Diapered Love Live

“This… isn’t what I thought you were talking about when you said you had a way to help me unwind.” Eli Ayase said.

Her gaze was locked on the two folded garments on the bed in front of her, and she was decidedly uncertain about their nature. The folded orange and white hooded pajamas did look cute and all, but the portion that was folded back and hidden underneath the top pushed up against the visible part of the pajamas. It added so much bulk to the back end and created added confusion in her mind.

Why...Wh—how can the the back be so bulky?" she wondered, fighting to comprehend without actually picking it up and examining it.

While the outfit continued puzzling her, she looked to the white plastic rectangle lying next to the folded pajamas.

It was obviously a diaper, one of the disposable plastic ones that were quickly becoming more popular; however, it was much bigger than it should have been. The bottles next to it were labeled plainly: baby oil and baby powder.

The blonde college student looked back at her girlfriend with a worried glance. Eli had met her for lunch after not seeing each other for nearly a week due to her classes taking most of her attention lately. She’d unfortunately not had much time to spend together, regretfully pouring most of her time into studying.

Nozomi’s expression was unchanging despite Eli’s nervous look. She had that cheeky little grin that gave nothing away plastered on her face. It was like she enjoyed watching her partner fidget and struggle with the reality of letting her take the lead.

“I wasn’t kidding when I said I knew the best thing for us to do. Trust me, okay?” Nozomi threw in a little wink at the end that melted away Eli’s skepticism in a flash. She did trust her Nozomi—their time together as idols and their longstanding friendship through high school had bred a bond of trust and the relationship they now shared made it all the more impactful.

The more mysterious of the two was right in that Eli had promised to let her take the lead. It was because she was a bit of a perfectionist and a little controlling that led to her being so wound up and stressed about college. It was something that Nozomi had picked up on quickly when it began affecting her daily life.

“I have the perfect thing to help you relax.” she said calmly from across the coffee table.

Eli had been hesitant but remembered how much she enjoyed some of the more mischievous and silly activities they’d gotten up to in their high school years. She gave an enthusiastic nod to the proposition. “Okay, let’s do it!” she said, following her girlfriend out of the coffee shop.

Joking and laughing like the old days sounded like the perfect distraction. Instead she’d been shown a bedroom in Nozomi’s apartment with a strange pair of fox pajamas on the bed and a very thick diaper.

After a deep breath Eli nodded and smiled, turning back to Nozomi with a more understanding look on her face. She had cleared the confusion out of her mind,  remembering to trust her partner. “Alright, let me change.”

She’d earned an approving nod from The girl with the long twin tails who shut the door behind her after a giggle. “You won’t regret it Elichi~” she said before disappearing.

Being left alone didn’t make the outfit seem any less strange, nor was she really sure where to start. Baby oil and powder… if she was correct that meant the diaper itself would replace her current bottoms and become her new underwear.

Eli blushed at the idea but remembered her promise of trust in her friend. Nozomi wouldn’t ask her to do this if it didn’t work, so she needed to play along.

That resolution didn’t make her any less hesitant to strip off her clothes. In fact, her overthinking was probably made worse by how slowly she was working them off her body and discarding them to the side.

A spurt of oil in her hands felt slick and slimy and was similarly strange when she started rubbing it around her waist. Eli understood the process of a diaper change and all that, but the act of working the oil into her own sensitive areas felt oddly foreign to her. She wasn’t sure when to stop either and only realized that she’d used half the bottle when she looked over to grab more.

“That’s probably enough,” she thought, giving out a little nervous chuckle. She’d definitely gone overboard while struggling with her anxiety. Now that she recognized it she was paying more attention. Applying the sweet-smelling baby powder was a much quicker application and it clung easily to her skin due to the thick layer of baby oil she’d applied earlier.

The light peppering left her lowers coated in a film of snowy powder, one that brought up some nostalgic feelings. Eli couldn’t place what made that smell so prominent in her mind but it was comforting and she unconsciously relaxed a little more than before.

Her heartbeat quickened a little as she unfurled the diaper and was shocked by the size of it. It was so much bigger than she’d imagined from seeing it folded. Nozomi had been nice enough to leave her instructions about how to put on the padding in a note taped to the front.

Following the instructions, Eli unfolded the diaper pinning the side with the tapes against the wall with her rear. The “front” hung behind her and with a slight bend she was able to grasp it and pull it up from between her legs.

The blonde immediately noticed how wonderfully soft the inner material of the padding felt, especially after all the oiling and powdering she’d done. She had to do a little scooching motion with her feet just to leave enough room between her thighs for the diaper itself to sit properly between them. Once she was sure the elastic leg bands hugged her legs in a satisfactory manner and the crotch of the padding wrapped around her snuggly, Eli taped shut the padding, securing herself inside.

