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Wet Specimen by Jared Lee Steiner

Happy spoopy season! I’ve been traveling nonstop for the last few weeks it seems. Between celebrating my 30th bday to visiting Oregon for work other weeks I feel like the world is spinning so much faster. I’ll be in Florida next week to get weird in the forest, I’ll be sure to share some pictures of my cute outfits planned. 😊 Before I go, I have another shoot with a local photographer I haven’t yet worked with, I can’t wait to share the behind the scenes shots when we make magic ...

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Wine Stained Soul by Ruby James

Good morning loves!


This month is nearly over. It’s been quite a busy month. From being the lead role of a short horror film, to my 30th birthday celebrations, attending my good friends show at New York fashion week, and traveling back and forth to Oregon for work. My head is spinning! October will only continue the chaos. I hope I can make an extended trip so I can book some shoots in Portland during my trips to Oregon this time.


Here is a gallery shot thi...

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Mushroom Cabin in the Forest by Mida Mae

This gallery was photographed this exact time last year. I am overdue to book this spot again to go back and frolic through the forest and make more art. You lucky little biscuits get treated with this gallery that has over 200 photos 👀 basically one gallery that has value of nearly 2-3 separate posts.


I hope you enjoy them! It gives us the flavor of Fall we will be welcomed with again very shortly. 🍂



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September Video of the Month - Chris B Portraits

Wooo another behind the scenes on set video!

This was from a recent introductory shoot with a creative photographer in Seattle. The thing I loved about Chris’ take on nude photos is that he didn’t necessarily want all the poses to look conventionally pretty, but more expressive and experimental. I love being able to break out of the box with posing, I’m sure you’ll appreciate all the weird lines and angles created around these shapes he provided me!

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Hot Summer Longboarding by Tacoma35mm

Good evening lovelies 🌙



I’m making this a short and sweet post, as I’m spending another night in a hotel on a work trip and I’m very sleepy.


Summer is nearly over, my birthday is only a week and a half away. I’ve had so many great experiences this summer, including ones I’ve never had (and may never have again). The most recent memory being my attendance at my friends show for New York Fashion Week. I’m so proud of being friends wi...

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From the Vault - Amber Rose

It blows my mind I still have galleries that I’ve never published before, I’m grateful I do because it’s fun to re-live creative moments from my past.


This is a gallery of another Portland based model, Amber, whom I’ve worked with multiple times. She’s a real life doll of a person.


Enjoy the gallery.

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Verronica in Synrgy Studios 💕

Hello Darlings,


Making this post short and sweet as I have much to catch up on for this month!


I just recently finished editing this photo set, so consider it fresh off the press. I’m so happy how these photos turned out for my first time getting a chance to work with Veronica, a Portland model I’ve virtually known through the internet for years. Sometimes that’s how long it takes to connect with people, but it’s worth the wait. The aesthetic she brou...

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More Bubble Video Fun with Tiffany

Oh Hai! 🫧



Here’s another video for you lovelies, Tiffany and I always manage to get some spicy bubble blowing content made between custom requests we film. We’ve taken about a month break since she’s gotten married, and she very much deserves the break! I expect to see her again soon to take more photos and hang out though, so be ready for us to get messy and wear fun outfits/use silly props.


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Dairy Queens x Mandy Darling

Good Morning!

My head is dizzy from all the summer adventures I’ve been on lately. It’s not even over yet! My birthday month is approaching rapidly. The last hoo-rah before my favorite season 🍂. I’ve been creating, playing outside, helping at Synrgy Studios, and plotting more trips for the rest of the year.


Here’s a gallery that was taken at the beginning of the summer with Megan and Mandy. Mandy has a sister that lives on this ultimate cottage-core property...

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First Look @ Synrgy Studios

This last month and a half has been so fulfilling for me in so many ways. I’ve been getting started with helping partner on this new creative venture at Synrgy Studios, been getting a whole lot of photoshoots executed, fitting in all the awesome summer adventures, and then some! This is really such a satisfying period of my life, I’m so grateful you’re here to be apart of it.


This is the very very first shoot within Synyrgy Studios, and I have more shoots to edit and re...

