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BTS/Outtakes: The Hunger

Hey all!

Here's some behind-the-scenes video and outtakes for The Hunger! The next AMA stream will be later this week along with some new ideas I have for Patreon content.

Thanks so much for your support, hope you like!

ILY,

Natalie

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AMA Stream #59b

Hey friends,

I'll be hosting a Patreon AMA stream tomorrow at 6pm ET. Here's the stream link, feel free to join the chat any time!

I'll be finishing questions from the "AMA #59" invite post.

The stream will remain archived here for those who miss it live.

Looking forward to chatting!

Love,

Natalie

P.S. Here's the link to the stream again in case the one above isn't working: https://youtu...

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AMA Stream #59

Hey friends,

Sorry it's been a while since my last stream—I went to VidCon last month where I got COVID, and have been recovering for the last few weeks. I'm finally feeling better and will be hosting a Patreon AMA stream tomorrow (July 19) at 5pm ET. Here's the stream link, feel free to join the chat any time!

I'll be answering questions from the "AMA #59" post, which I published here last month for 15+ patrons.

The stream will remain archived here for those who miss it l...

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AMA Stream #58b

Hey friends,

I'll be hosting a Patreon AMA stream tomorrow at 7pm ET. Here's the stream link, feel free to join the chat any time!

I'll be finishing questions from the "AMA #58" invite post, then moving on to the "AMA #59" post, which I just published here a couple minutes ago for 15+ patrons

The stream will remain archived here for those who miss it live.

Looking forward to chatting!

Love,

Natalie

P.S. Here's the link to the stream again in case the ...

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Invite to Submit Questions for AMA Stream #59

Hi 15+ Patrons,

I'll be doing the next AMA stream tomorrow, June 14 at 7pm ET! I think I still have some questions from the previous post to answer, but in case I finish those I will begin answering the questions on this post.

The stream will be posted here and archived as always for those who miss it live.

Use the comments on this post to submit a question you want to ask me!

IMPORTANT: since I can't put a character limit on your comment, I will only read four lines o...

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NEW VIDEO! The Hunger

Hey friends!

Nine months in the making, it's finally done!

Whenever I'm working on a video people ask me what it's about. Sometimes it's easy to answer that question. "Envy" is about envy. But this video I've had a hard time summarizing. If I had to say it's about one thing, I'd say it's about desire.

This project began as two separate ideas. One—a video about addiction. Two—what if Plato's symposium, but with lesbians? I can't really explain why I decided to combine the...

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Preview Stills for Upcoming Video

Hey all!

I've been slowed down a bit this month by health problems, but I'm doing better now and in the final editing crunch on this video that has taken 7 months to make. I figure you'd rather I just finish it as soon as possible, and then we can do some extra livestreams! In the meantime, here's some stills from the video, which will be posted in the next week or two!

<3 Thanks for your patience and support,

Natalie

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AMA Stream #58a

Hey friends,

I'll be hosting a Patreon AMA stream tomorrow at 7pm ET. Here's the stream link, feel free to join the chat any time!

I'll be answering questions from the "AMA #58" invite post for 15+ patrons, which I just published here a couple minutes ago.

The stream will remain archived here for those who miss it live.

Looking forward to chatting!

Love,

Natalie

P.S. Here's the link to the stream again in case the one above isn't working: 2022-03-28 01:52:44 +0000 UTC View Post

Invite to Submit Questions for AMA Stream #58

Hi 15+ Patrons,

I'll be doing the next AMA stream tomorrow, March 28 at 7pm ET!

The stream will be posted here and archived as always for those who miss it live.

Use the comments on this post to submit a question you want to ask me!

IMPORTANT: since I can't put a character limit on your comment, I will only read four lines of text leading up to the question mark. Best to keep it to ~2 sentences. If your question is longer than that I will only read those last four line...

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AMA Stream #57b

Hey friends,

I'll be hosting a Patreon AMA stream tomorrow at 7pm ET. Here's the stream link, feel free to join the chat any time!

I'll be answering the rest of the questions from the "AMA #57" question invite post for 15+ patrons.

The stream will remain archived here for those who miss it live.

Looking forward to chatting!

Love,

Natalie

P.S. Here's the link to the stream again in case the one above isn't working: 2022-02-27 04:19:35 +0000 UTC View Post

AMA Stream #57

Hey all!

I'll be hosting the first AMA stream of 2022 tonight at 7pm ET!

