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by my side: after we decorate the tree

it’s a week before christmas, and we’ve both been busy working as the holidays get closer. so tonight, when you came home and saw a seven foot christmas tree sitting in your living room, you were shocked. i told you i wanted to make sure the holidays were special this year, and i was going to make that happen. we spend the better part of the night covering the tree in lights and memories. and when we’re finally done, we collapse together on the couch, our arms wrapped around eac...

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tv night: abbott elementary s1e7 & e8

it’s late, and we really should be going to bed by now. but you’re insistent that you can’t fall asleep just yet. i know what you want. you want to watch a couple episodes of something in the hopes that you’ll get sleepy enough to actually go to bed. we can do that, sweetheart. come here and get close to me. let me put on the next two episodes of abbott elementary, and then we’ll both try to get some sleep.

What you will need to enjoy tv night.

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...right before bed (sfx)

it’s not new for you to have trouble falling asleep. often there’s just too much on your mind when you’re trying to drift off. your thoughts run a million miles a minute, overthinking the day, jumping to random ideas, a whole gambit that just doesn’t seem to stop. you just need to turn it off, long enough to relax and fall asleep. when you tell me your mind is too busy to rest, a cheeky smile spreads across my face. i know exactly how to empty your head, and it might be just w...

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...right before bed (no sfx)

it’s not new for you to have trouble falling asleep. often there’s just too much on your mind when you’re trying to drift off. your thoughts run a million miles a minute, overthinking the day, jumping to random ideas, a whole gambit that just doesn’t seem to stop. you just need to turn it off, long enough to relax and fall asleep. when you tell me your mind is too busy to rest, a cheeky smile spreads across my face. i know exactly how to empty your head, and it might be just w...

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first thing in the morning... (sfx)

it’s our day off together, which means i want to squeeze every single second out of today with you. i wake up early, which you know is a rarity for me. i roll over, hoping my presence alone will tempt you awake. when that isn’t enough to pull you from sleep, i press against your back, my hands reaching around to pull you close. i tease and coax you until you finally open your eyes, then your legs, until we’re connected. your eyes can’t stay open anymore as your body gives in a...

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first thing in the morning... (no sfx)

it’s our day off together, which means i want to squeeze every single second out of today with you. i wake up early, which you know is a rarity for me. i roll over, hoping my presence alone will tempt you awake. when that isn’t enough to pull you from sleep, i press against your back, my hands reaching around to pull you close. i tease and coax you until you finally open your eyes, then your legs, until we’re connected. your eyes can’t stay open anymore as your body gives in a...

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by my side: spooning your sick boyfriend

i’ve been sleeping basically all day, so when i feel you crawl into bed, my first instinct is to wake up and actually spend time with you. you want me to sleep though it’s the only way i’m going to get better. so you kiss me, gently reassuring me back into rest. i feel your head press against my back as your arms wrap around me, and just like that, i’m drifting right back to sleep with you by my side.

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cuddling me through my cold

as with most sick audio, unfortunately i really am sick right now, but i’m slowly and surely getting much better. <3

just as you were getting better from your cold, i ended up catching it on your last day of feeling crummy. now it’s a few days later and i’m right where you were not too long ago, in bed, sniffly, coughing, feeling absolutely terrible. thankfully you’re right here taking care of me the same way i took care of you. i’m really trying to be a good patie...

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knight drafts: i know you're exhausted

this one is still in the works but should be out before the end of the year. i’ve had over a dozen requests for this exact premise over the past month alone. hopefully the full version will be out soon. until then, i hope you enjoy a look behind the scenes.

it’s been a really hard year for so many reasons, sweetheart. i know you’re feeling so tired. come here, let me hold you close and help take it all away. even though this year has been truly awful, i’m so gra...

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tv night: gilmore girls s1e6

there’s nothing you want more on this rainy, cozy day than to climb into bed with me, cuddle up close, and watch something together. we still have so much gilmore girls to get through, so we should probably put on the next episode. grab something yummy, get yourself a drink, and then come curl up against my chest while we watch the next episode of gilmore girls.

