today word is - available (no comments)
and the kink is - belly bulge (which i still have problem with anatomically)
i need to go back and make a proper "you can see it throbbing though the belly" but ibarely have strengh to do this now
neck still hurts and i just sleep all the time
there is a posibility that i will end this thing earlier than end of the month just because i really want to try digital painting more
drawing how i do now doesnt save a lot of time an...
2023-10-16 18:25:05 +0000 UTC
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oc-tober word - crowd (with which i did something different i guess and its pretty bad lol)
kinktober is - nipple play (sure)
apparently you can cum from this... lucky you if you can i guess
2023-10-14 20:44:28 +0000 UTC
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migraine (that i legally dont have according to doctor) stoped me half way yesterday so twice as many today
oc-tober: regular (which is just regular do i guess) and swear (i literally dont know)
kinktober: public (park is fine i guess) and dildo (which is eeegh but fine i guess)
2023-10-13 18:25:34 +0000 UTC
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oc-tober: feeling (i gave you mine most common one which is like dissociated surrender)
kinktober: stockings (which is a weird one because i always draw her like that anyway so thats that i guess...)
2023-10-11 19:30:06 +0000 UTC
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oc-tober - rifle
kinktober - cuffs (which i decided to do more mild this time)
even tho Apogee back views are always terrible because its all hair
also for people screaming for choking or beating or other violent things im not gonna do it
Apogee will literally fall apart from any physical force applied to her
and also - just subjective no
people really want her to suffer for some reason...
2023-10-10 19:17:56 +0000 UTC
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Word of the day - glide (which i took for myself i guess lol)
and kink is - blowjob
i already feel like in groundhog day and i have no idea if people like this thing or not
im tired...
2023-10-09 20:10:03 +0000 UTC
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Random words are: Rugby and Domestic (bruh)
and kinks are: Pillow humping and Eating off
i had like half of an hour to draw this because most of the day yesterday and some today there was no power
at least im sick and can sleep forever
that helped me
sorry about it
my flow was broken not by me lol...
2023-10-08 19:52:28 +0000 UTC
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which is up-skirt apparently
still pretty sick sorry...
2023-10-06 19:22:34 +0000 UTC
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look i made her into a keychain lol
im gonna do it like this to make it more interesting than just plain poses
watch me get bored and start combining those two lol
not there yet
2023-10-05 17:59:34 +0000 UTC
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also known as wish dot com tober
i was absent for so much (4 days) that patreon is looking different now huh
basically because im still sick (nausea is killing me cant even eat really) i decided to take it slow this month by doing two things
- dogtober + kinktober
for first i just just generate random world and draw Apogee in theme of the word (so idk what is comming)
for kinktober - well i hope its self-explanatory but as im using some random schedule...
2023-10-04 19:02:05 +0000 UTC
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sorry about that
neck still hurts and makes it harder to sit in a drawing pose
ill do an animation or something when im less sick
i had a lot planned and had many ideas
but some things happened and now i have nothing
i hope gonna be back on track soon
2023-09-30 17:46:36 +0000 UTC
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im technically still alive
it was the worst sickness i ever had
maybe comparable to some i went through in childhood but basically i was in bed for 5 days without strenght to do anything at all
worst of all
apparently its not the end and in a week time i will have neurological problems and some of them could be permanent
so dont be surprised that one of the next posts would be me half paralyzed in a hospital or something
basically all im saying - dont touch grass
...
2023-09-26 18:53:46 +0000 UTC
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and some slugcats i guess (randomly)
i wanted to finish and post yesterday but virus from tick bite finally hatched and i have fever with headaches
i really dont have time to be sick now...
i hope its the brain one and i finally gonna die in piece lol
2023-09-21 18:42:11 +0000 UTC
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sorry its been a while
i had to sit for a couple days and evaluate what is the goal of my art progress
the only reason i started to draw was to learn to draw which kinda became more than that
but because of AI art I dont see the reason to learn to draw properly anymore
thats the short story
nothing is really going to change... maybe less "realism" and more experimenting from now on
plus i got hit with unforeseen... things
and some family matters on top of it
...
