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Camping Mini Photo Set

I had an amazing time camping this weekend! I love being out in nature. <3

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Big Girl, Tiny Bong

New vid for download! Haze was cooking supper in the kitchen while I enjoyed a quick toke session outside. I show off a little discretely because I could have been seen by neighbors or people driving by! 

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Weigh-in Wednesday

I've got some lost ground to make up. It's been a stressful week, and the hot weather lately makes cooking more difficult and I'm less interested in stuffing. I'm sure I can get it back!

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Thoughts and plans

My creative life is constantly evolving. I have ideas of what I want to do, but organizing everything in a way that functions is something I've yet to really figure out... though I think I'm getting damn close. 

I'll be honest, I want to give OnlyFans a proper shot again. It's easier to use for sharing RL content. However, I don't want to ditch Patreon - I just want to make it more furry focused, especially as I dive back into art and fursuit making. I'll keep sharing the tamer RL ...

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Good morning!

Has anyone watched my fat chat/gaining video? I haven't heard any feedback on it yet and I'm curious. I thought it was cute and I'm excited by where the gains are going! Deciding to show my face again was a huge thing I'm glad I'm doing, but I still like these bodyscape selfies too lol. I'm looking forward to sharing more of my real personality when I make content. :)

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Just some photos I grabbed from my last vid :D

I'm having fun :3

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Fat Chat June 2021 (vid)

Showing off the gains! I'm so happy with this video! I haven't shown my face in a couple years, but I'm excited to be back! I think this is one of the cutest vids I've done, and it feels so incredibly freeing to just go for it and be myself. I hope you enjoy it!

This is a direct download from my Google Dropbox. It will be on my OnlyFans and possibly for sale on other platforms.

Thanks for helping me make this all happen!

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Rediscovered confidence

I'm excited for the next chapter! I'm ready to face it! You're going to see a lot more of me going forward. :)

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Wednesday weigh-in!

Holding pretty steady! Wherever this gain goes will be the direct result of feeder attention from here on out. I've done what I can to get things rolling again!

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Real talk, my thoughts and plans

I want to show my face in content again. The wolf mask is a decent idea, but it's not quite what I want it to be, and I don't think I will ever be happy with it. I want to be bold and confident and not care if I'm "found out" again. The other entrepreneurial work I'm pursuing now means I don't have to worry about employers knowing - only the potential shame from friends and family. But there is mad support for me too. I want to be my authentic, real self and find that confidence I used to hav...

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I'm ditching the purple wig

I love how it looks, but it's too much of a pain in the ass to deal with, and getting it to work right with the mask is preventing me from making content.

...So I'm going to dye my hair instead. :)

I may go with some kind of purple but I'm not totally decided on color yet. I need to get it professionally bleached first for vibrancy! Until then it's natural brown town.

Sorry for the delay in content due this hang-up! There will be much more from here on out and I'm super...

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Hot days = less clothing

This is what I wore most of today lol, including outside on our back deck in potential view of people! Also I have to mention my thighs - they have gotten absolutely massive! I feel new gains in my inner thighs and I'm pretty annoyed that it's going there because they already eventually destroy every pair of pants I have! My body wants thigh rolls. Who am I to say no?

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10 Pounds Gained!

I think I can officially say my weight has swelled and settled at 385, a 10 lb gain since I started this Patreon in January! Most of that gain happened in the last couple months - my appetite has been wild! The encouragement and feeding has been really nice too. 😏 Thank you all for your contributions!

I can feel lots of changes with the new pounds, so a fat chat video is in production! Time to make a bunch of new content and show off dis thiccness! 💜

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Discord Server incoming!

Woo! :D We can add more channels as we want/need them, but it should be ready to enjoy soon, just need to get a few more things figured out. If any of you know Discord well, hit me up! I could use the help! :)

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VERY EXCITING ANNOUNCEMENT

I have a new stretch mark! I haven't seen a new one in SO LONG! And it's right there on my belly! You know what that means? I need to stuff myself more to make it grow! So much fun! 😄 Thank you for being here and supporting my ridiculous gluttony!

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Weigh-in!

I missed yesterday so weighed today, and these pounds seem to be sticking! My belly feels so soft and heavy!