What you will need to enjoy tv night.

1) have this audio pulled up o...

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knight drafts: planning out our holidays

there are quite a few holiday audios in the works right now. as a little sneak peek, i figured i’d let you see an early draft of one of the other holiday pieces that are currently in the process of getting done. i hope you enjoy this small peek behind the curtain.

we just got back home from your parents’ house. it was so lovely spending thanksgiving there. seeing your family, sleeping in your childhood bed, all of it felt so sweet. now we’re finally back in our ow...

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naughty get to know knight: episode 41

very similar to get to know knight except here we are answering nsfw questions. if you have a nsfw question you can ask it right here. this week we are trying something a little new, let me know if you like this change moving forward for future episodes of NGTKK.

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december beard negotiation

your hands comb through my beard as you straddle my lap on the bed. i told you it would probably be gone as soon as november ended, but it’s now a few days into december and the beard is still firmly on my face. i tease that i’ll be shaving it soon, knowing full well how you’ll react. the thought of me shaving my beard, combined with the idea that i might cut my hair sometime soon, is all a bit too much for you. you don’t want any changes. you just want your boyfriend exactly as he is...

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knight drafts: i know you're a good kisser

you always say you want earlier drafts of audios. here's the first draft of 'i know you're a good kisser'. i hope you enjoy this little peek behind the scenes.

you’re over at my place and we’re trying our hardest to watch a movie together, but as usual we’re having difficulties. it’s not so much finding a movie as it is keeping our hands off each other long enough to do so. in one of the brief moments when our lips aren’t busy, you ask me a question that’s ...

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please don't blame yourself

it’s been a hard week. you and your best friend have basically stopped talking, and you can’t figure out why. despite your efforts to reach out, there’s been nothing but radio silence. it’s heartbreaking when someone you depend on just disappears without a trace. right now the why doesn’t matter. what you need to know is that it isn’t your fault. you’re going to be okay, sweetheart. i know how much it hurts, but i’m right here for you, no matter what.

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when you're feeling sick

you’ve had a fever for the past few days, curled up in bed while I take care of you. it’s a pretty bad flu that’s been going around for a couple of weeks now. you drift in and out of sleep all day as your body works to recover. i peek my head into the bedroom and press my hand to your forehead to check the progress of your fever. it’s still there, but with more rest and plenty of food, you should be feeling better in no time.

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baby, it's time to sleep

it’s just a little after three in the morning when i feel someone’s hand tickling my face. after a few seconds i shoot awake and realize it’s only you. for some unknown reason you’ve decided that sleep simply wasn’t for you tonight. and if it’s not for you, then it certainly isn’t for me. little do you know that despite your intentions, you are going to bed right now, missy. waking me up was basically a one way ticket straight back to sleep. night night, sweetheart, it’s bedti...

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merch update

hi beautiful,

i've been using tee spring for a number of years now. unfortunately this past year, it has come to my attention that the quality of their customer service has declined. I've heard from a number of you that orders aren't arriving in a timely manner and the customer service from the site has been less than stellar at giving you information regarding it. I reached out to them to see if they could give me any more information about what's been going on and their response was l...

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end of the month (sfx)

you weren't going to let me finish that easy. we're in bed wrapped around each other, both of us intently looking at the time. you wanted to make sure I suffered for every second of november down to the minute. it's been absolute torture waiting. a whole month feels like nothing compared to these seconds now before the timer rings but when it does it's officially december 1st. which means it's time to make good on everything i've been holding back all month long.

T...

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end of the month (no sfx)

you weren't going to let me finish that easy. we're in bed wrapped around each other, both of us intently looking at the time. you wanted to make sure I suffered for every second of november down to the minute. it's been absolute torture waiting. a whole month feels like nothing compared to these seconds now before the timer rings but when it does it's officially december 1st. which means it's time to make good on everything i've been holding back all month long.

T...

