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The RA 3, Ch 6

Been a little under the weather the past few days, which is the only reason I slowed. We're back with chapter 6! You'll be glad to know you'll be allowed to breathe a little easier this chapter, I promise. Casey's gonna be OK. I mean, aside from the Spencer effect, but reasonable people can disagree as to whether that's "OK" or not. (Casey votes firmly for OK-ness.) There's also fresh art in 2023-05-05 01:35:51 +0000 UTC View Post

The RA 3 Ch 5

We've got more RA. 

There's fresh art in the Hottie gallery, but it's real spoilery so maybe don't click until you're a good ways in.

More to come.


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The RA 3 Ch 4

Fresh off his victory at bringing Charlie into the fold, Spencer is off in search of more allies, this time with the one who got away [from a violent lust-maddened Quinn, barely]. Namely: Leigh! We've got Leigh, folks. 

This chapter, I was really kind of annoyed that we're tethered into first person pov, so I made it a challenge to myself and put Spencer in the position of narrating events after the fact, trying to explore the headspaces of his Hotties. I think I liked how it turne...

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The RA 3, Ch 3

Hey, guess what I have more of? After the gloomy opening to this third volume, I've had a huge surge of urgency to get to the part where things aren't so miserable. This chapter, Spencer deals with the fallout of his decision to quit, and has a nice long talk with a kind soul who helps him mellow out a bit.

Now I can finally stop obsessing over this for a day and do something else! But rest assured, more to come.

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The RA 3, Ch 2

Here's what I wrote when I sat down to write chapter 2 of Home From Work. Oops. Apologies in advance, and I promise it won't stay gloomy forever. Setting the stage! I've included a little taste of Janis to make up for it. More to come.

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Early release: Home From Work, part 1

So I've mentioned that I'm working with another writer on a collaborative story, and... here it is! Well, here's part 1. It is co-authored by none other than Pan, the legend himself. I've been churning out smut for going on eight years now, but to get to write alongside one of the all-time greats is really exciting. It's also really fun since we have some significant distinctions in our style, especially his minimalism and my tendency to ramble on, so it's cool to see how we can come to an in...

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The RA 3 is on its way!

We've begun The RA part 3 folks! It picks up at the tail end of fall break, with a Spencer ready and almost eager even to start generating sweet data for the Spencer effect. Now as long as life stays out of the way, he ought to be able to kick back, relax and--

Oh. Oops.

One of the things I find appealing writing The RA (and there are many!) is my sense that there needn't be a neat trilogy, no looming deadline or finish line to cross. THAL and TIOS both had graduation on the horiz...

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First live write this Thursday night!

Hey folks! I'm finally ready to give a try with a live write on fiction.live. I've been talking about it forever, and I came up with a nice low stakes idea to kick it off. I've never done this before (the live part, anyway; I've done a fair bit of writing), but it looks simple enough.

The story I'll be working on is this really stupid idea I came up with this morning, in which a guy tries to...

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Editors-in-Chief, Part Three (conclusion)

I'm back! It's been a couple weeks, but I've been busy. A lot of it life stuff, but some of it in writing these 17k words of TIOS delight. I got to travel a bit, and if the cause for it was sad (funeral for a friend's mom), getting to be with old friends and grieve and celebrate a life invigorated the kinds of nostalgic feelgoods that are the lifeblood of a good piece of magical yearbook erotica. I also churned out some anime-styled AI art for it as I've tinkered over the past month and chang...

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Commission: Resolution, a Tale of Losers

Attached is the third and final part of the recent Losers series, starting with Rejection and Subversion. Folks, I feel really, really good about how this turned out. I took a couple risks with it, but I think they paid off. I hope so, anyway. There's not a lot more I can say without spoiling the hell out of it, so I shall simply say: enjoy. 

More to come.

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Destiny vs. the Mk XLI

Whew. It's been a fucking week, folks. Right as I was finishing up Editors-in-Chief 2, I came down with a cold. Nothing so awful, just coughing/wheezing/sniffling, like ya do. I took a few days off. Then I had a tattoo appointment, which usually makes me useless for a day or two, but this time... FUCK. ME. Took a fading cold and turned it into late stage ebolasyphilpox. 

I finally started not hating being alive Sunday night, but not before I took enough of my misery with m...

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Commission: Editors-in-Chief, Part Two

Here we have the not-all-that-long awaited sequel to our return to TIOS. Editors-in-Chief is a bit of a thought experiment, probing at what might happen if Conner was a bit more of a Jordan. This second installment has a lot of Heather in it, so I went ahead and hopped aboard the AI art train and pumped out a cute Heather. (Tattoos are not really there yet, but she tried.)

Unrelated, I know there was some confusion over the Turner Way posts. To clarify, there are two sets of posts with ...

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Commission: Subversion

Here we are with the long anticipated sequel to Rejection. This installment is called Subversion, continuing our tale of Sunny and his recently acquired losers. There's not a lot to say without spoilers, so just be advised that like the other Loserverse stories, it's got plenty of darkness to it, so bring your sadism. Or don't, and go reread my sappy Valentine's thing, which is also fine. Been a fuc...

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Self-indulgent Valentine's Day thingy

I woke up this morning, and I wanted to know what my characters were doing on Valentine's Day. The only problem was, today is Valentine's Day, so I kinda had to rush it out. It's choppy, it's uneven, it's definitely leaving out some major players and including some folks who don't belong, but hey. It's a rush job, and hopefully a little Valentine's Day fun for y'all.

I love you, folks. You're the best. More to come.

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The Toy's Toy, Chapter 6: Dating

Devon's back, baby, and she's getting her date on. Enjoy. More to come.