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Late night binging

Last night (really early this morning) I couldn't sleep. I was wide awake trying to satisfy my ridiculous appetite. I had eaten three servings worth of fish and veggies for supper a few hours earlier, plus some snacks, but it wasn't nearly enough. First I made a peanut butter and banana sandwich, a staple stuffing food around here, great for adding calories and taking up space. I followed that with a full bag of trail mix, over 1000 calories on its own! I still wanted more, so I grabbed a hal...

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Mutual Gaining Challenge - 25 Pounds!

Holy size contrast, Batman! I didn't realize how huge I looked until seeing myself standing next to my boyfriend Haze in this video! It's going public on YouTube, but I have exclusive information for you Patrons!

While I'm primarily a feedee (and that's the focus here!), I do enjoy encouraging weight gain on others and it's a huge turn on for me! Haze is indulging my fattening desires this summer and has accepted a gaining challenge! We are going to try to gain 25 lbs between the two o...

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Trying on Tight Summer Pants

I needed to make this video asap, because you know with the way things have been going these clothes won't last long! This video will go live on YouTube soon, but you get it here first! Thanks for supporting my fat fun. :)

As I mention in the video, I will be opening up an OnlyFans again soon. I'm not totally sure how I will be structuring it, but I'm thinking maybe free with paid videos for download so people can choose exactly what they want.

I will have a Discord server up ...

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How's your weekend going?

I'm dropping new content tomorrow, with much more coming next month! I'm going full force into fat modeling this summer! You can expect to see both my finished mask and my actual face sometimes, too. 😏
I've been eating so much food lately OMG, insatiable sometimes! It's so hard to deny those gluttonous cravings, so why not give in? Hehe, I wonder how long it will be before I need to move to the second row of belt holes? Let's find out! 😄

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Six Feet... + Weigh-in

While sitting, I have reached 6' circumference. 😳 My belly takes up most of my lap, but there's definitely room to grow! Today I have a generous meal sponsor for a double lunch (thank you!), so it will be a very fattening day! I'm dropping some hot new content before the end of the month too! You're going to see a lot more of this big soft body! My mask will be done and I have some requests to fulfill. Feel free to contact me with what you want to see!

I'm a hungry hungry wolf ...

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Weigh-in!

I forgot to post this yesterday, oops! I think I can confirm this has been about 5 lbs gained so far since I started this push. :)

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Blue Dress and Thong - Video

This is a video download from my Drive. I'm going to start posting this content on other sites soon, but I'll always give you all the direct download first! I've had requests to see me in a dress for years, and I was feeling cute and flirty the other day so I had to make it happen. You also haven't seen my butt like this in a while, and I know you love it! I'll be showing off a lot more this summer. :D

The first part of this video will go up on YouTube as well, but not the whole thing...

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Blue Dress and Thong - Photos

I had a special request from a patron for some low angle shots! Fun feeling like a giantess hehe. I'd like to do a little something vore themed some time!

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Current Events

I've been eating well, I have weed gummies, I broke the toilet seat, and I'm really fat lol

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Weigh-in Wednesday! Plus update

I dropped down to 379 on a "light" day in the last week, so let's say my accurate weight right now is probably about 380. That's a 5 lb gain since I started playing around again!

I'm almost done with my wolf mask and will be doing more content wearing it very soon. I'm going to talk about my origins in the feederism community and what my interests are for YouTube, and I'm getting set up to post sexier things on PH or XHamster, not sure which yet. I still have to pull some old content o...

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Wednesday weigh-in, woah!

Wow, I did not expect this number on the scale today! I do feel like I'm retaining water a bit so I'm likely to drop a few pounds, but still! I'm getting faaat

I got Haze's first weigh in last night and he's less than I thought, only 207 full. My ideal goal is to get him to 221 by the end of the summer, but I have a feeling more of the 25 we're gaining together will probably end up on me lol. We'll see!

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Gains!

I got fatter! I'm totally empty this morning after a couple normal eating days for accuracy, and I'm an even 380 pounds! That's a few pounds added since starting, but what's really wild is my waist measurement has grown by 2.5 inches since I measured last week before my binge day (see the video). 😳 It would be amazing if more gains go to my belly like that! Wow haha, I knew it felt bigger and heavier!

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I forgot to take "after" pics!

Oh noes! I was too stoned and stuffed after my big binge that when I took my "after" video, I forgot to take photos! I guess that means I need to stuff big again to complete the set. :D

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Afterglow

I snapped these pics while lounging in bed this morning, feeling all filled out 💜

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