2023-09-18 17:55:00 +0000 UTC
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sorry its taking too long
2023-09-13 17:55:34 +0000 UTC
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which also involves dog... huh
going crazy again i think
also i got bitten by a tick
i hope i die
mushrooms were totally worth it lol
2023-09-09 20:59:03 +0000 UTC
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Sorry for little delay
Leave your comment here if you are interested
Number of slots: At least 5 as usual
Pricing: pay whatever you want or feel like (even meme prices like 1 dollar or something)
i mostly do that not because of money but because people want to
What to ask for: you probably know already what i do but overall rules are: either 2-3 flatcolors or 1 with shading and such. It is still gonna be sketchy shit either...
2023-09-06 22:53:26 +0000 UTC
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im trying to track my time on drawing because i feel super exhausted and time flies like crazy but i barely draw anything
no idea whats happening gonna monitor that
also authentic early medieval norse dog... (not authentic)
2023-09-06 22:45:48 +0000 UTC
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i wanted to draw more but im in a such bad mood that i cant force myself to do more lol
commission are going to be opened tomorrow i hope (for same reason not today)
i will create separate post
2023-09-04 21:27:42 +0000 UTC
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im trying to take my time as was advised (even tho all i got was guilt for not doing much)
plus im sick of deleting stuff
for some reason it feels i got worse i guess... and i dont know how to fix it
basically ignore the last thing... terrible
how am i to open commissions like this i have no idea...
also i cocked spoiled meat lol
i like wasting food... (no)
2023-09-01 20:01:31 +0000 UTC
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Not a lot i know but even tho i completely dont have will to do anything right now i will try to experiment with backgrounds to find a desire to draw them...
it didnt work well so far - i deleted 2 things already because it was complete trash
also apparently i shouldnt talk to people irl at all
that was a harsh way to understand that... oh well
who needs to talk irl am i right?
at the beginning of next month im gonna open commissions again
pricing would probably be t...
2023-08-28 19:22:09 +0000 UTC
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Basically just some lose ends and ress's new character because she asked to draw nsfw idk
and some gay stuff
2023-08-25 23:48:06 +0000 UTC
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all the characters are sitting or lying apparently huh
i have one cell in my brain
talking about braincells
apparently they didnt find anything and i got hint from some family people to stop being a little bitch so... you wont hear anything about migraines or whatever
would have to force it i guess... even tho i literally cannot see for hours with strong auras sometimes so i have no idea how to force through that
literally skill issue apparently...
the question is mo...
2023-08-23 23:29:52 +0000 UTC
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sorry for delays
apparently i got sick immediately after visiting the hospital
which is ironic
scan is done and tomorrow gonna visit the brain guy
i pretty sure everything is fine but maybe he will give me some drugs
sorry for delays again... after tomorrow gonna be back to usual whatever i do
2023-08-20 18:47:10 +0000 UTC
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by the way if im not posting your character anywhere else that doesnt mean you cant
those are your characters and you can do whatever you want with them
i mainly dont post most of my stuff anywhere else because i think im trash and patreon literally became kinda like a dumping ground i guess... and not even for everything
also apparently i suck because i dont draw enough... i felt it before now its confirmed
no idea how to speed up... esp that people are really unsatisfied...
2023-08-16 00:19:32 +0000 UTC
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my struggle continues
even tho i really dont like sharing stuff im "practicing"
i usually just delete the sketch when im done
but here is fine right? (probably not lol)
tomorrow gonna be more mlrs hopefully
2023-08-13 19:52:55 +0000 UTC
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I hope you will recognize your character
but thank you for support
thats kinda weird that i find doing that mentally relaxing
its ashamed not a lot of people signed up this time
oh well
you go with demand i guess...
2023-08-10 21:13:20 +0000 UTC
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It seem redundant that im creating another post (i couldve used the old one from may) but some people may have left already and because i dont really post those anywhere else they wont see it.
I need a better name than MLRS lol (militarism ruined my life enough)
R in MLRS means References i guess lol
As always i just need from You is reference, if you want SFW or NSFW or between and which outfit.
its gonna be flat color with whi...
2023-08-08 20:44:25 +0000 UTC
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of dubious quality
i had my monthly migraine and migraine II the sequel next day
so now i just have a headache
its hard to speed up...
2023-08-08 20:34:14 +0000 UTC
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One for Canna
another one for Moon (because i had to)
and... last one is also... one
i tried to take it easy this week but in the end i didnt even rest properly and got even more overloaded lol
for some reason i cant speed up
i really want to but maybe its the way im trying to draw cleaner or think to much but i cant speed up...
that bothers me a lot...
its already 5th of august... and i didnt start the mlrs...
2023-08-04 23:24:17 +0000 UTC
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