BurnAfterReading

Alec - A really good friend of mine

Jessie was a friend. He was the product of divorce, which, when we met in 1988 in 9th grade, it was still pretty taboo to be divorced. There was always some sort of cover story of why the dad was out of the picture. In Jessie’s case, he couldn’t really hide it. He was always spending half his time with his dad and the other half here in Rhode Island with his mom.

I was always excited when he would be back in town. He always had wild stories. Most of them involved girls he had been i...

Jeremy - Sexual Awakening: Jackson

When summer break started, I flew home and once again found myself sitting by the fire, catching up with Jackson. Though we were much better about staying in touch this year than we were freshman year, in-person hangouts are always better.

Somewhere around beer number three, the conversation finally got off of his recent breakup, which was more than three months ago, and the conversation turned to my sex life.

“You still aren’t dating anyone?” He asked.

I did a slow he...

Chris - Second Cumming of Andrew (Just the Tip part II)

I didn’t see Andrew again for the rest of the summer. I avoided his texts, and the few times I saw him around town, neither of us said anything because of the other people around us. It didn’t stop him from looking at me like a piece of meat, though, and then later sending texts looking to “hang out.” I was too new to guy-on-guy sex, and until Andrew fucked me, I had no one even close to my inner circle that knew I even thought about sex with another guy.

I went back to college ...

Chris - Just The Tip

I had finished my freshmen year of college out in LA, and Summer vacation was in full swing. I was home with family upstate New York. I spent most of my days working out, mostly running or swimming, and just trying to turn boredom and frustration into something positive like I was taught to do. My grades had slipped a bit in the spring semester, and I was going to have to work hard to get my GPA back up. My scholarship was on the line, and I wasn’t enjoying LA as much as I had hoped.

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Jeremy - Sexual Awakening: Chuck

As it would turn out, Misha wasn’t interested in my roommate after they had sex that first night. She gave him the “let’s just be friends” speech and then proceeded to backslide into her ex-boyfriend. My roommate was upset about it for about a day and then found someone else he was into.

“So, no more pickleball?” I asked him.

He chuckled, “No, hard pass, stupid fucking sport anyway. Thanks for playing, though, and keeping Will distracted.”

“You still owe me...

Noah - Drinking game got dirty and out of hand.

My parents were away the weekend of Thanksgiving. They were driving my older brother Jeremy and his girlfriend back to college. Naturally, my best friend Tim and I planned a three-day weekend of being stupid freshmen: horror movies, pizza, and can after can of soda.

Night one, Tim was getting bored already.

“I can’t believe your prude parents let that hot girl stay over for Thanksgiving,” Tim said.

“Yeah, and they let her sleep in Jeremy’s room, too,” I laughed.<...

Jeremy - Sexual Awakening: Will

I couldn’t stop thinking about that night with Will. Since I took the walk of shame from his dorm to mine, I haven’t seen him around campus. I wouldn’t say I was obsessing; that’s not the kind of person I am. I was starting to wonder if I had ever seen him around before that night. There are thousands of students on campus, and I’m sure a majority of them have not crossed my path, but in my experience, once you’ve met someone, you suddenly see them everywhere. It counts double for...

Good-ish news:

I was recently banned from one of my favorite subs on Reddit—not for posting a story, but for responding to a question in the sub with honesty (my bad).

This means my promise to migrate older stories here will happen more frequently over the upcoming weeks. I still intend to edit them before posting; otherwise, I would just do a batch dump right now.

I never wanted to put my older stories behind a paywall—I really hate doing that—but this is where the moderating and pol...

Jeremy - Sexual Awakening

Being born in 2002, I think I’ve had a very different experience than some of my older gay and bisexual friends in terms of my sexual identity and sexual awakening.

I was raised in the suburbs of a relatively liberal city in a blue state by some modern hippy parents. Neither of my parents is particularly religious, and they’ve been very open about sex and masturbation as being normal behavior for anyone. My dad has a gay brother, and my mom’s best friend is also gay, so homosexual...

Gavin - Intro to Grindr

My father is American, and my mother is British by way of London. They met while she was visiting NYC, and he was there for a fleet week with the US Navy. She got preggers, and I showed up nine months later in London. While Mum never had a real relationship with my father, she insisted I should. That meant most of my summers were spent in the States, in Pennsylvania, no, not one of the cities, a tiny town called Erie, a very aprapo name if you ask me.

I did my best to put up with the li...

