This album reminds me of high school. I was PASSIONATE about modeling, in a way that I am finally reconnecting to after a few year slumber. I devoted so much time to simple beach bikini shoots. In addition to playing beach volleyball, it led to a beautiful, active, & nourishing lifestyle in the sunshine & ocean. Looking forward to more SIMPLE SUNNY DAYS ahead! Grateful for this beautiful body & to be creating art that inspires me to live a nourishing life of pleasure & joy!
I’ve been moving through a LOT.
I’ve met a new layer of my heart… on the precipis of opening. My choice is to face all of the energy that arrises as I say yes to love. The grief, anger, guilt, shame, despair, all to be felt & released as I learn to sit with myself & simply hear. But part of me is afraid, stubborn, ‘exhasted from all of this healing work’. Its funny my mind thinks exhastion can be cured by distraction. Do I learn to feel now, and create my new body to be a restful place? Or do I keep running for an escape? What is really the source of my ‘exhastion’ in this race? I have chosen to run many times, and it always leads back to the same place… The precepis of a new chance, new choice to open my heartspace.
Pleasure is sensation. What sensations are happening now? This is the space we can return to, throughout our daily lives & emotional experiences. The healing journey can be daunting when we think we need to do it all at once. What can you feel right now?
Photos By: @hannahjoflow (IG)