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i'm coming over saga (sfx)

i wake up to the phone ringing on my bedside. whenever you call me late, i usually know exactly what that means. the moment i hear your voice on the other end, i know what you need. you just woke up from another nightmare. all i can think is i should’ve stayed with you tonight. you knew i had work in the morning, so you insisted that i not stay over but i shouldn't have listened. i’m already rolling out of bed, already searching for clothes, already telling you to hold tight. lite...

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i'm coming over saga (no sfx)

i wake up to the phone ringing on my bedside. whenever you call me late, i usually know exactly what that means. the moment i hear your voice on the other end, i know what you need. you just woke up from another nightmare. all i can think is i should’ve stayed with you tonight. you knew i had work in the morning, so you insisted that i not stay over but i shouldn't have listened. i’m already rolling out of bed, already searching for clothes, already telling you to hold tight. lite...

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press into me, i’ve got you

you’re on your period and for the life of you can’t get comfy in bed tonight. you’re tossing and turning, your legs won’t stay still, and it’s clear everything in you is screaming that sleep isn’t gonna happen. i notice, of course i do. i notice everything about you. i’m your boyfriend. so i pull you into me without a second thought, trying my best to quiet your mind and your body. to help you settle, to remind you of what you already know. that you can fall asleep tonight. let ...

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coming to put you to bed

i show up just like i said i would. the second the door opens, there you are, already falling into me, exhausted. as soon as you see me, you fall into my arms as i wrap you tightly into my chest. in a single motion, i lift you, cradling you as i swing the door shut. you melt into me as i bring you back to bed, where you belong, setting you down gently. before i can even start undressing, you’re already reaching for me. impatient, needy, but more than anything, just needing to be close. i cl...

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by my side: sleeping over after your nightmare

you're finally asleep. honestly, there's nothing better than having you right here beside me. if you wake up again tonight, you won't need to call. this time, you can just reach out, feel me there, and know that everything's okay, know that you're safe. i'm really glad i came over tonight. it's just really nice being here with you, in the same place, in the same bed, sleeping together.

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coming to put you to bed (sfx)

i show up just like i said i would. the second the door opens, there you are, already falling into me, exhausted. as soon as you see me, you fall into my arms as i wrap you tightly into my chest. in a single motion, i lift you, cradling you as i swing the door shut. you melt into me as i bring you back to bed, where you belong, setting you down gently. before i can even start undressing, you’re already reaching for me. impatient, needy, but more than anything, just needing to be clo...

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coming to put you to bed (no sfx)

i show up just like i said i would. the second the door opens, there you are, already falling into me, exhausted. as soon as you see me, you fall into my arms as i wrap you tightly into my chest. in a single motion, i lift you, cradling you as i swing the door shut. you melt into me as i bring you back to bed, where you belong, setting you down gently. before i can even start undressing, you’re already reaching for me. impatient, needy, but more than anything, just needing to be clo...

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tv night: bridgerton s2e6

it's the wedding, and everyone has a huge choice to make this week. honestly, anthony should never have let it get this far, but here we are. my only question is: how is all of this going to resolve itself, and we still have two more episodes after this. so come close, cuddle up, grab something yummy, and pour a drink as we watch the next episode of bridgerton together.

What you will need to enjoy tv night.

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i'm coming over right now

i wake up to the phone ringing on my bedside. whenever you call me late, i usually know exactly what that means. the moment i hear your voice on the other end, i know what you need. you just woke up from another nightmare. all i can think is i should’ve stayed with you tonight. you knew i had work in the morning, so you insisted that i not stay over but i shouldn't have listened. i’m already rolling out of bed, already searching for clothes, already telling you to hold tight. literally ju...

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your birthday spanks (sfx)

you’re stretched across my lap, pants around your ankles, squirming already, and we haven’t even started. it’s your birthday, and you said you wanted birthday spanks, so i’m more than happy to deliver. we run into a small disagreement on what counts as a proper birthday spank. after a little back and forth, more spanks than we remember to count, and you shifting back and forth on my lap, one thing leads to another. somewhere along the line, we forget the point, and i kinda jus...

