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Belle the phone cowgirl!

Goodness I gotta stop letting my mindset get ahead of me.

This was a challenge sketch. I finally stopped using a vector layer and forced myself to draw and erase as I did years before. I can't say it is a superior product but it does work, nonetheless!

I am doing my best to defeat a mindset I acknowledged last night. Something that has plagued me for years but finally realized and made manifest last night. It can explain some of my 'freezing' I do where I let days/weeks/months go by and won't work even though I have the time and energy to do so.

I fear the negative consequences of failure. Brain, therefore, convinces itself that it's simply better to do nothing.

I'm *tired of that*. Failure is always possible. You know what's also possible? Success. Come what may, good or bad, I must forge ahead.

We'll see how effective it is at getting me back working again.

Enjoy the preview, Patrons!

Belle the phone cowgirl!

Comments

Oh that’s very good!

Drannix2000

I'm so happy to see you on the canvas again, bud. It's terrible that something brings you so much joy and yet so much anxiety at the same time. Hopefully with a bit of love from your friends and followers you'll be able to experience more joy and less of that other stuff. Love the work Belle is second only to Pan in my eyes.

¤ 《Faded Existence》¤

I didn't think you could make her cuter, but the evidence before me proves that it is so!

Gonkulous

I'm happy for you for being able to move beyond that mindset! I understand what it's like to think that way. Meanwhile I think that is the cutest, most softest Belle EVER!!

bmobeehsnab

I think it looks great man! Glad you were able to pull through! It can certainly be a challenge...

RickDias


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