me also...
2024-09-27 00:26:17 +0000 UTC
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im a little bit slower than usual thats why im revoking my "one day off" privileges to draw faster for at least the duration of commissions
im also gonna bump the commission enlistment up so i wont lose it and so if people still interested that they can get there
i need to get like twice as much money as i thought...
(father really does like destroying his car without having spare money)...
2024-09-23 23:31:22 +0000 UTC
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not a lot because i was visitng parents and got poisoned by them apparently
2024-09-19 21:25:04 +0000 UTC
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but i will be gone for a day visiting my parents so...
2024-09-16 20:28:27 +0000 UTC
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more to come
2024-09-12 18:01:01 +0000 UTC
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more to come i guess
2024-09-08 21:45:17 +0000 UTC
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what an amazing start....
ill be contacting more people so until i get the sum i needed so keep that in mind if i didnt contact you yet
2024-09-05 19:48:52 +0000 UTC
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Overall prices is basically 25 euro per hour
i know its a bit weird and stuff but i think its way more transparent this way (depending on complexity fix price doesnt really work)
also sorry that its a little bit pricy... but keep in mind im doing it to get new drawing tablet which could improve thing (i feel very anxious about it)
here are examples and how much they wouldve costed (all the prices depends how complex your characters are):
...
2024-09-02 21:13:53 +0000 UTC
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because of my state i can barely draw and animating was a bad idea because it require way more effort
thats why it looks like ass
its not going well in my head
everything sucks im completely desensitized and have almost no energy
it is a fun experiment tho - how long i will last like this
but whatever
commissions are gonna be open next month so in 2 days basically
again keep in mind that im doing it to get another drawing tablet
even tho money that you are giving...
2024-08-30 13:56:07 +0000 UTC
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migraines suck...
at least one day is just completely wasted with disoriented lack of energy
im sorry about that
im gonna be opening coms soon still
2024-08-25 17:05:16 +0000 UTC
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i destroyed half of my body there by falling on street tiles and all of my mind because i hate bureaucracy
i will have to open actual commissions soon because i need to buy new tablet
this time for money... sorry
so keep eyes peeled if you are interested
2024-08-21 17:06:20 +0000 UTC
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not sick anymore but still gonna go to finland... so couple of days gonna be lost...
gonna be back to something after that if i survive the trip
2024-08-17 21:09:33 +0000 UTC
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i got sick immediately and still kinda am so not much today
so i decided to put to sketch things that i wont finish probably
also i will finish stickers soon
im just thinking what else could i add to make 30 of them at least (i really wanted to make more but i got sick of drawing the same thing for like 11 hours straight lol)}
also cheeto
2024-08-14 19:01:21 +0000 UTC
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and ill release the stickers in pack after that
or ill do another page like this because i hate myself
well
music hasnt been playing for long now im miserable and hopeless again
feel extremely dull so there could be a week just of usual stuff sorry for that
ill open something after that (idk what at this point)
2024-08-10 21:09:43 +0000 UTC
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just combined them in one batch with all hair suggestions
gonna do species next because it was the big one
2024-08-05 18:32:58 +0000 UTC
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sorry for not much apparently stickers became a big thing and i didnt even finish half of them
which is awkward... i promise ill do mutators after i finish them
just didnt know that would happen whoops
plus there are some other setbacks (like for example i will need to waste a day to go to bulgarian embassy in finland as every man does apparently in his life...)
but there is actually a very bright light which actually helps me feel more calm right now
so sorry if there are...
2024-08-01 18:18:12 +0000 UTC
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im completely morally drained and probably shouldnt post some things but i really dont care at this point
tell me those stickers are good or not and if you want maybe some other memes or emotes idk im sorry |
characters that are not apogee are not mine
like i fucking have anything else
2024-07-28 23:32:21 +0000 UTC
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apparently right after i finished the big thing i got hit both by the worst migraine this year yet (i didnt eat for like 2 days) and now my stomach decided it is its time it ititi it
i saw suggestions and its basically gonna be species and hair color again
those are 2 big categories
ill still pick some of here in there
but i also want to make new sticker pack thing... im still so tired tho...
2024-07-25 18:41:29 +0000 UTC
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while im scrambling my brain lets do Apogee mutators
examples could be hair color, hair style, species change, clothing if you want it simple or whatever you can think of
or maybe just regular requests
without bg tho - because we can do another interaction later (if you want of course)
at this point every idea i have seems like a complete shit so its up to you to boycott it
2024-07-21 21:47:40 +0000 UTC
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you can even say - snap
(sorry some of this are old but in this mess i completely forgot to post them... i also forgot the day of the week so there)
2024-07-21 21:41:36 +0000 UTC
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Nothing can be better that spending all day in bed with someone you trust and love and have very good physical and mental connection
the one thing i miss really bad...
the fact that i wanted to do an animation with that would've literally taken month holy shit... im trash
thats actually one of the thing i really need to say because that will answers why i dont do big projects
i think i live in a constant stare of burn out - no joy and passion and when i can a spar...
2024-07-20 22:15:55 +0000 UTC
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