April rundown
Added 2021-04-01 18:25:51 +0000 UTCThis is just gonna be a repeat of the last one but let's just go through the basics cause there is something that's gonna change.
Personal Health:
I've been down on myself for the last few weeks of the month and honestly, it is because of the overwhelming milestones I've set for myself. This one is very ambitious, comics aren't easy, even with how the first pages started out I'm pushing myself to do things I was never too good at, to begin with. The idea of failing before everything is done scares me and made me think I should give up before it started not just because it would spotlight all my flaws, but also the feeling that even if it was completed no one would care.
This series means a lot to me and captures my work of the time, and I'm just wondering with all the work I've put in over the years will it even matter? It's foolish to overthink about but I'm reminded of how mediocre I am as an artist. If I'm bad then I should be the worst, if I'm good I should be the best.
At least in those camps, I can say it's something I'll be remembered for. But ok, to me it's forgettable, and that's the last thing I wanna be man; fear of being forgotten is a serious thing for me and each year it's kinda the driving force to push me through this but events as of late made me think that this could be it.
It doesn't have to be that way though, I just need a buffer and keep the fire going. It's the best I can do, and that's ok for the most part. So, no time to waste let's get to the positives this month.
The sketch stream poll:
The next stream will be on June 12th at 7:30 pm but we have some time to think of the themes.
2 polls will go out though, for one the chibi stream was pretty fun, and I want to get your opinion on if you'd prefer the chibi's if the quality is bumped up significantly or if you'd rather stick with the classic sketches. for one the chibi's can get done much faster and don't require a background, but more importantly, it gives me time to focus on these comics.
As for the themes, I'm thinking:
Spring: Flowers, forest, nature spirits, and fairies all that jazz
Wedding: pretty self-explanatory but to get more specific wedding dresses.
Fireworks: explosions, fire, McGuns, and McRibs.
International independence: 4th of July, Cinco de Mayo, you get the idea.
The polls will be here when it's up.
Theme stream / Chibi Vs. Classic
Changes:
Think the Ouroborus tier having priority over the other is gonna jumble the que I'm implementing now.
which will work like this:
Sheep
Dei
Duke
Lunis
Ruby
Silver
At least for those Leviathan Tiers who are active to receive the benefits.
Considering they'll have a comic featuring them, going first every month seems redundant with the shortlist. Plus making sure others don't feel like they're wasting money praying for them to get picked for the cycle.
Getting a comic dedicated to their personas/characters getting pancaked by my bulkier HWOMUN is worth the $50.
Conclusion:
I'm gonna be busy my guy, and it will be a bit of a trickle of a month but I'm hoping it will all be worth it, for you and me. Obviously, I've been stressing but I'll do my best to make ya proud.
I'll see yall come may.