alearain

spirit&form

the interwoven nature of shadow & light

they are bound to one another

a peaceful coexistence requires acceptance & respect

of releasing resistance & remaining resilient

openess & ownership

of my spirit & form .:.

Where things make sense

Can you see the turtle?

paradise is a place on earth

self-love is a hell of a drug

Some updates:

Now accepting tips!

Venmo @alea-rain

PayPal alearain@gmail.com

I will be creating a new tier for imagery and videos like this, for $17/ month

No, I don’t currently have an OnlyFans, I feel like an artist more than a model & love my patrons on here, I don’t need fans.

Baby Seal

My favorite bikini bottoms

A macnut milk coffee & joint for brekkie

Sandy hair

Salty skin

Sunburnt mind

No edits, this is me. In all my glory of scars, fat, and acne. Let me be.

Sunrise & a stolen tshirt

Making love alone between the waves & the sand… wherever I go I won’t go with a plan ;)

Film photos

Prints available!

my heart is a hurricane

If you’re looking for some mad love

Come meet me in the bathtub

I’m the steam that soothes the pain of the storm but I’m also the rain

I like to occupy that space between your fingertips

Make your mind start to slip down the drain

I’m all the reasons that you went insane

Your favorite tshirt

A wild sea eyed undone darling daughter of adventure, the sister of risk… it is her rare & always ephemeral embrace that causes temporary pressure on the membrane of ecstasy .:.

my favorite love story is my own

all alone

fireside reading books & drinking wine

no one but me can call me mine

singing barefoot in the park

dancing solo in the dark

eating fruit naked in the sand

I’m complete, I don’t need a man

Local Livin

Back when I lived in Maui with the local boys

They called me kaikaina (little sister/brother)

I learned how to change a tire, descale a fish & punch

I rode my skateboard and hitch-hiked to get around

I lived on a diet of fresh fish and coconut tapioca and weed

That’s why I love to travel

To emerge into local

culture

An unexplored aspect of myself comes out to play

Midnight Snack

Modelo & chat

Lost my lighter & my mind

We’re naked, heartbroken, & beautiful

It’ll be just fine

Glass Walls

I'm livin' in my own world, makin' all the rules

I deserve peace, I paid my dues

I deserve a crib with the all glass walls

I deserve a love that picks up every time that I call

MOODY

Moody & wearing my mamas lace stockings

Polaroid series

Ecstasy

Even when you leave

Your scent lingers on my skin

My insides pulse with memories

Leaving me longing

Yet satisfied

To sleep alone tonight

You’re my favorite kind of drug

I’d rather drown in my desires

Than overdose on your love

Winter Solstice

Three mezcals deep

Through the cracks I seep

Seabreeze and incense got me high

This pencil will be my lover tonight

Polaroids of the past

Seed fantasies for the future

All the sun softened girls

Get lost in my sandy curls

Making love in the sea at sunrise

Watch me drip

And drop off the map

In the sky is no mans land

The only place I won't be damned

Heavy Dreamer Light Sleeper

I’ve been practicing shibari ties on myself & a few close friends… it’s been so therapeutic to discover the strength found in surrender, when you feel safe enough to do so.

Hoping to try suspension ties soon!

You’ll be the first to know when I do 😘

Breaking Point

Stormy mornings on the rooftop of my apartment in Dar Salem, Tanzania

This is as far from ‘home’ as I can go (geographically— this is the cutest city away from San Fransisco, my home city and where I flew out from)

It’s a funny feeling— utterly empty & fully alive

Also if anyone had seen me up here…. They’d think I was utterly crazy then who knows what they would do. I live in a place of slight unease these days- can’t get too comfo...

Save Water

I like to lay in the bath til the water gets cold

I like to do what I want not do what I’m told

Another rotation around the sun

Just a general check in on my og patrons & a hello to my new patrons: most my posts will be pictures & poetry based, or private links to dance videos.

But thought I’d just give a lil life update, and share some pictures from my birthday.

I decided to have a mellow year this year, reflecting on the past year(s) and what I want to bring into this next phase/ year of my life.

So I spent the day with my three closest girlfriends, we did a little peyote ceremony, se...

Astronaut in the ocean

Uncaged

Art is not my hobby, it is my being, it is as necessary to my life as breathing…

Wild Child

You still think of her once in a while

Now that your married

With kids

And dogs

And a lovely lady

Parents approved

And you love her

Because she’s lovely

But sometimes on the full moon

Or when you feel an unexpected warm breeze

You reminisce

The one that left bite marks

With messy hair

Covered in sand and bruises

Unapologetically untamed

Always naked Always singing

Living a revo...

Leather&Lace

Holding Wind

Don't fall for me

For i follow the wind

It'll be lovely, for a while, like a cool summer breeze

I will teach you to dance in the rain and jump off of waterfalls

I will kiss you on mountain tops and make love to you in the sand...

but once I’m gone , you can never go back to those places, without tasting me on your lips

— the price you pay

Office Meetings

Need i say more?

But on the real: looking for some who does business development/strategy for a beverage company Im starting with my best friend!

So if ya know someone or are that someone…. Holler!

Against Me

Mornings spent feeling myself & feeling my feelings….

Sunday night Sleepovers

Sea Wolf

I am madness

I am medicine

A feral child

Forever wild

Barefoot

Bare breasts

Broken

Bleeding

But still breathing

Malibu

Where the fallen angels reside

Below heaven above the clouds

Carve my thoughts into the caves

Not much of a soul left to save

Im unedited&undone

Broken glass shines like diamonds beneath my feet

I run

Run until my lungs ache and my bones break

Torn sky

Tearing at my insides

Rolling on my back in mirth and madness

All alone

Baby that's all I've ever known .:.

Polaroids available for purcha...

I miss her most on rainy days

The way she’d sip tea & count the raindrops as they’d drip down the window

The way she’d stand outside and talk to the sky

Washing away her pain

Drenched & dancing in the rain .:.

No Tan Lines

You want to get to know me?

Memorize the lines on my thighs

Count my freckles

Kiss my scars

Lick my wounds

Watch the way my body trembles when your lips graze my shoulder blades

Witness my opening .:.