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My First Year with Austin - Chapter 19

MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN

Chapter 19: Near Death (S)Experience

I walked into a white room; the space was very hard to describe.

Everything was white. The floor, the walls, the ceiling…

So much that it was hard to differentiate the top from the bottom, where the room ended and where it started, to understand whether I was actually walking or not.

Was there even a floor under my feet? I mean, I was not flying off so I guess there was a floor to s...

My First Year with Austin - Chapter 18

[A little warning before you start reading. Just like the previous chapters 18 in the "My First Year..." trilogy, this chapter is a heavy one. The end of this post contains scenes of graphic violence. If this is not something you would like to read, you can skip the few last paragraphs. See you next week to learn more about the consequences of the events occuring in this chapter!]

MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN

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My First Year with Austin - Chapter 17

MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN

Chapter 17: Triple threat

I am not proud to admit it but when Carlos came in, I was a bit starstruck.

I had been watching his content for months, – I bet I was one of his very first subscribers -, and recently, I had dived even deeper (pun intended) in his filmography. And what a filmography that was!

“Carlos VS 4 big juicy black cocks!”

“Naughty twink receives the Carlos’ treatment (bareback).”

“Firs...

My First Year with Austin - Chapter 16

MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN

Chapter 16: Adult Male Performer of the year

Jasper did not ask me for anything, but I felt like it was only right to quit my job.

He had done so much to help me keep it, but now, I could see how miserable he was when we were taking on the same shifts.

We would small talk but it was not the same as before, and any time I tried to break the ice about what had happened, he avoided the conversation.

The worst part was that ...

My First Year with Austin - Chapter 15

MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN

Chapter 15: Jasper does not love everybody

Six months after getting out of prison, my life had taken another unexpected turn.

Janice and I had moved in together in a small apartment downtown, and since I thought it was only fair to leave her the single bedroom, I was sleeping on the couch in our living-room.

It might not sound like the ideal situation nor a step forward, but I had to spend some time apart from new-daddy Austin...

My First Year with Austin - Chapter 14

MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN

Chapter 14: Greek Fever

Mykonos... Greek ephebes wandering around in revealing bathing trunks, showing-off on Europe's most beautiful (and open-minded) beaches. In short: the gay Heaven!

I had heard so much about that place, but although it was tempting, I had never seriously considered going. Europe was expansive and my life had been too crazy to travel abroad.

That was until the opportunity presented itself when I took the s...

My First Year with Austin - Chapter 13

MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN

Chapter 13: Under the mask

As you are about to read this chapter, I must warn you, dear reader… If you thought the tale was pretty tame so far, buckle-up, because the ride is about to get bumpy!

Sometimes you watch a ridiculous soap-opera on TV, and sometimes, you just live in it.

There was a silver lining to the mess I was in. Since I had one hell of a bigger fish to fry, I did not spend my night torturing myself over break...

Ryan's Life (Part 3)

RYAN EXHIBITIONIST'S LIFE

PART III: Experimenting with exhibitionism: crossing boundaries

What is the saying again? “Once you go black, you never go back”? I do have to concur.

Once you go visit the black saunas, you never go back!

In the following weeks, I kept on regularly going to the massage place near the hospital so Bastian...

My First Year with Austin - Chapter 12

MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN

Chapter 12: The 21 days fight

Day 1

“He’s coming!” Janice pressed me.

“What?”

“Austin! He’s coming out of the lobby, he’s walking towards us. What should we do?”

I was freaking out.

“Nothing. We do nothing, Jan. I need to think.”

Since how long had he been going to his wife? Had he even broken up with her at any point? In Cassie’s mind, were they still h...

My First Year with Austin - Chapter 11

MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN

Chapter 11: The Reunion

The “early thirties” stage of a man’s life is widely underrated. Look-wise, I mean.

Martin was far from being the only one looking better than ever!

The 32 years old version of Henry, who joined us at the bar of the hotel’s lobby shortly after our arrival, looked gorgeous in his fancy Hugo Boss suit.

Imagine seeing all your favourite college boys turned into hunky daddies! A taste of Heave...

