Starting 2025 With A Clean Slate - Literally

Hi, folks. This is just something I wanted to get off my chest, as we go into the new year.

Moving forward, a new resolution, if you will; I will be actively discouraging myself from promising future content. This means I will start 2025 with a clean slate, literally.

What I create... ...will be what I create.

This is a massive style-shift for me, as anyone who has been following me long-term will be able to tell you; I've always promised things, planned things, announced things, set deadlines and ultimately made my life as unpleasant as humanly bloody possible.

I know my real name is Hellier, but I don't have to take it so fucking literally! - I don't know why I've always done it to myself, it's probably insecurity or wanting to be liked, like "please don't leave me - I will bring you stuff." - Of course, this is the year that I have been diagnosed with autism and ADHD, so no doubt this is helping me control some of my lifelong issues, needs and fears; The understanding of how my mind works makes it a lot easier to navigate, or in this case; not navigate.

I need to spend more time trying to impress me, than you. Because I'm the common denominator here, and trying to appease everyone has lowkey started a mild civil war among my followers, where every release I make receives FAR more backlash than positivity, because everyone is in their own camp, wanting their own one fetish satisfied.

I'm not blaming anyone, this is all my doing. I've bent over a barrel for far too many people, and they're just acting as I have invited them. --- So I'm no longer here for you, I'm here for me. Which is not the worst thing on the planet, when one considers what I've been producing lately. I like making that; there'll be more.

You have to understand that I like everything. So long as there's power, conflict and context, I like everything. So let's just allow it to form naturally, shall we? Not force anything.

Moving forward? I don't know what I'm doing. I don't want to know. I didn't know what I was doing before any of the recent image sets I made, and they got me more love and praise than anything I've made all year, and that includes from myself, who massively enjoyed making them. Makes you think, dunnit?

And I know I'm gonna get hit with "Where is (insert character name)...?" or "When is (insert character name) coming back?" --- I don't know. I don't want to know, it'd only lead to shit content being made for them. If I force it, I'll naturally phone it in, simple as that. In the meantime, check out some other names, check out some other characters.

Because I make a lot of stuff, and I'm always about to make a whole lot more.

I really, really, love and appreciate all of you guys who have supported me, whether you're brand new or have been with me for decades, especially those who've taken the time to know or understand me a little; I'm not the most normal of people, I've got a brain like a jack-in-the-box but I'm getting the hang of it.

Happy new year, my friends. Let's have some fun in 2025.