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Mirror Mirror (Part 1 - NSFW)

Mirror, mirror on the wall, I'm the bear you will call... or something LOL 😂

Good morning guys, using the usual rhyme didn't seem to work haha so I had to come up with something that wasn't "I'm a bear lick my balls" 🤣.

Yesterday we installed two large (bamboo fiber) mirrors so I can rehearse my upcoming Pridefest show. But first I had to take pictures for you ☺️ Hope you like them.

Have a great Wednesday 😘 ❤️

Benjamin Koll - Big, Better Love (Jose Spinnin Cortes Bearland Radio Edit)

Good morning guys, I’m running around with preparations today so before I have time to prepare your special daily post, let me share with you one of the things I’ve been working on.

In just a few hours we will have the premiere of this special “Big Better Love” remix video 🤩

What universe will you choose?

YouTube: https://youtu.be/inYOrHutfp4

Big, Better Love video alternate covers

Hey guys, I just finished editing the Big Better Love remix lyric video (not sure if it's fair to call it a lyric video anymore because of all the work 😅) and I plan to release it tomorrow, but first here are the four alternate covers I made for it (which also work as wallpapers). There's a cute new feature in Youtube, you upload three possible covers for the video and the y will show each one to different audiences, after two days the one that got the most hits will stay. I'm curious to d...

Big Better Love - Wallpapers #2 & #3

Good morning guys, as I announced the other day, I'm currently working on a lyric video "on steroids" for "Big Better Love", the remix by Jose Spinnin Cortes that I released last week 🎉.

The video will feature at least 14 of the most interesting digital characters I've designed and developed over the last year, as well as a collaboration with ...

And more (NSFW) gifs!

Good morning guys, continuing the series of animated gifs, here are six more from the pool 💦☺️

I didn't know I had these live photos, found them going through my archives while trying to find more. They are great memories, I need to get back there and spend a week soaking like this ☺️

Hope you had a great week and your weekend is off to a great start. I have been working non-stop on the Big Better Love ly...

Big Better Love - Wallpaper #1

Good morning guys, I've been working in the background on a lyric video "on steroids" for "Big Better Love", the remix by Jose Spinnin Cortes that I released last Friday 🎉.

The video will include all the most interesting digital characters I've designed and developed over the last year, as well as a collaboration with a fan I recently discovered on Instagram ...

#tbt to a garden in 2020 (NSFW)

Good morning guys, someone said a garden is not a place, it's a journey and I want to thank you for joining me on mine ❤️

Here are some reworked pictures from a day we spent in a place that had a small garden in 2020. Of course we had to take pictures, but quickly, because we didn't want to get caught 😜

Hope your week is going well. I'm working on some stuff at half speed while I fully recover from Bearland. Age is unforgiving! I'm in pain everywhere and I didn't party at a...

More (NSFW) gifs!

Good morning guys, Mike asked for more animated gifs the other day, so I went through my archives to find some live photos to turn into them. Here are two more, from a nice trip we took a while back.

Looking at them, I thought we should go back to that place to take a break and make more pics. I have a few more gifs from that trip in the pool that I'll share with you soon.

Today I'm still a little sore from my dj sets (mostly feet, knees and back pain) but I'm feeling better. It's...

New month, new challenges ☺️ (NSFW)

Good morning guys! This is the face of a happy bear ☺️🐻

I took these pictures yesterday after my morning shower. Bearland was over and I still had a full day to spend with friends before resuming planning, rehearsing and working on my Milwaukee Pridefest show next June 8th.

That starts today. I still have to take a song out of the playlist and coordinate ...

Star Wars Day 2024 (NSFW)

Good morning guys! I edited these pictures inspired by that prison in Return Of The Jedi... if you're a fan, you'll get it. They're my late addition to Star Wars Day, which this year caught me in the middle of Bearland 🐻🎉.

Bearland 2024 just wrapped up, doubling in size from last year, and was a huge success for the Guadalajara gay bear community. I'm super happy for everyone involved because it was a lot of work. I'm still recovering from my two 7 hour DJ se...

Oh, (NSFW) gifs?

