PopMary

Dumped while in hospital

Another 3 weeks

When you realize your treatment has failed and you going to need a stronger course that going to take another couple of weeks till next year I’ll be in hospital thanks to all the supporting Patreons

Day 11

Why I don’t want to live anymore and body update

Loosing a friend while in hospital

So I had a friend that I supported whilst in here and gave him my friendship and heart and last night he messaged me and was like I don‘t want to be your friend any more and christmas is a busy time of year and I do t think I’m going to have time to be your friend . Then he went on to say I cant be your support…. the thing is I didn’t even ask him to be my support I was balling my eyes out and shattered last night how ppl can be so cruel and just use you for their benefit and just dum...

Body shot and life update

Day 8 in hospital and life update with my treatment 

Body shot 15/12/21

Dizzy head spinning sick nauseous and just feeling great 

I hope you are all well 

xox 

maria 

Pretty little psycho

The pain physically and the pain emotionally are equally 

I developed feelings for a patient while they were here and loosing them was so hard … I loose everything I care

 about  

You just can’t win

Perfume in hospital

I always wear perfume in hospital just because your sick or dying doesn’t mean you can’t make an effort 

No filter photo makes me look sooo ugly

I love a good filter makes me feel fresh but here is a photo of me without a filter 

Patreon only video

Resting before my treatment

What do you want to see more of

What is it you expect or want to see more of on Patreon keeping in mind I’m in hospital exhausted and fatigued 

Day6 body shot day 3 hospital stay

I’ve been feeling very low and sad to be honest I sit on my bed and cry a lot the treatment is painful and the stay is very lonely I wonder if I’ll ever get better 

Day 3 in Hospital

3 days have passed since I’ve come into hospital for treatment I felt very emotional yesterday I cried but today I put on some make up in the morning and feel a little better 

god bless you all xox

Settling into my room

Been here for just over 4 hours and settling in well my treatment begins in one hour 

Last morning

Last morning waking up In my own bed getting ready to be waking up on an uncomfortable plastic sqeeky bed 🛌 that’s a little small at least I’ll have my own room and I get someone serving me 3 meals a day even though it’s hospital food I’m grateful for the patron family I’ve acquired of my true supporters 

thank you and God bless you xox

My drive in to hospital

Before my hospital admission I was very emotional this morning I cried and was filled with why me but the truth is why not me what makes me so special to not go into  hospital and millions of people around the world to need surgery and go into hospital everyday ... am I feeling angry yes angry that my body has let me down angry that I have to be admitted into hospital and have all my privacy taken away angry I have to have to do any of this because I’m unwell but grateful at the same t...

Good Morning

Last morning waking up in my own bed tomorrow I’ll be in hospital 😔

Dating diaries PT 5

How did the date go? ... not good 

Why I’m shutting down Popmaryinstagram

The main reason I’m shutting it down is bc I have hundreds of free content on there and zero support on the buy me a coffee donation page which meant so much to me .. I basically am giving myself away for free people are happy to watch happy to dm and expect responses to their DM etc but just not willing to support me which is unfortunate so I’m only going to keep my private Instagram open for my friends ... it’s a really shame bc I put so much effort and thought into what I post on Pop...

Day 4 body shot on Patreon only

Day 4 body shot is only on Patreon 

Going into Hospital

Good morning! So like I mentioned in a previous post I’m going to be In Hospital this week coming so it will be a lot harder to post pictures but I’ll try post from my hospital room updates

Podcast Dating diaries

Unisex fragrances By Demi Rawlings

Morning Coffee Break

I add a tiny bit of chocolate powder to my coffee when I’m being indulgent 😆

Good Morning Patreons

I hope you all have and had a beautiful day ! xox

Out of reach

Lately I’ve been feeling my priorities switch from worshiping God to worshiping materialistic things and I feel out of reach with him... I don’t like this ... who else has felt out of reach with God or Jesus Christ lately? 🥲

Good Afternoon

What has your day been like