Here's the link for stream, feel free to join the chat at any time!

I'll be answering the questions from the "AMA #57" question invite post for 15+ patrons (posted here a few hours ago).

The stream will remain archived here for those who miss it live.

Looking forward to chatting!

Natalie

P.S. Here's the link to the stream again in case the one above isn't working: 2022-01-31 22:03:20 +0000 UTC View Post

Invite to Submit Questions for AMA Stream #57

Hi 15+ Patrons,

I'll be doing the next AMA stream this evening (post with link and time to follow)!

The stream will be posted here and archived as always for those who miss it live.

Use the comments on this post to submit a question you want to ask me!

IMPORTANT: since I can't put a character limit on your comment, I will only read four lines of text leading up to the question mark. Best to keep it to ~2 sentences. If your question is longer than that I will only read ...

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AMA Stream #56b

Hey all!

I'll be hosting the last AMA stream of 2021 tonight at 7pm ET!

Here's the link for stream, feel free to join the chat at any time!

I'll be answering the rest of the questions from the "AMA #56" question invite post for 15+ patrons.

The stream will remain archived here for those who miss it live.

Looking forward to chatting!

Natalie

P.S. Here's the link to the stream again in case the one above isn't working: 2021-12-30 19:43:37 +0000 UTC View Post

28 Minutes of "Envy" Outtakes/BTS/Deleted Tangents

Hi friends!

While I'm at work on my next video, here's 28 minutes of extra content to help tide you over! 

I shot more than 20 hours of raw footage for "Envy," and removed quite a bit of rough-cut material in later editing, so there was much more content to work with than usual in creating the outtakes video. The result is a supplement to "Envy" that's longer than many of my primary videos used to be.

Enjoy!

-Natalie

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AMA Stream #56a

Hey all,

Here's the link for today's AMA stream, will be live in about 15 minutes. Feel free to join the chat at any time!

I'll be answering questions from the "AMA #56" question invite post for 15+ patrons.

The stream will remain archived here for those who miss it live.

Looking forward to chatting!

Natalie

P.S. Here's the link to the stream again in case the one above isn't working: https://...

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AMA Stream Tomorrow, 1pm ET

Hey all!

I've gotten several requests to do an AMA stream at a more Europe-friendly time, so tomorrow (November 24) I will be going live at 1pm ET.

The stream will be posted here and archived as usual for those who miss it live. $15+ folks should have just received the question invite post (#56)—leave your questions on that post, not this one, or I won't see them during the stream!

I'll post the link to the stream here shortly before it starts.

Looki...

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Invite to Submit Questions for AMA Stream #56

Hi 15+ Patrons,

I'll be doing the next AMA stream tomorrow, and as per several requests at a more Europe-friendly time!

The stream will be posted here and archived as always for those who miss it live.

Use the comments on this post to submit a question you want to ask me!

IMPORTANT: since I can't put a character limit on your comment, I will only read four lines of text leading up to the question mark. Best to keep it to ~2 sen...

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AMA Stream #55b

Hey friends,

I'll be hosting a Patreon AMA stream tonight at 7pm ET. Here's the stream link, feel free to join the chat any time!

I'll be answering questions from the "AMA #55" question invite post for 15+ patrons.

The stream will remain archived here for those who miss it live.

Looking forward to chatting!

Love,

Natalie

P.S. Here's the link to the stream again in case the one above isn't working: 2021-10-24 21:28:01 +0000 UTC View Post

AMA Stream #54c/55a

Hey friends,

I'll be hosting a Patreon AMA stream tonight at 8pm ET. Here's the stream link, feel free to join the chat any time!

I'll be answering questions from the "AMA #55" question invite post for 15+ patrons.

The stream will remain archived here for those who miss it live.

Looking forward to chatting!

Love,

Natalie

P.S. Here's the link to the stream again in case the one above isn't working: 2021-10-14 21:27:47 +0000 UTC View Post

Invite to Submit Questions for AMA Stream #55

Hi 15+ Patrons,

I'll be doing the next AMA stream later this week! On the last stream we almost finished the questions from the previous question post, so on the next stream I'll finish those and then move on to this post.

The stream will be posted here and archived as always for those who miss it live.

Use the comments on this post to submit a question you want to ask me!