“That wasn’t so bad,” she said to herself, eyeing the waiting pajamas. She took a second to look down at herself before making the decision. It was either those or walking out with all of her body exposed. Well, everything except what the diaper covered.

When Eli walked out into the living room, dressed in the outfit Nozomi had left for her, she was surprised to find the space somewhat transformed in a way that matched her new appearance.

She toddled out in utter disbelief, taking in the sight of plastic baby toys scattered about, the stuffed animals, and the very complicated-looking bouncer attached to one doorway. Given the fine quality of her one-piece fox outfit, she supposed it made sense that Nozomi had gone so much farther.

Eli was still grappling with the pajamas themselves. The inner lining was of course comfortable in the way it swaddled her skin. The outer pajamas were very adorably modeled after a fox, complete with a faux tail that promised to act as the best pillow she’d ever used. She supposed that was where part of that mysterious back bulk had come from. The whole thing covered Eli’s body from head to toe, from the fox-eared hood that draped over her blond hair to the little paw-shaped booties at the feet.

All of that was no issue—the part that Eli was struggling with was the bottom, the crotch of the suit. She realized now that this plus the tail was why it’d been so bulky and unwieldy. The whole thing was padded with foam or something and encased her diaper in a waddling spreader that nearly tripled its normal size.

She wondered if it would have been easier to crawl at this point. Each step had become agonizingly slow and wobbly because of the insane mass between her thighs and how wide she had to keep her stance.

A quick glance around showed that Nozomi was nowhere to be seen but Eli could hear a slight clatter in the kitchen just beyond a doorway.

“Nozomi?” I’m ready…” Eli called worriedly. As if seeking comfort she buried her head in the hood of the sleeper, finding its softness alleviated her nervousness quite a bit.

In a burst of waddly energy, Nozomi appeared in the doorway with a special sparkle in her eyes that showed just how excited she was to see her friend dressed up. Eli wasn’t expecting to see Nozomi wearing a similar fuzzy animal outfit to hers.

However, she wasn’t a fox. No, Nozomi’s outfit instead resembled a raccoon and rather than being an all-in-one sleeper her outfit didn’t have fuzzy legs attached to it. It more closely resembled a babyish onesie complete with a snap crotch for easy changing access. It did still have the massive diaper shell on the bottom that made her diaper look so much bigger. In one of her mitted hands that were meant to look like paws Nozomi had a glass baby bottle and under the eared hood Eli could see that cheeky smile.

“I figured we could have a playdate Elichi~” she said, waddling her way toward the girl in the fox sleeper, “But first you need a good meal. I made a bottle for you.”

Without giving her girlfriend time to be skeptical Nozomi dropped her legs out from underneath her, falling onto her padded rump with her legs splayed in an inviting way. A little pat on the front of her diaper was all it took to entice Eli—it was the perfect pillow and the purple-haired raccoon said as much.

“Come lay down so I can feed you.”

Eli followed her girlfriend's lead, though she was more careful about it. She lowered herself toward the ground, finding that the stiff shell of her sleeper made it much harder than she expected. She rocked back and forth on the seat of her padded butt before falling back on the promised pillow that was her girlfriend’s diapered crotch.

The soft fabric of the onesie combined with the cushy nature of the materials underneath made for the perfect pillow. Eli’s head sank just a little into the material but it still supported her perfectly.

The relaxation that’d started with the scent of the baby powder completed as she stared up lovingly into Nozomi’s eyes from her new nappy pillow. Her gaze was met by Nozomi’s smile and it melted away any worry about the situation. It didn’t make sense to doubt her partner because all Nozomi had ever done was care for her. She’d make sure Eli was happy and comfortable through the whole process.

“Say ahhh~” Nozomi said, lowering the rubber teat of the bottle towards her mouth. A small droplet of milk formed at the tip, threatening to reach critical mass and dribble onto Eli’s face. She opened her mouth just in time to catch the sweet morsel of creamy liquid which was quickly followed by the tip of the bottle nestling into her waiting maw.

Feeling greedy she wrapped her lips around it, suckling deeply from the bottle to draw out the formula inside. Its sweet film coated her tongue in even spurts from the bottle, each blast of its addicting flavor coinciding with the hollowing of Eli’s cheeks and she tried to suckle faster at the promise of more.

“Oh my,” Nozomi said with a giggle, “it seems somebody is much hungrier than I thought—is it because little Elichi is a greedy baby?”

Eli blushed but didn’t slow her pursuit of the wonderful formula that she was given. If anything, she redoubled her efforts, suckling even harder.

Between the plushness of Nozomi’s nappy and the mild and sweet taste of the formula, Eli wanted this moment to last forever. The world was drifting away around her as she suckled and relaxed, happy to be little and carefree for a while.