Chris - Street Walking

In 2014, I lived on the Upper East Side in Manhattan and worked nearly 80 hours weekly, if not more, as a freelancer. I didn’t have much time for my friends and definitely didn’t have time for a relationship.

As a bisexual man, it was pretty easy for me to get my needs met, but I had to put in a little effort. At this point, I had gone almost two months without any sex and more than a week without jerking off. When I had a Saturday gig canceled, I realized I could go out on a Friday...

Ricky - What Happens in Vegas

From third grade all the way through graduation, Corey was my best friend. We did everything together. Puberty was weird for all guys, but I was incredibly confused. I wasn’t attracted to guys, but I’m fairly certain I was in love with Corey and while he never said anything, I’m fairly certain he was in love with me too.

While confusing and amazing at the same time, our love and our bond as friends were never rattled. Other guys would joke that we were gay, and we would always jok...

Duncan - First time with Malique

After turning 25, I went through a bit of a quarter-life crisis. I realized I had gained some weight during the COVID-19 pandemic. Taking college classes from home and eating potato chips as a meal took away my athletic build and replaced it with something I hated. My crisis hit me like a ton of bricks, and by the end of 2023, I decided to eat healthier and start hitting the gym.

I lost about 20 lbs of fat and replaced it with muscle between October of 2023 and March 2024 by chucking ou...

Manny - Heat Wave in Arizona

I was 22 and staying at my abuelo’s house in a very small town about 45 minutes southeast of Flagstaff. I’m the first generation of my family born in America, and Abuelo never lets me live it down.

My family couldn’t afford to send me to college, not that I would’ve gone anyway. Abuelo seems to be doing fine on his own, but my mother insisted I stay and help out over the summer. I didn’t really mind, he’s a tough old dog who insists he can do everything himself, which leaves...

Sean - A puffter in Boston

Boston is a weird place to grow up and be gay. Growing up an Irish Catholic in Boston made it difficult to tell what guys were “just drunk” and who was actually into you on a sexual level.

My uncle owns a pub just on the edge of the city and the suburbs and because, “family helps family,” I’ve been working there since I was about twelve years old, unpaid of course. I didn’t start getting paid to work there until I was sixteen. That was when the drinking age went from 18 to 2...

Julian - Hey Mr. DJ

I was out on the prowl. Recently single, and looking to mingle, as they say. I’m bisexual and my most recent relationship was 9 months with a beautiful woman, but like all good things, it crashed and burned when her ex came into the picture “wanting to talk.”

After licking my wounds, I wanted to hook up with a guy. It had been too long since I last had a guy and it was always fun and meaningless. So I reached out to my friend Harley, who is gay, but not my type, “I want to go to...

Landis - Blizzard of '93

In March of 1993, I was a student at the University of Pittsburgh. I was working on a paper that I had put off for too long when there was a knock on my dorm room door.

I opened the door to find a good friend of mine, “Landis, stop what you’re doing and come party with us,” Troy said.

I looked at my watch, stretched, and yawned, “It’s 9:30 and I have a paper due, I'm not going anywhere,” I smiled at him.

“Nope, classes are canceled, there’s a blizzard coming,...

Charlie and the Adult Video Store

In the summer of 1993, my grandparents were selling their home in upstate New York so they could retire to Florida. I had just graduated high school and intended to enjoy my last summer vacation before starting college doing nothing but playing my Super Nintendo and jerking off. My parents were not going to let that happen. They insisted I take a bus up to New York and help my grandfather get the house ready to sell.

We’re not wealthy people so my parents had me take a bus that made ...

Calvin - Max from CL

By junior year in high school in 2010, I had lost my virginity in every way possible. My first time with a girl was awful, I couldn’t stay hard, but I made it all the way through. My first time with a guy was incredible. We met online through a personal ad he posted on Craigslist. He was 19 and going to Kent University, which was only a 30-minute drive from where I lived. I fucked him that night, losing my virginity for a second time, but with a guy so that counts.

It was obvious to ...

Nick - The Underwear Aisle

I was working at the JCPenny in the mall. It started as a fun summer job in high school. And three of my friends all started working there in the last two years of high school. After graduation, they went away to college and I was…finding myself.

I was working in the men’s clothing section, refolding clothes and helping people find stuff in their sizes. It was mostly older men just completely lost, with no style or understanding of what fashion is. At this point I knew I was gay, bu...