IMPORTANT: since I can't put a character limit on your comment, I will only read View Post

AMA Stream #54b

Hey friends,

I'll be hosting a Patreon AMA stream tonight at 7pm ET. Here's the stream link, feel free to join the chat any time!

I'll be answering the questions from the "AMA #54" question invite post for 15+ patrons.

The stream will remain archived here for those who miss it live.

Looking forward to chatting!

Love,

Natalie

P.S. Here's the link to the stream again in case the one above isn't working: 2021-09-30 21:19:43 +0000 UTC View Post

AMA Stream #54a

Hey friends,

I'm posting this at 8pm ET, I still need to eat a slice of pizza and put on a lil makeup so I will begin the stream in 30 minutes. Here's the stream link, feel free to join the chat any time!

I'll be answering the questions from the "AMA #54" question invite post for 15+ patrons.

The stream will remain archived here for those who miss it live.

Looking forward to chatting!

Love,

Natalie

P.S. Here's the link to the stream again in case the ...

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Invite to Submit Questions for AMA Stream #54

Dear 15+ Patrons,

I've decided to label future AMA streams numerically, rather than naming them after months. This probably makes no difference to you, but it helps me in my brain because I am mentally ill. Serves you right for supporting artists.

I'll go live next tonight, September 12, at 8pm ET. The stream will be posted here and archived as always for those who miss it live.

Use the comments on this post to submit a question you want to ask me!

IMPORTANT: s...

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Rethinking the AMA Stream Schedule

Hi all!

We've been discussing for a while that the AMA streams have gotten a bit hard to manage—each session has 130+ questions, I have to break each "monthly" stream into two parts, each part lasts more than 4 hours—it's been stressing me out and contributing to my falling behind the monthly schedule. 

I've considered either replacing the AMA streams with a different reward, or changing the question format to live chat, but since this is one of the more popular Patreon p...

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Part 2 of Last AMA Stream

Hey friends,

I'm gonna go live with Part 2 tonight in about an hour, 8:00 PM ET. Here's the stream link, feel free to join the chat any time!

I'll be answering the questions from the June 25th question invite post, picking up where I left off.

The stream will remain archived here for those who miss it live.

Looking forward to chatting!

Love,

Natalie

P.S. Here's the link to the stream again in case the one above isn't working: 2021-08-30 23:00:02 +0000 UTC View Post

NEW VIDEO! Envy

Hey all!

Here it is!

I won't offer an explanation as to why this video took so long to make, because I think the video speaks for itself in that regard. It's been six months because this video took six months to make.

This is me giving it everything I've got. I don't think I've ever worked so hard on anything. 

It will probably be quite a while before I do another video this big, and I'm going to need to rethink some things about my process—but we can talk more ...

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April? 2021 AMA Stream

Hey all,

Here's the stream link, I'll be live in about 15 minutes! Feel free to join the chat any time.

If you're a 15+ patron make sure you asked your question on the "Invite" post, and not the stream announcement post.

The stream will remain archived here for those who miss it live.

Looking forward to chatting!

Love,

Natalie

P.S. Here's the link to the stream again in case the one above isn't working: 2021-06-26 23:01:23 +0000 UTC View Post

AMA Stream Tomorrow (and preview stills for upcoming video)

Hey all!

I've just wrapped up filming my next video, but before I dive into editing the 20 hours (!!!) of raw footage, let's do an AMA stream!

I'll go live tomorrow, June 26 at 7pm ET.

The stream will be posted here and archived as usual for those who miss it live. $15+ folks should have just received the question invite post (leave your questions on that post, not this one, or I won't see them during the stream!).

I'll post the link to the stream here...

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Invite to Submit Questions for AMA Stream Tomorrow

Dear 15+ Patrons,

I've just finished filming my next video, but before I dive into editing the 20 hours (!!!) of raw footage, let's do an AMA stream!

I'll go live tomorrow, June 26, at 7pm ET. The stream will be posted here and archived as always for those who miss it live.

Use the comments on this post to submit a question you want to ask me!

IMPORTANT: since I can't put a character limit on your comment, I will only read four lines of text View Post

Update

Hey friends,

Just want to check in because it’s been a little while. I’m ashamed that another month has passed without my finishing the video and I’m once again racking up AMA Stream debt, which will be paid off of course in a marathon when the video is done. But I figure the least I can do is let you know how things are going.

I’ve been working on what was originally planned as “Justice (Part 2)”, but which has since mutated so much from the original concept that it...

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