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after a bad night out

you were out tonight with some people from work. apparently they've been going out every friday as a group, and tonight you figured you'd take the leap and join them. when i heard the door open hours before you were supposed to come home, without a text or a call, i'm a bit surprised. i'm even more surprised when you try to rush past me without a kiss and barely a word. clearly something happened tonight. come here, baby, you don't need to talk, but i want to be there for you right now, howev...

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irresponsibly sexy (sfx)

we were out at a bar all night with your friends. it was a somewhat fancy place, so we were both dressed up a bit. you had on this long dress that hugged your figure so perfectly, i couldn't keep my eyes off of you. you kept teasing me all night long about a special surprise once we got back to the apartment. the amount of self control i needed to keep myself from pulling you aside tonight was beyond difficult, especially as the night went on and we both got drunker and drunker. i was...

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irresponsibly sexy (no sfx)

we were out at a bar all night with your friends. it was a somewhat fancy place, so we were both dressed up a bit. you had on this long dress that hugged your figure so perfectly, i couldn't keep my eyes off of you. you kept teasing me all night long about a special surprise once we got back to the apartment. the amount of self control i needed to keep myself from pulling you aside tonight was beyond difficult, especially as the night went on and we both got drunker and drunker. i was...

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famously hard to date

we've been sneaking around these past few weeks ever since we had that run-in together. you want this to be a secret, for this to be easy, no commitments, no press. i want the opposite. i want you, nobody else. i want to take this public despite the risks. i hate how complicated something that should be easy becomes given who we are.

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Movie Night: Iron Man

after going back and forth on choices, we've landed on the first iron man. i know i say this all the time, but i haven't seen this movie in forever. it's such a good time, the literal starting point of the mcu. i couldn't think of a better movie to curl up in bed and watch with you tonight. so grab something yummy, come close, and let's watch iron man together.

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what if you stay the night? (no sfx)

you came over for dinner and a movie, and the movie just finished. we're curled up in my bed as the credits roll. we check the time, realizing how late it actually is. i don't want you to leave just yet. honestly, i'd love it if you stayed the night. you, on the other hand, are nervous about the idea. you haven't slept over at a boy's house in a long time. your mind runs through a million things, but you don't have to worry about any of them.

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what if you stay the night? (sfx)

you came over for dinner and a movie, and the movie just finished. we're curled up in my bed as the credits roll. we check the time, realizing how late it actually is. i don't want you to leave just yet. honestly, i'd love it if you stayed the night. you, on the other hand, are nervous about the idea. you haven't slept over at a boy's house in a long time. your mind runs through a million things, but you don't have to worry about any of them.

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let's get something to eat, sweetheart

you're on the couch, legs up, on your phone when i join you. you know what i'm going to ask before i even get the chance to. i'm not trying to be annoying; i just want to make sure you're taking care of yourself. it's only because i love you so much that i bug you about it. you haven't had anything to eat all day, baby. come on, let's figure out food together.

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let me see your new haircut

when you were incredibly vague about an appointment this morning, i had some questions. but now that you're back home and you want me to close my eyes, i'm realizing quite quickly where you were. there's no need to preface anything or build suspense, sweetheart. just let me see your new haircut. whatever you decided to do, you know i'm going to absolutely love it.

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by my side: a good night's sleep

i was going through the forms recently and found a surprising number of requests for a longer version of sleep sounds with no talking, just sleep.

it's rare we actually go to bed on time, but tonight is one of those nights. we're both exhausted; after a long day of work and errands, we're finally ready to curl up together and fall asleep. a soft kiss, a few words, my steady breaths, your heartbeat against mine, wrapped safely under our blankets together. there's nothing...

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bump in the night

you hear a noise that wakes you fully from sleep. your first reaction is to reach over and shake me immediately awake. without hesitation, i get out of bed and do a lap around the house to make sure everything's okay. when i eventually get back to bed, there's no chance you're going back to sleep. between being startled awake and the anxiety of the unknown, you're on edge. you need some way to relax, some way to shut off your brain, something that always exhausts you. you can tell by the expr...

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tv night: bluey s1e32, e33, e34, e35

we're winding down after a long day. neither of us wants to get out of bed, let alone move. we need to get up and get something to eat soon, but you're so comfy, and i'm perfectly happy staying right here. you ask if we can watch a few episodes before we get up and get food, and the answer will always be yes. tonight we're watching bumpy and the wise old wolfhound [s1e32], trampoline [s1e33], the dump [s1e34] and zoo [s1e35].

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a little oral support

we were sharing secrets in bed, a secret for a secret. after i share mine, you decide to spill one you've been keeping for some time. when i hear it, i go back through all our experiences together and it clicks, we haven't ever done that before. it's not that you don't want to, but the idea of it is kinda terrifying. it shouldn't be; it won't be with the right person. let me show you there's nothing to be scared of.

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cuddling my grumpy fiancé (girlfriend)

you didn't want to get out of bed today, you didn't want to go to work today, you didn't want to do anything today besides stay and rot in bed. you did get up and face today, but now, hours later and back home, you're so completely over all of it. and that's totally fair. it's no fun having to engage, go to work, or do things while on your period. you should be able to take it easy and ignore the world. i'd love nothing more than to cuddle with you and ignore everything together.

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pulling you out of this

i searched the whole house for you the moment i got home. i know today has been hard, unbearably so. all i want right now is to sit quietly beside you, hold you tight, and remind you it's going to be okay. cry if you need to, feel every bit of it, just know i'll still be right here with you, because that's exactly what you deserve.