Of course, much to her regret, the formula in the bottle did run dry leaving her suckling at weak bits of milk-tinted air in desperation. Eli’s gaze flicked, up to Nozomi just in time to see the purple haired girl’s smile again.

“It’s all gone, silly,” she said, dropping the bottle just to pat Eli’s belly playfully, “Miss Greedy drank it all up.”

The feeling of her partner’s hand didn’t even reach Eli’s skin, the foam spreader shell of her sleeper covered that portion of her stomach. The sentiment was still exactly what Eli wanted though and she appreciated the gesture.

After the snack Nozomi helped Eli up, though it took several minutes due to the bulk between each of their legs. Eli was presented with several options for activities now that Nozomi had decided she was sufficiently fed.

The toys and games across the floor all seemed interesting but the thing that really caught her attention was the huge collection of straps that hung from one of the doorways. She pointed to it wantingly, gesturing bashfully at the straps with her paw mitts.

“Ah some time in the bouncer eh?” Nozomi said, taking Eli’s hand in hers and leading her to the rig taking up the entirety of the doorway.

It took a little doing, especially since both girls had their hands trapped within faux animal paws, but eventually the seat of the bouncer was secured around her and she was hoisted in air, just enough so the tips of her toes barely grazed the carpet beneath her.

Each movement caused the elastic straps of the rig to bounce Eli up and down, an activity she took more joy out of than she thought possible. The little jumps elicited a burst of giggly laughter from the girl, encouraging more bouncing. Nozomi watched Eli for a moment, her hands at her sides and a triumphant grin on her face, as if she’d just done a hard day's work and was admiring the final product.

“I’ve got to go get something,” she said, causing Eli to open her mouth in protest. She didn’t want Nozomi to go but the smug girl pressed her finger to Eli’s lip to stop any protests before they could escape. “I’ll be right back.” she promised.

Eli glowered a little but nodded, accepting her girlfriend's need to leave.

She bounced a little more in the contraption, having a little less fun now that Nozomi had left but still enjoying the bouncer.

“I can’t believe she put all this together,” Eli thought, focusing on the sensations of the pajamas against her skin, “They’re so soft.” The interior fleece really did feel like an all-over soft hug that remained wrapped around her body in the most pleasant way. It wasn’t tight at all but was incredibly secure around her form with the soft caresses of the fabric against her skin reminding her of its presence.

At the same time, her attention was drawn down to the insane bulkiness of her padding. It was snuggly wrapped around her waist with the absorbent core of the diaper swaddling her delicate lowers tightly. The seat of the bouncer made it all the more prevalent as it pushed the padding itself into her body.

“That is true softness…” Eli said with a slightly wistful tone just in time to see Nozomi waddle back into the room with another bottle.

“What's that Eli?” Nozomi asked, approaching her partner.

“Oh uh just the cute fox sleeper,” she said, too embarrassed to admit that she meant the secure padding of her diaper. Between the promised security of its absorbency and the thick bulk that spread her legs wide she found herself infatuated with the padding. “Couldn’t even close my thighs if I wanted to.” She thought to herself, biting her lower lip just a little.

The burning red of her face likely gave away whatever lascivious thoughts were running through her head. Thankfully Nozomi decided to ignore it, instead using the opportunity of her girlfriend going slack-jawed to push a pacifier between her lips.

Much like the bottle Eli accepted it easily, suckling on the teat of the soother and giving a few happy bounces to show her approval. Nozomi meanwhile collapsed backward again, using the padding of her diaper to break her fall. In one smooth motion, she fell to the floor and brought the bottle up to her lips.

If Eli had blinked she’d have missed the transition from her girlfriend standing in front of her to her splay-legged position on the floor drinking a bottle of her own. In Eli’s eyes the only thing missing from the equation was her using Nozomi’s diaper as a pillow. Despite having just been fed in such a manner she craved that attention again and stared at Nozomi through her entire bottle feeding, absentmindedly bouncing the entire time.

Once the purple-haired girl finished her formula she laboriously stood up again and approached the bouncer. “I think I’ve left you bouncing long enough. Are you ready to get out and play with me?~” Nozomi asked.

The teasing tone immediately excited Eli who nodded enthusiastically at the proposition. The elastic of the bouncer was slacked, firmly planting the blonde’s feet on the floor once more while her partner loosened the straps that secured the seat of the bouncer around her.

Eli was surprised to feel the sudden release of pressure on her internals as the straps loosened from around her body. She hadn’t realized how tightly they’d kept the seat against her body nor what that sudden release of pressure would actually feel like.

The slosh of her bladder gave her a slight pause as she stepped away from the bouncer and she had to actively clench her muscles to stop an embarrassing release into the thick padding around her waist. She must have let out a gasp though she wasn’t sure. The worried look that crossed Nozomi’s face told her she’d probably reacted though Eli was too busy stopping more than a few stray drops of pee from soaking into her padding.