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your birthday spanks (no sfx)

you’re stretched across my lap, pants around your ankles, squirming already, and we haven’t even started. it’s your birthday, and you said you wanted birthday spanks, so i’m more than happy to deliver. we run into a small disagreement on what counts as a proper birthday spank. after a little back and forth, more spanks than we remember to count, and you shifting back and forth on my lap, one thing leads to another. somewhere along the line, we forget the point, and i kinda jus...

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by my side: one more game before bed

it’s late, and we’re curled up in bed, the soft glow of the screen is the only light in the room. i've been hooked on this game ever since i ran matches earlier today with my friends. now it’s just me, one last game before i turn it off like i promised. i just want one more win before i go to sleep. you're right there pressed against me, your head nuzzled into my chest, my arms still wrapped around you even with the controller in my hands. i can tell how sleepy you are, barely a...

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you wanted to see me multitask (sfx)

i'm in the middle of a game on a call with my friends when you come in. i glance over, and i already know something’s up. you were supposed to go out, but clearly, plans changed. after you let me know, you stay put, on my lap, watching, not saying much. i tell you i can get off if you want, but you shake your head, telling me to keep playing. obviously, you want something more. the second i unmute my mic, the second i start to focus again, you slide down to your knees, filling the s...

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you wanted to see me multitask (no sfx)

i'm in the middle of a game on a call with my friends when you come in. i glance over, and i already know something’s up. you were supposed to go out, but clearly, plans changed. after you let me know, you stay put, on my lap, watching, not saying much. i tell you i can get off if you want, but you shake your head, telling me to keep playing. obviously, you want something more. the second i unmute my mic, the second i start to focus again, you slide down to your knees, filling the s...

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mornings like this

the smell of coffee reaches me first, but i’m still somewhere between sleep and waking. i hear you moving, feel the bed dip as you crawl back in beside me, your body warm against mine. i should wake up, but between the jet lag and the time change, my body refuses. you don’t seem to mind. you just press closer, set the mugs down, coil yourself around me like you have no plans of letting me sleep much longer. i groan, bury my face against you, but the coffee’s there, and so are you, and l...

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i know exactly what you need

your back has been killing you all day, so the second you get home, you come straight to me, already knowing where this is going. you take a seat beside me, lift your shirt just enough so i can see, so i can feel where it hurts. my hands press against your skin, slow, steady, tracing over the knots, the tightness, all the tension you’ve been carrying. i start at your shoulders, my hands pressing slow, searching, feeling where you need it most. i can tell exactly where the worst of it is, wh...

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tv night: bridgerton s2e5

i’ve been going back and forth all season, trying to figure out where this love triangle will land, and once again, i haven't a clue. with only three episodes left, i was really hoping kate or anthony would finally be honest about their feelings either to each other or at least to edwina. get comfy, grab something yummy, and let's start this episode because i’m dying to see what's going to happens next.

What you will need to enjoy tv night.

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you don't need to say anything (sfx)

it’s late, i’m asleep in my bed when the door opens and you crawl in beside me, looking for something to help you fall asleep. you wake me, accidentally, as you slide in next to me, your body pressing into mine. we’re past the point where you feel like you need to ask, but you do anyway, your voice quiet, drained. tonight was awful, another night wasted on someone who wasn’t worth your time. i get why it would be hard to fall asleep after that. well, let me put your mind at ea...

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you don't need to say anything (no sfx)

it’s late, i’m asleep in my bed when the door opens and you crawl in beside me, looking for something to help you fall asleep. you wake me, accidentally, as you slide in next to me, your body pressing into mine. we’re past the point where you feel like you need to ask, but you do anyway, your voice quiet, drained. tonight was awful, another night wasted on someone who wasn’t worth your time. i get why it would be hard to fall asleep after that. well, let me put your mind at ea...