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by my side: hearing me coming home

it's been raining all night long, and i had to work late again. you asked me if you should go to sleep or wait up, and i told you to try to get some sleep. i promised i would wake you up the second i got home, and when i opened the front door and walked into our bedroom, it was the first thing i did before undressing. lemme go brush my teeth real quick, and then i'll come back to bed to cuddle you and go to sleep together.

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you don't need to run away (sfx)

i'm holding you, in the kitchen moments after you tried running away. there are three little words that terrify you. they're a promise that you no longer trust. when i slip and let the words leave my lips for the first time, you react the only way you know how. you push me away and try to burn the whole thing down, but i won't let you. i know you're scared of what me saying this means. what should be a promise sounds like a threat, but let me prove to you this time is different. there...

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you don't need to run away (no sfx)

i'm holding you, in the kitchen moments after you tried running away. there are three little words that terrify you. they're a promise that you no longer trust. when i slip and let the words leave my lips for the first time, you react the only way you know how. you push me away and try to burn the whole thing down, but i won't let you. i know you're scared of what me saying this means. what should be a promise sounds like a threat, but let me prove to you this time is different. there...

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babygirl exclusive: i'm glad we talked

it's an office party with mandatory attendance. you've been glaring at me from across the room, and i've been keeping my distance all night long. as the party begins to wind down and people start escaping back home, you pull me aside. this might be the most words we've ever exchanged with each other. all this time i thought you hated me, that you couldn't stand to breathe the same air as me. hearing otherwise really does change everything.

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waking you up on your birthday

today is the only day I'm actually a morning person, because I have a reason to be up early. it's not that we have to go to work today, I've made to sure to take care of that. it's because I want the first thing you hear when you open your eyes today to be 'happy birthday'. all I want to do today is celebrate the very most important person in my life, and that person is you.

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knight drafts: in spite of the storm (sfx)

so i really appreciate all the feedback i received on the last nsfw, and it inspired me to make a few changes to it. but i also know that some of you really enjoyed the original version. so with that in mind, i decided to re-upload the original version for you all. if i ever make edits to an audio in the future, know that i'll be re-uploading the original as a draft for the babygirls. <3

the rain falls heavily tonight. on the eve of conflict between our families, you called, ...

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knight drafts: in spite of the storm (no sfx)

so i really appreciate all the feedback i received on the last nsfw, and it inspired me to make a few changes to it. but i also know that some of you really enjoyed the original version. so with that in mind, i decided to re-upload the original version for you all. if i ever make edits to an audio in the future, know that i'll be re-uploading the original as a draft for the babygirls. <3

the rain falls heavily tonight. on the eve of conflict between our families, you called, ...

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tv night: bluey s1e28, e29, e30, e31

you're claiming you aren't sleepy at all even though it's very, very late. i know exactly what that means. you wanna watch something before you go to sleep tonight. just one look at your face and i know i don't have the strength to tell you no. so tonight we're watching grannies [s1e28], the creek [s1e29], the fairies [s1e30] and work [s1e31] before you've gotta go to bed, sweetheart.

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in spite of the storm (sfx)

the rain falls heavily tonight. on the eve of conflict between our families, you called, not for a truce or negotiation, but because you needed to see me one last time before everything changes. it's painfully ironic that, out of everyone in this world, we would be the ones to find comfort in each other’s arms. when you call, i come, unable to resist your pull, even though i know i'm walking toward my own destruction. now, lying together in the backseat of my car, beneath the old oa...

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in spite of the storm (no sfx)

the rain falls heavily tonight. on the eve of conflict between our families, you called, not for a truce or negotiation, but because you needed to see me one last time before everything changes. it's painfully ironic that, out of everyone in this world, we would be the ones to find comfort in each other’s arms. when you call, i come, unable to resist your pull, even though i know i'm walking toward my own destruction. now, lying together in the backseat of my car, beneath the old oa...

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cuddling on the beach

the bbq part of the party is winding down. our feet are buried in the sand as we sit side by side, finishing up our respective meals, your fingers interlaced with mine. it wasn't as bad as you imagined, as soon as you arrived and met everyone, your anxiety waned. i'm just happy you're having a good time and that you actually like all of my friends. from what i've heard, they really like you too. it seems like everyone's gonna jump into the ocean for a quick dip before the sunset and we start ...

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never worry about waking me up

i feel your finger press into my chest as your hands search for my skin to pull you out of the nightmare. hearing the quiver in your voice pulls me right out of sleep. my body gravitates toward you, enclosing you in the safety of my arms. you don't want to go back to sleep, terrified of returning to the place where you just were. it'll be okay, i promise you; if you go back to bed now you won't find that place again. close your eyes, press against me, and you'll be back asleep safely before y...

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by my side: reading together

i catch you curled up on the couch reading, and you look so adorable that i can't help but want to join you. i promise i won't distract you; i actually have something to read too. it's such a lovely summer day to be curled up together on the couch, windows open, you leaning against me. it's a great way to spend our afternoon.

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saving you from drowning

i saw you in the distance at the edge of the pool, texting and walking, not entirely paying attention. when you slipped and fell in, i knew something was up, and when you didn't immediately surface, i jumped in after you. something was wrong when i pulled you to the surface, you weren't moving, you weren't breathing. there wasn't time to think, only enough time to act. i called over to my friends to call nine-one-one before immediately starting chest compressions and trying my hardest to brin...

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no more naptime (sfx)

you wanted to take a nap today, mostly for me. i've been exhausted, and my circadian rhythm has been off. i warned you before we went into it that i'm a notoriously bad napper, it's not the falling asleep part that i struggle with, it's the waking up part. we both pass out intertwined around each other, and after forty minutes, you wake up first, just as you said you would. the only issue is when you try to wake me up. as warned, i'm being difficult and a bit grumpy. despite my best e...

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