Right after I I made my last post, I had therapy.
I was speaking about the house/space situation and also how I just returned from a trip to Toronto where I was shooting and it was very successful. I mentioned doing OnlyFans over COVID which got me through but wasn't where I needed to be in my personal practice for many reasons. Returning to shooting has made me feel more in touch with myself and I'm really grateful for that.
But, the space issue.
I had been doing some...
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Today, I am overwhelmed by everything that is happening in my house. I current split a living space with my mom who's retired. It's a full house, there is a lot of space but we still end up....with things just everywhere.
(As someone who is Autistic this overwhelms me and sometimes causes shut downs.)
I know we are at the start of a new season. I know that we are in a landscape transition from what used to be there which was SO much work, to something that will be more...
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I turned 40.
I tried to make a big deal about it but...life?
My partner gifted me my very first Catherine D'Lish robe which I have forever lusted after.
However, this was after OnlyFans and the last thing I wanted was to be seen, photographed or desired.
I think I lasted maybe 15-20 minutes before I revealed how I felt and we shut everything down. (My partner was incredibly understanding.)
It's funny looking back at these. I'm so uncomfortable. I feel like the only ...
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In 2023 my partner and I travelled to Scotland to visit Katie West.
These were taken at a "castle" (more a manor) in the early morning while everyone else slept.



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TRIGGER WARNING - Talk of suicidal thoughts.
It’s hard to know where to start when the story is still being written. But I think I can begin here:
This past year nearly ended me.
In 2024, I was diagnosed with Autism, ADHD, PTSD, Depression, and Anxiety. But not before my body—and my mind—completely gave out.
Before that, I had been asking for help for years. Years.
I told my family doctor something was wrong.
That I ...
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Are you ready to laugh at me?
I’m changing things already. LOL. I know. I just launched, and here I am rewriting the structure. But this isn’t coming from flakiness—it’s coming from clarity.
Here’s the truth: I’m still very much in autistic burnout.
Not a cute little “self-care” kind of burnout. The kind that stole my words, my thoughts, my energy, and left me spinning in shutdowns, panic episodes, and brain fog so thick I couldn’t find myself insi...
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Hi. I’m Faye.
For a long time, I’ve been creating—photography, storytelling, taking intimate self-portraits—but much of that work came from a place of survival. It was beautiful, sometimes, and deeply personal. But it was also shaped by what I thought I had to do to be seen. To be wanted. To be enough.
Then, in the past year, everything changed.
I was diagnosed with Autism and ADHD in my 40s.
I experienced autistic burnout so severe I lost parts of my cognitive fu...
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Hello to those of you who are still here.
HAPPY NEW YEAR! I hope that all of you a great holiday season, had some time off to rest and celebrate in whatever way you see fit.
I have been THE MOST busy - which is just what I would call this phase of my life which I've been in for the past 2 years. It is also the main reason why I'm writing this update today. For anyone who wants the "quick read" - I wont be updating Patreon moving forward. Even though I have the best of ...
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All of these photos taken by Katie West
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