My First Year with Austin - Chapter 10

MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN

Chapter 10: The Mile-High Club

A couple of weeks had passed since my brother had left and since Austin and I had the place back for ourselves.

Still, I had no idea of what had happened to Austin’s mom.

Every time the subject would come up (usually from me), Austin would get uncomfortable and we would end-up having sex to avoid getting into a serious conversation.

Great coping mechanism, right?

In the end, I decid...

My First Year with Austin - Chapter 09

MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN

Chapter 9: The party

I jumped from the couch as if I was doing something wrong with my older brother.

Was I?

No, we were just talking. Right?

“Austin… I was… Hi! I mean, I did not know you were coming back tonight.”

“I was not sure about the flight I would eventually take, so I thought I could surprise you.”

He came to hug me and he kissed my cheek. We had barely talked in a week.

It felt ni...

My First Year with Austin - Chapter 08

MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN

Chapter 8: Brotherly Bond (Part II)

Welcoming Ryan home was a breath of fresh air.

I needed some distraction from Austin’s absence and Ryan definitely needed some time off, away from the kids.

He appeared on my doorstep, all sweaty from his trip, wearing a summer blue shirt with short sleeves, and some light brown shorts. My brother looked handsome as always.

“Good to see you, bro.” He said, hugging me.

He sm...

My First Year with Austin - Chapter 07

MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN

Chapter 7: Batman and Robin

Austin boarded in the earliest plane for the East-Coast the next day.

He barely had any sleep and neither did I.

Austin did not want to talk about what was happening, and I respected that. I was worried for his mother, for him… For us too.

We had been together for just a couple of months; we were doing so well but we were about to face our first crisis.

I wanted to go with Austin, to o...

My First Year with Austin - Chapter 06

MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN

Chapter 6: The Man Cave

I was massaging my man’s body with scented (and consumable!) oils. Austin was lying on his stomach, looking amazing as usual.

I took care of his neck and his broad shoulders first. I rubbed his biceps. They made me feel so secure.

His back, next. Muscular and strong. I went in deep to make him feel good.

I took my time around Austin’s lumbar region.

He was moaning softly sometimes, semi-...

My First Year with Austin - Chapter 05

MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN

Chapter 5: Drive safe

The weeks following our “fight” with Austin turned out to be some of the best we had ever spent together. Who knew that talking things out could actually improve your relationship?

To make it simple, we were constantly having sex.

It did not take us very long to fuck in every corner of our small apartment. Austin pounded my ass (and my throat) in our bed, in the shower, on the couch, on the kitchen co...

My First Year with Austin - Chapter 04

MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN

Chapter 4: The dinner

I barely wiped the cum off my face and I left Ralph’s place in a hurry, my hard-on still raging on in my pants.

“I’m coming.” I texted Austin.

Bad choice of words, I guess.

It was not such a big deal but I did not want to be late simply because I did not want to explain to Austin why I was late.

Recording an ex-con jerking his nine inches dick off did not seem like a great excuse to gi...

My First Year with Austin - Chapter 03

MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN

Chapter 3: The Nine Inches King

“Don’t you ever wear clothes?!”

Ralph had just opened the door to his small apartment. It was situated in an old building in a sleazy part of the town.

The ex-bodybuilder was not naked but he was not really dressed either. Who greets someone coming to their place in only loose underwear with teddy bears printed on them? I could see his (large) balls dangling underneath!

“Come on in...

My First Year with Austin - Chapter 02

MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN

Chapter 2: The honeymoon phase

The first morning waking-up in my new apartment could not have gone any better. Some rays of sunshine on my face, an odour of bacon and eggs, and a naked Austin bringing me breakfast in bed.

Did I mention that my boyfriend looked stunning?

Ok, I know, I am drooling over Austin’s body one every two paragraphs but cut me some slack, that man truly was gorgeous. Especially, when his biceps were pu...

My First Year with Austin - Chapter 01

Tyler is finally ready to commit to a serious relationship when he moves in with his former College crush, Austin. After years of entertaining the idea, it is time for those two to figure it out: is their relationship meant to last?

This story is a sequel to “My First Year in College” and “My First Year in Prison” (both available on this Patreon). You do not have to have read the first books to en...