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Fun in the Sun by India Williams

Hello Sunshine ☀️


These photos got a whole lot of love when I first teased them on IG over the last two weeks, I decided to release them here immediately afterwards because I didn’t want to deprive you any further from the rest of them.


Since India moved to LA, I’ve certainly been deprived of her talent in front and behind the camera lens. We had a chance to catch up and take some shots in my new(ish) house I bought last summer. I do believe these a...

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Video Post - Behind the Scenes at Synrgy Studios

Ooooo look, another video post!


I'm really excited to show off the very first glimpse of a new creative venture I'll be partnering on. I'm pairing up with one of my close creative collaborators in Tacoma, you may recognize some of the work I've released here with Synrgy before. We've made some pretty cool videos together. A vision he's been discussing with me for a couple years now is finally coming to life -- a studio based in the PNW that stands out from the rest. Synrgy St...

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Giovanni x Megan Ayn - A deep dark love. *FREE GALLERY*

Howdy babes!


I wanted to treat everyone to a free gallery this month, as a thank you for showing up to take a look at my work!

This series was interesting for me because I pretty much never shoot romantic content with men, but Giovanni is a long time friend and a talented actor. I put all my trust in him and he absolutely proves to be an amazing co-creator and a friend. ♥️ This is actually an extra special situation, because Megan (photographer), Giovanni and I all...

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Rose Gold Smoke with Henry Vance

Oh wow, another never-released gallery! I love that I still have little gems like these to share with my fans. 🥰


Sometimes I look back at these and reflect on how much I love how I’ve grown up from these points of time. I want to have the belief that I’ve learned a lot about myself and about the world of modeling and beyond, and I think that growth shows in my current work. But it’s always worth looking back and appreciating this stage of my modeling path.

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Lillias x Chakrubs Archive Shoot

Another post?!


It’s cause I owed two sets for May. 👀 whoops I never said I was perfect at this. But I always come around.


From the archives! Never fully posted! Back when we rented a crazy cool Air Bnb in Seattle and had a hay day of photo making. This was for some shots for this wonderful brand Chakrubs, healing sensual stones 😉.


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Part 2. Tahiti Beach Sunset

Second post of the day since I gotta give you one from May!


I promised I would release this gallery as the second half of what was taken when Kristy and I kayaked to a beach from our catamaran in Tahiti. I hope this takes you to another world like it did for me. 🌅



Gallery here.

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Little Devil Girl by Z the Bug

Hi babes,


I got lots of shoots planned for the beginning of summer. Got more shoots with Megan & Mandy, starting to help creative direct for one of my good friends’ photo studio (which I’ll be shooting in very frequently coming up), and I can’t wait to release the gallery that I took of India last week! I’m a little manic currently, but I’m also grateful to be on a nice creative swing.


This gallery I’m releasing is from back in September when ...

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Video Release - Retro Roses BTS

Haiii guess what?! New video release!


I still haven’t received photos back from this shoot, but I can’t wait to be able to show you the final results! It was photographed at a creative mixed media space in my town, and it was a full blown production. I haven’t had my hair styled for a shoot in years (not sure whether or not that tells you more about the style of modeling I usually go for or how long I’ve been modeling, but either way it’s been awhile 👀). But I...

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Kristy the Tahiti Beach Bum

Post round 2!


I really miss Kristy. I can’t believe this trip was already six months ago. Looks like we’re due for another trip together to collaborate on more epic shots!


I loved this day, we had a trip to another island in French Polynesia on the catamaran, and decided to kayak to the beach from where we anchored in off-shore. It was the best kind of reward to reach a destination to shoot. 😍 I felt like we really earned these shots.


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Gel Glock Girl by Fuego Gatsby

Doing a double post tonight because I owe you guys some love 💕


Life has shifted for me in a sense of how much of each element is balanced. Work has been very demanding in the last month and a half, plus the beginning of summer adventures has arrived. I’m still managing shooting/modeling for select projects, but I look forward to a trip to Vancouver to do some solid collaborations with people I haven’t worked with in a few years!


Anywho, I wanted to s...

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Red Ripples by Christian Coloumbe

Hello to my existing and new Patrons!