And So it goes...(informal update)

Someone flagged two of my stories to Big Brother, so I had to move them from "Public" to behind the paywall to appease Patreon.

Now the stories: "You're Going To Pull Out Right?" and "True Friendship" are now for paid subscribers only.

I suspect whoever reported these two stories will also report the rest of my public stories over time and they will be shoved behind the paywall as well. The previously uploaded versions of these two stories are still available on my Reddit account ...

Damien - Allie and Drew's Wedding

I went through phases of being bi and even times I leaned towards gay during my freshman year of college. In my sophomore year, I met a girl and ended up getting her pregnant. We were very much in love and I did my best to stay the course, I have always been a committed guy, never cheated, never strayed in any way. Yes, I sometimes missed the sex with guys, but I told myself for the longest time that I was just a horny fucker, wanting to catch my nut any way I could get, and if I focused on m...

Cameron - Tequila Nights

10:15 AM and the sun moves into my bedroom window, blasting me in the face, every fucking morning. I reach over and feel around for a glass of water that’s always on my nightstand, but it’s not there. I remember now that I was naked and passed out after sex last night with that hot guy from the bar. Looking quickly to the other side of the bed, he’s not there, thank God. Nothing annoys me more than a quickie that wants to spend the night.

I stood up, feeling the cold, slimy feelin...

Connor - Brothers Best Friend

I was on the football team in high school, I know, “how cliche.” I’m not going to lie to you and tell you I’m 6’6” and 220 pounds of straight muscle. I'm 5’10” and in high school, I hovered between 165 and 180 depending on if I was training or not, but now that I’m a senior in college, and not playing sports (still hit the gym) I’m a lean 160.

I knew I was gay when puberty struck and all of my friends were talking about the girls they were “having wet dreams about�...

Chris - Stranger At A Party

I just turned 23 a couple of months ago and have been back working in New York City for about a year since my stint in Atlanta. I hadn’t been able to hang out with my buddy Joe since I’d been back in NY. Out of the blue, he reached out letting me know he would be driving up to NY from Atlanta to visit his family, making other stops along the way, and that he wanted to hang out.

After a fun night in the city, he asked me if I was up for a road trip back to Atlanta. He had to drive ba...

Chris - Anywhere I Want?

The summer between high school and college I was traveling across the country from NY to LA. I had been accepted to a film school out there and I was picking up my friend Zack along the way. He had been visiting his Mom in Chicago, his parents divorced when we were in middle school. But since he got into UCLA we were heading west together.

Chicago was boring, neither of us had a good enough fake ID to get in anywhere fun. So as soon as we could, we hit the road. We drove in shifts most ...

Parker - For A Good Time Call

In the summer of 1978 I was 17 years old and an extremely horny virgin. My family is upper middle class living in Richmond Virginia. My parents were not the most attentive parents, always more concerned with the appearance of being upstanding members of society rather than actually being good people. We went to church every Sunday, my mother played the part of the good wife and my father did his role to appear to be the kind of husband the rest of the women in the church wished they had marri...

City Boy - Revenge Blowjob Gone Wild

I had just finished draining my cock down this guy's throat and the post-nut guilt struck me like a freight train. I quickly yanked up my boxers, nearly tripping over my shorts as I pulled them up second as I was trying to walk fast, but it turned into a sprint as soon as I turned onto a trail I recognized. I ran twenty two blocks back to my parents apartment on the Upper West Side. As soon as I got in, I stripped off and hopped in the shower where I was hoping I could wash off the guilt, the...

Seth - First Quickie

In 2002 I was 17, living in a small town about 2 hours from Denver in Colorado. I knew I was gay, but I was still struggling to accept it, the only people who knew I was gay were guys that I found in chat rooms on Yahoo.

One guy, Jonathan, lived about an hour from me, in a town between mine and Denver. He was 25. I hadn’t seen a picture of him, but he told me he was mixed race, his dad was African American, his mom a little Irish woman. He said he was 6’2” and weighed around 180lb...

T-Rizzle - Spring Break

Spring break, 2008, my senior year of high school, I had made plans with my friends to road trip to Miami. My parents put a kibosh on that. Instead, they insisted I visit my older sister, Meghan, at Emory University where she was a sophomore. I told them I’d rather be dead than hang out with my sister for spring break, but they insisted and under protest, I took the 2-hour drive from  Chattanooga, Tennessee all the way down to Atlanta.

The upside was my sister was not the inn...