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Tiny Mei (TW: liven’t)

This sketch is a bts of an attempt to make a comic. It was very personal but I didn’t like how the script was coming across.

About a week ago I was trying to plan a comic talking about how I didn’t kill myself. Wrote a few ideas down and sketched this Tiny Mei in front of a railroad. Felt quickly trapped in the way I was conveying the message. It’s a delicate subject and I didn’t have the right words/narrative to end on a softer note. I didn’t want to put toxic positivity out there but everything else felt extremely depressing instead of the usual “things will get better” or the supportive way I like my comics to be.

It was done again from 0. It’s still not a happy comic cause nothing about suicidal ideation is happy/funny. But I hope the one that I’ll be coloring and posting soon is a better version of my first idea.

I may post some stupid shit but I do care about it c’: The new tittle you voted, “Nesting Partners”, coming up next🖤

Tiny Mei (TW: liven’t)

Comments

It can difficult to pull some optimism out when both the personal and the bigger structures coincide in terms of just making you feel miserable, its ok if that attitude is currently not possible. Its really nice to have you around, thanks for putting so much effort with your work and for being such a sweet person.

Madison Marceline

🥺🖤

Meiko

Thank you so much homie, same goes to you🥺💕

Meiko

You are still here so it has a happy ending

Angelsapphire

so blessed that you're still here with us bestie, love you 🥺💕

Sarah


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