Thank you for continuing to support my artwork and helping me fund these trips in order to share with you these incredible experiences.


This trip from Tahiti last winter was one for the books, and I still have galleries I haven’t released! Crazy. This set was from day two of the adventure on the catamaran. Kristy and I explored some corals near where we had the catamaran anchored, and we had another go using this lovely red fabr...

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Lonely hotel.

Hello 🌙



I’ve been doing a lottt of travel for work this month, and the traveling isn’t going to end anytime soon. I kind of like it though, I like the escape to liminal spaces. Getting stoned finding little pockets of the world that don’t necessarily have deep meaning to me. It’s quiet. Lots of hotels.

I literally just took this set of self portraits at my hotel. I was experimenting with using my Apple Watch as a remote trigger. Sometimes the ligh...

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Sunset Parade with Megan and Mandy

Good evening lovelies,


I’m currently laying in a hotel bed in the middle of Oregon for a work trip, just got done eating yummy snacks and taking some cute self-portraits. You might end up seeing them 😉



Otherwise, I wanted to share with you this set Mandy Darling took of Megan and I. We’ve been working with Mandy for about 9 years now, and it’s crazy to see the evolution of all of us. It’s amazing. I haven’t lost any sense of confidenc...

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Goth Greaser Romance by Megan Ayn

Yay! Video release time!


I really never pose with many male models, but Giovanni has been a long time friend who is also an up and coming actor, and I had the pleasure of photographing him recently. This time we got a chance to pose with each other at a local goth bar, and I cannot wait to release the photos. They are romantic, edgy, stylish, and overall portray a level of trust that I wouldn’t be able to have with other male models. Giovanni is the best!


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Tiffany x Carolyn x Jeff Waters

Good Morning friends!

The last couple years Tiffany and I have really been committed to spending our time together creating bubblegum content, since she has such a big fan base for it and I seem to be the go-to supporting role for these videos…but once and awhile we’re able to make some time for a creative posing session. This gallery was taken a couple weeks ago behind a very underused movie theatre (hence the ability to pose nude with no interference).


I love th...

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Catamaran Sunsets in Tahiti by Kristy

Hey babes!


Keeping this post short, but sweet 🌅 just like a sunset. To be honest, this sunset shoot in Tahiti was probably one of the most breathtaking experiences I’ve had in the world. I hope you can get a bit of those good feelings from seeing these shots.


Enjoy the gallery.

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Mida the Bali Beach Babe

Wow, a gallery that was never fully released from the archive vault!


I hope this second gallery post today makes you happy. We definitely worked for this location.


Back during our Bali trip in 2019, we were looking for some secluded beaches to shoot at. Unfortunately, Bali has a lot of litter. It’s hard to find beaches that aren’t tainted by it. The ones you find are ones that require hiking in to reach, which is exactly what we did for this one! And t...

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Don’t Blame Me, I Just Work Here

Happy March!

Life seems complicated for me lately. I don’t dive into my emotional complexities, but hopefully it helps inspire me to express it through photos. You’ll just have to wait and see what kind of things come out of it! I’ve been shooting some cool projects in February, but I’m ready to be able to shoot outdoors as I please.

This gallery is one out of two posts for today:

Jared Lee Steiner has been a local creative I’ve looked up to for awhile, I don’t ...

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Autumn Angela Hayes by India Williams

Hi babes!


Straight to the point here with this gallery drop; this was from the first day of shooting in that magical fairy cabin in the deep Washington State woods back in the fall. India is just as amazing of a photographer as she is a model, and also a great person. She even provided a Reiki healing session during our weekend together. I truly felt like that healing shines through these photos. A beautiful fall day should never be under appreciated.


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I’ll be in my trailer. - Miss Prys

Ooooo double post day! Gotta catch up for February. 😅 I always come through so you know I love you.


I was waiting for ages it felt like to work with the AMAZING Miss Prys. She is not only a beautiful angel model herself, but she is a PNW photographer icon. She mixes nostalgic glamour with a psychedelic twist. She’s everything I wish I could emulate all the time. This shoot had a big Euphoria feel to it. I hope you love the styling as much as I did in this amazing cocaine...

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