Sep. 25. 2025 (BTR-ZD full)
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2025-09-25 09:08:41 +0000 UTC View Post
New character line art done.
Might I can finish video this week.
These days, aside from my insomnia coming back, my body feels pretty much back to normal.
And I think once I start working again, I’ll probably be tired enough to fall asleep, so it shouldn’t be a problem.
I’ll get back to work without overdoing it. :3
I’ve almost fully recovered. Yesterday, I lay in bed and slept for a long time, which really eased my fatigue, and my stomach feels fine now.
But somehow, it’s already Thursday. :/
I went to the internal medicine clinic and was diagnosed with enteritis.
I got a prescription, and since I’m still young, the doctor said it’s probably nothing too serious.
But because my basic physical strength is low, even a minor illness makes me feel dizzy and drained.
I guess it’s about time I work on building up my stamina. :(
2025-09-16 02:11:45 +0000 UTC View Post
Hello, I have a bit of sad news.
I thought I’d be fine as long as I didn’t push myself too hard, but maybe because of accumulated damage, poor diet, and lack of exercise, my health suddenly got a lot worse last Friday. :(
It’s the first time in my life I’ve seen blood coming from my body without it being from a wound…
I’m planning to visit an internal medicine clinic tomorrow to get it checked. Since my health went downhill, I’ve also had a hard time focusing o...
2025-09-15 07:25:33 +0000 UTC View Post
I started working on a new character design today.
I drew a lot of designs but ended up scrapping most of them, so I’m a bit exhausted.
I’ll try to finalize the design by tomorrow, and there might not be any posts until the character is completed.
pics for new character video editing.
2025-09-09 04:33:58 +0000 UTC View Post
I’m still working on editing the new character video. Two weeks ago, I pushed myself a bit too hard, so I spent most of last week resting and taking it easy. I’ve started working again this week. Two weeks ago, I also made some Shorts and animations to fill the gap before finishing the character video, but looking back, I definitely overworked myself. So I’ve decided to slow down and work at my usual pace. The new character video might be ready by the end of this week, but instead of se...
2025-09-08 08:53:13 +0000 UTC View Post
I had a bad mood while drawing today :I
2025-09-08 00:20:36 +0000 UTC View PostLately, I’ve been feeling like I’m rushing things. Unlike before, I’ve started creating videos while being conscious of how others might see them, and I feel that the results haven’t been as good because of it.
So, I’ve decided to take a short break to pause and think things through.
Back then, I didn’t really care what the topic was or how people perceived me, but these days, it’s been a bit harder to ignore. :(
2025-09-03 16:19:16 +0000 UTC View Post
I’ve been feeling like burnout is hitting me hard again lately,
so I’m planning to skip my 1 hour and 30 minutes of drawing practice this week.
Lately, I've been uploading more frequently on Patreon, so some people have been asking if I'm becoming a Rule34 artist or planning to make Patreon my full-time job.
But actually, all the drawings are just part of my 1.5-hour morning practice sessions.
I only draw for that 1.5 hours each day — the rest of my time, meaning the majority of it, is fully dedicated to YouTube.
I have no plans to create a Patreon-exclusive NSFW channel, and I’m not planning to become a Fully H...
2025-08-30 04:31:45 +0000 UTC View Post
From now on, I’m going to start each day with 1 hour and 30 minutes of drawing practice.
2025-08-25 02:29:13 +0000 UTC View PostI’m planning to increase my workload starting next week,
so I’m going to take it easy and rest a bit this week. :/
I've been thinking that since my work speed feels slower compared to the number of video ideas and records I have these days, I might consider increasing my working days.
2025-08-20 10:26:39 +0000 UTC View PostI’ll just stick to my schedule and not work on my rest days.
So tomorrow’s my Patreon work day — is there anything you’d like to see?