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i wish you stayed

you left, a few months back. we were the best of friends, on the verge of being something more, and the second we were approaching feelings, you vanished. jumped towns, jumped cities, left me with nothing but questions. now you're back, and everything i tried to push away is here again. the feelings, the memories, the ache i thought i'd buried. like no time has passed. like you never left at all. i know why you ran, i understand completely, i just wish you hadn't. i wish you would've stayed.<...

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by my side: our road trip playlist

as the car starts, the playlist begins. everything should be packed, the car loaded up for our long-awaited road trip. this is a big birthday for you, and i wanted to make sure it was special. seeing as the day lines up with a certain music festival, i couldn't help myself. the second i saw those dates align, i knew where we would be. my hand...

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back where you belong

the night is winding down. we're in bed, tangled up, your leg thrown over mine like you're making sure i don't go anywhere. the water on the nightstand is barely touched, but at least you have it if you need it. you start talking, your voice soft, still shaking after what just happened. we talk about everything, the little things, the moments with your friends, the things that made you laugh. i listen, letting my fingers move over your back, slow, easy, just feeling you here with me. halfway ...

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you wanted this all night (sfx)

i barely have time to greet you. the second i hear the door open, i immediately find you straddling my lap, like you couldn't get to me fast enough, like you've been waiting for this all night. i know you have. i should've seen it coming the second you walked through the door, the way you made a beeline for me like you had one thing on your mind. and i can't say i blame you. before you left, i teased, but i held back. i let you slip away untouched, and the last thing i wanted to do wa...

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you wanted this all night (no sfx)

i barely have time to greet you. the second i hear the door open, i immediately find you straddling my lap, like you couldn't get to me fast enough, like you've been waiting for this all night. i know you have. i should've seen it coming the second you walked through the door, the way you made a beeline for me like you had one thing on your mind. and i can't say i blame you. before you left, i teased, but i held back. i let you slip away untouched, and the last thing i wanted to do wa...

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even after the fight, i’m still yours

the silence feels heavier than the fight itself. the words we threw at each other still linger in the air, sharp edges that neither of us meant, things said in the heat of the moment, things we both wish we could take back. i let it sit for a while, let us both breathe, let the weight settle instead of trying to push through it too soon. but after a while, i go looking for you. not to argue, not to prove a point, just to find you. because no matter how bad it gets, no matter how much we hurt ...

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Get To Know Knight: Episode 159

It's Monday so you know what that means, another installment of Get To Know Knight the show where you ask me questions and I give you answers to the best of my abilities.

If you want to ask me a question you can here.

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come here baby, let me hold you

you come home after another hard day, exhausted from this month, from this year, and it’s only just the start. some days just take it all out of you, leave you drained, like you have been running on empty for too long. what you need is to come to bed, press your head against my chest, just let me hold you. you do not have to do anything else, do not have to think, do not have to carry it all right now. i feel it in your breath, the way it slows, the way your body presses deeper into me, ten...

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tv night: bridgerton s2e4

the tension continues to ramp up even more this week. i honestly didn’t think these two would keep being so oblivious about their feelings for one another, but here we are. they’re confusing lust for loathing and getting further and further from where they need to be, which is, so obviously, together. either way, let’s get into it, so grab something yummy, come close, cuddle up, and let’s dive into the next episode together.

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how does five more minutes feel now? (sfx)

the morning light has just broken through our window as i hear you moving. my chest is the first to feel your hands on me, soft, coaxing, trying to pull me awake. i mumble, asking for five more minutes, but you have other plans. in far less time than that, i feel the heat of your lips, the warmth of your mouth. i am fully and completely awake. my breath hitches, my fingers tighten in the sheets, and for a second, all i can do is exhale, slow, controlled, before my eyes finally op...

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how does five more minutes feel now? (no sfx)

the morning light has just broken through our window as i hear you moving. my chest is the first to feel your hands on me, soft, coaxing, trying to pull me awake. i mumble, asking for five more minutes, but you have other plans. in far less time than that, i feel the heat of your lips, the warmth of your mouth. i am fully and completely awake. my breath hitches, my fingers tighten in the sheets, and for a second, all i can do is exhale, slow, controlled, before my eyes finally op...

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