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Movie Night: The Wild Robot

you really wanted to make me cry tonight, didn’t you? the second i saw what movie you picked, i knew i’d be in for it. it’s a fantastic movie, probably one of my favorite animated films of the past few years. it’s so sweet and cute and perfect to watch right before the holidays. so come close, cuddle up, grab something yummy, and let’s watch the wild robot together.

What you will need to enjoy Movie Night.

1) have this au...

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i know you're a good kisser

you’re over at my place and we’re trying our hardest to watch a movie together, but as usual we’re having difficulties. it’s not so much finding a movie as it is keeping our hands off each other long enough to do so. in one of the brief moments when our lips aren’t busy, you ask me a question that’s been on your mind for years. when i hear it, i’m shocked it’s even a question. the answer should be abundantly clear by my desire to kiss you, but if that’s not a good enough ans...

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too tempting not to taste (sfx)

i came into the bedroom for some reason. that reason escaped me the second I see you there laying in bed. you're laying on your tummy, your feet kicking in the air, your phone in your hand as you absentmindedly scroll. my eyes immediately find the space between your legs and see the absences of any clothes. you were trying to find the motivation to take a shower but all i see is temptation. before you know it my hands are tracing your curves and my lips are tasting every part of you. ...

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too tempting not to taste (no sfx)

i came into the bedroom for some reason. that reason escaped me the second I see you there laying in bed. you're laying on your tummy, your feet kicking in the air, your phone in your hand as you absentmindedly scroll. my eyes immediately find the space between your legs and see the absences of any clothes. you were trying to find the motivation to take a shower but all i see is temptation. before you know it my hands are tracing your curves and my lips are tasting every part of you. ...

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saving you from your anxiety

i wake up in the early hours of the morning to the feeling of you shifting between the covers. you're tossing and turning, clearly anxious, your mind running a mile a minute. you've been more stressed than usual about work lately, and that anxiety is even finding you in the quiet hours when sleep should be your only concern. i pull you into the safety of my arms, holding you close against my chest. all i have in these moments are my words and my hands to bring you back to me, so you have a ch...

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post friendsgiving hangover

as i wake up this morning, last night feels like such a blur. we went over for your friends' friendsgiving party, which was so much fun. this morning we are both paying for a night full of fun, as we groggily piece together the events of the night while i attempt to ease both of our terrible hangovers. no part of you wants to get up just yet, and i'm in the same boat as you. i want nothing more than to go back to sleep for a few hours in the hopes of reawakening feeling somewhat more coherent...

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helping my girlfriend get warm

it doesn’t take more than a single look to realize you’re clearly freezing right now. we’re both under a mountain of blankets and comforters, but even that isn’t enough to keep the winter weather away. you press your body against mine, trying to soak up as much of my heat as you can to no avail. you head off into my closet to see if you can find something warmer to put on to hopefully help. between me, my hoodie, and the recently raised thermostat, something will definitely warm you u...

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by my side: sitting in my lap while i game

i thought you were going to be much longer, so i started playing arc raiders in my office. when i hear the door open, i'm shocked at how quickly you finished. you rush to take a seat on my lap before the match starts. you love the front row seat to whatever i'm doing. i've been so hooked on arc recently. there's something about an extraction shooter where you can choose to be friendly that really speaks to me. you quickly forget about our plans to go make food as you watch me try to survive u...

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getting in trouble (sfx)

you've been waiting at home buzzing with excitement since our call while I was at work earlier today. you hear my car pull into the driveway and you immediately rush to take a seat at the end of the bed. you know you're in trouble, you were actively looking for this result. the bedroom door flies open and I make a beeline straight to you. I grab you by the chin tilting your eye to meet mine. you just realized just how much trouble you were actually in. before you know it, you are stri...

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getting in trouble (no sfx)

you've been waiting at home buzzing with excitement since our call while I was at work earlier today. you hear my car pull into the driveway and you immediately rush to take a seat at the end of the bed. you know you're in trouble, you were actively looking for this result. the bedroom door flies open and I make a beeline straight to you. I grab you by the chin tilting your eye to meet mine. you just realized just how much trouble you were actually in. before you know it, you are stri...

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