Good morning everyone! Yesterday's Bearland welcome party was amazing, we had a great time ☺️

My next DJ set will be at the pool party on Saturday, and to celebrate, here's a first ☺️ a series of 3 gifs from a very fun time at the pool.

NEWS: I'm releasing a new single today 🎉 "Big Better Love" is remixed ( full of energy ) by Jose Spinnin Cortes. You'll love i...

Lego and a paintbrush #tbt

Good morning everyone! Who doesn't enjoy a Lego puzzle from time to time? Come play with me, let's have some fun 🤩

So, in the tradition of #throwbackthursday, here's a new version of a series I love that we did (I think it was) two years ago. Only this time I took some time to edit it and give it a little more context.

Today is the first day of Bearland and I'll be the DJ at the welcome party starting at 7pm, Flower Power themed 🌼🌸🌼.

I have...

The Lazy Bear (Part 3 Wallpaper - NSFW)

Good morning guys, come join me on my sofa, let's watch movies, eat ice cream and then each other 😜

These are the last two pictures of this photo set. And remember how we talked the other day about working on them a bit more, changing the backgrounds and stuff? well, here you go, the first one is a test of that.

Have a nice Wednesday 😘 ❤️

The Lazy Bear (Part 2 - NSFW)

Good morning guys, I think I'm just going to lie here for a bit before this eventful week starts 😜.
Here are a few more pics from this photoshoot that will go into the vault after one last post that I'll share with you soon. I think next time I'll change the backgrounds and play a little more with the editing ☺️
We have a busy week ahead of us:
- Thursday - Bearland Flowerpower Welcome Party. I'll be the dj and the set will be 60s to 90s with a focus on ...

Three Sunday Smiles (NSFW)

Good morning guys, here are three Sunday smiles for you, because sometimes a smile is just what you need to start your day ☺️

Have a wonderful day, I'll be spending all day today preparing my dj sets for Bearland, my first set is next Thursday, the welcome party, which this year is flower power themed, so I'm bringing back the 60s, 70s and a little bit of the 80s and 90s. Think Minnie Ripperton meets B52 with a dash of Dee Lite ✨.

Hugs and Kisses 😘 ❤️

The Lazy Bear (Part 1 - NSFW)

Good morning friends! Sometimes the right angle is all you need to get the best vantage point... 😜🎥

I was about to put this photo shoot in the vault when I found a couple of pictures that had not been posted or had been edited incorrectly. Playing around I found that these have a curious perspective once put vertically ☺️ thought you would enjoy them.

Have a nice Saturday 😘 ❤️

We meet again! (Wallpaper)

Good morning guys, lately I've been going through a sometimes hard soul searching journey. Believe it or not, the deeper I went into this moment of my life as Benjamin Koll, the more I distanced myself from the past, ran towards the future, but also had more and more involuntary regrets about the past, to the point that if someone called me by my former name, I'd feel terribly uncomfortable and even angry.

So I went back into therapy. I had to face whatever was happening in my subconsci...

8 #throwbackthursday (NSFW)

Good morning guys! You know it's always fun when we take a look behind the scenes 😉🎶

Today is my 8th anniversary on Twitter, so for this #throwbackthursday I've decided to share the full sequence of pictures I took while finishing the writing of "Your Body Is Made For Love", which is included on t...

The New Neighbor (Part 2) (NSFW)

Good morning guys, the neighbor is back to his adventures in the building, wandering in the stairs, looking for some fun. What are you going to do? 🤪

Happy Wednesday! 😘❤️

The professor comes back... (NSFW)

The professor told me he needed me to stay after class, he wanted to go deeper into a subject...
Hey guys, good morning! I was thinking about bringing the professor back for just one day. He was a fun character, it would be great to use him in a music video or something... but OMG, it is getting so hard to find locations here. But well, I'll manage haha
Hope your week had a good start, Happy Tuesday! 😘❤️

Purple Monday (NSFW)

Hey guys, today is the third anniversary of the release of the "Do It Again" music video, and to celebrate, here are some pics from a photo shoot for the "Once In A Lifetime" album we did back in April 2021.