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Turner Way: Sunday

It's the end of a long weekend, the start of a new week at the Donner family's cabin on a lake. I hope you enjoyed the weekend so far, and that this caps it off with a little satisfaction.

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Turner Way: Saturday

Let's have ourselves some fun ushering in the weekend, eh? Without further ado, here's the Saturday installment of Turner Way. Good ol' Griz has even donated a revised Grace and an Ashley to go with the images from yesterday. More to come!

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Turner Way: Friday

As promised, here's Ashley's Friday on her fun getaway weekend with her friend's family. Also, attached some AI-generated images brought to you by Griz, friend of bears, per the family's choice of attire from the Thursday installment. Thanks, Griz!

More to come! (Like, tomorrow!)

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Commission: "Turner Way: Thursday"

Howdy, folks! I've got a fun one for you. This is the first of four installments in a story called Turner Way. This was the story outlined by the commission winner from December, and I have to say, it feels like it's been a while since I dug down and just wrote pure smut. 

Turner Way is about a young woman named Ashley who's getting together with her best childhood and the friend's family in a secluded lakeside cabin. They haven't connected in a while, but still, it comes as quite ...

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The RA 2, some extra stuff (for free!)

So for those of you who've begun perusing The RA Volume II: Community, here's some extra stuff to help have fun with it. I'm sharing this with all tiers, because it's mostly just silly fun and even if you're not reading The RA maybe you'd have a little fun reading a horny college girl's attempt to write a piece of erotica about her RA.

Very very minor spoilers below for chapter 11, in case you're...

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The RA, Volume II: Community

Hey, friends! We have ourselves a second installment in The RA series! I am really proud of this one, gang. I think it turned out great. It's got almost all the things I like in a story. The cast keeps growing and getting better established, and the magical world of Higgins 3 is better and hotter than ever. The Hotties are back, yo.

I won't wag my tongue about what all it's got, but it's good. It picks up where 2023-01-18 19:35:37 +0000 UTC View Post

Charlie's Story (Hearts of Fire)

EDIT 3/24: It was brought to my attention this gem had been pay-walled behind the $20 tier, so I've lowered it to $5 with the rest of The RA stuff. So if you already saw it, nothing new here, but if not, this was our first exposure into Charlie's erotica career. Enjoy!

So, remember when I introduced the notion of a Higgins Hotties discord server? So I got the stomach flu today, and this was my distraction. There's the #rules sticky text, and a Spencer fanfic written by Charlie....

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Commission, "Editors-in-Chief"

Happy 2023, everybody! The Ice Bear is back, and with me is a fresh jaunt into the TIOS universe. I'm excited for this one, because I'm always excited for TIOS, but also because whenever I get feedback on TIOS and its many AU spin-offs, there's a hard divide between folks who want more Jordan, and folks who want more Conner. In this exploration, I was asked to explore a bit of a what-if, namely, What If Conner were a bit more of a Jordan? So here we have it. Conner, Jordaning it up. I opted t...

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The RA 2.12 and 2.13

So we've come to the end of The RA volume 2 first draft! Chapter 12 gives Spencer his crack at getting some answers, but I wanted to have something fun to go with it, so Chapter 13 takes us to the commencement of fall break, the mid-point of the fall semester. Only 3/4 of the school year left to go! 

I feel like there's some fine tuning to be done with these chapters, phrasing and scene tweaking and this and that, but the core of it is there, and there's some stuff to enjoy hopeful...

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The RA 2.11

Ladies and gentleman, I give you chapter 11 of volume 2 of the RA. This is a nice fluffy chapter, in which Spencer gets involved in a roommate conflict between Terri and Toni over the content of Terri's streaming. There's a couple fresh pics of the roomies in the main folder and redundantly added below. As this chapter deals with some sexytime ASMR, I've included an mp3 of a solid sample below for ambience. (I...

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Commission: "Rejection - A Tale of Losers"

This one has been a while in the making, but it's finally here. The commissioner had this idea cooking for a good long while before they won the drawing, and then it took me months to get the words down. And this is just the first installment! I don't always go for commissions of this scope, but if I'm having fun with it, I figure, why not, right?

So we have another story set in the Losers universe. It's pretty true to the original style and tone, so if that appealed to you, hopefully t...

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The RA 2.10!

Hey, did someone ask for more Spencer?

No? Well fuck you, here's some anyway! (But I kid. I love you, and you're great.)

We'll have a huge new commission piece coming out tomorrow set in the Loserverse, and I'm well into a new Toy's Toy, so lots more coming soon!

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The RA 2.9

You guys, I only wrote 9,635 words today. I am a failure. I am sorry. Please accept this chapter as my apology.

Oh! And I threw in another little check-in with the bad guys dialogue at the end of chapter 8. I've updated the files on that past, but to save you some clicks, they're redundantly uploaded here.

More to come.

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The RA volume 2, Ch. 7 & 8

I woke up this morning, and I was like... I really want to get to that staff meeting. So I jumped in and was like RARRRR STAFF MEETING YEAH. And then when it was over, I was like... I really miss hanging out with the Hotties. So I kept going and was like RARRRRR MASSAGE NIGHT YEAH.

So... here's the 17,000 words I wrote today about a staff meeting and a massage night. Have fun.

More to come.

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Creeps, Ch. 07

tl;dr: Original, unredacted Creeps Chapter 07 below! If you read it before, it's the same. If you didn't, here it is!

This is a repeat post to many of you (anyone pledging $5+, particularly if you were around when this chapter was first published), but I wanted to share this chapter with y'all. As many of you probably know, the EMCSA has recently revised their policy on sexual content with characters under 18. I support that, and whether I do or not, it's happening. For my money, the la...

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