“Are you okay Elichi?” Nozomi asked.

Eli took a deep breath, steadying herself and regaining control of her shifting bladder. “Yep, I’m good!” she said, straightening up, “What should we do first?”

Internally she was much more at odds with herself wondering how the formula in the bottle had gone through her so fast.

The first thing Nozomi was drawn to was a pair of pink plastic microphones. It reminded them almost immediately of their idol days and they started an impromptu living room performance, though some of the movements were a little lacking given the extra bulk pushing their thighs apart.

This quickly devolved into a fit of giggles that left the pair on the floor. Eli was significantly more reserved in her movements and giggles than her partner given the strain she was feeling on her bladder.

There was a nervousness about asking to use the bathroom though she wasn’t sure why. “I… Nozomi wouldn’t actually make me use the diaper would she?” Eli wondered.

Realizing she wouldn’t know unless she asked, she burst out in the middle of the laughing fit, breaking the uproarious giggling with a question asked a little too loud. “I need to use the restroom!” she announced.

Nozomi stopped suddenly, looking slightly disquieted by the outburst.

“Is that okay?” Eli asked, shifting slightly impatiently. The urge to go had become almost unbearable with her bladder aching more and more for release by the second.

“I-I guess but I have to do something first.”

Eli cocked an eyebrow curiously. “What is it Nozu—”

The question was interrupted by the purple-haired raccoon’s face immediately approaching the blonde fox’s. The words were quickly stolen from her mouth before they could escape by Nozomi locking her lips with Eli’s in a passionate kiss.

Eli’s eyes fluttered a little from the sudden stupefaction caused by the kiss. Her cheeks burned even redder than ever before as all the air in her lungs pushed out of her body in one blissful sigh of relief.

This was more in line with what she was thinking when Nozomi said she had an idea that would help Eli relax and subconsciously she’d been waiting for it the entire time.

The blonde reciprocated the affection with each puckered smack of her girlfriend's lips, quickly escalating the slow and simple kiss to something more. As the passion increased the tension in Eli’s muscles slowly loosened and relaxed.

It was too late to stop the process when she realized what that would mean for the tenuous hold on her bladder. One second she was lost in the moment of passion with the reassuring pressure of a grasping hand on her shoulder and the next a new sensation was vying for her attention.

The floodgates opened and a warm stream hit the padding around her waist, quickly soaking the diaper's core in its immediate vicinity. That spreading warmth dispersed through the bulk of her nappy turning its interior from soft and plush to squishy and moist.

Between the smacking of lips, Eli caught the gentle hiss of her accident, with the force of the stream eliciting a steady crinkling from the plastic shell of her nappy.

Eli was the one to break from the kiss first as she let out a gasp in uncertainty. She was wrestling with the fact that she’d actually let go into her padding so willingly. Even more than that she struggled with how she wasn’t all that bothered by the sensation. Despite how hard it was for her to accept that she was actually peeing her pants, it did feel good.

Between the kisses from Nozomi and the tingling heat that permeated the core of her diaper Eli was more relaxed than she’d been in nearly a month. There was obviously something to be said for truly letting go of her responsibilities completely. She had no worries as long as she was in the fox sleeper. Nozomi was happy to take care of her, the diaper eliminated her need for a bathroom, and the toys around were all fairly entertaining.

The creeping feeling of warm urine pooling around her briefly before being absorbed by the diaper spread throughout the padding as she helplessly soaked every square inch of the absorbent core’s surface with her accident. Sensations and emotions were firing into overdrive sending conflicting signals of “I’m a big girl” to battle the wondrous sensations of her heated, squishy underwear. Her maturity was quickly losing that battle as Nozomi’s rain of kisses continued, aiding the idea that she was meant to be using her diaper like this.

Her diaper continued to swell from the accident pouring inside. The blonde had quickly lost track of how long she’d been peeing. Though it was likely only a few seconds, the barrage of kisses from Nozomi made it feel like an eternity.

The crinkle of her padding stopped when the nappy itself had nowhere to expand within the spreader shell of her sleeper. The core of the diaper instead puffed up around her, soaking up her accident as the cloying, moist heat closed in around her waist.

Without realizing it Eli had gone slack, completely lost in her overactive mind as she soaked her diaper like the giant baby Nozomi had dressed her to be. She was even spacing off.

Nozomi laughed at her partner as she brought her face in front of Eli’s gaze, snagging her attention. The blonde’s gaze focused on Nozomi’s smug little smile.

Her torrential release into her padding ended right as Nozomi asked an all-important question. It was one that cemented her wish to continue like this and enjoy the pleasures of such play continuously.

“You’re such a good girl, aren’t you Elichi~?” Nozomi asked.

Eli buried her face in the faux fox paws of her sleeper, hiding the bright red blush.

“Yes~!” she said quietly.