I had to remove these pics from here when Patreon here suddenly went all prudish, but I'm hoping now that they've fixed their stuff it won't be a big problem.

Today it's studio work, I have to remix some of my songs for the Pridefest show in Milwaukee next June and split them...

Saturday Singlet (NSFW)

Good morning guys, wanna wrestle? ☺️

I found these pictures that I hadn't shared with you before of me wearing this sexy and snuggly black singlet. I think we took them last December. Did you know that each photoshoot we do ends up with more than 300 pictures to choose from? the rare occasions are those we take less than 100 pictures. The reason is that it's better to shoot a lot and then choose, but you also usually end up throwing away some interesting shots, like these.

Ha...

Xtravaganza Megamix (1995)

Hey guys! I have a real treat for you today. I recorded this megamix in the spring of 1995 (if I remember correctly) at Redhouse Studios, my studio in Valencia (Spain) at the time.

As some of you may know, I had a nice career as a professional DJ from 1983 to 1990. After I decided to retire to focus on my career as a musician, producer and artist (that was my first intention), I dj'd occasionally at some parties and events, but it was not something I actively pursued anymore. Music and ...

#tbt to All Systems Go (Wallpaper)

Good morning guys, there's something I haven't shared with you yet, and that is that I'm working on an all new version of the All Systems Go Listening Companion book ☺️🎉.

You may remember that I had trouble with Amazon last month, they had banned 3 of my 4 books, their latest attempt in a shady tug of war we have been having since their release. It seems that's been resolved now, but All Systems Go was still having trouble. So I decided to do something I had wanted to do for a wh...

The New Neighbor (NSFW)

Last night I was using the stairs and bumped into this new neighbor, he invited me in, OMG it was amazing... 🤪

Good morning guys, I'm not sure why I love and return to this neighbor series so much, I think it might have something to do with the fact that I used to have a very cute bear as a neighbor on our same floor when I was (can't say the word here, but a long time ago) and still lived with my parents. He had a dark beard, strong legs, a belly, and a tendency to walk around in de...

Silver April (Part 2)

Good morning guys, I hope your week is off to a good start. Here is the second half of the gallery featuring one of the outfits Ricardo from Actitud Sabroso designed for me.

It was made for a live showcase I did on the roof of a hotel in Puerto Vallarta in November 2022. You can watch some videos from that night on my YouTube channel:

• You On My Mind

• 2024-04-16 15:12:55 +0000 UTC View Post

Turn Back The Clock (New Version)

Hey guys, here's one of the things I've been working on lately. When I posted the demo of this song for you last January, I thought: why not go back to the album version and "fix" the things I didn't quite like?

So here's a version closer to what I had in mind when I wrote the song, using the elements I created for the original arrangement. When I finished it the other day, I said out loud: "Why the hell didn't I do this structure and mix back then? I may go further and redo the whole a...

Silver April (Part 1)

Hey guys, I hope your weekend had a good start. Here is the first of a two part gallery featuring one of the outfits Ricardo from Actitud Sabroso designed for me.

It was made for a live showcase I did on the roof of a hotel in Puerto Vallarta in November 2022. You can watch some videos from that night on my YouTube channel:

• You On My Mind

• 2024-04-13 15:46:23 +0000 UTC View Post

#tbt to October 1st 2021 (NSFW)

Good morning guys, looking through my stuff I found this set of pics I'm not sure I shared back in the day. It was October 1st (my 54th birthday) 2021, and we took the afternoon off to go to a nearby Love Motel and take some pictures and enjoy the private pool...

...only to find out that the pool's heating system was broken and made you feel like an egg in boiling water, and some other amenities didn't work as well. But we took some pictures anyway and left the place and went to a pastr...

A little (NSFW) break ☺️

Good morning guys, we've been having a very busy time at home the last few weeks, sometimes you can't have a single moment alone and there are other times when you suddenly have the house to yourself and you can even take pictures with the bedroom door open after the morning shower 😜.

That was yesterday and it felt so good that I wanted to share the moment with you ☺️

Hope your week is going well, mine is crazy busy but productive so I'm optimistic. Have a lovely Wednesday ...