Life Curve Ball - Part 2
Added 2023-06-11 09:07:36 +0000 UTCAND THE UNIVERSE CONTINUES TO MOCK ME CUZ I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED THESE REACTION VIDEOS XD I swear the suckiness is just snowballing
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I wish there was something I could do to help with the things you are going through right now. I've been in bad places a few times in my life, and have came close to doing something detrimental to my safety just to end it all. But I stayed strong and it may take a while; But things will get better. Tell your mom she has a lot of people over here praying for her, and sending love her way. She will bend this procedure of her knee and spank the shit out of it ๐๐
Ronny Boss
2023-06-12 01:17:18 +0000 UTCDamn, this breaks my heart!. I'm so sorry you're having to deal with so much at the moment Rana. I'm sure your mum is going to get through this and be just fine once the operation is done. Sending best wishes to you both. ๐ค๐ค In the past I've felt the same way as you and a part of me was just done with life and all the bullshit that went with living it. When I became ill and was housebound the few friends I had all pretty much abandoned me and not one single one of them checked in to see how I was, even though most of them would pass by my house every day. When my dad passed away I couldn't be at the hospital nor the funeral, and again, no one decided to pop round to see how I was. For a long time I'd go days, sometimes a week or more without seeing or speaking to another person, and even then it was just the postman when he delivered something. I was done with life and and a bunch of pills and a bottle of Jack Daniels and was ready to go take that forever sleep!. I'm still here though, obviously, and I know you can get through the hardships you have right now too Rana!. You're a strong person and you have so much to give. As much as it doesn't seem like it right now, things will get better and your time for happiness and good things will come. Just hang in there. ๐ค๐ค๐๐น๐น Sorry to hear you lost all your reaction videos too, that really sucks after all the effort you put into them. I know you don't reply to these messages, but there is software that can recover deleted files. I used it to recover a bunch of stuff from an old hard drive that had been reformatted and wiped clean. It's worth having for times like this. Also, do you have an external drive?. If not then it's best to get a USB one that you can back up everything everyday, then if something goes wrong you still have it all. I really hope things start to pick up for you real soon. Sending you lots of love and hugs. ๐ค๐๐ค๐
Garry Walker
2023-06-11 18:46:13 +0000 UTCLots of things to take on here, Rana. I'm sorry to hear about your mom's health issues, I pray that the medical intervention will be for her betterment and it's alright that you feel that way, you are at the very edge of the world right now, as if life it's pointless, and that death would be a relief, which certainly is, but not yet. Years ago, I was in a similar situation and it was so hard for me to overcome all of that shit, but I made it out, or so I thought, because recently, I was at the gates of a great changes and that past came back to me, bitting and crippling my progress, now I have to walk back to where I was, and see what else can be done. One thing I am sure of is that, as we go by, and break through those thick walls, we learn to enjoy life much better, than those who have never been in our shoes, so stay strong, sweet Rana, I know you can do it ๐๐๐๐ Also, not sure if you actually have your reactions material, or if it forever gone, but in any case, I'd like you to check this one out, since once you asked which was our go-to feel-good band, and if you went through my last recommendations, you should know by that by now, so here is the link, video has subs, nice and easy ๐ https://youtu.be/UZjxMjBop7w Hope you like it!
Efren Guzman
2023-06-11 13:04:30 +0000 UTC
